Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2064: Moonlight in Concert


Doctor Ender tossed over and over in bed. The difficulties he faces now are unimaginable in the past. It is like a cloud of mist covering his intelligence. Although his thinking is still fast and clear, he can never grasp it. The key to solving the problem. As a researcher, he not only pays attention to the accumulation of usual quality, but also pays attention to the occasional flash of inspiration. I won’t mention the research qualities I have for the time being. Although the idea of ​​a flash of inspiration seems to be unpredictable, it is like taking a chance. In a sense, this phenomenon is often regarded as a "flash of wisdom". None of them can be included in the scope of scientific research, as if they are mocking people's worldview and methodology that they claim to be the source of progress. It seems that there are many people who can make achievements in history, but they are very rare in the total number of human beings. The gap in the proportions almost makes people believe that "God" exists, and what humans call "wisdom" It is not because of the evolution and growth of human beings, but because "God" sets such a rhythm for people to discover and follow.

   In the past, Dr. Ender used to be a theist. Later, in the process of becoming a scientific researcher, he gradually became an atheist. When he came to this island hospital, he witnessed that science could do nothing. After realizing the impoverishment and powerlessness of human wisdom in the face of the accelerating disaster, he couldn’t help but hope that there really is a so-called omniscient and omnipotent God, and he hopes that this God can show mercy, not to mention. It can directly solve the root cause of the disaster, and at least hope that it can give mankind time to grow.

   In the face of the incredible and incomprehensible “virus”, if there is no savior, and the gods and gods, if there is no savior, it is absolutely impossible for human beings to overcome this kind of disaster in a limited time-even though this kind of thinking is full In addition to the negative factors, everything that Dr. Ender knew, and the conclusions he got from logical thinking according to his own observations, told him this result.

   A long time ago, scholars pointed out that the most important reason for the growth of human beings on this planet is not that human evolution is correct, but because humans have the time and space to evolve. On this basis, the enemies faced by mankind are often intermittent and stepped. In a sense, because of the relative problems of the intermittent and stepped laws, the planet can be regarded as a closed environment. , And use an ideal closed environment model to derive theory, and then integrate theory with reality to transform itself or the environment in which it is located.

   This is a relatively standard, perfect, growth environment that can produce general theories and is guided by general theories. It is very stable, allowing humans to evolve at a speed that they can adapt to within a relatively safe range. Understand yourself and the outside. Moreover, only in such a relatively safe environment determined by many factors can humans have enough time and space.

  The soil for scientific development is also determined by such an environment. When science becomes more important in human civilization, it adapts to the law and pace of human evolution and growth. It will not become faster or slow down suddenly. It may show stagnation or rapid development in a certain cycle. Tend to be within a certain limit. The science that has grown in this way prevents human beings from self-destructing, and it also ensures that humans have the ability to solve problems when they are frequently exposed to dangers that are rising in steps.

   But the most terrifying danger lies in this: all the dangers that conform to the ladder law cannot destroy humans, and will only become food for human growth. On the other hand, humans have fully adapted to the current dangerous ladder law. So, once there is an enemy that violates the law of the dangerous ladder, can human beings adapt again before being destroyed?

   It is like being in a relatively fixed food chain in a forest, suddenly breaking into a terrible existence at the top of the food chain. In the process of restructuring the new food chain around it, it is likely that many lower life in the food chain that cannot adapt to this change will be extinct.

   There is no doubt that even if science has shown infinite possibilities and a broad future, its development still takes time. Moreover, this time depends on the speed of the dangerous ladder that humans need to face. As a worldview and methodology that grows up as if climbing a step, once it encounters cliffs, oceans, and invisible ravines, how can it surpass the past? Of course, if there is enough time, it is probably possible. However, the so-called sufficient time still depends on the law of the danger ladder. People who have adapted to the law of the inherent danger ladder will always lack time in the face of sudden changes that break away from the law of the inherent danger ladder.

  Such an idea or theory, although it has been around for quite some time, is not liked by people and is regarded as a non-mainstream or even not regarded as a scientific category. After hearing about such a thought and theory in the past, Dr. Ender did not have a sneer at it, but at best he only listened to it as an unconventional anecdote.

   The core factor of human evolution and growth is to have stable time and space, and both depend on the regularity of the dangerous ladder that humans have adapted to in a relatively closed environment-this looks like Telling about the bird in the cage.

   Are human beings birds in cages? Dr. Ender didn’t think so in the past. Although he did not think about this issue in particular, he, like most people, always felt that human beings could be more proud and could look into the long-term. At the same time as plump, his broad vision always makes him feel that the future of mankind is the sea of ​​stars, and how can such a man be a bird in a cage?

   However, when he came to this isolated island hospital, realized the existence of the "virus", and tried all means to prevent those terrible disasters from happening, a huge sense of powerlessness suddenly reminded him Get up to the theory of the regularity of this dangerous ladder. He had to doubt that the "virus" that mankind is facing now is exactly what escapes the regularity of this dangerous ladder. In this theory, when facing such a "virus", human beings will completely lose the time and space for their progress and growth.

   This is the most frightening thing-Ande considers himself to be a very good group of human beings, and is full of confidence in human growth and problem-solving ability, but if human beings can’t show The time, space, and opportunity of this are so suffocated in an invisible cage......

   It’s so stifled that it’s still possible to grow, it’s clear that there are almost grown, it just died...All the memories and imaginations related to it all appeared in Dr. Ender when he was closing his eyes. In his mind: It's as if he killed a mosquito, crushed an ant nest, poured water into the frog's belly, let it hold it to death, or accidentally broke a flower to prevent it from pollinating.

  These behaviors are sometimes intentional, sometimes ignorant, most of the time they are funny and selfish, and sometimes they are forced, and the reason why I can do this is only because of these In the eyes of human beings, things that are hurt are like being trapped in a small cage. They are so weak and fragile. Even ignorant or unintentional behavior may cause them to be destroyed.

   So, are human beings so vulnerable in the face of "viruses"? Is the proliferation catastrophe witnessed right now just an ignorant or unintentional act of that terrible "virus"? Or is it funny and selfish? Is it intentional? Is it forced? But in any case, it rages in the hospital, and presents all kinds of terrible signs in the environment outside the hospital. In the face of such a movement, the weak people are indeed as if they are trapped in a cage.

  Doctor Ende didn't want to be killed just like that, just died like this, and I think some people want human beings to end up like this. However, just as ants, frogs, flowers, and mosquitoes in the past failed to resist their own malicious intentions or intentions, can humans resist this invisible maliciousness? He tossed and turned, and could not find a reason to comfort him anyway.

   He coughed, his brain was chaotic, but he couldn't really fall asleep, he opened his eyes, and driven by a confused emotion, he walked to the other side of the room. He paced back and forth, and when he passed the door, he could vaguely feel that behind that layer of shadow, there were some seemingly non-existent activities, like those researchers who have not yet fallen asleep are busy, or something else. Things that are not human are active. The fear that floated in his heart made him afraid to open the door in the middle of the night. He could still recall how those "Gaochuan clones" hunted and killed the survivors in the hospital easily and quickly, and all kinds of weirdness are almost only in mysterious stories. The phenomenon that I just heard happened in the secret night and corner.

  The hospital has become very dangerous. Even if you run out of the hospital, you can’t leave the island. Within the island, there is no safe place anymore-even though everyone has gathered here, it seems to have a stable time , But who can be sure that the dangers that have eroded the hospital and the island will not enter this patient dormitory that seems to hide some secrets?

  Sakuya, Bajing, and Marceau have some clues that attract some survivors. They believe that the cards made by the three girls have hidden "viral" secrets. Dr. Ender cannot say that their ideas are wrong, but the evidence to prove that they are correct is actually not enough. When he heard the leaders of these survivors tell their own inferences and conjectures, he was already affirmed. The other party was just desperate and wanted to confirm a path that would reassure himself and others— In fact, they don't care if their theory is correct or feasible. As long as there is no evidence to prove their error, they will continue. Even, they are not so keen to find evidence of right and wrong.

  Dr. Ander is also interested in their theory, but it is difficult to approve of such a practice. He promised to study the data that has been sorted out and help them obtain more relevant data. It is not because I want to become one of them. A sense of oppression always exists in his heart. He is eager to find a "more correct, more promising, and more suitable for himself" road, method, theory, or something else, but the past is sometimes The aura that would appear flashed, and it hadn't appeared in his body for a long time, and he couldn't do anything about it.

   Dr. Ande felt that he was getting older in a short period of time. Both physically and mentally, there was a twilight that made him feel terrified.

   He wants excitement, inspiration, groundbreaking consciousness in everything, and he wants to break free from that invisible cage.

   The more you fear, the more you want.

  Doctor Ande paced back and forth in the room, circle after circle, his mind was so full of thoughts that he didn't even understand what he was thinking. He was irritable and frightened, but he didn't dare to leave the room. He walked out of the window from time to time, wanting to see through the glass window whether there would be some unexpected changes outside ~ IndoMTL.com~ He wanted to find those inspirations that would make him shine. However, every time there is only disappointment, every disappointment brings a stronger sense of despair, and every deepening of despair makes him feel that he is going crazy, even when he is pacing, he is not sure if he is still normal.

   There is a voice screaming in his ears, telling him in a substantive or implicit manner that he has become a lunatic, a mental patient like those under his management, and all the people around him People are all lunatics. Staying here by myself is just learning an ostrich and burying his head in the sand.

   There is no hope, there is no hope, there is no hope... Dr. Ender beat his head hard, squeezed his eyes, covered his ears, trying to block the crazy sound With thoughts, I can't wait to hide in the "silent dark little black room" that was once daunting.

   He looked out the window again, and then he was just stunned.

   He saw a round of a moon that had never seen such a big moon, a standard sphere completely inconsistent with the actual data, and the outline of the crater on the surface was so clear. This clear and huge scene is like falling from the sky. Moreover, a vague layer of red gradually covered the bright yellow light. Dr. Ender didn't know how to describe his feelings, because the scene of the moon had exceeded his cognition, and he had never felt that it would really appear in reality.

   The doubts and madness in his heart made him wonder if he had walked into an absurd and mysterious story.

  "...hat_The_Fuck!?"


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