Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2065: The revelation of moonlight
The huge moon has a very different heaviness from the daily impression. It seems to be crumbling and falling. The outline of the crater and the large shadows are clearer than usual, and it even makes people feel this kind of clarity. The inexplicable fear is like a monster hiding in it, and it can come to him with just one leap. The thin ominous crimson is eroding the moonlight, but it cannot be denied that the moonlight is brighter than usual this night. Behind this chilling red moonlight, there is the same far-reaching and vast night sky, which is also brighter and clearer than before. There is no cloud. On the deep sky, surrounding the huge moon, there are countless similarities. Bright stars dot it. The clarity of these stars seems to be countable, but in fact, they are still innumerable. They are densely packed and distinct from each other.
looked up at the night sky, and only felt that under the ominous red moonlight, the galaxy and the sky were rotating, and the ground under his feet was also rotating--but Dr. Ender had a particularly clear feeling, this It is definitely not the rotation of the planet itself, because regardless of the angle and speed, even if it is rotating, there is an unreal feeling.
seems to be dreaming.
A psychedelic, clear dream full of bad omen.
An idea suddenly appeared in his mind, and his desire for a flash of light made him suddenly grasped: When the star comes to the right position...however, what happens when it comes to the right position, relevant The content is hazy, as if it is lost, making people feel irritable and eager to figure out what it means.
Doctor Ande is both restless and restless. He can't believe the sight before him. Even in these days, he has experienced many weird, wonderful and dangerous situations, but compared with the sight before him, It seems to be a little worse in degree. He couldn't use words and sentences to describe his feelings. The ominousness he felt was obscure. Compared with the real dangers that had happened, it gave people a sense of spiritual enlargement. No matter what has happened, or what is about to happen, everything is so hazy and so alluring.
Although the daily routine of the past has long been broken in this isolated island hospital, the "virus" is becoming more and more serious to people day by day, and the people studying here are helpless, and even themselves have fallen into Was implicated in the dilemma. There are countless signs that indicate that in the world beyond the island, the spread of the “virus” has caused even more terrible effects, causing serious changes in the ocean currents and biota near the island observed in the hospital. Change.
However, the things that have happened in the past and the vaguely felt things cannot make Dr. Ender feel more important than the scene in front of him. He couldn't help thinking deeply, thinking about it, and digging into the sentence that suddenly flashed in his mind: When the stars came to the right place...the gods of the old days...
, it’s a god! Dr. Ender had a vague enlightenment, and then fell into a distressed trance. The process of his transformation from a theist to an atheist is exactly the process in which his career has reached its peak so far. Is it that time has come, and he must return to being a theist? The aura that suddenly appeared in his mind made him think so. This is not without precedent. Many researchers who have reached the pinnacle will always pursue mysterious unsolved mysteries and decipher the secrets of gods believed in the past for this and other reasons, but the result will always be People think that they have become theists again.
In the eyes of others, their changes are so objective, but as far as the researcher is concerned, are their views of themselves consistent with those of others? No one knows, and no one can confirm that their hearts are so closed, and their own secrets are buried with death. As a member of the bystander, when Dr. Ender was examining these researchers who had switched from atheism to theism, he also wondered whether such a change is something that every researcher who has reached the peak must experience—they. Going too far, they are true geniuses, and they are proven by this transformation. On the other hand, if you are not a genius, if you have not reached the end of your own cognition, you will not have this degree of conceptual change.
Now, Dr. Ender thinks of the gods again, the aura in his mind is like calling something, like pulling his collar, forcing him to open his eyes, and look at the world from another angle—— So, when I think of the gods again, call and hope in the gods, does it mean that I have reached the peak? Or has it come to an end?
Doctor Ende is short of breath. He dared not look in the mirror for fear of seeing what he looked like at this time. He felt that it must be bad. His body was heating up. Even if he unbuttoned the clothes on his chest, I couldn't let the heat that grew out of my body radiate. He knows what this is, a phenomenon that is almost common to patients with doomsday syndrome. Now he can't deny that he has been infected by the "virus" anyway.
And everything in front of you is the hallucinations produced by patients with doomsday syndrome? However, such a real and clear hallucination was something he had never seen for decades in his life, and had a sensational essence different from hallucinations caused by hallucinogenic drugs. And his brain was turning so violently, or stirring, that he couldn't stop. Too many thoughts seemed to gush out from behind a collapsed dam, and he couldn't even tell what thought he had. Only the original thought about the gods is still clear: when the stars come to the right place, the old gods will...
What will be?
"Tell me, tell me... tell me!" Dr. Ender muttered to himself, panting violently like an asthmatic, his face flushed, but his neck was turning blue. He stared round his eyes, which were more protruding than usual, and they were round and round like a bead about to fall out of the eye socket.
"Tell me! The gods will...the gods will...!" He couldn't help yelling at the ominous giant red moon. The swelling heat in the body, the thoughts that constantly burst out of his mind, all made it difficult for him. He desperately needs to vent, to throw out the heat, and all the terrible irritable thoughts. He resisted not having to hit the wall with his head, but this was already the limit of what he could do.
Dr. Ande didn’t dare to think about what was going on with him, but he knew that he actually knew what happened to him. His research on patients with doomsday syndrome was so profound. Both the cases and the data were terrifying. It had to make him unbearable that the same situation happened to him. However, he could not grasp fate. Everything he did made him feel that the terrible fate was playing with him, just like playing with a doll.
"God, God! God! God! God—" Dr. Ender stretched out half of his body out of the window, supporting himself only with his arms. He didn't have time to consider the danger of this posture. There was an urgent urge to make him want to get closer to the huge red moon. He breathed greedily, choked and coughed again and again, clearly in the atmosphere, but also as if in the deep sea. He grumbled and seemed to be able to spit out bubbles.
God, god, god...please forgive us...
"——When the stars come to the right position, the old gods will return!" He finally shouted out, following the expanding thoughts in his mind, he intuitively found the right words: " They are the dominators throughout the past, present and future. Wandering among the stars, death is a deep sleep! In those eternal years, even death has decayed..."
His speech was silent, and even he himself gradually couldn't hear what he was talking about. The words and sentences gradually became incoherent, and even the logic of the words became confused. Seeing, he still wanted to say, because if he didn't say anything, the things that had been swelling inside him seemed to tear himself apart. However, he is increasingly unable to know what the aura in his mind is telling him, what the chaotic and constantly generated thoughts contain. He didn't know what he was thinking, so he couldn't translate it into the language he knew.
Most of Dr. Ande’s body has been stretched out of the window sill, and his hands are shaking. He was suddenly awake for a while, and he was about to fall, but he didn't know what he should do or how to save himself. Although he wanted to go back, a strong fear attacked him and made him dare not. Retreat, because once he makes more moves, he seems to fall down immediately.
But, he also knows that he has been unable to support for too long, his body is still leaning out of the window uncontrollably, it seems that everything is no longer under the control of his consciousness-it is like doing a Involuntary but clear nightmare.
Just when he almost reached a certain limit, the faint singing from somewhere in this building was the chorus of the girls, their soft whispers, making them seem like ghosts one by one. Dr. Ender immediately understood who was singing: Hakjing, Sakuya, and Marceau that his party has always been paying attention to, these three special doomsday syndrome patients have been doing unexplainable things, seemingly demented, But it also carries a sense of mystery, and some researchers believe that it must hide the secret of the "virus", but the clues and data collected all the time cannot prove this.
Now, Dr. Ender heard their singing, but the misty voice of this song made him wonder if there was a problem with his ears, or he had auditory hallucinations because of his worsening condition.
I only heard the singing saying this:
walk across the shore, through the clouds,
Gemini’s sun sinks into a dark bottomless abyss,
The invisible shadow is shrouded,
That is the dim KAEKESA.
The black crow is flying in the wonderful night,
The wonderful moon is moving in the night,
But the more amazing thing is that
The invisible KAEKESA.
The singing of the Subaru star cluster is unheard of,
Queen’s robe swayed in the wind,
The singing silently fades into the abyss,
is the lost KAEKESA.
, this song, no matter the sound or content, is like a hymn to the gods, full of sacredness, sacredness and holiness, so clear and so bright. If you use color to describe it, it is...that is... Dr. Ender's brain suddenly twitched, and those complicated thoughts disappeared all at once. He wanted to use color to describe the singing he heard, but the color was— —
"It's red... the deep ominous red... It's obviously such a beautiful sound, obviously such a beautiful sound..." Dr. Ander once again seriously looked at the huge red moon and confirmed again A: Yes, this red is the color of the singing voice. When the star enters the correct position, the old **** that will return, the ruler that runs through the past, present, and future, is called KAEKESA-this name is only onomatopoeia, because humans cannot pronounce that name correctly.
"KAEKESA from the Pleiades!" Dr. Ender yelled impatiently.
He immediately connected many things that he didn’t understand in the past. It seemed that those logically incomplete parts were also filled up. He felt that he knew many secrets and answers, but he couldn’t tell them. Tell other people these secrets and answers in a human way. He was unable to form the correct language, unable to carry out ordinary thinking~IndoMTL.com~ A strong external shock made him suddenly turn back into the room, unable to get up for a long time.
The intense pain made the terrible feelings that had been bothering him disappear. Dr. Ander had a kind of rejoicing after the disaster, and only felt that the current self was the real self. He felt that he knew the terrible secret, and more terrible things would happen next. This hospital can no longer stay, but this is an isolated island, and the channels to the outside world have been closed. It is not only the closure of routes, but also the closure of information. Everyone knows that the pillars supporting this hospital have abandoned this hospital. Whether it is active or passive, it is an indisputable fact that it is no longer possible to leave the island hospital.
The more Dr. Ande understands these facts, the more fear he feels. He stumbled to get up, his hands and feet trembling, the light of the red moon shining into the room from the window, and whether it was the shadow or the furniture, the outline seemed to be undergoing some kind of vivid deformation. The originally normal room seemed to be gradually turning into a haunted house. Dr. Ender couldn't think of how he should deal with it. His previous decisiveness and wisdom seemed to be blinded, even though he felt that he was so clear.
"The virus is the KAEKESA of the Pleiades star cluster, the virus is the KAEKESA of the Pleiades star cluster, the virus is the KAEKESA of the Pleiades star cluster, the virus is the KAEKESA of the Pleiades star cluster, the virus is the KAEKESA of the Pleiades star cluster..." Dr. Ander shrank in the corner and muttered Whispering to himself, he sat on the ground with his knees, buried his face deeply, but couldn’t help but use the corner of his eye to go to the gap between his arms. The shadow stretched out, waving as if to catch something.