Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2074: Hope
Dr. Ande examined the content of Gao Chuan's notes intently and eagerly, closing the notes from time to time, thinking silently, and then opening the notes again, flipping through the parts that he had already read, trying to dig deeper. "Gao Chuan" recorded his experience in the doomsday illusion with the writing of adventure stories. Because of his own mental problems and the absurdity of the events he experienced, most of the stories are full of conscious factors, just like the whims of mental patients. Talking and chattering, the use of words and sentences is cumbersome and cumbersome, and the background of the end is near, it is even darker and heavy. This is not a likable story, but aside from the decorative content, it can make people feel some of the true context implied by him and his experience.
The story content in this notebook is closely related to what has happened in the isolated island hospital. It is not only the story of "Gao Chuan" itself, but also the story of more patients with doomsday syndrome.
Doctor Ande read this notebook not for entertainment, not to relieve stress in life. Therefore, the shortcomings that the story itself has enough for ordinary readers to resist are advantages in his eyes. . Those dizzying narrative methods made him feel that he understood the evolution of the state of "Gao Chuan" and even other patients with doomsday syndrome.
There are many questions. "Gao Chuan" himself has already been asked in the content of the story with the help of the first-person protagonist "I" and the thinking of the third-person protagonist "Gao Chuan", and he also gave Many speculations. These questions and answers also have high reference value for Dr. Ander.
Dr. Ande has a fairly clear cognition: The "Gao Chuan" mentioned in this notebook is not a portrayal of the real Gao Chuan himself, but a modified corner of his spiritual activities. There are at least three "Gao Chuan" embodied in the entire notebook: Gao Chuan himself, as the author of this notebook, brought himself into it and made up the "Kao Chuan" from the perspective of a third party. And these three Gaochuan respectively represent the mental state and thought context of "Gaochuan" in different personality consciousness activities, and are a manifestation of its id, self and superego.
Perhaps most people see the contents of this notebook, and they will only be limited to the surface content of the story. However, Dr. Ander, who is also a patient with doomsday syndrome, can actually feel more deeply. With the help of this notebook, "Gao Chuan" What do you want to say-things that he doesn't understand, or can't understand it anymore.
Even Dr. Ender sometimes felt that if he had not been infected with Doomsday Syndrome, he would probably not be able to resonate when reading his notes. He can also imagine why other researchers who became weird after being infected with Doomsday Syndrome, such as Dr. Ruan Li and her mentor, would make such incredible actions-it is by no means a mere self-knowledge. It's crazy.
However, all patients with Doomsday Syndrome must face a serious fact: when they seem to understand Doomsday Syndrome better than in the past, they have died soon and are in desperation.
Dr. Ande feels that this notebook has broken through the limitations of vision and thinking, and seems to have the ability to do more things, but if you really want to clarify, what else can you do, but there is no one. More specific and detailed outline. He felt distressed about this, and a heavier pain and despair gradually filled his heart. As a human being, without tools and comprehensive ideas, even if he has the motivation and ability to do things, he cannot do anything.
was so distressed. In Dr. Ender's mind, the thought that could not concentrate on one thing all the time suddenly had such a thought. He suddenly realized that what he really needed might not be directly related to the content of the notes. He should jump out of the appearance of the story content and start directly from the existence of the notebook.
Why is "Gao Chuan" able to write this notebook? Why is this content? What is the relationship between his experience in the doomsday illusion, his spiritual changes in this wonderful activity, and the physiological changes in the process? Dr. Ender couldn't stop the expansion of his own thoughts, but he could still force himself to close the notes and stop paying attention to the contents, even if he hadn't read all the contents.
Out of the theoretical conception of the "Human Completion Project", Dr. Ander had long had the idea of "downloading" the personality information in lcl into the "artificial new body". Specifically, the Gaochuan copy was also Part of the empirical results of this theoretical conception, however, to completely turn the theory into reality, many difficulties need to be overcome. It is even more difficult to ensure that the final result is controllable. However, the existence of "Gaochuan Diary" made him feel that another part of the difficulty was overcome.
"There is still hope, there must be hope..." Dr. Ander told himself this, and tried to convince himself that the "hope" he wanted to believe was also the reason "Gao Chuan" never gave up.
When Dr. Ender closed his notes again, he had a violent urge to return to the color center immediately and operate on the circulating lcl, although the specific method is still very vague. In theory, there are loopholes everywhere, and it seems that they will never be able to make up. However, the impulse made him feel that even if he did not prepare beforehand, as long as he arrived at that place, he would naturally be able to do what he wanted to do: by checking lcl Operate on the personality information in, reversely transform part of the lcl back to the human state, and in this process, apply the human complement plan to create a "perfect person" that only exists in theory, and this reverse experiment is the best experiment The product is undoubtedly still "Gaochuan".
Doctor Ande can’t tell why he had such an impulse, but the origin of this idea is logical to him, and it was not formed inexplicably. When he tried to complete the "Human Completion Project" In theory, it actually laid the groundwork for this matter. Even if you didn't become a doomsday patient, you would do it that way. It's just a matter of time. Nowadays, you who are also a doomsday patient can no longer wait for the theory to be perfected.
The more Dr. Ande realized that he could do this, the stronger the urge to do it. He stood up vigorously, pacing back and forth around the table, the excitement and dizziness as if he had knocked on medicine, making him wish to leave here immediately with Gaochuan's legacy. There is nothing in this darkness, only tables, chairs and lights. Such a simple environment is not enough to calm his increasingly excited emotions. However, on the other hand, he also realized that his state is very abnormal, which is not the thought and mentality that a serious and rigorous researcher should have. However, just like being addicted to drugs, even if reason feels this is bad, it can't stop the impulse like an instinctive reaction.
He feels that his brain is turning faster and faster, and a lot of known information is being spliced out in an unprecedented way, close to the truth, all the pressure is forcing himself to believe that he has really grasped the final The pulse of victory.
"Gao Chuan...it must be Gao Chuan..." He muttered to himself, even if he didn't have a specific idea, and he was not sure when he was on the spot, he still couldn't stop him from doing what he should do first. General murmured, "It must be like this, Super Gaochuan. Only by refactoring the Gaochuan information download to verify the feasibility of the human completion plan, can we reverse the essence of the doomsday syndrome from the reconstructed Gaochuan. Reverse analysis of'virus'... Yes, it must be like this. Without Gao Chuan, all theories will lack practical carriers."
——Super Gaochuan Project, yes, this is the Super Gaochuan Project. The birth of Super Gaochuan must be used to prove the existing theories in the past, find the correct part, and eliminate the wrong part. Practice is the only criterion for testing truth.
The already very strong impulse made Dr. Ender unstoppable to imagine the benefits of the Super Gaochuan project after the success of the research, and he could not count these benefits at all, only felt that the advantages outweigh the disadvantages. It even made him feel that as long as he completes the "super Gaochuan" that only exists in his mind now, he can create better specific drugs from subsequent research, and even be effective for individuals with "Gaochuan" syndrome patients. Serum. Then, the results achieved in the case of "Gaochuan" will be able to spread to its audience. Only in this way can it be truly resolved, or at least to postpone the imminent crisis.
It was like he thought of it himself, and it was like being reminded by some psychedelic voice. He further realized that there are some discordant clues in the past performance of the color center, and as long as contact In Dorothy, the missing patient, more possibilities can be created. Among these imaginable possibilities, Dorothy has become the same as the color center, and cooperates with the color center. Promoting the possibility of the birth of "Super Gaochuan" is inexplicably convinced.
Although there is no evidence, this kind of logic exists and the possibility is also possible. Although there are other possibilities, the more Dr. Ander thinks, the more he believes that the "Super Gaochuan Project" can be successful, and feels that he has been promoted long before he realized it. He used to just " I don’t know yet".
——The color center concealed this plan.
The voice from the heart echoed in Dr. Ender's mind.
Dr. Ande felt even more irritable. He felt that he had made a mistake, and he had never considered "the color center consciously carried out illegal operations". In the eyes of myself in the past, the color center is like a supercomputer used in daily research, but now in retrospect, the color center is not such a simple thing-in essence, whether there is self-awareness, it is the same as the past. The supercomputers I know are completely different, and why do I realize it only now?
is as if there is a kind of obscure power that blinds everyone's knowledge of the past.
Dr. Ande continued to search for the reasons. He knew very well that his current self is not the same as his past self, not only in terms of his identity as a patient with doomsday syndrome, but also in his own environment. He stopped abruptly, looked away from the cover of the note, and cast his eyes on the endless darkness around him. All the factors that caused me to enter this darkness came so coincidental, as if I was destined to enter this darkness. From this perspective, the reason why I can think of things I have never thought of in the past is the reason, whether Is this the darkness in the tower? Will these thoughts disappear when I leave this darkness?
No, what is even more puzzling is why is it so dark inside the tower? In it, is there anything else besides tables, chairs and lights?
Dr. Ande has a sense of urgency and contradiction. He wanted to leave this place immediately and return to the color center, but also wanted to stay, to see if there were other enlightening things in the dark.
His own experience is very abnormal. Dr. Ender is clearly aware of this, but he also feels that he has no more and better choices. I must accept such a weird, incomprehensible, and mystery situation to be able to move on in such a desperate situation.
Now, it is no longer the time to question. All incomprehensible and doubtful thoughts must be suppressed. Dr. Ender strengthened his thoughts and cautiously cautioned himself in this way. In the absence of any evidence and uncertainty about what is "right", I must act. No, it should be said that I must act even more. In such a crazy desperation, even if it is done wrong, it is better than doing nothing.
Doctor Ande settled down~IndoMTL.com~ So he persuaded himself, took the cards, papers and notes again, with fear and contradiction, stepped into the darkness ahead again.
The silent darkness caused his thoughts to flourish, and he couldn’t help but imagine more good or bad things, and let his thinking reach the peak of his life. Then, he gradually understood which one he was going to go. Direction-this is a looming intuition, like whispering weird in the ear, but it makes him feel that if he does this, he will definitely gain something. So he followed suit.
After walking in the dark for a period of time, even if he used his heartbeat and pulse as a reference, he didn't know if it was a long time or a short time. At last, Dr. Ander saw the light in front of him, as if there was an exit. This sudden light did not stop his steps, and even the frequency of his steps did not change.
Doctor Ande just walked straight toward the light. He has a strong emotion, as if there is a new world ahead. 71
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