Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2080: Lamb under the moon

The color of the moon is like bleeding. The blood has dried up for a long time, and it is no longer bright and vivid, but it is particularly ominous. Now looking at the sky, you can see the moon. It's this color. This sphere, which has long been accustomed to humans, is obviously larger and heavier than usual. It makes people feel that it will fall to the ground only two or three kilometers away. Of course, if you really calculate the volume, this huge blood moon must be far from the earth. There is still a long distance.

The visual impact caused everyone to fall into a strong sensibility. They couldn’t tell what happened to them. They clearly felt that they were still thinking about something, but they had a contradictory perception that they felt that they were The rationality does not exist here. Everyone stared at the red moon blankly, as if the soul was about to leave the body.

I don’t know how long it took, and some people gradually came back to their senses. They quickly took away their sights from the blood moon, and forced themselves to fall on the things around the platform, one after another, making heavy breathing sounds, as if they were just a trance. The time, it made the whole person tens of years old. There is not much difference between the rooftops they see and the rooftops they see daily. The layout is similar, and the material has not changed. The objects are all conceivable objects. They are surrounded by barbed wire in all directions to prevent anyone from climbing on the barbed wire. Even the top of the barbed wire is designed to look like thorns, and it seems that electricity is still flowing-it seems to prevent the crazy doomsday patients from jumping off here.

It’s just that the moonlight falling on the roof is dark red, as if a filter is added, but it is more real and more delicate than the filter effect. It is clearly light but has a vague sense of materiality, like fog. It is gravel, floating in the air, spreading on the concrete floor.

Someone tried to look into the distance through the barbed wire fence, overlooking the panoramic view of the hospital from this high point. He thought that he would see more incredible scenes, and even in his mind, there were daily experiences accumulated over these days, and at this time a new kind of unusual sceneries were sketched out. However, he saw nothing. Except that the moonlight is dark red, and the entire hospital seems to be bathed in this abnormal moonlight, there are no other abnormal things as imagined.

The outline and structure of the hospital have not changed. It crawls quietly in the night like an invisible monster with an open mouth. And those buildings that look the same, because there are not too many changes, so on this night of abnormal frequency, people feel unbelievable heart palpitations, only feel that there must be more terrifying and deeper horrors hidden in them.

Although this scene still gives people a heavy and uncomfortable feeling, there is no shock when you look inward outside the door, as if you have become accustomed to this scene, it is not clear whether it is psychological numbness or A physiological adaptation. Those abnormal movements that can be heard or felt by other senses in the corridor are as if they have been isolated outside the door. There is nothing on the roof, but there seems to be many things hidden outside the roof. This sense of contrast makes everyone feel a little relieved of the boulders in their hearts. To say that there is no sense of security at all, it must be a lie. However, it is a bit guilty to say how much security the platform surrounded by fences can bring.

On the contrary, because the surrounding fence is like a wall, blocking those abnormal things, so the heavy blood moon is even more dazzling in the sky above nothing, as if that is the biggest threat to myself and others now. , But no one can imagine what kind of unexpected situation will happen because of this huge and heavy blood moon.

In any case, at least the rooftop can be used to ease the breath, and the nearest building on the side, as the principal said, is about ten meters apart, and it can completely rely on tools such as ropes. Take the bridge and climb over from the rooftop. Everyone came to the rooftop because they were afraid of returning from the main road of this dormitory building. There was something terrible waiting for them, driving them away, and killing them. Those who have not come to the rooftops, those who have long since broken contact, do not know how many have died without a place to burial-of course, no one can confirm their death, even if they are already dead. The situation, there is no clear evidence, only exists in the imagination of the people who are still alive.

The problem is that no one wants to take the imaginable risk to confirm the life and death of other people. Even on the rooftop, it is completely impossible to receive information from companions who are not in sight. No matter how good communication equipment those companions place outside the building, the signal seems to be blocked by an invisible wall.

Some people speculate that the structure of the position in this building has changed. However, if there is also insufficient equipment to verify and no specific data can be obtained, even if everyone is smart and capable, they will also be ineffective. . The things that cannot be observed, the things that cannot be touched, and the things that cannot be confirmed have always been the source of human fear, and people always try to do things through various methods: philosophy, mystery, religious belief, or science. Know the nature and truth of these things.

Yes, turning the unknown into the known is the evolutionary path that mankind has always adhered to. However, in that uncertain long time, uncertain vast space, and do not know how far-reaching perspective to accumulate In the face of the unknown, the longest civilization history is only a few thousand years, and the human being, who can be verified as a wise group for only ten thousand years, is unpredictably weak and insignificant.

In these days in the hospital, all researchers dealing with the "virus" can understand to some extent that what they are trying to overcome may be farther away from the known range of mankind than they thought. . It hides in the depths of the unknown. This distant distance is by no means "distance" in the normal sense, but a broader concept. Human beings can only use their own standards to judge things, and use their own cognition as the standard to guess unknown things. However, human beings as a standard are only one-sided in the laws of nature, whether in terms of physical composition or mental movement. But the small surface is nothing more. Using such small and one-sided standards as a reference to understand how far-reaching the unknown is, every step will form a deviation, and the accumulation of each step of the deviation will become a terrible The distortion.

Humans generally do not recognize the existence of such deviations and distortions, because if you really think about the formation of such deviations and distortions, it may be frustrating. For human beings with social attributes as the core, the individuals who make up the society generally fall into this kind of frustration, which is definitely a great life and death crisis for the existence and operation of the entire society.

From the perspective of a sociologist, from an extremely rational perspective to observe the human collective, "most" of it shows the attribute of "ignorance", and this ignorance cannot be easily transformed through education No matter how much knowledge or experience they have learned, there will still be people who have debated countless times, and they knew it was stupid, and they would have many reasons to convince themselves. It’s like, among human beings, there is an indescribable filter that filters most people’s thinking and stays at the other end of the "ignorance", leaving only a small number of people to go to more "smart" places, and, This filter is not determined by the individual's own genes, but by the huge system of human society. Regarding this phenomenon, some sociologists believe that this is the defense mechanism established by the human population in an environment that is too unknown and full of danger-this mechanism is not intended to make people stronger and better, but just In order to allow the human population to survive a long time and numerous unknown dangers.

In short, "ignorance" seems to be an indispensable and necessary attribute for human beings, and even one of the necessary insurance cores for the survival of the human population to this day. Many people have imagined that all human beings have become ignorant and described it as beautiful. However, among some anthropological researchers who are regarded as pessimistic, they think that it may only be good for individual humans. It is not the beauty in the sense of the concept of human population and social structure, and even whether such intelligence will bring benefits to human individuals far exceeds the disadvantages, and no one can judge in advance. In such a pessimistic argument, an individual The cleverness of mankind often does not represent the cleverness of the human collective.

Standing on the rooftop, the researcher who dullly looked around this piece of scenery that should have been extremely familiar, but exuding incredible strangeness everywhere, seemed to be thinking a lot of things, but couldn't remember, and he thought about it all. What things. I didn’t get any answers from this kind of trance-like thinking, nor did I have any enlightenment to get rid of the bad situation. However, there is another kind of "thinking a lot and deeply, and I have never thought about it in this way." "a feeling of. And this feeling did not bring them beautiful feelings, although the things they had thought about seemed to make them “full of philosophy and intellectuality”, and their soul seemed to become transparent in this kind of thinking, as if some The sages described in the works, however, this kind of transparency and intelligence are just how stupid, complacent, anxious and arrogant I have been as a human elite.

Also, things that you can’t see clearly when you’re stupid, when you’re no longer so stupid, but can look at it more deeply, you have an intuition—people like yourself, everyone in the world, How terrible, desperate, crazy, you can barely see the slightest way out, you can only drift in the dark.

Those things that seemed to have been thoroughly studied are again covered by a heavier veil. I didn’t see this veil in the past, not because the veil didn’t exist, but because I was not smart and capable enough in the past. I just saw this veil.

The world, the universe, matter, time and space... These closely related concepts in the past seem to be wrong in the meaning of the concept itself. The understanding, cognition, and imagination developed from these concepts are also Both have produced irreparable distortions. The more you think about it, the more you will feel that all human understandings of everything up to now are one-sided and wrong. In fact, human beings have not had a sufficiently comprehensive and in-depth understanding of anything.

As such a human being, what should I take as a weapon to face the crisis that has already struck?

Helpless, wrong from the beginning, there is nothing to rely on, even science can’t help it, even in theory, the way ahead for science should be considerable is becoming narrow, the more you think" The essence and meaning of the concept of "science", the more I will feel that at a far enough place, it is not a smooth road, but a wall that seems insurmountable.

Of course, it must have been a long time before going to such a far-reaching front and facing the wall directly. Today, I and others must rely on their insignificance, which is generally based on assumptions and restricted environments. Theory, to deal with that terrible anomaly...no! Do not! He hasn't reached the level of "handling" at all. People like myself are still on the road of exploring and trying to recognize. If they can't even recognize, it is impossible to talk about how to deal with such things.

"I'm going crazy...I'm going crazy...I'm going crazy..." Someone yelled, not knowing whether they were laughing or howling.

"Does this mean I have to use basic mechanics to solve problems in the category of quantum mechanics? No, no, how can this be done? The wall between the micro and the macro, even quantum theory itself cannot be broken." There is also People muttered to themselves like this.

"I saw ~IndoMTL.com~ the end of the world is inevitable, it is an inevitable law of nature. As long as we are still in this law of nature, it is impossible to escape." Someone yelled again, talking about normal days. If it doesn't seem to be tuned, it is as excited as discovering the truth. However, from the perspective of common sense, how can such words make people happy?

"No! You are wrong, it is meaningless, and the idea of ​​escape itself is meaningless. Our existence and our perception of ourselves are only part of the natural laws of motion, and they are only extremely small Part of the movement. If the whole world is a constantly moving entity, then only the movement itself is meaningful, and any concept other than that is a meaningless illusion. We are not alive or dead at all. There is no end, and there is no future, everything is meaningless... We subjectively add meaning to everything that is meaningless, and we cannot cover up its meaningless nature, nor can we deny that we are also the same. What we perceive as ourselves is just a part of a huge movement, a small and constantly occurring movement structure." There are even more people who talk so long and talk endlessly, as if they have found the ultimate truth of human beings, but even themselves. It's hard to accept, and at the same time seems to be forcing myself to accept it.

　　

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