Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2097: The secret of the past “Mae”
Let’s not mention whether Dorothy and others have been able to extract the observed "Jiang" information to make experimental special drugs. Even if they do, will anyone take the initiative to use it? The answer is yes. With a fluke mentality, people who try new drugs in despair have never disappeared in this world, even if they are not in this isolated island hospital, but in the civilized society of the outside world, in a national system, There are many people who ignore possible side effects for various reasons and take new drugs. If "Jiang" is really as Dorothy said, it is really special, but this particularity seems to be less daunting when placed in front of the deadly doomsday syndrome.
However, the husband was silent. He originally thought that he would answer very quickly, but when things came, he also began to have doubts, and he had to start thinking. Those things that seemed to have become clear before became confused again after deep thinking. There are too many factors that seem to be irrelevant to one's choice before, and people will not deliberately refer to them. There are also some worries that are deeply buried in pressure and urgency. But if you have to make a choice when things come, you can't be as careless as a brash man if you don't be a husband, or someone who is barefoot and is not afraid of wearing shoes, gives up a fight. Even if he is emotionally telling him, if there is a special medicine, it will be a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and will the state after taking the medicine be worse than the current state? The odds, the odds of gambling, the odds of taking risks, every time I think about it, seem to be becoming alluring.
At the same time, there is reason to tell him that this is just a tentative tone from Dorothy, and the other person only has a kind of oppressive psychology to ask her, forcing her own thoughts into the track she wants. In fact, there is no medicine at all. Even if there are medicines, it is not something that ordinary doomsday patients can take. What a miserable end for patients who were infected by "Jiang". Dorothy also mentioned before that even "Jiang" is true. It is a symbol of serum epidemic, and that is not now. Besides, I can't help but think that "Jiang" is really the antibody produced spontaneously in the body of "Gao Chuan" under the pressure of the virus? Can you simply use "antibody" to describe it?
No, Dorothy has never said that "Jiang" is an antibody. She always just said that that is the origin of the peculiarities of "Gaochuan". The channels of its birth and the results of secondary infections are the same proof. It's dangerous. Dorothy’s view of "Jiang" has always been stable. In her words and behavior, there are details regarding "Jiang" as an enemy of the same kind as "virus."
Now that she talks like this, is it also to deepen our vigilance and hostility towards "Jiang"? Cold sweat began to ooze out of his forehead. The more he thought, the more he fell into a vicious circle. His own experience and knowledge could not help him get out of this vicious circle. The pressure made him feel weaker and more painful.
The birth of "Jiang" seems reasonable, but is this truth really that tenable? Can "viruses" really be equated with the plagues that have appeared in the history of human civilization? The unobservable result of the "virus" is right in front of us. Do we really have to believe that it will be the same as those conventional viruses that will show up under the microscope. Can it be targeted with the same method and procedure?
Is "Jiang" a guise and bait for "virus", or is it a growing "virus" nemesis? From the perspective of logic and actual evidence, the possibility is still half a catastrophe, and I have long realized that as a killer, I have always been a skeptic, and indeed he is more inclined to "think in a bad direction."
So, his answer is that he has never considered taking drugs made based on "Jiang" data, unless he has enough samples to prove effective before, or there is absolutely no hope But now, he seems to be able to do more, and the research on "viruses" seems to have a new direction, and he seems to be able to wait any longer.
The silent silence has already explained the problem. Dorothy did not continue to question, and continued: "A Chuan ate Zhen Jiang back then. It was Zhen Jiang's request... In fact, no one could understand why at the time. Even A Chuan didn't know it. He just followed Zhen Jiang. He was actually very painful, scared, and tortured at the time. He was a normal person, cannibalized, and ate the one he loved. The pain and despair he had to endure was unimaginable and unimaginable. I am willing to experience it. But now I seem to understand it. At that time, Mae probably already knew something about the'virus'. This has always been a secret, Mae is a believer, but we don’t even know her. What religion does she believe in, we only know that it is a secret organization, and we don’t even know who is a believer besides Zhen Jiang. Zhen Jiang’s special nature makes it easy to distinguish her from the crowd. ."
Not working as a husband was really taken aback this time. Although I don’t know what the believer has to do with the ‘virus’, it’s a fantasy story. As Dorothy said, then Zhenjiang definitely does not believe in this world-renowned religion, and this can also explain why she will let her lover eat herself in the end. She is both a believer and a doomsday patient, two The illusion created by the combination of the situation was enough to drive her crazy.
"I used to naively think that Mae became a believer, just to seek spiritual comfort in those difficult days, but when I became this image and realized the existence of the dream world, I understood it. Mae must know something, and the reason why I can recognize the phantom dream and transfer to the phantom dream, and even be able to keep close to the'virus', is precisely because the things Mae left behind are really effective." Dorothy's I don’t know when the tone was full of other emotions, complicated and obscure, so that it was impossible to understand what kind of emotion it was. I only heard her say: "The ritual pattern at the entrance, that pentagram... really Jiang calls it Jiuyin, and it is a treasure she has always cherished. Of course, it is said to be a treasure. There were real objects in the past, but I don’t know when I realized it. All I know is a pattern, which Mae always likes. Draw this pattern."
"Old seal? It sounds like, no matter from which angle you look at it, it is indeed full of religious rituals." Shifu does not know how to answer the conversation, but, even if he will dream of a series of words, it is logical and logical. Rationality still allowed him to think about the situation of Zhenjiang from the unobservable of the'virus'. She felt that she was probably aware of the theoretical and philosophical nature of the'virus' and experienced the pain of patients with doomsday syndrome. Will produce faith. Throughout history, the reason why mankind needs religion, and the reason for religion, is nothing more than this.
In modern society, it is precisely because the disease performance of patients with doomsday syndrome is more biased towards mental and physical diseases, there are ready-made pathology for reference. Therefore, few people think that such a "virus" really exists. The comprehensive source of the mental and physical pain that the patient shows. There is no clear evidence for the existence of "virus" from the beginning, but an impression formed after tracing the patient's pathology. It is a deduction and a guess, just like quantum theory assumes that everything exists and cannot be separated. It’s the same as the smallest unit of the country, this is a situation that there is no way to prove it now.
Similarly, just as someone would believe in this hypothetical quantum theory, believing that it is the cornerstone of a unified theory, believing that it can explain and reconstruct everything from an indivisible bottom layer, and achieve All-knowing is the same as all-powerful. For "viruses" of the same nature, naturally some people will believe in something that exists theoretically but cannot actually observe after they recognize its existence. Even if this thing causes illness, it can be explained as , This is just a kind of "natural" and "inevitability." Even researchers are fascinated by the "virus" and enjoy themselves in the unknown surrounding it, let alone ordinary people and infected patients?
What kind of situation Dorothy said about Mae, I am afraid that even she herself does not understand.
Even if the premise is that Zhenjiang does research on "virus", in the end it is the "virus" that exists first, and then Zhenjiang recognizes it; or is Zhenjiang based on his own illness and in a mental hallucination, In a desperate and painful oppression, without observing the "virus" and not possessing sufficient knowledge, I constructed a "virus" as a godlike existence and forced myself to believe in it. , To explore it, so as to comfort my already broken heart?
Although the results of the two cases seem to be the same, in fact, the impact on Mae is different. And whether Dorothy's conjecture about the past Mae is correct depends somewhat on this.
"Virus", Zhenjiang’s beliefs, religious rituals, last wishes full of the taste of religious sacrifices, and the "old seal" like the unfathomable symbol of faith, all of which were after Zhenjiang’s death. "Gao Chuan" and others fermented and eventually spread to the hospital.
Fuzuo smelled a maddening cult atmosphere. During his assassin career, he also encountered several cultists. In countries with less strict religious management, even a large country like the United States, Some people have strange thoughts and concepts that try to provoke the foundations of human society. Those behaviors that are enough to make people accustomed to life and death also feel nauseated are definitely not unloving.
Although he has never met Mae and doesn’t know much about her, from Dorothy’s description and the clues, he seems to be able to figure this out in his mind. Silhouette of dead girl. Dorothy is not sure about anything, but she is at least right. Regardless of whether the old seal is useful or not, no matter what Zhenjiang believes in, her actions can reflect the evil nature of violating human ethics and morals only from her last wishes. When she was a child, Dorothy and others probably just thought that everything Mae did at the time was like a game, but she does not think so now.
has a bad feeling.
Not being a husband thought so.
"Where did she get the old seal? Isn't it really a set of religious signs she designed to get rid of the mental pressure of daily life?" Fufu asked.
"I don’t know. Although Mae doesn’t conceal her beliefs, she doesn’t talk too much about her beliefs. She just makes people feel deeply in her daily activities. She really believes in something. We acted so deliberately in front of us, it would make people feel disgusting, but when she did some rituals, she never avoided us... We have performed rituals together, but no matter what the situation is then or now, we should be in harmony The ritual is okay, that kind of ritual is just a child’s fantasy. I’m not saying that Zhenjiang has completed some kind of unscientific ritual, and there are some situations that only appear in fantasy stories, but that her behavior is indeed for us. It has a profound impact, and even if it is subjectively carrying an illusion to perform those rituals, it may actually conform to a certain law. Otherwise, why can the old seal allow me to access the fantasy world?" Dorothy said.
" What you said is like a reproduction of the history of human belief... The power of human beings to see fire ~ IndoMTL.com ~ found out the function of fire, believes in and fears the flame, believes that special rituals can be enhanced The power of the flame, but it is undeniable that certain parts of the ritual do have elements that make the flame more powerful. It is just that the people who perform the ritual and observe the ritual have not been able to peel off the outer shell of the ritual and find its inner elements. They did not Related knowledge, but the ritual is indeed effective, so the religion of the **** of fire was born.” The face of the unhusband became paler again, and he looked like a dead man. He seemed to understand Dorothy’s view of Mae. Zhenjiang is actually more fortunate than anyone else. He realized that certain rituals can work on himself as a doomsday syndrome patient, although it is possible that Zhenjiang does not know why or what will happen in the end. .
So, Mae performed the ceremony.
Not being a husband reminds me of the fire that made people parting lives and deaths. The entire orphanage was buried in many doubts. I couldn’t help feeling that the bad luck brought about by the cult ritual was too terrifying. Make an impact.
"Have you been keeping Mae’s old seal? I found some ceremonial supplies in the dormitory of the three girls in Sakiya...Do you know who put it in? You should know Sakiya and the others Where is it now, what's the situation?" Fufu asked. Because before he entered this underground facility, the old markings he saw at the entrance were almost identical to the pendants found in the locker on the roof of the dormitory. Dorothy's current state seems to be unable to move, but that does not mean that she is the only one in the hospital who knows Zhenjiang's rituals and old seals.
He has a lot of conjectures and hopes Dorothy can give the answer.