Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2099: The current situation of prosthetic Gaochuan

Many "Gaochuan" died. More precisely, many things like "Gaochuan" died. However, these things are not exactly "Gaochuan"—this is a terrible nightmare without a beginning. There is no process, and "death" is not like the ending. A large pile of corpses is piled up somewhere, narrow, cold, and terrifying, as if there is some kind of inhuman existence hidden. "Death" seems to be brought about by this huge existence, but in essence it is not only that, but has more profound and complicated reasons, as if these "Gaochuan" must die, even if they have done a lot of "correct" Things, but their existence itself is a kind of "error", a kind of "distortion" means executed under a kind of "distortion" purpose.

However, for a certain existence hidden in the dark and unknown to its form and existence, the so-called "correctness" and "distortion" of human beings are meaningless. The meaning of words is the meaning for human society, and it cannot extend to such existences. From a human perspective, using human perspective and thinking to try to understand "monsters" is basically useless behavior-humans sometimes pull pigs and dogs to the point of view of humans to feel their pain and understand their life and death. Use the eyes of humans to give them the meaning of life. However, in the darkness, humans are inferior to pigs and dogs. This is not a description, but an objective fact.

If you think of yourself as a human being, then in this nightmare, you will feel the uncertainty and meaninglessness of your own existence, just like a self-aware individual, but just like the most objective, thoughtless atomic electron The same is a natural manifestation of that kind of matter, energy, and movement law. All the consciousness that human beings regard as "self-existence" is nothing more than an illusion given to oneself by oneself.

There is no person, no thought, no morality, no social structure, no self, only objective laws, everything is just a trivial part of the never-ending movement.

Yi Shi Gao Chuan only feels that his soul is bound by some invisible shackles. He can see and feel a lot of information, but he cannot make the actions he thinks is necessary. He is indeed in motion. But it is embedded in a larger motion that I cannot shake. When I feel the huge motion system, I only feel that it is so complicated and seemingly chaotic, but in the chaos There is a certainty. It is not man-made chaos, but natural.

He saw many "his" corpses. In other words, he could feel the connection with himself from those "Gaochuan" corpses, even though the connection was so one-sided and weak, and those corpses His face is not exactly the same as himself. Yes, even if there are such or such, big or small differences, it can still make the prosthetic Gao Chuan see the outline of the corpse, there is a strange and fuzzy, that is "Gao Chuan", that is his own feel.

The self-recognition brought to him by these corpses is so weird, and all the information he felt after his death was so terrifying. He could only see the faces of the corpses vaguely, as if he had some power or his own instinct to prevent him from seeing the faces of the corpses. Even so, he still knew that the faces of the corpses must be It was terrible, because their death was so terrible. All the things that made them scared of them were like pigment left on these corpses, inside these corpses, and deep in a certain area that had some connection with these corpses.

This is not the first time that Gao Chuan has seen his body. In his cognition, it is not the first time that Gao Chuan's self has died. However, this is the first time we have seen the death of an established system on such a large scale. In the past, the personality of "Gao Chuan" was like reincarnation. The former died and the latter was born. However, the appearance of these corpses seemed to indicate that a certain change had occurred, and he did not know exactly what the change was.

Yi Tai Gao Chuan just couldn't help thinking like this: If his Gao Chuan personality died this time, along with the young Gao Chuan's personality, would the new Gao Chuan personality be born as it did in the past? Maybe not, no, it should be said that his feelings are so strong that he feels no. The failure this time, the death this time, will be complete, because some conditions have occurred in the hospital, and "Gaochuan" has no new opportunities.

Gao Chuan feels that the nightmare in front of him is a symbol of some terrible changes in the reality of the hospital. It foreshadows something in a sense, not just what I feel and think of, but more, deeper, more terrifying, more desperate and crazy.

However, he is not good at interpreting dreams, and it is useless to interpret with known human theories. Moreover, humans do not have a completely correct theory of nightmares.

Seeing these corpses, Gao Chuan couldn't help recalling his nightmare in another mental hospital in the doomsday illusion, that nightmare about towers, hunters and rituals. At that time, there were still many mysterious organizations that opposed the doomsday truth sect, and many mystic experts were vigorous and vigorous, working hard to participate in and solve those doomsday signs. And those things, whether they seem to be actual or relative dream illusions, can always be related to some factors of the hospital reality-look, even Doctor Ruan Li was involved and became a victim.

Even so, even if it sacrificed so much, it did not bring any practical turnaround at all. In other words, all the sacrifices and deaths produced in mysterious events, as well as the accompanying strong will, make people feel that even if the past is not good, there is a chance for the future to change for the better, but now, everything I have experienced , Are all proving that it is just an illusion.

Things will get better, it's just an illusion. Things will only change in a worse direction that I don't even know about under the bad premise I know-so desperate.

Humanity is powerless in the face of such a natural disaster-like upheaval, just like human beings are being deleted according to the established plan in a huge program.

Gao Chuan stayed in this nightmare, embracing and enduring all the thinking and torture that all this brought to him. If he could stop thinking, he would probably not be so painful. However, thinking is the only thing he can do. Things are up. In this nightmare, he can neither act according to the individual's wishes, nor can he touch or change anything. The messy information is like the dust raised by the wind, making him seem to be fascinated.

All nightmares will not give people a good feeling, and the nightmare that Yi Bo Gaochuan sees at this moment makes him feel his own weakness and a deeper sense of urgency in time.

Yi Ti Gao Chuan just silently stared at the passage that didn’t know where it led to, imagined the entire facility space from this passage, guessed the people and things that exist here, and examined what it is like here. Of a state. The air was deadly silent, as if it was not flowing, and there was no sound to spread in the air. In this silence, he gradually felt that he was being separated from the perception of nightmares, and there was a feeling of "rising", but he didn't know it would Where is it going? Then he felt that he was flowing.

It was an obscure sense of flow, like a mass of liquid, and at the same time a part of a huge liquid. At the same time, he also seemed to be a fish, swimming in these liquids. Gao Chuan even has sense of smell and hearing, but his sense of smell cannot tell him what he smells, and his sense of hearing cannot tell him what sound he is hearing.

If necessary, he wants to stand at a higher angle and overlook the present self from top to bottom. Perhaps then he can understand what kind of state he is in. However, he couldn't do it. It was not something he could do if he wanted to, even if it was in his own dream.

Even so, Gao Chuan could not help but guess that all he perceives is his posture in the LCL state—the ending of "Tao Chuan" is no different from other patients with doomsday syndrome, even if the process seems Something special, but in the end it just turned into LCL and merged with the LCL fluid turned into by other doomsday syndrome patients.

This cruel fact has made him question his own existence more than once. This question is more like an instinct than a situation of active thinking.

However, all the questions will not have a clear answer. Even if you give a clear explanation, you can feel that there are more massive factors behind this argument, and the rhetoric I got is nothing but One small one-sided in the ultimate answer. And all the thinking will not come to a final conclusion that makes people happy.

In such a moody and terrifying mood, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan stood quietly in place, until a feeling of "I am about to wake up" rose from his heart.

Then Yitai Gaochuan woke up. The ceiling, which was not unfamiliar, was printed in his pupils, and he just felt like he had returned to the fish in the water, and he could breathe out again.

I don’t know how many times this nightmare experience has passed. Although Gao Chuan still feels uncomfortable, he is no longer surprised. After opening his eyes, he simply got up as usual, tidyed up his appearance, checked the state of the prosthesis, and then took the weapon and walked out of the room. It has been six hours since he brought him back here. The sleep that has not been for a long time did not make him feel that "the inner fatigue is all gone, and the whole person is refreshed." The nightmare still haunts him, trying to make him understand More unfavorable situations.

From an ordinary point of view, this place is a temporary base, but from an unusual point of view, it can only be said to be the body of "Sha"-the "Sha" that has not been seen for a long time. It has changed from an ordinary aboriginal researcher to a huge monster with ambiguous physical boundaries, a conscious temporary data hedge space, and the predecessor of all repeaters, the "Night of Valpus". Even so, it is still very difficult to understand the ins and outs of this situation, and the transition from "human" to "non-human", even the brain hardware of the prosthetic Gao Chuan can't handle it.

Even so, "Sha" has become a powerful help, which is worthy of recognition. Prostitution Gao Chuan will not have any prejudice against the existence of inhumans, and he himself is no longer human in the normal sense. All the plans are currently being implemented, and there are good results and bad results. However, the good results he knows seem to be incompatible with the bad results. The worst-case scenario is that the London repeater, which was relied on as a backing in the past, was extremely poor. It was kicked out of the human collective subconscious by the doomsday repeater, just like the London repeater's lunar repeater to the Nazis not long ago. Did the same. Nowadays, two repeaters have to face each other on a material level. Such changes have caused many of the expectations that have been made before have been completely vanished.

Frontal offense and defense will not make Yitai Gaochuan fear, but it also means that regardless of victory or defeat, you will suffer a lot of losses on your side, and lose the initiative to fight the Doomsday Shinrikyo repeater. In the past, cyberball thought that their side had not completely lost the initiative, but now, who knows?

Among these bad news, the only thing that is more comforting is the power brought by the assembly on my own side: a repeater, a night of Valpus, the predecessor of the repeater, And a man-made fortress that can theoretically compete with repeaters, Sanxiandao~IndoMTL.com~, gathers three behemoths comparable to Nazi repeaters, even if the Nazis today have the support of vital life, they will not let them. People think it can't be beaten.

Even so, the loss assessment after the war is still dare not to be ignored. There has not been a head-on fight so far. The Nazi soldiers and the mass-produced security guards of the "Sha" of the Night of Valpus have spread the battlefield to almost the entire ruling bureau ruins, and the number of people strangulated by the battlefield is thousands every minute Thousands of things make people extremely suspicious of where the resources used to expand the army come from, and under what circumstances will they be exhausted. And before that, the Nazi repeaters didn’t seem to have the intention of attacking—even though the Nazis were obviously characterized by the truth of the end, and they fanned the flames everywhere, as if they were going to destroy the world, but if only Nazi soldiers were used, it was Those who can’t destroy the world, they must do something more extreme from a macroscopic or microscopic perspective, so that the devastating results will prevail in the world, just like the collision of two repeaters by a young boy Gao Chuan. , Which destroyed 99% of human consciousness.

From the perspective of scale and results, all these wars initiated by the Nazis were not as exceptional as what the young Gao Chuan did, and they were not as devastating.

　　

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