Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2154: Only those who are out survived
The victors were born and died at the same time they were born, but their victory is beyond doubt.
How long it took me to walk out of the underground hall is completely impossible to calculate. In this huge space, except for the outline formed by the walls, there is not much change, but other than that, all people can confirm themselves. What kind of environmental factors are there in the end have undergone a transformation beyond common sense. I can compare the scene in front of me through my old memories, but I cannot describe it in any language I know. The logic and rationality established in the past are unable to accurately locate the relationship between oneself and this space. That completely incomprehensible phenomenon seems to have gradually calmed down with the end of the battle, but it is completely impossible to know whether the calm is actually restored from a more essential level. It's just that there is a faintly unspeakable feeling, which makes people feel that there is still some aftermath that is spreading in the dark.
Relying solely on observation and reasoning, it is impossible to leave this underground hall at all. As a place for ceremonies, it originally had many pathways, because the people who first entered here, including the members of the Torchlight, outsiders like me, and the wizards of the Doomsday Truth Sect, all walked in and out of "humans". The road is also in and out in a way inherent to "human beings." But now, roads and doors, these two symbolic objects and scenes, have completely disappeared before my eyes.
This is a very strange feeling. There is clearly room to tell a concrete thing such as "underground hall", but there is no "road" or "door". Rather, it is completely impossible to think of In the organization, the impression is somewhat similar to the two. Generally speaking, on a flat ground, as long as you can walk over, you can say that the place you walk is a "road", but even with such a broad definition, it is impossible to organize in the underground hall at this moment.
If you haven't experienced it yourself, it must be difficult to understand. Even if you use a large paragraph to describe it, you will still feel contradictory and unimaginable. But what I can observe and feel now is such a situation.
All factors related to the concept of "time" have become meaningless, all factors related to the concept of "space" are missing a corner and become incomplete, and all the laws of things related to "logic" appear obscure. Obscure, seemingly non-existent. I seem to be walking, and I seem to be floating. Many times I just feel sleepwalking. In this case, I still know what I want to do and which direction to go—as long as I give birth to related thoughts, there will be a feeling The guidance that came from the dark, guided me in the way of "feeling" Qi.
Afterwards, I returned to the surface-relative to the surface of the underground hall. The scenery in all directions is still in a strange structure that seems to be closed but extremely wide. This huge and closed environment is one of the most notable features of the ruling bureau ruins. Without looking back, I walked forward and upward. After a while, I turned my head to look at the way I came. However, there was no longer the exit of the underground hall, nor the torchlight station. The dense structure outside is a maze. There is nothing there, no formed buildings, no complicated machinery, no spacious platforms, and no distorted creations. It can only be described as "empty", as if the center of a picture has been erased by an eraser. Piece. What is the remaining "blank" is also incomprehensible to me. I don't know what will happen when I go back at this time and enter the "blank" place again, but I don't want to go back at all.
This turmoil caused by the light of the torch has not ceased so far, making me feel tired. This is the first time I feel this level of exhaustion. Many things that happened here were completely beyond expectations. My past experience seemed to be just a corner of the curtain. The despair and fear brought about by the “viruses” of the past are not on the same level as the sense of despair at this time. When I do my best, can I really save others? In the past, I could easily give a positive answer, because that was the answer I was looking forward to. But now... I can only say "I have done my best", but I can't say the following words, such as "I hope a good result" and so on.
My plan has been deviated due to the actions of the Torchlight, but I really can’t count on myself to correct this deviation, and I also believe that others besides myself are also involved in this ceremony. Feel distressed by the deviation.
Fu Jiang has disappeared, and I can't feel the existence of "Jiang". Although they are not always by my side, in the past, I can always feel that they are by my side, or in other words, "inside" myself. It is a completely different feeling compared to the past "one person" and the current "one person". I felt empty, as if it was filling in myself, not flesh and blood or anything else, but there was no such thing at all.
There is only one "Gaochuan" standing here, and there is only one "Gaochuan".
For the first time, I gave birth to a wonderful, but not painful and sad emotion. When I feel it, I know it, this is loneliness.
"I'm really the only one." I said to myself, at this time, I want to hear the sound that I can always hear in the past, even if the sound is more like a hallucination: " I'm right by your side"-I don't know, when will this sentence be whispered in my ear again.
It is precisely because "Jiang" seems to have disappeared, so I can better understand the seriousness of the matter. "Virus", "Jiang", and "bias" interact with each other. From a perspective that I can understand, they form a relatively stable "triangle." On the other hand, as long as a few other factors are added, this stalemate structure will collapse. In that case, something more terrible might happen-I just think so, and there is no direct evidence.
Now this deep and calm state within the observable range only makes me feel that it is a sign of a major collapse. An extreme sense of crisis is always in my heart, but what can I do? I can't do anything. That's a more essential and deeper domain that "Jiang" can touch.
Can't delay any longer. I said to myself, go and complete the Super Gaochuan Project. Even in this case, the super Gaochuan that will be born is not the super Gaochuan in their plans at all, but the super Gaochuan that Dorothy and the others have been pursuing. After becoming such a super Gaochuan, the plan that will be implemented is more inclined to Dorothy and others. As for my plan, even though I have done so much foreshadowing, it now seems that it can only be abolished.
I don’t mind the complete disappearance of my personality, and I don’t mind what the super Gaochuan will do in the future. I have never had a rigid pursuit of my own independent existence. No, rather, when "Gaochuan" is like this A kind of personality substitution method survives. When this method can continue to fight, any "selfishness" that pursues a certain personality independence has no soil for its birth. All "Gaochuan" will know how extravagant such pursuits are.
Because of this, I don’t mind how Dorothy and the sexies treat me, even if I’m just a puppet of "Jiang", I never doubt that I am "Gaochuan" and I have always believed it. The other Gaochuan who exists at the same time as me will definitely not have any subjective hostility. I know "Gaochuan", "Gaochuan" knows me, I am "Gaochuan", but "Gaochuan" is not just me. How can people who are not "Gaochuan" understand the wonder and helplessness?
"There is no way, there is really no way." I said to myself as I walked in the direction of Gao Chuan. I know he is there, just as I know I am here. The "I" over there may have already felt the storm caused by the deviant ritual, and perhaps there have been situations where such a deviant has been embarrassed, but I probably don’t know how much such an impact might be magnified. Bar. If it’s something else, I can say nothing, and I can feel the other one, but in today’s situation, if I don’t say it, I understand the other very well-no, even if I say it, I probably won’t be able to. Understand that there are too many things that cannot be expressed in language, so it is necessary to become a super Gaochuan immediately.
The reconstructed "Gaochuan" is the complete "Gaochuan" in the true sense.
The rapid invisible passage spread in front of me. In this invisible passage, I walked through tortuous structures, walked through the debris all over the floor, walked past fireworks that did not know where to detonate, and walked heavily Stacked regional doorways. Some of the platforms of the structure are as wide as the plains, and some have only a foothold for one person. The elevator cannot always rise to the top at one time, and it will always be halfway due to reasons such as "hoistway fracture". . The seemingly straight road, actually walked over, but found that you have to go around a further detour to get to where you want to go. The bottom of the gully is completely invisible. Some seem to be structurally like this, some seem to be structural fractures, some seem to be in disrepair, and some seem to be destroyed by terrible forces.
From the location of the underground hall where the torchlight deflection ceremony was performed as the center, and in the huge range radiating to the periphery, most of the many creations that were once full of aggressiveness disappeared without a trace. Dead, pale and deep, full of ruling bureau-style things, like dried mummies, housed in a huge coffin with richly decorated exterior but very rotten inside. The stronger the sense of age, the more fragile these things appear, and they are completely different from the crazy and active scenes that they saw when they first entered the ruling bureau ruins.
If the ruins of the ruling bureau in the past are described as a mentally ill young man, now it is even more like a dying old man who can only lie in a bed and is sick all over his body-both mentally and physically. The change towards the final collapse gave people a very strong, completely incurable, just lingering feeling.
Gradually, more corpses appeared in my field of vision. The fierce fighting almost destroyed the inherent style of the Domination Bureau, which, despite its weirdness, still has a rigorous and logical style in structure, and there is no completeness at all. Things. Almost every inch of structure, whether it is described as "ground" or "wall", is mostly distorted. The phenomena that act on them can be seen as ordinary concepts such as "high temperature" and "low temperature". Some places are completely unrecognizable, exactly what kind of situation happened that made it look like that.
There are few real humans in these corpse remains. Rather, the flesh and blood of humans simply cannot survive this tragic war. I found Nazi soldiers in some of the wreckage, as well as human-shaped security guards. However, there are some well-preserved wrecks with visible shapes. Most of them are not the two. In contrast, things with inhuman shapes are more obvious, and at a glance, they seem to be more numerous. From time to time, I can still see the elementary life. These original creatures of the ruling bureau that have traded with Doomsday Shinrikyo and have been hiding seem to have begun to participate in this war on a large scale.
When there are more and more corpses in the field of vision~IndoMTL.com~ will also want to find one or two of them who have not completely died. However, even if the chain judgment is used, it will only get a more cruel answer. . The more you move forward, the stronger the smell of death. In some battlefields, the structure itself, which is constantly operating, has collapsed, causing no function to function. In the past, weird phenomena formed due to continuous entanglement of power often occurred, but on this battlefield, there was nothing. Rather, except for the outline of dead objects, all the observable movements had stopped.
Obviously it is a product made with a hard structure, and absolutely no one is complete, let alone something more fragile than a structure. If you can only say that the debris that can be seen is all over the place, then, can Knowing that, further, there are even more dead objects that did not even leave the wreckage.
I know that I am getting closer and closer to the other myself. Although I can't actually hear any sound, in my mind, there seems to be a sound of fighting. It's like auditory hallucinations caused by the deadly surroundings, and sometimes it's like a narration, a weird but energetic cry. When I felt more tangible movements, I still couldn’t see the tangible activity. Only the chain judgment that spread further, touched the edge of the vibration, and sent vague feedback.
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