Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2157: Self-consistent

Nazi soldiers and security guards are very different in appearance and structure. From the perspective of "closer to humans", Nazi soldiers undoubtedly have structures that closely resemble the human body, and even use scientific instruments to examine them. The human body’s genes and cells are more than 98% similar to humans. In contrast, the security guard is only part of the body similar to the human body, and its basic structure is made up of an unknown substance like the structure. consist of. However, even though Nazi soldiers seem to be closer to humans, their thoughts, behaviors, and abilities are still vastly different from "humans" in the sense of common sense.

If you want to make a rigorous report to explain the differences between Nazi soldiers and humans, and the specific factors that cause these differences, this report can probably fill a library. Although the difference between the body and the normal person is less than 2%, the difference of 2% is enough to cause a qualitative change in ecology and performance.

I’m familiar enough with security guards. In the past doomsday illusion, they were called dead soldiers. In this doomsday illusion, they distinguished different models and images according to their performance and use. But no matter how these superficial things and titles change, there is not much difference in their essence. In the past doomsday illusion, they were fatal danger to all mystery experts. In the current doomsday illusion, they are still a deadly threat to the mystery experts whose abilities have been greatly improved.

Compared with the past, they have lost some mysterious aura, but even if they are recognized as "part of the security system of the ruling bureau", their mystery will not be changed. Up to now, whether it is the doomsday truth sect or the Internet ball, any mysterious organization from normal human society has failed to restore the production of these security guards, which is enough to explain their mystery. I think that all mystery experts, including me, have a sense of familiarity with them only on the surface, coming from their ever-increasing number-people who meet frequently can be called acquaintances, but, in many cases, they are No one can know the secrets hidden by acquaintances.

The so-called "familiarity" is just an illusion. This illusion is even stronger on the security guard. Once led by this illusion, death is a foreseeable end.

Nazi soldiers who seem normal but are actually abnormal.

A security guard who looks familiar but is actually unfamiliar.

When the two have a huge war on the same battlefield, it is difficult to determine in advance which side has the advantage. At least, as far as I can observe, the battle is extremely anxious. Both parties have no fear of "death", and for them, the meaning of "death" must be completely different from that of normal humans. They ignore their own deaths and the deaths of their companions. It makes people feel that their fighting does not seem to have any noble reason or a noble goal-whether they think about this war or not, they feel completely It is simply to war for the sake of war.

In my experience, any battle that takes place on this battlefield has no human reason at all. It is not for survival, but it is not for the pursuit of death. It has no clear and pure meaning. If you want to describe it, I feel that this grand war is more like an existing phenomenon, a background that exists purely to set off something.

To die on this battlefield is like disappearing in the background before reaching the stage.

Any life dying here is like a corpse lying outside the set in a movie, and it is not even qualified to be taken into the lens-here, in addition to the self-understanding of the meaning of self-existence, other than that In addition, no third-party observations can give meaning to self-existence. Obviously this battlefield is noisy and extremely dangerous, but as I keep getting injured and moving forward, I feel a little bit of silence and emptiness hidden behind the sounds, phenomena, and deaths.

This battlefield is neither hot-blooded nor cruel. It has no sensibility. It is more like an objective phenomenon in operation, like a storm, like a heavy rain, like the growth of all things in the spring, and like winter. Wan Lai was all silent. It just exists here, and people can give it any meaning, but it does not have any special place in itself. It takes shape and expands for granted, and makes people feel that the end is closer, just like seeing the yellow fallen leaves. At that time, I couldn't help but think that autumn was approaching.

Yes, everything is so step-by-step, let it go, but in this naturalness that is difficult to express in words, it makes people feel that all human beings, including ourselves, will be in this naturalness. Let it die naturally, as if we ourselves are part of this established sequence of death. It seems that our struggle and resistance are themselves part of this death process. It seems that what we subjectively think is struggle and resistance, but objectively, it is a movement that moves toward death naturally.

I slashed, galloped, was knocked down countless times, and stood up countless times. In this cycle, I seemed to hear a voice that seemed to come from heaven. It seems to be far away, and it seems to be close to me, telling me a vague and cruel future, making me feel that the things I have done in the past are all contrary to my original intention-want to save people , But only accelerated the pace of grief; wanted to fight against that tragic fate, but only accelerated the tragic life; wanted to reverse the fate of someone, but only accelerated the other's established destiny.

Yes, I know what I heard. This is the "Doomsday Truth", which every mystery expert must feel. Let him turn his back on his position in the past and devote himself to the Doomsday Truth. I have felt the doomsday truth more than once, and heard the doomsday truth more than once. I am more and more familiar with the doomsday truth teaching, just like, even if I subjectively deny that I am heading towards the doomsday truth, it is difficult to argue that my behavior is correct. Actually moving towards the doomsday truth-maybe it is not active, but there must be an irresistible passivity. If the doomsday truth is described as a huge planet, then I seem to be distorting the orbit by the huge gravity of this planet. Slowly fall into it.

I felt a little numb in my body, waving my arms, running and dodge all the time, did not make me feel much useful, I have been injured all the time, but I have never died, just like, even if I stand quietly on the spot, but I will only get hurt and not die. However, a strong instinct prevents me from standing on the spot, so I really want to verify this feeling. Although I am fighting, I also think that I am fighting for myself and doing the right thing. However, I also have a feeling that gradually becomes stronger: my fighting, my kind of seemingly fighting Movement is like a new gear, meshing with other gears in this battlefield. My movement, the movement of Nazi soldiers, and the movement of security guards may be subjectively different, but objectively, they are self-consistently integrated and become part of a huge self-disciplined machine.

When I had this feeling, all the memories and experiences of the past gathered together, and in a complicated way, a clear answer was produced in my mind: this is a ritual.

This battlefield itself is the long-planned sacrificial ceremony of the Doomsday Truth! All the people and inhumans who start and get involved in this battlefield are part of this super huge sacrifice ritual. Our own behavior has nothing to do with our subjective ritual, but objectively it is the driving force of this sacrifice ritual— —I was shocked by the answer that came into my mind.

Because, if this idea really fits the facts, then this sacrificial ritual is probably the most ambitious and thorough sacrificial ritual launched by the Doomsday Truth Sect in many doomsday illusions. Its scale, ingenuity and preparation completely surpassed the deviation ceremony of the torchlight, and the group of doomsday truth cults who broke into the deviation ceremony probably also acted to cover up the sacrifice ceremony, or to try The "ritual" itself is also included in this sacrifice ritual sequence.

It's just that I also have some doubts after this thought. Can the unique meaning of "deviation" be included in the sacrificial ritual of the truth of the end? Of course, from my own understanding of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, I don’t think they constitute a sacrificial ceremony of this scale. The horrible and indescribable existence felt in the deviation ritual is already enough to shake the basic cognition of the doomsday illusion. In terms of perception alone, I don't think that such things are part of the "virus" or a manifestation of the influence of the "virus" on patients with doomsday syndrome. Compared with the theoretically possible "monsters in the collective subconscious of mankind", it is not like a script with a "virus" as the main body, but more like something outside the script inserted into the existing script. Expand the original script into a script with a larger background and worldview.

In the previous recognition, all actions of the Doomsday Shinrikyo at the ruling bureau ruins are to summon "monsters in the collective subconscious of humanity." The sacrifice ritual with this goal as the main body, even if it is used As a branch of the Nazis, taking this terrifying battlefield torrent as a sacrifice, they should not have the capacity to incorporate "deviance rituals" into it.

The scary thing implied by the deviation ritual, and the goal of the Doomsday Shinrikyo sacrificial ritual, "monsters in the collective subconscious of mankind", are not of the same magnitude at all. From this perspective, it should be that the power of "bias" will act on the sacrificial rituals of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, leading to unpredictable changes in the sacrificial rituals that are not expected by the Doomsday Shinrikyo.

I passed by a group of Nazi soldiers, before the invisible highway shattered, and killed all the enemies in this short-formed passage. In terms of physical strength alone, these Nazi soldiers are far inferior to security guards. I know very well which enemies my abilities are more convenient to face. I began to realize that I was able to adapt to the intensity of this battlefield. "There will always be some mysterious phenomena that will occur and act on me, causing me to suffer pain and injury. However, so far it has not produced the effect of instant death." —— Regarding this comprehensive result as the basis of judgment, on the contrary, I can feel that the intensity of this battlefield has not continued to rise.

I can still feel the threat of death at any time, but when death hasn't happened for a long time, this threat still exists, but it doesn't make people feel as turbulent as it was at the beginning.

This battlefield is becoming flat, wounding and killing the enemy, killing the enemy while being hurt, this cycle is becoming extremely stable, and when I produce "This battlefield itself is the sacrificial ceremony of the doomsday truth In part, this feeling of stability and gentleness has been explained instead. Yes, this is the most outstanding performance of the sacrificial ritual: it is always stable, gentle, develops in an existing direction, and is difficult to interrupt. If the same machine is operated, it will not stop, but it will not. A machine that suddenly reduces or improves efficiency.

When I was able to realize these things and be able to use my own consciousness to produce a self-consistent explanation, my tense emotions and thinking began to have space. Just as repeated mechanical work does not require too much brain power. I am like a part of this huge machine, and I feel that the function of my part for this machine is to injure and kill the enemy. And this function in the whole machine is not special and core, there are more similar parts, working like this, it produces the same effect all the time. When I joined this battlefield, my role was not to change the work of the machine, nor did it actually change its own functionality. Rather, in this machine, all of my characteristics are destined for me to produce such functions. sex. My thoughts can change my behavior. However, the operation of this machine is correcting my thoughts, which in turn affects my behavior.

As long as I am still feeling this battlefield, I can't stop the influence of this battlefield on myself, and if I don't think about anything, my behavior will be promoted by the operation of the battlefield itself after losing the promotion of subjective consciousness. My consciousness is not completely independent, nor is it strong enough to influence the entire battlefield from the ideological level.

Then, I further realized that only the influence of the scale of "repeater" and "Sanxiandao" can have practical influence on this battlefield. If "Jiang" is still here, then I can probably become a part of the actual influence. However, when "Jiang" is hidden, all I can do is to become on this battlefield and promote the doomsday truth teaching. The power of the sacrificial ritual is only ~ IndoMTL.com~ The things that I was confused before were explained one by one, at least in my logic, I started to be self-consistent. In the process, I gradually got a clearer idea, and I have gradually been able to I feel that after the "deviation ritual", those things that may have caused deviations follow the new development law. Those frustrating and disappointing situations are no longer so daunting after a logical and self-consistent analysis, and I don’t know what to do. I feel that if I can understand the current developments in such a clear and self-consistent manner, I should regain my strength. I think the most important thing is not how to save my life on this battlefield, because whether I can save my life on this battlefield is no longer subjectively determined by myself. On the contrary, let myself be pessimistic and desperate. Out of emotions is what you can do and should do.

There were no conditions before, but now, the conditions are met.

So, while mechanically responding to this stable battlefield, I began to re-observe my personality consciousness.

　　

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