Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2171: The creeping giant

The negative cognition of subjective consciousness and individual existence is rampant in the thinking of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, the scene observed from the extraordinary perspective is as deep-rooted as a nightmare, and the straw that maintains self-cognition is only a trace. Even so, Gao Chuan still squeezed out a bit of reason from the extremely chaotic thinking. He only felt like a patient with a high fever who would fall into a coma at any time. Obviously there was a huge amount of heat accumulated inside, but he still felt weak. Although he felt weak, when he observed that his thoughts changed, it brought him to the surroundings. The fierceness of the image absolutely surpassed the limit of manpower.

Time, space, phenomena...all things and phenomena that are happening and seem to exist forever have become fragmented. Although it is impossible to describe in detail how fragmented they are, they are by no means as in human cognition. appearance. At first I felt that I was imprisoned in the small outline of the "prosthetic body", but the more blurred the consciousness, the more I can feel the enlargement of my own existence, surpassing the original existence of imprisonment and limitations, and the deformed and distorted prosthetic body is It is like porcelain with cracks, overflowing from the cracks, faster and faster, and the number is getting bigger and bigger. The solid matter that was once the self that humans can feel has acquired a terrible fluidity.

The self-existence is flowing like a liquid. By chance, I suddenly woke up from the haze. When I recalled the reality of the hospital, I couldn’t help but wonder: Did this self who existed in the doomsday illusion also become LCL? Woolen cloth? Then, before confirming the answer, he fell into a kind of hazy consciousness again.

His body Gao Chuan's experience of himself and everything else in the outside world alternated between this brief sobriety and a great awkwardness. He couldn't tell what position he was in, and what he had recognized when he was awake for a short period of time lost most of it after a while. Even when he was awake occasionally, he couldn't completely dominate his own thinking. He just seemed to squeeze himself out, and from that constantly diverging and expanding thinking, he desperately said to himself: I am Gao Chuan.

I am Gao Chuan. If I am not Gao Chuan, then I will no longer be anything else. No matter when he is awake or confused, he can feel the fear that is not part of human cognition. . He resists the change of "I am no longer myself", even if he understands that this is just a subjective narrowness.

What he should become, what he will become, all the questions like this, all seem unreal in a struggle that makes him feel ignorant and narrow. Gao Chuan could not stop himself from feeling the feeling of swelling flow. He soon felt further that the self has been filled in this spherical core, filling the invisible abyss that exists around him, and drowning the twelve capitals. The Celestial Devil system swallowed all the coffin containers on the inner wall of the core into the body of this liquid-like flowing self.

I became a lake and an ocean. Even Sanxian Island couldn't contain it. The huge pressure from it squeezed out the cracks, and then the sense of self-existence flowed out of these cracks.

Both the prosthetic body, the spherical core, and the Sanxiandao body are all like sieve full of holes.

However, it is the overflow and expansion of this sense of self-existence that gave Gao Chuan a sense of liberation that made him fear and yearn for. When it flows out of Sanxian Island, this sense of liberation becomes stronger. It's like everything that exists in the surrounding environment has become its own carrier and a part of its own composition. The ego is huge, and any externally limited thing is small compared to the huge ego. His own weakness and weakness have become powerful relative to these small things.

Gao Chuan does not know how he moves, but he does move. And this "self" is not just the prosthetic body, not just Sanxian Island itself, but every place soaked and flooded by the sense of self. He can't judge, or he doesn't have a strong consciousness at all to recognize "where he is", but the feeling that he is moving as a huge and incomparable being is very close to him.

Weakness and strength, narrowness and hugeness, conflicting feelings are uniting in a new way.

Sanxian Island has not been able to tell whether it is a physical substance or an intangible phenomenon, but it does seem to be driven by a consciousness that is sometimes sober and sometimes awkward. The various influences caused by the existence of Sanxian Island are still expanding, which makes people feel that the volume of Sanxian Island is constantly expanding. The extraordinary ancient scenery is like a living being, creeping in a certain direction, growing while creeping. All places passed by it will become part of it.

This giant monster soon turned into a super giant monster. This area of ​​the dominion that originally belonged to the battlefield of Nazi soldiers and security guards was completely alienated because it was too huge. If you were in it, you would not be able to get it Clear what its overall shape looks like. Everything that once existed in this area is becoming a part of the internal composition of this huge monster-it is extremely high temperature, it is fierce storm and rays, but also flowing magma and erupting volcano, it is lethal Poisonous substances, but at the same time, there will be various abnormal lives that cannot be described in human language and cannot be found in the reference object at all.

These environments that can kill people at any time, and monsters that are different from ordinary people’s perceptions, constitute a chaotic ecosystem. From this seemingly closed, in fact, any things and phenomena generated in the normal environment and the ever-growing and expanding ecological circle are constantly eroding the normal environment, and all living and non-living substances living in the normal environment are terribly destructive and corrosive. No living body known to mankind can survive in this extremely abnormal environment.

The Sanxian Island monster, which can't be measured by normal cognition, just wriggled like this, swallowing anything along the way. Most of the time, this Sanxian Island monster follows a chaotic behavior mechanism, as if it only uses instinct to perform activities, but occasionally, Gao Chuan will wake up. At this time, his subjective perception of himself , It became the subjective perception of this monster.

Therefore, although it may get into chaos from time to time, in general, the Sanxian Island monster is still marching towards the place where the body Gaochuan wants to go.

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan has no time to think about the result of the previous battle with the strange boy Gao Chuan. From an extreme point of view, since he is still alive, since the entire Sanxian Island has not been destroyed, he is definitely not a loser in a battle that he cannot observe and recognize. As for whether the grotesque boy Gao Chuan has died, or where he has gone, it is no longer a matter of concern.

It's not that Gao Chuan doesn't want to think, but the more he thinks, the more painful he is, and the more desperate and crazy he feels.

Now, he just wants to just squirm in front of his target, and defeat the target before he completely collapses. At least, although he feels that he is in a state of "weakness", he is actually facing his surroundings. The influence of things and phenomena is so powerful, far more powerful than what he once had. It even made him feel that even if it was the ultimate weapon of Facing the Doomsday Truth cult, he could easily kill a hundred of them. Is the repeater an opponent? It may not be anymore. Originally, Sanxian Island could theoretically contend with the existence of repeaters, but now this abnormal Sanxian Island, this abnormal self, completely surpasses the existence of Sanxian Island.

In other words, since now is the time when you are on the verge of collapse and your personality is destroyed, and when you are stronger than ever before, shouldn't you take this opportunity to do things that you felt powerless to do in the past? Take advantage of the last reason to get rid of all the goals: whether it is the Nazis or the Doomsday Truth, no matter how many backhands and background they have prepared, what kind of plans they have, how powerful they are; or, For all the rebels, what kind of a huge organization these enemies are and how unmatched they are. In the end, they can only fall into its trap, and can only accept repeated failures. They have to rack their brains and cannot confirm. I will get the ultimate victory-all these strong and weak, passive and active, at this moment in front of Sanxian Island and myself, will be destroyed. Taking ten thousand steps back, even if it can't destroy them all, it can definitely weaken these enemies to an unprecedented level.

That's what Gao Chuan felt at this time. He is so painful, but the more painful he is, the more he can feel his strength-and he is constantly becoming stronger, stronger, stronger...

Wriggling, wriggling from the level of matter, wriggling from the level of consciousness. Physical and non-physical are no longer demarcated in front of the Sanxian Island monster. Whether the information is huge or not is not decisive. The transcendental perspective is observing all existence as a link in a grand state of motion. They are all integrated in this grand movement—all the nature of distinguishing things, all the subjectively attached meanings, are just a form of expression of this kind of movement, and it is meaningless to forcibly distinguish them.

When Gao Chuan is sober, he can't help but think: the reason why human beings distinguish things is precisely because of their own limitations. They cannot observe and recognize the whole at one time, but can only intercept one by one. Analyze, after cognition to a certain extent, and then join these fragments and the cognition of these fragments one by one, what is ultimately needed is still a holistic cognition. Otherwise, why would human beings pursue the so-called "great unification theory"? Why would you want to connect all theoretical systems including quantum theory?

The perspective of the Sanxian Island monster nowadays is a grand and holistic perspective, and there is no need to break it down into fragments at all.

During the wriggling, the scenery has been distorted to the point that Gao Chuan could not recognize what it was when he was awake. However, he felt that when he fell into that chaotic state, he actually knew what it was instinctively. Something. Although it is inconsistent with the cognition from the human perspective, the cognition of things from the human perspective is one-sided and wrong. Only those who instinctively know in that chaotic state are more complete and comprehensive. It is closer to the truth.

If you say that everything you are facing now is affected by the torchlight's deviation ritual, then let the result of the deviation be done to accomplish what you need most. At the very least, what this "deviation" allows me to get is a twisted but powerful force that can defeat any enemy I have ever seen.

When I was awake, I couldn’t figure out the direction at all, because all the reference objects were so distorted, and none of them could be related to the common sense of human beings. However, in a state of confusion, it must be towards Go ahead with the goal you want to see most in your heart.

Because I am less awake~IndoMTL.com~When there are more chaos and muddleheads, moreover, the less part is still decreasing, and the more part is increasing, so it is absolutely impossible to get lost in this unusual scenery.

Wriggling, wriggling, not desperate, nor staying, is just the most common kind of movement, just like the penetration of radiation into the universe, just like light shining out of a star, just like the trajectory of a star.

Then, when he was sober again, Gao Chuan "seeed" a clear outline. Gao Chuan didn't care what organ he used to "see" it. He knew that he didn't have such an organ at all. The so-called "seeing" and "feeling", as well as the distinction between other cognitive organs, are nothing but the manifestation of the limitations of human beings. All the cognitions of external things are integrated in the same kind of feedback, and even Gao Chuan himself does not know whether it should be called "cognition".

It is very possible that the self that exists in the form of such a Sanxian Island monster has no "cognition" behavior at all. It is precisely because I am awake temporarily that I have "cognition." This is only because when I am sober, I am still full of the limitations of "people". Perhaps only in a narrow box like “humanity” do you need the act of “cognition”. Once you break through this box and magnify yourself to a certain limit, just like you are now, you no longer need it. To "cognize", you can also know.

Firmly trapping the self in "human beings"-whether it is the concept of human beings or the body-is like a frog that always hides in a well.

Ah, since when, when I am awake, I will have such thoughts.

The prosthetic body Gao Chuan feels more and more that the complete change of self-existence and the collapse of Gao Chuan's personality are getting faster and faster.