Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2173: Burn it up
Some people feel uneasy. The air in the research institute isolated from the outside world seems to emit a faint smell, and all these abnormal feelings make them think of the inexplicably uncontained Gaochuan diary. . Although there is no evidence, it is impossible to say why something abnormal happens just by seeing this diary that may have been written by Gao Chuan himself-only such a premonition arises in the hearts of people who refuse to read this diary.
The notebook looks very ordinary from the outside, but its origin is full of mysteries. Is this really a diary written by Gao Chuan himself? Several people looked at each other, and they could see this question in the eyes of each other. However, even if you think that people who have seen it behave weird, if you don't look at it, you will never know what is written in it, and it will let those colleagues who are not weaker in research work literacy than themselves compete and indulge. They heard what these people were saying: Was it inspiring for their research work?
However, "Gao Chuan" himself is only a child who has not even graduated from high school, and has never shown a talent for research work. To put it bluntly, his importance to the hospital and his support for research work, It's all because he is an important sample to be studied. Even if there is a saying that "a long-term illness becomes a good doctor", it will never happen to a "patient who has been in a mental illness for a long time and is unable to live a normal life." It is definitely not something that can be done with a flash of light in research work.
Further suppose that Gao Chuan really wrote a diary, and in the diary he showed his mental state in the form of stories, unconsciously, and even that these performances are really deeply related to the situation of other patients. It does not mean that the researchers here will fall into that kind of inextricable trance state, because in the hospital, no matter whether it is in the past or the present, the research work has never been done by one person. Especially in today’s harsh and demanding environment, teamwork is required. However, the atmosphere of teamwork seems to be being destroyed. Extra sensitive.
"They're not right." Someone finally said this sentence, "Isn't it really sick?"
People who refuse to read the diary always pay attention to the researchers who read the diary. Gradually, the positions of the two sides quietly changed. Under instinct, there is a clear appearance between those who have not read the diary and those who have read the diary. A dividing line. Only at this time, someone made up his mind, stepped forward and snatched the notebook from the researcher who was reading Gaochuan's diary. But in the next moment, he saw the other person’s eyes that seemed to choose someone to eat--the emotions that those eyes showed were so intense, rich, and daunting, it seemed that there was a tyrannical impulse to take away. The notebook guy couldn't help but staggered back, a panic and guilty conscience that made him dare not look at those eyes again.
The person who took the notebook quickly ran back to the group he belonged to, as if only those who hadn't read Gaochuan's diary were his companions.
A subtle sense of opposition is dividing many researchers in the secret chamber into opposing parties. Although this opposing emotion is not what they expect, they cannot stop it. They are generally aware of why such emotions are generated, and the conclusions drawn from those rational thoughts cannot eliminate the fear that comes from the heart.
The man squeezed the notebook tightly, as if he didn't know what to do. The person whose notebook was taken fell silent, and even those who had read Gaochuan's diary before fell silent, as if the joyful expression before was just a disguise. In the eyes of those who did not read Gaochuan’s diary, these companions who read the diary were a little sluggish. Whether it was facial expressions or look in their eyes, they seemed to be dead. They couldn’t help but give birth to a shuddering coolness, wishing to leave them immediately. Far away, no, if they can, they kind of want to isolate each other as a patient.
It’s just that, let’s not mention that those who are the first to do it are likely to cause fierce conflicts. Even in the hearts of these people who have not read the diary, they also hope that the mental state of the other party can adjust on their own. Because the number of people for research is too small, and the number of staff will be reduced all at once. Isn't the prospect of despairing enough?
Across the line of standing, the person who broke the delicate and tense silence is still the researcher who took Gaochuan's diary. He seemed to be strong, and said in a weak tone that has been overwhelmed: "I will burn the notebook, and I don’t care if this is Gaochuan’s diary or not. If the contents of this diary will split us, Then I would rather not want it."
"This is because you didn't see the content inside." The person who read the diary on the other side also stood up and retorted loudly: "You people who have not even read the content, how can you understand The value of this content? Don’t give me any hints here. If we still have hope, then hope is in this diary!"
Hearing such a call, the faces of the researchers who hadn't read the diary showed a surprised and solemn expression.
"Do you really understand what you are talking about?" They couldn't believe it. The other party would say something like this. He was obviously a scientific worker with excellent ability and clear mind, but it seemed to be the result of his work. Squeezed in the babble of a doomsday syndrome patient. Which person here has never seen a doomsday syndrome patient? Who doesn't know what Gao Chuan is like in the hospital? Their work should have been to find commonalities from these patients and study the pathological mechanism. It is precisely because the patients themselves cannot do such a thing, it is necessary for them to exist here. Even if the content recorded in this Gaochuan diary is really valuable, in the eyes of a clear-headed person, it is difficult to imagine that a fellow researcher who is also a researcher would put a patient's diary in such a high and central position. .
The loud retort only makes people feel that all their efforts have been ignored.
"Of course I know what I'm talking about!" The man let out a heavy gasp, "You guys who haven’t read the content don’t even know how important the content is to our research. This content is trying to prove something about us. Standing on the position of the past, one would never think of facts. Listen to—" His expression was a bit irritable: "The facts we thought were probably just illusions. The truth is hidden in this book. In the diary, I am about to interpret it. Let me look at it again, and let me see it again, and I will be able to prove it to you. Our past research is basically focused on the surface, the doomsday syndrome patients. The world is more exciting than we thought. They are more than just their personalities swimming around in LCL..."
He wants to say something more, but in the eyes of the researchers who haven't read Gaochuan's diary, he is already incoherent. His words, deeds, and mental state are very similar to those with the onset of doomsday syndrome. The researcher holding the notebook stared at the speaker, the expression of astonishment on his face gradually melted, leaving only a touch of heaviness and determination.
He said: "Perhaps not being a husband is more awake than you." With that said, he called up the live video recorded by the camera. He didn't work as a husband before and went crazy until the whole process of being suppressed and unconscious was replayed on the huge projection screen. Come out, and finally freeze in the last hysterical struggle of not being a husband. The lips are opened and closed slowly, and the voice is blocked. The researcher interprets the lip language: "Don't read this book...Don't read this book... Have you seen it? Those who know how to interpret lips must I’m not the only one? Not being a husband does say that, right? Why no one wants to interpret the lip language in the first place? Why do you want to open this diary before we interpret the lip language?"
"Not being a husband is crazy! He doesn't even understand what he is in. Can he believe what he said when he is crazy?" The person on the other side retorted: "Don't you also think that not being a husband is just being crazy? That’s why no one wants to interpret his lips. Now you have turned out this video, only to refute it for the sole purpose of rebutting. You refuse to believe the contents of the diary, no, you resist this diary with all your heart. , Because if this diary is really useful, it will only make you feel stupid-you don’t want to be known, you are just a stupid!"
"...Do you all think so?" The researcher who did not answer the speaker, and the researcher who did not read the diary on the other side, just looked at the group of people with a sad expression.
The other party did not answer, but their eyes have already said the answer. And this answer undoubtedly disappointed the people on the other side. The researcher who did not read the diary was not disappointed by the extreme and stubbornness of the other party, who had completely lost his rational thoughts, but disappointed that he had not been able to prevent this situation in advance: this Gaochuan diary was clearly not an internal standard product of the institute. , The origin is suspicious, and should have been handled in accordance with the handling rules of the suspicious items, but the others such as myself were negligent for a while and even let their companions read the content inside.
Although no one can imagine in advance, just reading the contents of the notebook will make a rational researcher become such an unreasonable appearance, but if you really abide by the regulations, it will definitely not There is a "reading diary" situation. Individual behavior may be difficult to measure, but the items should have been disposed of.
"It may be too late now, although I don't quite understand it, I can't be sure at all, but—"The researcher holding the notebook backed to the table, and the other researchers who hadn't read the diary unanimously moved forward, blocking him Silhouette. No one spoke, but no matter which side the researchers were, they knew what would happen next.
"You idiots! Are you really going to lose everyone's last hope?" With that said, the most impatient of the researchers who read the diary rushed out, his face sullenly pushed away from the block. The person in front of him wanted to find out the researcher who was hiding behind him and intended to burn Gaochuan's diary. No one would doubt that once he was caught by the opponent, he would definitely not be able to avoid punches and kicks, and the whole situation would inevitably fall into a tragedy of cannibalism.
The researchers who did not read the diary tried to push the man and tried to capture him, but the man suddenly exploded with great power. With a strong wave of his hands, five or six people were overturned to the ground. This violent impulse, as well as the manifested mental state and strength state, are simply the characteristics of patients with doomsday syndrome at the time of onset. These researchers who did not read the diary firmly believed in their own opinion: these companions who read the diary did indeed become ill.
The only good news is that only this man rushed up. If everyone on the other side rushed up, it would be absolutely hard to resist on his side. These atrocities committed by those with doomsday syndrome were all suppressed by professional security personnel in the past.
If there is only one person now, stop him anyway. Researchers who didn’t read the diaries all came up with such thoughts. Like the companion who burned the diaries, they were not sure how the situation would become after burning the diaries~IndoMTL.com~ But the situation was so critical and weird. It seems that this can only be done.
The male researcher who broke into the crowd knocked down all the blockers, and was about to step forward, but felt his legs were tight, and he seemed to be caught by something. He thought it was still the blocker, but when he looked down, he found that it was an unconscious man who had been in a coma before.
Don't know when he woke up, he used his only hand to grab his heel, and his broken arm oozes a lot of blood because of the fierce movement. His face was pale, so weak that he might die at any time, but his strength was amazing. He entangled this almost mad male researcher, his eyes were weak but there was a kind of back-to-back light, which was the fire reflected in his pupils, and it seemed to burst from the last stubbornness in his heart. He didn't understand what was happening before him, but he saw the fire that was trying to burn Gaochuan's diary, and even apart from this fire, he hadn't been able to fully realize how many people were caught in the end of his week. In the riot.
The firelight, the notebook, and the man who burned the book seemed to be the only things he could see.
"Burn it! Burn the book!" He yelled, but to others, it was just a vague and greasy sound that was not like the sound of a human vocal cord, which made people give birth to it. Goose bumps.
Even so, not being a husband is louder than anyone here, because, here, no one is more certain than him, it must be done.
The researcher who burned the book shuddered, but without any hesitation, he put the fire on the corner of the notebook. I saw it, the golden flame, just like the sun, rose from the blurry scenery.
Burn it! As if he had fulfilled his last wish, he screamed at the rising sun.