Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2179: Kill yourself

In the spacious secret room, the surviving researchers were divided into two groups. A group of people hugged their bodies and shivered, as if they saw something or heard something, but their eyes were dull, and they didn't move for a long time. The other group was dumbfounded, standing by the glass wall, staring at the air in front of them. There is a kind of unspeakable silence spreading in the secret room, even if the sluggish people can't help muttering to themselves, it just brings out the weird feeling in this silence. For all those who are still able to think, their brains seem a little insufficient at this time. Many weird situations have been seen. However, the words of the companions who disappeared from the front are just liars in normal times, but they are put in the present. , But let people feel the fatal weird feeling more and more.

This is not killing oneself in the ordinary sense and stopping one’s physical functions, but a kind of thought, a kind of consciousness level thing, chasing it from the spiritual level, it is invisible and shapeless, but until a person is Recognizing the life and death of a person with the world has objective physical meaning, but as a subjectively active life, the subjective spiritual meaning seems to be more important. For most people, self-consciousness is something more important than the self-body. Religion, philosophy, and the ideas that guide people's survival and search for meaning have always insisted on the formula that "consciousness" is greater than "body".

When a person asks the question "Does man have a soul?", it means that his cognition and observation of himself has been raised to a height that is not satisfied with objective physics. When a person admits that he has a soul, when he believes that his own consciousness is more important than his own body, and his own behavior depends on ideological activities, those spiritual things have already become faintly in self-cognition. The decisive factor.

These researchers who are still conscious and able to think, recognize, and discriminate have witnessed the process of how a person first collapsed from self-cognition, and then completely disintegrated from the physical body. For these people who can think and raise "thinking" to an essential perspective that distinguishes themselves from others, and even to a height that determines their own existence, all from the height of self-cognition, from the height of spiritual consciousness The collapse of the level is a kind of death that is essentially more complete than the disintegration of the body. Before the deceased's physical form completely disintegrated, the ideological distortion, metaphysical negation in the philosophical sense, and even more terrible ending than death in the normal sense.

The madness that emerged from this collapsing researcher is actually a kind of "death". Before he disappeared from the air without a trace, he was already "dead".

Anyone who witnessed this scene and was able to think can clearly feel the death that constituted the self-recognition factor of the deceased. And how cruel and thorough this death is.

Compared with the complete disintegration of the body and the weird disappearing into the air, these researchers who are still sober are more afraid of the destructive power of the invisible erosion on their own cognition. This is also the horror that can hit their own weakness the most among the weirdness they have witnessed in the hospital.

The emotions, thoughts, and body are no longer important. The important thing is: how do you recognize yourself? How do you perceive the world?

In their research, from the past to the present, there has never been such an abnormal situation: a person’s self-cognition collapse, although theoretically established, has never been such a rapid example. Obviously a few minutes ago, the deceased still looked normal. From a complete personality to the breakdown of self-awareness, what kind of attack this person was undergoing during the whole process, the people present could not find the slightest trace.

This guy just suddenly changed his mind and yelled madly, as if he had realized the truth of the world, preaching the idea that he usually dismissed himself, as if some switch was turned on. The inside of the whole person was completely distorted at that moment. Yes, distorted. All those who witnessed this thought it was a distortion from the inside out. The distorted posture presented on the body was completely the same. A more austere portrayal of distortions in self-perception.

The invisible enemy, the means of hiding, directly penetrate a person's body, aiming at the mind and attacking fiercely, how creepy it is.

"No, it's impossible, it disappeared...? Just like that?" A researcher murmured to himself, reaching out his hand to fish out of the air, but he only felt that there was nothing but There is nothing but the air.

A true and complete death is more clearly visible than ever.

"He meant that our enemy is God?" Another researcher seemed to be thinking about all the claims of the already crazy researcher. In his view, that is an idea of ​​antagonizing self-subjective and objective facts. There are contradictions everywhere, and there are many things that cannot be justified. However, from the perspective of the history of human development, science does not play the first driving role. On the contrary, it is philosophy that has stronger guidance and motivation. Many people claim that the end of science is philosophy. In his opinion, it is not appropriate, but it cannot be denied that this kind of statement means that in fact, most people still believe that “philosophy” is the highest among all human thoughts. One.

Consciousness dominates behavior, and conscious behavior is human behavior. Once the dominant role of consciousness is affirmed subjectively, then the ideological philosophy that dominates consciousness is the first factor that makes people human. When such a first factor is attacked, any factors that rank second or later are not enough to fight and rescue.

Only thoughts can kill thoughts, and only from the destruction of self-awareness and self-cognition can a person be completely wiped out. This is the consensus of many people. To be more extreme, the reason why people think that the elimination of a person’s body is also a complete elimination, simply because in modern times, science always gives people a feeling: human consciousness is based on the body, as long as When the body dies, the consciousness will also die out, which makes the death of the body a decisive end.

However, in such thoughts, it is impossible to conceal such an essential situation: people want to kill another person physically. In fact, what they want to kill is still the behavior rooted in the flesh. The ideology and self-awareness in the middle. If there is a way to directly attack and distort one's ideology and self-awareness, no one will specifically destroy another person's body.

In human society, there are actually not many thoughts and actions aimed at the ideological and cognitive levels, and there are many fruitful achievements. The birth of a culture always starts from the collision of ideas and ends with this collision. However, the span of this process is too long, and the time is too long. For a person's ideological education, even from the infancy, it will take at least a dozen years to finalize the shape, and there will be many repetitions during the period.

Compared with people's attacking ideology, the way and process of changing self-cognition, and the final degree that it may reach, the invisible and invisible attack that is displayed in front of everyone at this time comes more directly and quickly.

If we say that the methods that humans have mastered in the past were gentle and tormented, then this horrible and weird method now is like a bullet. With a "bang", a person's self-awareness and ideology are over.

These researchers who have witnessed what happened can never admit that this researcher with crazy thoughts and declared that everything is dominated by God is still his own partner. When he started thinking like this, he was metaphysically dead. .

"What is unobservable, unidentifiable, untouchable, from a scientific point of view, has no meaning." Another researcher woke up from the horror, and said to others as if to himself .

"If a person wants to maintain independence, he cannot admit that his thoughts and self-consciousness are not his own, but a part of the other. If the self is an illusion, then death is in sight." There is another researcher. As if he was warning himself, he narrated.

"What did he hear?" Someone asked, "It is hard to imagine these words coming out of his mouth, just as I can hardly imagine that I would say such things."

For a while, no one answered, as if they were thinking about their own affairs, as if they were thinking about the symbolic meaning of this crazy and distorted dead. As long as they want, they can find many reasons to deny the crazy idea of ​​the dead and refute the distorted revelation. However, they began to realize that it was becoming more and more difficult for them to deny this kind of crooked way of thinking that they usually dismissed.

Because the situation they are in is completely different from weekdays to the end of the day.

All the people in this hospital have made various attempts and experienced failures again and again. From every piece of information they can obtain, they outline the changes in the world. However, in the situation they can see, think of, and infer, nothing is a good thing, and there is no good omen. Everything is getting worse, and every change is just getting worse.

Their experience is negating their efforts and ideas in a direct and cruel way. Whether it is theoretical research, practical behavior or objective facts, they all seem to prove that this world is not what they imagined. Their perceptions of themselves, the world, and the future are subjective and wrong.

"We can’t observe or touch, but what actually affects us. Does it really exist?" Finally, a researcher broke the silence and asked, "Our thoughts are being affected by our Constrained by the field of vision, our knowledge of ourselves and the world is being constrained by our most accustomed thoughts. In these layers of constraints, we think we are correct, but have actually deviated from the correct path? "

"Don't say it" immediately, the researcher felt sick. He didn't want to listen to the other person talking about these things, because he felt that he was shaking.

"We are so small. The birth of human beings in the true sense is only a few million years. The birth of human culture is only a few thousand years away, and the formation of human science is only a few hundred years. On this planet It’s just a batch of life with the shortest existence.” Another researcher murmured, “We used to think that it took us only a few hundred years to have a preliminary understanding of what the world looks like and what we ourselves are. Looks like, but do we really know?"

"Stop talking!" The researcher who has been feeling sick all the time yelled at him, "Don't think about it, don't say it, it's meaningless, thinking like this will only make you fall apart more quickly. You don't want to change. Must be the same as that guy?"

"We have always expected the existence of extraterrestrial life. We hope to find existences similar to ours in the universe. We never think that human beings are alone in the universe. However, we really hope that, Human beings are not special. Is there really a life like us outside of us?" The researcher did not seem to hear the anxious and angry shouts, and still muttered to himself, "We really hope that there is better than ours Does something smarter exist? Is it really hope, human beings are not the special one? No, in fact, our search, our imagination, and our thinking are all just to prove that we are the most special one... We are in fear..."

"Shut up~IndoMTL.com~Don't say it!" The shouting researcher seemed to realize what his dreamlike companion would say in the end. He felt extremely sick, a kind of conscious psychology. The resistance of the upper hand caused him to rush up and pinched the throat of this companion, intending to swallow his words back into his stomach, "Don't say that word here, never!"

However, his shot seemed to be a step too late, and it seemed that the companion who was pinched by his throat had already undergone a chain reaction due to his behavior. This reaction could not be stopped and directly broke through the physical barrier. , So that even when he was pinched to his throat, he could still make a non-human voice: "However, we are indeed not special, we are just a humble member of the children of thousands of stars. Those things , The earliest sons of the stars... giggle... they are coming... they are seeing..."

He seemed to see something terrifying, and he only felt that he had a crazy idea, which was making his brain sour. He kept vomiting blood, he suddenly realized what he was saying, and he also had a premonition of the weirdness of his behavior. He wanted to take back what he said, but it was too late. He had a foreboding that the horrible invisible thing was coming towards him.

　　

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