Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2185: Omi’s trap

Doroth originally thought that she had already gotten rid of her fear. She originally thought that she had become a super Dorothy form, and that she would be more resistant to will than others. Whether it is the achievements she has achieved in the past, or the performance of the color center, she thinks that she has already made a sense of consciousness, and is conscious of the implementation of the plan. As a result, she feels that in many aspects she is more stable and patient than the "Gao Chuan" who constantly refreshes her personality, and is more free than the restrained color center, and can exert her abilities in more ways—— She believes that she has advantages that no one else has. These advantages make herself extremely adaptable and comprehensive.

However, when the unexpected change that greatly deviated from the plan occurred, he retreated and declined. She knows very well that the reason for her to do this is not because "you can also make a contribution in the rear", or "someone must stay behind and provide support to the front line", nor is it "the color hub is the first to stand in the front." , So I can only retreat" this reason.

I'm scared. Because I can understand better than most people, how desperate I and others are now, so I am more fearful than most people. The strength of the enemy can only be felt more clearly after you continue to grow stronger, have more insights, and grow your cognitive range. The oppressive feeling that comes from in the dark can only be felt more clearly when you feel the speed of your own growth.

The various changes that happen to oneself, whether they are regarded as growth or variation, this kind of self-recognition is the most intuitive benchmark. And what I have to face far exceeds the limit that this benchmark can reach. It's like, in the race, after trying my best, I can only see the figure of the opponent in front of him getting farther and farther away. What a huge sense of powerlessness. After that, I tried my best to train and broke my record time and time again in the game. However, he didn't narrow the distance with the opponent. The figure was still getting further and further away. What a sense of despair.

The gap between the two parties is like being locked up from a basic condition. Even if there is a possibility of change, it is impossible to actually change it while you are alive. The unattainable theoretical possibility is so elusive, like a lie, but it is not a lie—is there anything more frustrating than this?

Huge emotional fluctuations run through the reality of the hospital, Super Dorothy, chasing her into the "artificial human" shell of the doomsday illusion. Whether in the hospital reality or in the doomsday illusion, her form has clearly eliminated the production of emotions from the physical hardware. However, the emotions that made her tremble still ignore the physical "impossibility" and transcend the channels of materiality. , Rushing from all directions.

It seems that these emotions are things beyond her past cognition. They think they are spontaneous, but they are never spontaneous. What she thinks of as "self" is never "self." The so-called "self" is just a layer of oily residue floating on the strange and cold "non-self".

When Dorothy had such thoughts, she knew that she could no longer think about it anymore. This kind of thinking towards denying self-existence was one of the characteristics of the onset of doomsday syndrome. If she cannot control herself, she will only sink deeper and deeper, and she is completely different from "Gao Chuan", who has a self-refreshing mechanism. Once she collapses, she collapses completely-probably like Bajing, Marceau and Like the three Sakuya, even if they didn't immediately turn into a pool of LCL, or spontaneously ignite, they would be shattered into countless small pieces from the level of personality.

When the names of "Eight Views", "Marceau" and "Sakiya" flashed in her mind, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't thought of them for a long time-no matter it was because of the things she had to deal with Too much, too busy, or because of something else, I really haven't thought of the situation of the three for a long time. The last memory about them is: It seems that Hakkei and Sakiya have been connected to the repeater...

However, we can only use vague terms like "seems" and cannot give a definite answer. What is their situation now? Dorothy thought, but couldn't find any relevant memories. It seems that during this period of time, the sense of existence of the three of them suddenly disappeared in this world.

It's weird. Obviously it is such an important family member, and all that he and others did was originally to save everyone. But why did you suddenly forget it? Dorothy’s pupils shrank suddenly, and she confirmed that her share of her desire to protect everyone and get them to get rid of the “virus” hasn’t changed in any way, but it’s still so strong.

However, before I think of them again, I seem to have thrown away such strong emotions and desires. Obviously, the motivation has not changed, but the time to mention the motivation is so short, as if there has never been time to think about why one wants to defeat the "virus"-as if this behavior is the purpose itself.

There must be something wrong with myself. The more things she can think of, the colder Dorothy feels. Not only in the doomsday illusion, the deviation caused by the light of the torch is at work. In addition to the mutation that almost destroyed the plan, there are some similar abnormal situations that continue to occur-if you say, the light of the torch The deviant ritual brought about a strong and sudden impact. Then, before the deviant ritual happened-it is impossible to determine how long ago-the abnormality that may have occurred is like a silent spring rain that moisturizes things, quietly Corrupted my heart.

No, it's not that I completely forgot the three of Bajing, Marceau, and Sakiya. Dorothy can think of more things now. Everything she has observed in the past, including her own actions, has not been forgotten, but just like a bunch of meaningless data archives, by herself Ignore the past.

Yes, not forgetting, but ignoring. Even when they mentioned their names, they never paid much attention to them.

For her act of usurping the sovereignty of the London repeater, Dorothy has nothing wrong with it, but since she has ignored Hakjing, Marceau, and Sakuya, logically, this behavior is inherently problematic. Because, obviously Marceau is one of the core three pillars of the London repeater, and he also relies on Marceau to control the London repeater, but Marceau is one of the neglected people.

No matter from what point of view, it is very important and critical. Existence that should not be ignored in any way is naturally ignored. For Dorothy, it is hard to imagine that this is what she did.

Not only that, Dorothy rummaged through her own memories--there are still a lot of memories of Marceau, but now it seems to be filled with a kind of indifference, like treating trivial things. However, no matter how you look at it, at the time when the intersection with Marceau, the role that Marceau played in it was by no means optional, but a key role. But I didn't have any thoughts, no thoughts at all, just like marionettes, naturally intertwined, and naturally separated.

Marceau is already like this, so, what about Hakjing and Sakuya? Since when did I not observe them at all? The more Dorothy recalled, the more he felt an inexplicable sense of horror.

What is the situation of Hakkei and Sakiya now? When was the last time they were mentioned? Dorothy felt that she was about to remember, but she couldn't remember. The "last time" became a very vague situation. This last time, what kind of occasion was there, what characters were there, and what time and place was it?

Yes, it seems to come to mind. In order to preserve the personality information of Hakjing, Marceau and Sakiya, everyone tried their best to collect "spiritual integration device" and "personality preservation device". These two things called "devices" have never appeared in the doomsday illusion in the past, only this time the doom illusion

It only exists in --then, where did this information come from? Is it from "Jiang"? It's "Jiang". It is the intelligence obtained from "Jiang" by combining forces with the color center. That should be it.

At which stage of the contact with "Jiang" was the information obtained? This part of the memory has become blurred again. It seems that it is not only obtained from "Jiang", but also involves the young boy Gao Chuan. It is a conclusion obtained after comprehensively sorting out all the information fragments at hand: the mental integration device and the personality preservation device are very important, and in order to deal with the "virus", it must be obtained.

"Ah, I remember." Dorothy said to herself, "According to the judgment at the time, the essence of the mental integration device and the personality preservation device is what the'virus' needs. There are also so many doomsday patients. After birth, something that will be produced naturally. Just like the flowering and fruiting of a plant, it is the most important fruit."

Because it is what the "virus" wants, it cannot be obtained by the "virus". Furthermore, it cannot be obtained by the "Jiang" or by the "young Gaochuan". Thus, the competition began. Through various layouts, confrontations, and trades, we compete with the young Gaochuan, the "Jiang" in the young Gaochuan's body, and the completely invisible "virus".

The "spiritual integration device" finally obtained is used to complete the repeater, and it is an indispensable component in the process of transforming the night of Valpus into a repeater.

So, what about the "personality preservation device" as opposed to it? It seemed that at that time, it was thought that it would benefit the personalities of Sakiya, Hakkei, and Marceau, and was an important tool for rescuing the three, so Omi performed the operation.

Here, Dorothy's thinking stopped abruptly. She realized that the most likely cause of the abnormality she felt was.

——It’s Omi!

Doroth almost jumped up. She was not excited about finding a seemingly reliable answer, because this answer is likely to represent a worse development-she is in this doomsday fantasy. All actions of Omi are related to Omi without exception. It can be said that Omi is involved in everything he does. However, in her own sense, Omi has never had much presence.

This feeling...It's like "Doroth" was revived by Omi with her technology, and Omi himself gradually retired to the auxiliary position, placing the most central protagonist, and even the eye-catching supporting role. , All let out.

At least, in Dorothy’s feelings, Omi has had a long time, but she simply executed her orders and never actively mentioned what she was doing.

When did it start? Was it after the "Time Machine" was completed? Or did the arrangement already begin when "Doroth" was revived? I couldn't think of a striking turning point at all. It was not something that happened suddenly, but a natural change. To make an analogy, it's like the newly appeared characters are too eye-catching, so that the old characters are ignored-although it is not completely unremembered, there must be an impression, but the focus of vision and consciousness is already Not on the old character anymore.

But ~IndoMTL.com~ Is Omi such a nonexistent old character? Is it a mediocre supporting role? the answer is negative.

Doris knows very well that even if Omi is called Omi Trap, she is included in the plan with such an identity, but the mystery she possesses is elusive. Omi can do things that neither the color center nor the super Dorothy can do-he has such a strong sense of presence, but he has overlooked it?

Omi, where is Omi? doing what? When Dorothy stood up, she only felt clammy behind her back. It was not a cold sweat. Her body did not have the structural mechanism of normal people's physiological reactions at all, and it was completely a psychological illusion. In this doomsday fantasy, her Dorothy appeared in the form of a "final weapon imitation". It was originally a semi-finished product, and even had defects in its activity function. It could only be used as a decoration. After the formation of NOG, Under the leadership of Omi and the collaboration of research experts from different mysterious organizations, the "final weapon" that is nominally exclusive to NOG was finally completed.

She, Dorothy, is the "ultimate weapon", not a "human being". However, her "final weapon" and the "final weapon" of Doomsday Shinrikyo are not exactly the same type.

But no matter what kind of "final weapon", it will abandon the human body structure and physiological mechanism, and complete its most basic structure from a more cold, efficient and growth perspective.

However, from this perspective, Dorothy felt that she was unqualified. Because, I can already perceive it now. Actually, I have always been fluctuating in many aspects, and I have always felt "stability" from the feeling, which is more like my own illusion.

"Damn it, Omi." Dorothy stared at her surroundings solemnly. She was sure that Omi was staring at herself, "Did you do the tricks in the first place?"