Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2187: Peach and River

——The judgment is wrong.

Doroth plucked up the courage and stood upright while holding on to the wall. She didn't know what Omi would do next, but if she got caught here, then her plan might become Omi's plan. Dorothy had many questions that she couldn't figure out, but it was understandable that most of her current abnormalities were caused by Omi. The identity of Super Dorothy has always been able to support her identity in the doomsday illusion in the past. On the other hand, the changes made by herself in the doomsday illusion will also be fed back to the super Dorothy in the hospital reality to a certain extent. Body. No matter what Omi did to herself in the doomsday fantasy, no matter in her understanding, how the super Dorothy is related to Dorothy in the doomsday fantasy, judging by what she has done now, she may have found To interfere with this connection.

Although it’s hard to believe that the character who was once regarded as the "Omi Trap" and written in the script, turned out to be the general when he didn’t know it, but at this time, he must first retreat... …

——Retreat?

Doroth felt unwilling. Everything that she thought she was in control was changing at a crazy rhythm. The organization that I thought I had sorted out was becoming chaotic in a way that I couldn't notice. After all, his cognition is limited. Even if he can obtain a lot of information as a super Dorothy, he is far superior to human beings in various indicators of consciousness activities and thinking ability. However, this transcendental quality is still limited.

No matter how much you know, you cannot make correct judgments when you still need to face unknown unknowns beyond your own knowledge. This defect has not changed since the past-Dorothy is very clear why she needs Gao Chuan, because she is facing the sudden and desperate mutation, disaster and vicious arrival that are beyond cognition, incomprehension, and unimaginable. At times, he is always in a hurry, and he does not have the courage to face the disaster that may destroy him in the next moment. However, Gaochuan will not.

Although I don't want to admit it, Dorothy has no other thoughts except self-confidence for the action power shown by the **** center in the hospital reality. Even though she once felt that she was an important and core existence in the plan, when she chose to descend instead of rising to the surface with the color center to face the terrible and unknown disaster, she no longer felt that she was really that important Yes-this is not an objective cognition, but a subjective feeling of inferiority and guilt.

Obviously, it is not a material structure that can produce such subjective emotions, but this emotion appears to be presented in her thinking from another channel, in another form, and occurs when she recognizes it.

If it is the color center, it will definitely do something.

If it were Gao Chuan, he would definitely do something.

So, what about yourself? Just like this, I fell down in pain, clearly descended from the reality of the hospital, and came to the doomsday illusion that I regarded as my "home court", but I still couldn't do anything. Is this all right? Dorothy knew that no matter what choice she made, even if it was to escape, whether it was the color center or Gaochuan, she would not say anything to blame. It is assumed that her choice caused the worst situation. In the end For a moment, the other party probably just smiled gently, telling himself "this is also something that can't be helped."

However, if there is really no alternative, then, isn't everything I have done in the past a joke?

Although it is still unclear whether Omi is an enemy or not, it is also uncertain what will happen if I continue to believe in Omi and leave everything to her. However, if I just give up like this, then the struggle I have shown in the past is like shit! The promises I once swore were like shit! The assertion I once gave is like shit! The reservedness and endeavor that I once showed is like shit! Everything about yourself is a bunch of stinky shit!

Obviously, it was a plan that I decided, designed, and pushed forward. It was a plan that I finally took shape through painstaking and desperate days. Was the plan as important as your own life interrupted just like that? If there is no resistance, will it be taken away by others?

Doroth feels confused. She has too many insistences that can’t give reasons. It’s like tumbling in the mud of a rainy day, walking side by side with the people who support each other, and finally see the end. Suddenly an inexplicable person came and said to himself: There is no need to do this anymore, because from the beginning, such hard work will be fruitless.

Doroth felt suddenly angry. In her life, she has tasted a lot of pain, loss, guilt and helplessness, all the suffering that can be tasted as a human, she has endured, but there is no anger-Wuning said, always feel "even if angry" again What can be done? So, don't get angry.

But now, she is more angry than ever.

The object of anger is not the sudden sudden change, not the long-planned Omi, but himself.

"You know? My brain is a little abnormal." Dorothy said to Omi, panting.

"You have no brains for a long time. Although you look like a person on the outside, you are actually not a human structure, and there is no organ like the brain." Omi said this without the slightest sarcasm. It seems to be just explaining the fact: "Your consciousness fluctuates very abnormally. You are probably thinking about some messy things, and those things have no meaning at all. You think you have enough reasons, but you can't even those reasons. Organize comprehensively and logically-you think about what you are thinking about? Why do you have emotions? Do you think the important reasons are really important? Are the facts you think are really facts? The deflection ritual of the torchlight has a greater impact on you than others, because you are the only one who insists on'everything is under control' when facing the unknown. Very interesting, Right? Through your own observations and actions, you gradually built yourself a strong confidence, but how strong this confidence is, when the deviation occurs, it will reverse into a corresponding weakness."

Doroth couldn't listen to Omi's explanation anymore. In her heart, the emotions that shouldn't have occurred but had already developed, burned her as if they were devouring a soul. Everything that made her feel hurt, whether it came from others or her own, became the greatest strength to support her to continue her activities. She thinks that the only thing she can do now is to vent this power.

Omi is well aware of Dorothy's changes from material to spiritual level. Regardless of what Dorothy claims to be, what she calls her, is to perceive the world from the perspective of the hospital reality, or to look at the hospital reality based on this doomsday illusion, only in terms of her way of existence in the doomsday illusion, It’s been in her observations long ago—perhaps, Super Dorothy does exist, but here, in the world she calls "Doomsday Fantasy", she is still the incomplete final weapon imitation, yes Omi personally completed her composition based on her own theory.

"...What do you want to do? Omi. What did you do to me?" Dorothy still wanted to ask before she started.

"I didn't do anything." Omi's answer was hard to convince Dorothy, but her tone was so calm and full of convincing power, "You might think At the beginning, even if you counted you, it made you look like this, but this is just your illusion. As for what I want to do to you, I can only say, I just don’t want you to collapse like this."

"Lying!" Dorothy shouted loudly. The less awake her head is, the greater the force that is continuously generated in her body. At the beginning, he tried his best just by standing upright, but now, it seems that he can launch an attack.

"You are unconscious. Do you really understand what you are thinking? Do you really think that the current decision is sensible?" Omi's expression remained unchanged, with his hands in the pockets of his white coats. In two or three steps, she approached Dorothy, bent over slightly, and stared into her eyes. She could already see with the naked eye that from the white of Dorothy's eyes, a turbid color was appearing: like yellow, like red, like a wound with pus, and like capillary swelling.

The bloodshot eyes all over the eyeballs distorted the girl's delicate face, turning it into an image that would make people think "evil and ugly" subjectively.

Omi is very clear that Dorothy’s changes today are definitely not just the function of the Torchlight’s deviation ritual. The reasons she said before are certainly valid, but they are not comprehensive. The most basic reason why Dorothy's spirit has been so greatly affected is actually her status as the "ultimate weapon imitation".

If Dorothy is not an imitation of the final weapon, no, this assumption is not valid from the beginning, because the reason why she is such an identity is not a coincidence, but a more essential reason. —— Dorothy will inevitably have the identity of "the imitation of the final weapon" in the doomsday fantasy. This is not her choice. Maybe she once thought it was her choice, but it was not. It's not that other people can change, and Omi doesn't think he can change.

Doroth is like a marionette in the indescribable terror. Omi once thought: Maybe the cognition of "Doroth" is just an illusion given. Dorothy, and even Super Dorothy, which determines what kind of inner existence she is, has undergone the most complete change long ago. It is only for some reason that she has been wearing the fake skin of "Doroth". That's it. This cognition of "I am Dorothy" is actually broken by a poke, but as long as she continues to recognize it, it is difficult for outsiders to pierce it. However, "what is she?" and "she thinks she is?" The relationship between "what", "what she perceives is", etc., is not determined by the latter.

What is "Doroth"? Dorothy didn’t know it, and Omi couldn’t give the answer. At least now, there’s no way, even if she personally completed the "Doroth" in front of her, but its inevitable flaws made it impossible for Omi to continue to collect from her. Enough data.

"Doroth" was too false and too weak, and had to construct a structure called "confidence" to stabilize the existence of this illusion. However, the deflection ritual of the torchlight gave this illusion the most deadly one strike.

The mental confusion, mental confusion, cognitive confusion and emotional confusion that Dorothy is producing nowadays are all abnormalities in external cognition based on the self-recognition of "I am Dorothy". It rises, and, just like a sand castle washed by the sea, it may completely disintegrate at any time.

After stripping off the illusion of "Doroth", what is the innermost thing? Omi is still very interested in this, but ~IndoMTL.com~ can't let "Doroth" just collapse like this. No matter how it is, the world today is not very good. Even if he has not been to the hospital, Omi can deduce a cruel scene from the information he has already obtained. In the doomsday illusion, the doomsday is happening, and there is not much difference in the reality of the hospital—it is the most absurd to look at the two in the depth of the relationship between the doomsday illusion and the reality of the hospital. Omi believes that the researchers in the hospital reality mentioned by Dorothy made such a mistake.

Omi felt that if the doomsday illusion was observed from the reality of the hospital and the doomsday illusion could be placed on the same angle as the reality of the hospital, those researchers would definitely be able to achieve more results. The reverse is also true. Omi has never thought about putting the "hospital reality" higher than the world he is in.

Whether you observe the doomsday illusion from the reality of the hospital or observe the hospital reality from the doomsday illusion, it may not be completely correct to regard the two as the different aspects of a whole, but the night is more correct than to regard the two as the upper and lower relationship-Omi Think so.

Unfortunately, Dorothy is like the representative of most researchers who observe the doomsday illusion from the perspective of the hospital reality. She always likes to use a bird's-eye view to understand what is happening. Listening to her from such a perspective every day, to Omi, is like wasting her time listening to nonsense.

Omi stretched out his hand, and in Dorothy's eyes, this hand carried an inexplicable horror. Although they are all human hands from the angle that they can see, from the sensation brought on by the face, it is not a hand that reaches to oneself, but something that is indescribable and huge. Before being touched, Dorothy rolled to one side abruptly. She already felt that although her thoughts and emotions were a little confused, her body functions were being reactivated.