Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2207: Choose to fight
What Chobe said to Xiaomei sounded like a quibble.
"...In other words, you can't do anything?" Xiaomei refused to think deeply. She knew that her state was easily affected, and her knowledge and thinking were not as profound as others. Therefore, she chose From a simpler and more straightforward perspective, sum up what the other party means, even if this is not what the other party wants to express-but at least, it is what you want to confirm.
"I have been doing it, but my strength is also limited." Chobe has no emotions, and the corners of his mouth still show an elegant and lovely curve, as if smiling, "If no one will help me, I There is not much that can be done, so the magical girl appeared."
"Others and I can help you, as long as you are willing to do your best to solve the problem." Xiaomei said flatly.
"So, they are already helping." Chobe moved closer.
In the reflections under the water's light and water, there appeared mysterious experts who were forced to fall asleep because of their poor mental state.
"I didn't help them relieve their mental influence because I need their help to relieve their mental influence, and the best way for them to help me is to enter this state of mental influence... Xiaomei, another perspective Look, you still can't understand it?" Chobe asked.
Xiaomei stared at it closely and was silent. She only understood one thing, that is, no matter what Chobe said and how to do it, the end result was that she could not wake her companion, and it did Deliberately let his companions fall into that terrible mental state. She could not understand the contradictions it said. If Kewpie really wants to help her own people, then she should find a better way. Even if she can’t find it, she should be in the process of searching...
The world is so difficult, if there is really no other way, you should not take advantage of the pain of your peers.
"...If you don’t endure the pain, you won’t usher in the dawn of victory, Xiaomei." Chubby’s beautiful, clear, but emotional, sight was not repelled in the confrontation, it She seemed to know what Xiaomei was thinking, and why she thought so. A person, a person who looks like an animal, actually doesn't know what it is, the relationship between each other is so close.
Xiaomei has no doubt that Kewpie already knew what she would think, how to say it, and when it said this, she actually understood what decision she would make.
Perhaps, in his eyes, his heart is really transparent and superficial.
"I want to win. After paying so much, everyone wants to win. If it is to win the light of victory, it is acceptable to bear the pain. However, you could have told everyone honestly... "Xiaomei's voice gradually calmed down, as if all previous troubles, worries and fears were removed, "If you know, you will be happy to help this. After all, we don't actually have the power to decide victory or defeat. , On this battlefield, we are so small, if we are only told that we can have a new opportunity as long as we pay the price of mental disorder, then, probably no one will refuse. But, you are so sneaky , Said nothing, just watched everyone fall into despair and brazenly used everyone’s mental state at this time. I have to wonder if you are deceiving us."
"Cheating? Xiaomei, what are you talking about? I never lie. You should know." Chobe tilted his head and made an emotional and cold voice with a cute expression.
"Perhaps in your opinion, this is not deception, at best it is just use. But for everyone, this is deception." Xiaomei raised her magic wand and pointed it at Chobe. Nowadays, it’s useless to tell you anything. It’s not a bad thing that you have your own standards, but it’s a pity that you only follow your own standards to treat other people, which does not meet the requirements of the united front. Just with such thoughts and attitudes, you are already destined to not become your own person, not to mention that you have already started to act."
"That is to say, Xiaomei, do you think I am an enemy?" Chobe had no fear at all, and Shi Shiran said, "But, you are not just judging according to your own thoughts, wishes, and standards. My behavior? Have you consulted other people’s suggestions? Even from the perspective of NOG, everything I am doing may be a bit unacceptable to you, but in terms of the ultimate goal, Everything I do is beneficial to you. As I said, I have always been my own person. This is not a process, but a result. Xiaomei, what is unacceptable, is it you or everyone? You now Do you speak on behalf of yourself, or on behalf of everyone? How do you prove that you can represent everyone?"
"..." Xiaomei could not answer, she had never thought about these things, but she knew one thing, that is, no matter where she is, no matter in which group, no matter in human beings , Still among the mystery experts, and even among the survivors, is absolutely not special in thought, attitude, emotion, and behavior-which means that there are actually many people like her.
Maybe I can’t represent everyone, but without others standing up, my thoughts, behaviors, emotions, personal thoughts generated at this moment, use It should be no problem to represent those people who have something in common with them.
On the contrary, compared with myself, the opposite of Chubby, this is not a human thing from any point of view, but it is ridiculous to speak with human logic and use human philosophy to sophistry. I can represent at least some people, but the source of the magical girl in front of me cannot even represent "people".
What it does, what it thinks, may indeed stand on the same enemy's standpoint, but it is hard to say that it stands on the human standpoint. Because of this, Xiaomei could not accept what it said and did.
The reason why they have survived until now, in the desperate situation without a trace of hope, still decided to launch a general attack on the enemy, what is it for? No matter what the answer is, it is inseparable from "human beings", network balls, magical girls, or survivors. They represent the last resistance of mankind and are willing to bear the despair and despair brought about by this war. Pain, to fight for that illusory victory.
They stand here as human beings.
Xiaomei no longer wants to argue with Chobe. She is an idiot, and she can't speak to the other person, but no matter what the other person says, in her ears, it seems to be mocking humans, mocking those warriors who are struggling in vain when they are about to be extinct.
It's just a little speculative.
"...Don't you want to say it? It's a pity. It's been a long time since I spoke to anyone, so I'm looking forward to it." Kewpie shook his tail. Under the water, it was like a reflection The image gradually disappeared and returned to the calm dark blue, "You are such a fool, Xiaomei, you only need to persuade me, but you want to do it with me. Do you really think you can defeat me? Really? I think that violence can change my thoughts? You don’t understand anything and always hold naive thoughts. However, if the desired result cannot be obtained, then even if the process conforms to subjective correctness and humanity, then It is of no use either-because this result will be divided into birth and death."
"...Someone may agree with you, but certainly not everyone agrees." Xiaomei just said this, and started running around Chobe. There are many reasons for her to hesitate, making her feel that it is impossible to defeat this opponent, for example: the opponent is the source of the magical girl's power, how can it be defeated by the magical girl's power? You can find a lot of thoughts like this, even if you don't think deeply, but she also knows that no matter what the reason, when she comes here, she can only fight.
No matter how you think about it, the chances of victory are small. Even so, there is no other choice. In fact, hasn't these people's battles always been like this? Whether the opponent is Chobe or not, their odds of winning are very small. But at this time, "whether you can win" is no longer a reason to fight-you and others are already the last survivors of mankind. If you don't fight, what do you come here for? Wouldn't it be good to just stay where you are and wait for death?
Giving up to survive, killing yourself in order to be free from pain, isn't it easier than struggling in despair now?
——It's ridiculous, it's stupid.
Xiaomei was running, time in her thinking began to slow down, and many things that hadn't been thought of came out of her mind one by one. Some philosophies about life and battle are also revolving around this situation. Many things that have never been understood seem to be understandable. Those thoughts about death, about human beings, about survivors, about the hellish situation and the so far away that there is almost no bright future, are all telling the ridiculous and stupidity of themselves and the companions around them.
However, these mocking thoughts also became blurred under her concentration. In order to defeat Chubby, in order to free his companions from the painful spiritual influence, in order to allow everyone to regain the opportunity to choose whether to accept the pain according to their own will, in order to dig out more possibilities from Chubby , It is necessary to throw away those burdens from the body to the mind.
Whether it is an intelligible idea or an incomprehensible idea, "understanding" itself is not required for combat. Perhaps, on this point, Xiaomei’s cognition is different from other mystery experts. She thinks she is an idiot, and there are some problems that can't be figured out no matter how she thinks about it, so don't think about it, don't understand it.
In just a few seconds, it was divided into dozens of parts, and the time of each part was making Xiaomei away from Chubby’s sight with a faster acceleration. Chubby didn't move, didn't even turn her head, just let Xiaomei follow a maneuvering arc and detour behind her.
The footsteps of Mercedes-Benz, every time it falls on the water and light, there will be dreamlike ripples. Xiaomei's movements are so light, in this wonderful space, she can hardly feel the resistance of the air. Every time she moved forward, she felt that even the gravity seemed to be only at a minimum, and she was almost unable to pull herself - as if she could jump to a height of 100 meters without any effort as long as she jumped up casually.
Little ripples spread around Chobe, but Chobe didn't seem to do anything, but his eyes rolled a bit, seeming to look back, but they were blocked by his eye sockets. The eyeballs pressed to the corners of the eyes clearly reflected the ripples in the water color.
"There is no way. Xiaomei, you are always so eager and irritable. You are already a mystery expert. Haven't you learned how to think in battle? Ignore the thoughts of warning yourself~IndoMTL.com~ Really Is it okay?" Chobe just said that.
At the same time, at the back of its head, Xiaomei released the radioactive force that the magic wand had already stored and pressurized, and a beam of light half the size of a person rushed towards Chubby. Along the way, a long ravine was dug out of the water, light and water that supported both sides like the ground.
Xiaomei didn’t feel that her attack was very powerful. Rather, this level of shock release is still a level of temptation. On the contrary, it seems that this water, light and water color is a bit fragile—it is not a matter of itself. It is more like a phenomenon, Xiaomei once thought that it would not produce such a timely change in response to the situation.
The entire space becomes brighter in the light cannon shooting. Although it is in the form of light, it has not reached the full beam, and even Xiaomei can see the process of its arrival in front of Chobe.
At this moment, Chobe turned his head and met Xiaomei's eyes. The next moment, a beam of light will hit her head. But at this moment, Chobe opened his mouth like a yawn. It was clear that the beam of light was only less than half a metre away from its body, but the action of opening his mouth was more advanced than the beam of light. It's fast.
Although it is very fast, it can make Xiaomei see clearly how its mouth opened to a size larger than its body.
Chubby swallowed the beam of light in one bite.
Xiaomei was a little surprised, but this result was not entirely unexpected. Of course, Chobe won't be able to deal with it very well. For a long time, no one knew how it fought, and now there is no possibility of learning from experience. Xiaomei can only rely on her own experience and intuition, and can only use the mystery of the magical girl to fight. In front of Chobe, these reliances may fail. She is very clear about how she understands herself. enemy.