Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 2225: The Recovery of the Witch

Witch VV is like waking up from a long time. She has the illusion that she has been broken down into countless parts and reassembled again. However, she knows what she is-she was originally It is made up of countless fragments-but in the process of decomposition and reconstruction, how has one changed? What is the most subtle difference between the current self and the past self? She couldn't feel it, she just felt that the current self was herself, still a continuation of the past self, rather than becoming something brand new.

It’s like the growth of a person, including body and mind, and even personality. Over time, some parts of it have changed and changed. Calculated over the past ten years, I feel that the current self is completely different from the past self, but it is People who have grown up from the past self don’t know how many-what has changed, what hasn’t changed, all happen little by little at the most subtle level, in a huge amount, but from a holistic perspective, there is no Too much change.

So, it can only be described as "wake up".

Witch VV has regained consciousness, and it hasn't been too long since the last time she fell asleep, or "death". She still remembers how she was killed, but she still couldn't be sure, the thing that killed herself, the thing called "Jiang", looked like an adult female thing, exactly what it was.

The fear of being killed, the fear before being killed, also awakened with her awakening in the depths of her heart. For a period of time, it was actually very short, but for a very long time for her, she was struggling with this kind of fear. She felt that if she didn't struggle, she would die again, and she didn't know whether it was true or not, and she had never thought about the authenticity of this feeling. As long as she feels this way, she will constantly try to get rid of it.

Until she really felt that "she was completely awake", it was like holding a breath from the bottom of the deep ocean, and finally surfaced. Only after this can she spread her perception to the outside from this completely inner feeling. In an instant, a huge container, body, or rather, a shell of "self-awareness", appeared in her perception-it is not an exaggeration to say that it is huge, she has never had this kind of "in the past." "Huge" feeling, the process of spreading her self-perception allows her to clearly feel this hugeness-just as a patient can finally feel his body, maybe slow, maybe fast, maybe for a moment It may take months or even years, but the parts that are not felt are basically "not felt".

But Witch VV does have a feeling, a kind of "empty", the kind of feeling that the inner self has not been able to fill every corner of the outer body.

The self has awakened, and the self-feeling is constantly expanding, and the speed is very fast, but compared with the "huge" of the body, this speed is not enough. How long did it take for me to feel like "my soul and body are once again integrated"? The witch VV couldn't calculate. The time she felt was very long, but the accurate and direct data that the body fed back showed that it was only an extremely short time.

This kind of accurate and direct counting returned by the body was something she had never felt in her body in the past, which made her immediately realize that her body is no longer a human body. In the past, her body could be regarded as a "human body" or not. She did not have an accurate concept. But if we change it to "how close to the human body in common sense", there is no doubt that today's body is better than the body in the past. , It is farther from this human standard-already far to the point where it may be something different at all.

The body that is different from the human body brings a different feeling and perspective from the human body. It is difficult for the witch VV to describe what is going on when he perceives and observes everything outside, because it is too complicated. If we say that human beings experience the world with the six senses, and even the seven, eighty, ninety in mysticism, all cognition of the world comes from this composite perception. So, the observation experience brought to her by the body of the witch VV is simply an increase from seven, eight or ninety senses to a level of trillions of trillions of perception. Its intertwined and complex integrated operations have completely exceeded her understanding-even so. , She can still use it, and there is no difficulty in "you can't use it if you don't understand it" or "stumbling and stumbling to use it".

She only feels that she can subconsciously use this observation, perception, and every function and power based on this body from a comprehensive perspective, without any running-in problems. Just like after the birth of human beings, they skipped the mastery and learning of the body at the infant stage, and maneuvered their limbs flexibly to complete the movements that the human body should be able to do like a young man.

The human body is limited by the basic constituent factors and structure, and it seems that it can perform many complex movements, but in reality there are constraints. The new body of Witch VV made her feel a kind of freedom and openness far beyond the limits of the human body. What the human body can do, this body can also do, and what the human body cannot do, this body can also do , What human beings need to do in another way, this body can do it directly. So far, the witch VV knows that what humans must use tools to accomplish has been completely covered by the functionality of this body, and it can be continuously expanded-humans also need to invent tools for some tasks, and This body is almost omnipotent. There is no need to think about what to make and how to make it. As long as you realize that "this is in need", the body will create it naturally.

Yes, only a consciousness is needed-on the other hand, if you can't even realize what you need, then this body can't do anything. No, it's not doing nothing, but this kind of internal and instinctive self-evolutionary renewal is very slow when unconsciously dominated.

From this perspective, it also has many similarities with the human body.

Because this new body is so different from the past body, the Witch VV couldn’t find the upper limit of this body for a while—the future of this body seems to be infinitely broad, at least for the time being. That's it.

The inner body based on the "self", the surface and the inside of the body, are becoming mellow, and the witch VV sees "all kinds of foreign objects inside his body". She quickly recognized them, the elementary life, the wizards of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, and the NOG personnel who are not enemies and friends, who are both cooperative and fighting-there are many guys who have never seen one, but there are also worthy of them. The guy who is an "old friend".

"Doroth, and...Father Sisson?" The witch VV recognized Dorothy at a glance. However, Father Sisson and his past have undergone tremendous changes, if not because of this new body. With the new and huge perspective and observation methods, it is almost impossible to find the shadow of Father Xi Sen in this guy. Now, she can recognize Father Sen, precisely because of the angles and observations that are difficult for others to observe. At the level, Father Xi Sen has always been unique, making him something of him, and there has been no drastic change.

However, it is also difficult to say. It is impossible to say that there is no change at all. It is just that there is no safe change in the change relative to its existing form.

Witch VV also confirmed where he was at the same time—still in the ruins of the Bureau of Domination. The penetrating vision has been spreading outward, but it still cannot reach the “edge” of the ruling bureau ruins. It is precisely because today’s self sees more distantly than the past self, so the “ruling bureau ruins that existed in the past may not have The idea of ​​"boundary" is also getting heavier. Everything she sees, whether it is happening or what has already happened, is giving her a sense of weight beyond imagination.

This can no longer be described as "barren, twisted and ruin". This is a huge battlefield, as if as long as the ruling bureau ruins are boundless, this battlefield is boundless-more distorted than the meaning of "distortion". More intense than the meaning of "intensity", this shock and intensity that cannot be expressed in words seems to be just to prove that this is **** now.

There are familiar things that haven't changed—these things have never shown signs of getting better or more relaxed. At the same time, there are also unfamiliar things that have undergone drastic changes-these things have always symbolized the approach of the end. Now, the end is very close.

And Witch VV also confirmed once again that he had not been able to transcend this hellish "doomsday fantasy" as expected, and go to a higher level of beautiful and real "new world". No, rather, I was already prepared to go to heaven, and I did not hesitate to die for this. However, when I woke up and recovered from death, I only saw that I was still in hell, like the past. The preparation and the promise and price paid for it have become a joke.

——Full of malicious jokes.

A huge anger suddenly appeared in the heart of the witch VV. She had never been so angry before, and never felt that she would have such an emotion, and this emotion could be so intense. To such an extent, even the careful and cautious thinking seemed to pause for a few seconds, and even the new body was affected by this anger, and it made a kind of crunching sound that the ears could not hear.

Indeed, I seem to be stronger than before, but if I still stay in hell, what's the point of being strong? No matter how powerful, as long as you can't escape from **** or the end, any self-feeling "powerful" is nothing but an illusion. Now, can I still not escape this illusion?

"Lose! Dorothy!" Witch VV's voice burst out angrily in every corner of the new body, on the huge battlefield outside the body, "You didn't keep your promise!"

At this moment, Witch VV only feels that he is disintegrating again, and every fragment that constitutes him is like a piece of scum-like personality, unable to synthesize the identity of the individual "Witch VV" as in the past. Knowing, however, is not falling apart. These fragments that make up the whole of "self" today are as if shaken out by a huge shock, and they are only connected with each other by complicated silk threads. But it is precisely because their existence has become more independent, more eye-catching, and more present. Therefore, the witch VV is in the blur, as if they can hear each of their voices: this voice, and her The sound is consistent.

——Full of memories, anticipation, yearning, anger and sadness after disillusionment.

It's not just a whole "self" that knows its own failures, all the fragments that make up the whole of the self also know their own failures. This sense of failure, as well as the emotions that accompany the failure, made the witch VV feel that he was once again submerged by the turbulent sea, and was swept into the seabed by the huge wave, heavy and suffocated.

Witch VV started a new struggle. During the struggle, most of the "impurities" hiding in the body were emptied, thrown away, and killed, leaving only what she wanted most subconsciously. What is left: Dorothy and Father Sisson, because these two people are the most likely existences for you to answer her questions.

She has almost lost her mind, but she hasn't lost her mind completely.

The witch VV who gained a new life from the devastation of "Sha", the new night of Valpus was born from the night of Valpus in the past~IndoMTL.com~ is undergoing riots, and huge data hedging has led to The perimeter that was sufficiently distorted was distorted again—this shock was so strong that even the distortion caused by the deviant ritual that spread to the entire ruling bureau was not enough to resist the distortion of this intensity.

The new night of Valpus was in this process of huge changes and impacts both internally and externally, allowing its body to expand again, and in a blink of an eye, it swallowed its own original body. Nearly ten times the amount of space, almost completely transformed the district of the ruling bureau where it was located into a part of it.

The rapidly increasing volume also brought a certain amount of pressure, and it was this pressure that dragged the Witch VV back from anger to the edge of collapse. She felt it again, the relaxed feeling of suffocating to the limit and finally getting out of the sea. She felt that she could continue to think again for the time being.

Father Dorothy and Father Sisson did not lose their place in this angry shock. No matter which one they are, they have the ability to quickly adapt to changes in the current environment. Even so, staying inside an angry Valpus night, and this Valpus night was born based on the "strong man" I knew in the past, I would still feel tremendous pressure. Facing the theoretically stronger Witch VV, and I don't know how powerful it is, both Dorothy and Father Sisson are ready to escape.