Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 227: Turn
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Engels turned around with an unpleasant look, and threw himself into the couch in front of the fireplace, with his arms resting on his eyes, as if to say, don't bother me.
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Alice reluctantly retracted her gaze, with a cramped expression, she didn't know where to put her hands and feet, and couldn't say anything she wanted to say. His eyes turned between me and Sakuya, and he said awkwardly: "Then, that... I'll go out for a while too?"
"No, it's better for you and Mr. Engels to stay in the house." I pushed my glasses, gave her a helpless and apologetic smile, and said to Sakiya, "Let's go to the yard."
Sakiya looked at me quietly, and there was no thought in the eyes that reflected calmly like a mirror. Being stared at by such gazes, to be honest, was really creepy. But I just stared at her in this way, hoping to convey what I really thought in my heart through this silence-I couldn't tell what it was. Her choice was not unexpected, but when she really chose this way, I was wondering again, was her choice correct? Should I stop her, or tell her the truth?
However, for her, what qualifications do I have to determine whether her choice is correct, and whether her future is happy? Precisely because it is subconscious to choose to replace memory, so perhaps deep in her heart, it would be happier to do so. It was precisely because she had made the choice she believed was the right one, so she took the step where she appeared.
For her, this step is probably very necessary, and it is the key to happiness.
Of course, in my own opinion, her behavior is unfair to Mae, but the choice is such a thing, which will always bring some changes to the surroundings unknowingly. So, since Zhenjiang doesn't care if he is being hostile for irrelevant reasons, and is even pleased with the changes brought about by such hostility, if I take action without authorization, is it another kind of self-righteousness?
At this time, I feel very profoundly the martial universe, the holy king made the sacred king, the night kills the god, the **** seal, the throne seeks the devil, the strongest world, the strongest abandonment, the great Zhou royal family, the night kills the god, the **** seal, the throne, seeks the devil, the world, the nine heavens The strongest abandoning the Shao-Da-Zhou imperial family to martial the universe will kill the night god, God seal the throne to seek the devil, and the Nine Heavens, the strongest abandon the Shao Da Zhou royal family to create the gods, the night kill the god, the seal, the throne, and the Ninth-Heaven, the strongest abandon the Shao Da Zhou royal family As for the independent and related characteristics between people and society, and as a human being, no, it should be said that it is my own limitations.
In the final analysis, I long for a hero and hope to become a hero because I am just a mortal after all, and I am still a middle school student who has not graduated from high school. This feeling of being unable to take any action, only being able to watch silently, this kind of feeling as if watching the flow of the long river of fate, and discovering that no matter how strong I become, I am still just a strong ant, it is really uncomfortable. .
However, this is reality. Even if we can see the context of the River of Destiny from the past, it does not mean we have the ability to conquer it. A drop of water, even if it never fades away, is just a drop of water.
A person may dominate only his own destiny.
Then, if someone can control the destiny of everyone, then that person must be "everyone."
Just like Zhenjiang, if one day, all the personalities born in her body can appear in this world in a more real way. Then, "she" is a society and a world in itself, and the choice of "her" can naturally represent the choice of "theirs" and thus dominate the destiny of "theirs".
Maybe...
Things that are illusory.
After all, it's just my own delusion.
It is impossible for me to know the future of Zhenjiang. Although we are united, we may not be the same species. What she can do, I am not sure, the only thing she can do is trust.
Love her, believe her, watch her, no matter when, if she can get happiness, this is the only thing I can do.
But one thing is certain. I hope Sakiya can cherish her choice and don't regret the future caused by this choice, because I hope she can be happy.
It was this kind of thought that made me feel lost and trance for an instant.
Then, Sakiya uttered an "um" sound, pulling me back into reality.
"Then...you two, are you really going outside?" Alice spoke on the sidelines, and she saw implicit concern in our eyes. This concern may come from being sensitive to the current atmosphere, perhaps from the hazy and humid climate outside, or from being at a loss for the future. She moved her eyes to the window, where the curtains were hung, closed tightly, only the sound of thunderstorm coming through the gap.
The inside and the outside are like two different worlds.
"Yes, I won't go far in the yard, so don't worry." As I have done countless times in the past, I said to Alice with a gentle smile.
Alice seemed to lose consciousness for a while, and then sighed with a helpless smile.
"If there is anything I can help, please feel free to call me over."
"I see, thank you, Ms. Alice."
I put the last face mask on the table into my arms, and Sakiya pulled up the black robe hood and walked into the courtyard through the back door. The layout of this courtyard is roughly the same as that of the bartender's house, but the biggest difference is probably that there is no plant bar. Although the plants in this world do not have any ornamental value, they are as gloomy as the weather, exuding a gray atmosphere, and feel as if they are between vitality and decay, but without the plants, But it makes people feel more lonely and lonely.
Rain water dripped down the brim of the hat, walking in the rain curtain in front of Sakuya, as if going all the way into the dark mist, then stopped five meters in front of me, squatted down, and seemed to find something thing. I speeded up my pace and walked up, following her line of sight, I saw a line on the ground at some point: The yard has activated the barrier for sound-shielding--Jiang.
"...I really want to." Sakiya's voice couldn't hear any emotions, "She knows we will come to this place?"
"Probably." I said vaguely.
"Can Achuan guess it too? I will choose a mask and come to this yard together." She turned her head, unable to see her face and eyes, only a hazy outline, and the glasses in the shadow of the mask The reflection of the film.
"It’s hard to say, because I didn’t think about it. But if I insist, it’s not hard to guess." Although I don’t know why she asked this question, I think she’s serious, so there is no Ranwen Novel.com casually dealt with it.
Sakiya sighed, unable to hear clearly in the thunderstorm.
"Sure enough, it is still the same, many things around me have changed, but Achuan has not changed. This should be reassuring, or what..."
"Ah, no, actually I have changed a lot..." I quickly retorted, but I didn't understand the mood when I said this, I just said it subconsciously. Sakuya's abnormal posture made me feel a little nervous, and the thought that she was about to put on that unpredictable face mask made me feel a little complicated.
"In my opinion, there is no change in Ranwen Novel." Sakuya said forcefully, making me unable to continue to refute.
"Agawa said he was going to be a hero, right?" Sakiya didn't wait for me to answer. Sakuya said to herself, "Actually, Agawa was already a hero. From the evening of the first meeting, you succeeded. It changed my life and gave me happiness that I thought I would never get. Although I just looked at Agawa from a distance, the days I spent with Morino were really happy... But that woman destroyed everything... …I also know that it’s too unkind to say such things. If she, a woman named Zhenjiang, does not show up, maybe the ending will be worse. However, in any case, I can’t forgive it."
Can't forgive the goat union that killed Morino.
Can't forgive Mae who killed Morino.
I can't forgive myself for letting Morino die.
"I have been watching Ah Chuan all the time, recalling those happy and sad stories you tell me every day. I'm such a fool, I can't always understand what you want to say to me. But , I think, maybe I can understand a little bit. Maybe this is fate, even if Mae is the woman Achuan likes, even if I have made up my mind, no matter what, I must stay by Achuan’s side and watch you become a hero or... The moment of death. But, sorry..." Sakuya turned her back to me, whimpering slightly, her small shoulders trembling, I wanted to step forward, but she stopped drinking, "Don't come over"
"Sakuya..." Although the whole world is humid, I still feel dry and dry.
"You've always...never ever called me Aya." Sakiya sniffed, stood up, turned around and lifted the hood. In a moment, the heavy rain wetted her short hair. The rainwater slid down her face, and her wet face couldn't tell where the rain was and where the tears were. Even the lens became misty, and the eyes hidden behind could not be seen.
"A...night..."
"It's so stiff." Sakiya let out a flutter. Is it laughter?
But, why, at this time, can you laugh at such a thing? I also took off my hood, let the heavy rain wet my head and face, and let the cold temperature soak through the dry corners of my eyes.
"A Ye, you really decided..."
"Sorry." Sakiya interrupted me, "Tomie's words, I can bear it. But no matter what, I can't forgive Mae, just like I can't forgive myself. If I'm not here to take the first step , Maybe I can’t move forward anymore. So, please forgive my waywardness, A Chuan, don’t hate me or pity me. This is my choice, my decision, I won’t regret it, please keep watching Me. I won’t lose, absolutely"
Maybe it's the wind and rain, maybe it's auditory hallucinations, but maybe she really said it.
So softly: I, what a fool.
Sakiya took off his glasses and looked up at me. When I saw her without glasses last time, her eyes were different. At this moment, I have got the answer, it is impossible for me to stop her.
"Take off your glasses, is it okay?" I didn't know why, I suddenly asked.
"It's okay." In the smile that Sakiya showed, there was no sorrow at Ranwen. "This is a flat mirror, haven't I said it? In fact, I don't have any nearsightedness. I just listen to people." Say, I wear it with a more temperament, so I wear it all the time. But..." She snorted like a sigh, "Achuan, can I exchange my glasses?"
"Ah? Oh. It's okay." I took off my glasses, and the rain had already blurred them, "What's the point?"
"Well, I will treat it as my most important treasure." Sakiya replied suddenly and cautiously. Her serious expression suddenly made my heart bump into the deer. Is it the first time I saw her showing such an expression? Although Sakuya usually cannot say that he does not have the spirit of Ranwen Novel.com, should it be said that he is vaguely natural, or is he a student with a thin sense of existence? But now, her body seems to be shining brightly.
A colorful light.
When I exchanged my glasses with her, scenes from the past with her appeared in my mind.
"What are you thinking about? The scene when I saw my **** in the bath?" Sakuya's voice pierced into her ears, "Agawa is really a gangster, a fool, a pervert, a hopeless paranoia."
"Ah, there is no Ranwen Novel Network or Ranwen Novel Network." I quickly argued, but found that Sakiya's face did not have any ridicule from Ranwen Novel Network, only a warm smile, so I could only Wuzhe sighed and said, "Well, I will treasure this pair of glasses, but we are not going to see it again. What are you doing with such frustrating remarks? You must be fine, Sakuya. No matter what. The present is still the future. Even if we are separated temporarily, as long as we are alive, there will be a day of reunion."
"Yes, Agawa." With a gentle expression, Sakiya put my glasses in my pocket and took out the mask. "So, let's start, Agawa. Now that the woman said, what soundproofing is installed here? Enchantment, although it is unimaginable, is clearly not a street person, but can actually do that kind of thing. However, I believe her."
"Really..." Unexpectedly, Sakiya would actually utter the word "believe" to Mae.
When I was a little surprised, Sakuya suddenly put on the mask, and without any hesitation, I put it on before I could react.
In the beginning, she just stood there quietly, no matter what I called her name carefully, there was no movement at all. That mask is almost a closed black cover. I don’t know if it’s the reason for the production. It is completely different from the masks worn on those black-robed wizards that I have seen before. There are holes in the position of the facial features, only because it is close to the skin, the outline of the facial features is outlined.
On the material like cloth and plastic, the lighter gray color began to swim irregularly, as if the Rorschach ink map was continuously generated.
What happened?
Will you not feel suffocated?
After a while, I started to feel a little uneasy, but I didn’t know what I should do or what I could do. When I hesitated, her outstretched finger touched her shoulder, she immediately had a violent reaction .
It was as if she had lost her strength, her feet were soft, she knelt on the ground all of a sudden, and her body began to twitch violently. The contours of the facial features were distorted, showing a painful expression. Just looking at it made me feel the same, but when I wanted to pass, she pushed it away. It seems that this resistance is unconscious, but it has extraordinary power.
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
She made a silent pain. Although I couldn't hear it in my ears, my heart seemed to shrink in an instant, and my brain was filled with such painful echoes. Even if I hold my ears tightly, the painful feeling is still a little bit. Silk ground penetrated into my nerves.
What is this?
What happened to this power?
Unbelievable, unimaginable, unintelligible. But judging from the performance of the outside world, it seems that this painful infection only happened in the yard. Perhaps it was because of the soundproof barriers, they were all concentrated in the yard. It's painful, does Jin Jiang know that something like this will happen? When this thought came up in my mind, I couldn't help but smile. She should know, after all, she has the memory and experience of an elite mage, and in this situation, it is as if she was punished by her. Can't die, but very uncomfortable.
Are you jealous? It seems that this is the first time I have suffered from dealing with other women. Should I be happy or unhappy? I can only use this seemingly endless thinking to disperse the pain that seeps into my mind.
Although I can't seem to do anything at all, I have already made a promise with Sakiya. Keep your eyes on her, no matter what the situation is, whether she is sad, happy, or painful, don't look away from her.
This is her battle.
What happened inside her is completely impossible to judge from the outside. I could only see her rolling on the ground, wailing, and hitting the ground with her head, which made me almost think her head would burst. However, the ground cracked. Although her head did not explode, she was obviously injured. Blood was constantly dripping from her forehead~ IndoMTL.com~ The painful outline of the facial features made people feel There was a burst of heartache.
Wow ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
The dense gray mist in the yard flows unusually in the silent wailing. The path seen by the naked eye does not follow the direction of the wind. It's like there are several invisible sticks stirring in it, and the vortexes intersect and spread out, leaving another chaotic air current.
The Rorschach ink map on the mask became clear, and it seemed that the speed of deformation was gradually slowing down. The outline of the facial features protruding on the mask suddenly tore a gap in the mouth.
"Wow, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ahhhhhhhh" Saya, who was crawling on the ground, hugged her head, suddenly straightened her waist, facing the sky, making an unusually clear and loud wailing like a wild beast. It seems that at this moment, the voice of the entire world is covered by this cry.
The scenery around Sakuya was obviously distorted, and the surging gray mist gathered into a spiral shape, continuously pouring into her mouth. Or should it be said that she was sucked in?
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