Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 363: Implant

363 implantation

I suppressed the restlessness in my heart and stared at the chip in my hand. This is the carrier that Dorothy uses to store the information of self-personality consciousness. It is a terrible technology that can save the amount of information of a person's soul in a volume as small as a fingernail. The material it is made of is very strong and almost indestructible, and the information stored will not be damaged until the material is completely aging. In Dorothy’s statement, it is a hard disk, processor and even a terminal that are closely connected to the brain, but are mutually exclusive. The human brain can cooperate with the brain hardware to obtain greater and more direct information storage and more. Fast information processing speed, if the human brain dies, the brain hardware can still function. The "brain hardware" that will be implanted in my body stores a large amount of information about the ruling bureau. Once the implantation is successful, I will learn the language of the ruling bureau in an instant and have the ability to illegally hack into the secure network system.

But these abilities are all secondary to Dorothy. "I want to take you up, you can see what the world really looks like, even though you can't understand it." Dorothy said to me.

"Can’t it be implanted for other people? Just like them." I’m talking about Gregya and Tritty. "If you really have this ability, they won’t mind taking a look at what you call The world is real."

"Brain hardware is the crystallization of my latest technology, and the requirements for implanters are very strict. To be honest, in this world, perhaps only you have this qualification." Dorothy said: "They The two are different from us."

But I looked at Gregya and Tritty, and couldn't find out where they were different from me.

"They have conscious bodies, but they no longer have their own bodies." Dorothy emphasized the incomprehensible words.

"I don't understand. We stand here well, don't we?" Tridi shook her head, bends her fingers in confusion, and waved her arms. "My body is always here."

"No, this is just the body of consciousness." Dorothy said, ignoring them, and asked me: "Now, are you ready? Gao Chuan"

"Yes, I am ready." I answered without hesitation. I obviously felt the worried gazes of Gregya and Tritty, but a strong impulse made me determined to do it. As Dorothy said, there are certain things I have to do. Just like now, agreeing to Dorothy's terms and getting Gregya and Tritty out of the dangerous dominance as soon as possible is what I must do. I'm not sure if I missed this opportunity, whether I can protect these two women on the next journey until I find a way to leave.

Although Dorothy treats me like an acquaintance, I am not sure if she is completely harmless.

The way this girl exists now is enough to prove that she has enough power to do some things, or let others who don't approve of her do some things according to her words.

"What should I do now?" I didn't wait for others to speak, and said first: "What machine do you want to start?"

"No, you only need to insert the chip in your hand into your right eye." Dorothy said, but this time she obviously didn't want Gregya and Tritty to understand our conversation, so she used The language of the Central Duchy.

Gregya and Tritty are very unhappy about this, but they have no choice. "Be careful, don't just believe what this guy said! Mr. Gaochuan." Gregya said to me.

Until Tritty and Gregya turned over the display stack, avoiding them far. I was a little surprised and said: "This chip is your carrier! What do you want to do? Shouldn't you prepare a blank brain hardware for me?"

"There is no second share." Dorothy said in a calm tone: "You must share a piece with me until this piece of brain hardware reproduces in your body that belongs to you. And that's the only way. I can take you up. You don’t need to worry that I’m trying to occupy your body. I’m not interested in being a man. Moreover, you have very special factors in your body that will counteract all malicious attacks. I I don't want to be eaten by it."

"The special factor... the same is what my classmate Shise said to me. She said that all the memories I had forgotten are stored in that factor, and said that I should retrieve these memories." I hesitated and said "Although many things seem to confirm her statement, I also think that those memories should be retrieved, but...I am not sure if I want to do this, why should I do it?"

"Maybe the classmate Seise told you that that special factor is called the'Jiang' factor. Her statement is not completely correct. In fact, we are not sure whether it is the'Jiang' factor or It's just a normal factor that mutates after being infected by the'Jiang' factor." When Dorothy talked about the special factor in my body, her tone seemed to tighten, "But anyway, this special factor is the same as'Jiang' Factors have a special relationship.'Jiang' factors are terrible things. If you do not intend to retrieve your memory, you must be careful. When you fall into the abyss of consciousness, it may attack you and eat you. Once you are eaten, there will never be Gaochuan again. Even if the body produces new personality awareness information again, it is a brand-new personality consciousness that has nothing to do with Gaochuan. There is no personality consciousness structure with Gaochuan characteristics as a skeleton. , The information stored in the special factors will always only be the residue of a piece of Gaochuan personality awareness information."

It took me a while before I roughly digested Dorothy’s last difficult theoretical explanation about "Gaochuan Personality Consciousness". The general meaning of this paragraph is: everyone's personality consciousness has its own unique structure. To make a simple analogy, this structure is like a different model. No matter how the memory, experience, concepts, and even thoughts that fill this structure change, as long as the structure does not change, it will eventually form a personality consciousness that is the same in basic structure and even essential characteristics, just like whether it is poured in the mold. Water is still cement, and the shape of the mold and even the inside of it will not change-this situation is still recognized as the same person in Dorothy's theory.

However, once this structure is broken, even if there is a new structure, this structure will lose the inherent characteristics of the previous structure. In this case, the new structure and the old structure are no longer considered to be the same person. NS.

"According to you, once I retrieve those memories, I will give up everything I have now?"

"No, it's not everything you own, but yourself." Dorothy emphasized once again: "Your current personality consciousness will be reformatted to facilitate integration with the information stored in special factors. Because the information is not just memory."

"Just like different metals can form alloys, but the materials are different, the synthesis process is easy or difficult, and the final alloy material will be different?" I said.

"The actual situation is more complicated, but this description is very vivid. The new Gaochuan must become the strongest of various ratios." Dorothy said: "Gaochuan, you are in this theoretical concept Shang still has excellent understanding, which is also the proof of the theory of personality structure. Having different memories, lives and experiences does not mean that a person’s essence and characteristics will be different. Even if personality and memory are brand new, In the case that the essential structure of his personality consciousness has not changed, he will still have similar dreams, similar emotions, similar ideas, similar abilities, similar thinking directions, and even doing the same things. Make similar choices."

Doroth did not give me any choice advice, as if, as she said, no matter which choice, it is up to me to decide. However, her tone made me feel that if I did not choose to integrate the information in the special factors, it would be impossible or difficult to accomplish what I would like to do next. I am in a strong and inexplicable sense of responsibility and mission. The strong impulse in my body makes me choose to merge, but my reason is telling myself not to do that. My emotions are fluctuating and I can't make a decision in a short time. .

Which normal person would give up on himself? What's more, I don't understand what she said I must do.

For me in this world, what do I desperately want to do? I want to save the world, but the end of the world seems unavoidable. I want to save mankind, but not everyone wants me to do so, and it is impossible for me to save everyone. I hope to be able to protect the people I love when the end is coming, but I don't know if I can do it.

Yes, I have always understood that I want to be different. I try to find out what makes me different. Then I believe that I am different. I believe that my own difference can bring strength to me. This power can make me a hero.

I want to be a hero, a hero for someone or someone.

However, this idea and sense of mission seem to be somewhat different from Dorothy's "things that only I have to do and can do".

I know why this difference was born—the world in Dorothy’s eyes is obviously not the same as mine.

I don’t know the relationship between the two, whether the completion of one will affect the other, and what effect will it have.

I am willing to implant the brain hardware. This is because I can let Gregya and Tritty leave safely, so that I can experience the power of the brain and hardware, and can satisfy everything I have said about color and Dorothy. , And the curiosity of everything that is happening in me. This seems to be a way to get the best of both worlds. But at the same time, we must bear the risks it brings.

The windy whispers are always echoing in my mind:

——Are you ready? Really, really, are you ready?

——What price are you willing to pay to realize your wish?

"Why are you telling me these things? The information between you and me is not symmetrical. You can deceive me or use stronger means." I asked her.

"Because we can’t judge how complicated a person’s psychology is. There is no evidence to prove that willing people can increase the success rate in this fusion of personality awareness information, but there is no evidence to prove that doing so Will not increase the success rate. We need the greatest success rate, the most perfect result." Dorothy said: "Once you implant the brain hardware, the choice will follow. I ask you again, Gao Chuan, Are you really ready?"

I heard windy whispers saying to me:

——This is your last job.

——This is the key to your return to the resting place.

——Maybe you will become a hero.

——But if you escape this choice,

——You will lose everything you have forever.

I don't understand whether this sound comes from my subconscious or something hidden deep in my body. The danger signaled by this warning is making the alarm bells in my heart. Probably no one can clearly see the key to their future. Perhaps more people feel that if you give up this time, there will be more opportunities in the future. But-"I am different"-I told myself: "What I hear now is not an illusion from outside influences, but a warning from life and mission. The most critical choice in my life , Right now."

No one can help me make a choice, even Dorothy did not let me make a choice right away, even so, this choice will not disappear.

I took a deep breath. There is no smell of cigarettes, only the stench of corpses and the unique smell of electronic equipment.

"I'm ready." I said, "When will Gregya and Tritty leave?"

"The moment you implant the brain hardware, the node transmission will be synchronized." Dorothy said: "As long as you stare at them with your right eye, I can lock their positions."

I stopped talking, and I held the chip hard and climbed onto the mountain of screens, tubes, parts, and working metal instruments. Then, I stood on this hill of metal, wires and display screens, overlooking Gregya and Tritty below. They are so young and prosperous, and they have a better future. They shouldn't stay here, nor should they struggle in such a terrible doomsday future.

If I accept the brain hardware, I see the "world" in the eyes of classmates and Dorothy. Maybe I can find the most ideal path.

What I do is not to deceive myself, nor is it hypocritical. I don't know what my future will be. I don't know if the end of the world will come, and I am not sure if I can realize all my dreams, but now, at this moment, right here, I will become their hero!

"Mr. Gaochuan?" Gregya's puzzled voice came.

I forcibly inserted the chip into my right eye.

It hurts, it hurts. There was only a blood-red vision in my right eye, the warm liquid was sliding down the skin, and the pain caused the brain to tremble with every nerve twitch. Then, the world in my right eye gradually dimmed and plunged into darkness. In the only left eye, Gregya and Tritty both showed unbelievable expressions, and then Gregya screamed.

I don't know what she is calling, because pain seems to have occupied all the nerve channels to the brain, and the information of pain fills the brain. I don't know if it really hurts when I am blinded. I feel that my brain is about to boil, like a hot pot of porridge, and this scorching heat is quickly spreading to all parts of the body.

I felt that the world seemed to be quiet all of a sudden, there was no sound, no movement, everything in my vision became slow, until it was completely still.

Gregya and Tritty stared at me, covering their mouths, and staring at me. And I can't move, every structure, every tissue, every cell in the body has broken away from its original way of operation, and is operating in another equally incomparably complicated mode.

Then, where Gregya and Tritty were, white light lit up. The white light quickly brightened to the point where they could no longer see their figures. Then, the white light revolved. Subsequently, the white whirlpool kept shrinking, and finally turned into a light spot, disappearing from my field of vision.

Gregya and Tritty disappeared, and the surrounding parts, wires, instruments, and display screens were also disappearing. In the end, even the room disappeared completely. I feel like I am in a pitch-black space with nothing, and my immobile body is being pushed by some kind of flowing force, and I don't know where to float.

When the light and scenery appeared in this empty space, I found myself standing in a park. Not far from it was a sand pool. Three girls were playing in the sand, and their bodies and faces were dirty. Xi, but with a joyful smile. They turned their heads at me and waved to me, "A Chuan, come!" I turned my body, and not far from the other side was a small slide and a swing~ IndoMTL.com~ The top of the slide was a big one. A little girl, her straight black hair covers half of her face, making me unable to see her look. However, I know who she is——Mae, one year older than me, is the girl of my first love .

Yes, I am just a child about ten years old.

Although the appearance and temperament are somewhat different, this girl named Mae reminds me of Omi. Later, more names came to my mind-Jiang, Zhenjiang, Fujiang, Youjiang, Omi...

Then, on the swing where I was swinging, I saw two familiar people with the same girl-like appearance—Doroth was sitting on the swing, being pushed up by the color, making a joyous gesture. laughter.

In this small playground dyed red by dusk, everything is so peaceful, and a sensibility made me cry.

Everything is so familiar, everything is like yesterday, but I can't remember anything.

The world dimmed again, and I was back in the dark space where there was nothing. Originally, I just accepted all this in silence, but now it makes me intolerable.