Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 370: Memory Corridor (5)

I generally understand Dr. Ender's theory of personality formation. (_--) This is one of the most popular opinions, but this theory actually contradicts Dorothy's statement.

Doroth does not believe that information itself is the foundation of personality. She believes that information is just a filler, used to fill an inherently shaped structure, and this structure itself is the basis of personality. When a baby is first born, this structure already exists before it has memory and comprehension capabilities. This means that when a person is born, the nature of his personality is determined physiologically. To put it simply, it means that whether a person's personality template is good or bad is determined at birth.

Because different information is filled in the process of growing up, a person with a bad guy template will not necessarily do bad things. Of course, he may be more prone to bad things than a guy with a good guy template, which is the so-called "bad guy embryo."

This theory of Dorothy is probably extended from the theory of genes, of course, the actual situation will be more complicated.

In Dr. Ander's theory, the brain information that constitutes the person "Gao Chuan" and the way in which the information is related have changed, forming different "Kao Chuan". The personality of this theory is completely orderly, and human behavior can be observed and analyzed in accordance with the rules.

In Dorothy’s theory, personality is not completely ordered and has a fixed structure, but the brain information that fills it can be ordered or disordered. In other words, it’s out of chaos-so you Extra things can be inserted, as long as the structure is not deformed. At the same time, the thinking and behavior patterns of the target person observed by outsiders seem to have a certain pattern and order, but in fact, it is only a reflection of "order under disorder", but because of the existence of The state of disorder in order, so it is impossible to fully measure a person’s psychology and behavior.

Although I am a psychology student in the Doomsday Fantasy, my talents cannot judge the pros and cons of the two statements. Judging from the current situation, the activities of Dr. Ender, Dorothy and others are based on their own theories. And have achieved some results. When I woke up, my memory and even my personality had changed, however. I didn't feel the difference before and after the change. This is evidence of Dorothy's theory. However, Dr. Ender's experiment also went smoothly, and I lost my memory as a result. And in the eyes of these people, there is a huge difference between my personality, thinking, and behavior. I am a brand-new "Gaochuan". Of course, there are also reasons why I am trying to make myself behave like this. about this point. They still have doubts, and continue to observe and test.

"Can you roughly understand these theories about personality?" Dr. Ender asked.

"Yes, I can understand." I said.

Next, Dr. Ender looked at the report again, then picked up the remote control and adjusted the picture displayed on the window-shaped screen. The original video of the bright outside world disappeared, and then a video-the thin young man soaked in yellow liquid suddenly convulsed. Closed eyes showed signs of vigorous activity. Even his expression began to change. After a while, he suddenly opened his eyes, because he did not adapt to the environment of being soaked in the yellow liquid, causing signs of drowning, and constantly vomiting bubbles...

I quickly understood. This is the video when I wake up. Dr. Ender does not taboo that I am here, or rather. He simply wants me to see this video.

In a transparent container more than two meters high, the yellow liquid was quickly drawn away along a large number of hoses. The heavily armed researchers rushed in and started investigating my condition.

These things have left an impression in my brain and hardware, but through this video, I can see the surrounding environment clearly for the first time.

The laboratory is very spacious, and the most conspicuous thing is the metal stele in the middle—I don't know how to describe this thing. It's black and smooth, standing in the center of the room like a monument.

Around the base of the metal stele is a circular pond filled with yellow liquid. (_--) On the ground on the outer edge of the pond, many transparent containers more than two meters high are three meters apart, arranged in a dazzling spiral. However, within the visible range, except for the container I was removed from , The other containers are empty.

The yellow liquid circulates between each other through the hose connecting the container and the pond.

I felt that Dr. Ender’s eyes were falling on my face, but I did not pay attention to it, and did not give up continuing to observe the laboratory, especially the black metal monument. I wiped my eyes, and I always felt there was some strange pattern on it.

"This is the hardware system of the doomsday illusion." Dr. Ender suddenly said: "The thing like the metal monument is the control center. When you are sent into the access pod, you will enter it in a state of consciousness and experience The most realistic virtual reality in the world. The yellow liquid is a nutrient solution specially developed for this system. We call it l. It enters your body circulation with your breathing and provides you with what you need for life. Nutrient and oxygen. Of course, the effect is best when you are in an unconscious state. If you wake up inside, drowning and even a certain degree of rejection will occur."

"What is the use of this system?" I asked, "What are you going to do with me in this doomsday illusion?"

"One thing you understand is wrong. My plan does need to be carried out through this system, but you don't need to deliberately do anything when you are connected to the doomsday illusion." My gaze turned to Dr. Ender next to me. After moving a bit, he once again crossed his fingers, pressed his chin, and stared at me, and said, "Everything in the doomsday fantasy... , And you just need to be yourself in the script."

To be honest, I don't quite understand this ambiguous statement.

"Script? You mean script?" I said: "Everyone in the doomsday illusion will speak, think and act according to the script? It's like an rpg?"

I don’t think the so-called "script" can do this. Dr. Ender hesitated to answer this question. After a moment of silence, he said to me: "...Of course it is impossible to control every ‘character’."

Doctor Ender added an accent to the word "role", and then continued: "Because of some complicated reasons, we don't have that kind of authority... You can also think that we don't have that kind of ability. In fact, , Are the same thing, but we still have the ability to adjust the development direction of the entire virtual reality world, such as accelerating the arrival of the so-called'doomsday'."

Faced with Dr. Ender’s cold and natural statement. I don't know how to describe my mood at this time. In his mouth, I, Sakiya, Hakkei, Omi, Father Xi Sen in the doomsday illusion, including other adventurers and Doomsday Shinrikyo. The actions and intersections resulting from the "doomsday" prophecies, those extremely serious thinking and determination, and even any ugliness and goodwill, have become like a bad joke-the development of this world is just a long-established outline of the story That's it. It is true that the details of the process will produce uncontrollable changes, but what will end in the end, and when will this end come. All have been doomed.

Yes, I admit that this "script control" argument can explain the series of changes I encountered in the doomsday fantasy. All the omens I received seem to imply that "the end of the world is inevitable." It can even explain the "world line convergence theory". Because all this is under the interference of people in a "God" state, it is a deliberate setting.

In this script setting, the doomsday illusion is a world that exists according to the theory of world lines.

However. I have some doubts. Although all this seems to be under the control of Dr. Ender, he seems to know everything, but does he really know all the things that happen in the doomsday illusion? Even, does he really understand that this doomsday illusion is a world based on the "world line"?

If he really knew everything, then color and Dorothy appeared. And what is the significance of their behavior of emphasizing the "world line theory"? Every time I think back to the scene at that time, as well as their words and attitudes. Will deepen the idea that they are working on a secret plan and they will not do meaningless things.

Thanks to the brain and hardware. Let me know that my awakening is not in Dr. Ender's plan. His experiment was interrupted in a certain sense because of some extremely secret interference from Dorothy and Dorothy-among them, Dorothy seemed to have invaded the doomsday illusion as a hacker. Said it has failed. This made him have to turn to me for help. Of course, this approach of seeking help may be an attitude and psychological temptation. His situation is not so bad that it cannot do without me. However, there is also no evidence to prove that he really does not need my help. Otherwise, he can use other topics as test questions.

If Dr. Ender’s trust in the "script" trumps everything, but cannot verify whether the Doomsday Realm is really framed by "his script", then the existence and behavior of the color and Dorothy become interesting Woke up.

What kind of environment are they in to get the ability to interfere with the doomsday illusion script?

Sei Se and Dorothy are both patients with doomsday syndrome like me. What is their status in the hearts of Dr. Ender and even the researchers in this hospital? Is it as special as me? There are also Sakiya, Hakkei, and Marceau... Except in the doomsday illusion, since I woke up, I haven't heard about them at all.

However, I cannot directly ask Dr. Ender about their condition. Because I am a teenager with "amnesia", a Gao Chuan with a "new personality", I must continue to play this role for the time being.

After a long silence, I asked: "I still don't understand what this doomsday illusion has to do with my treatment. Your plans and experiments are all for curing patients with doomsday syndrome, right?"

"No, my plan and experiment are not to make the doomsday syndrome disappear, but to make the doomsday syndrome'controllable' and'beneficial'." Dr. Ender said this, shaking his head, showing a slight smile. "It seems that you really forgot our original agreement."

"Promise?" I was a little surprised.

"Yes, I did. You used to be a better child." Dr. Ender leaned back on the back of the chair, "You don’t just help an unfamiliar one. People, not to mention, take the initiative to participate in the experiment of a dangerous plan. However, when I was worrying about the experiment, you offered the conditions in exchange for voluntary participation in the plan. Before that, everyone in this hospital I didn’t even realize that you are actually the most special one of those patients with doomsday syndrome."

"This sounds like a deal." I interjected indifferently. However, my mind was extremely unstable at this time. Dr. Ender's words are like a switch, and the brain hardware starts to work again, releasing more memories.

These memories put me in a state of auditory and visual hallucinations. It seems that an old image overlaps with the current scene. In the second half of this period, I couldn't even hear what Dr. Ender was saying, just pretending to be listening.

That was after the doctor in the hospital confirmed that he was infected with the biochemical virus. Sentenced to a period of long-term hospitalization.

At the time, I had noticed that all the people who survived in the town were found to have been infected with the virus, but it was not just the people in the town who were infected. Many patients with doomsday syndrome from other places have been sent to the hospital one after another. We are carefully taken care of. The hospital has spent a lot of manpower and material resources to treat our disease. Expensive new treatment devices and experimental specific drugs have been continuously researched and sent to the hospital. We have a physical examination every day. A full physical examination is required every three days, and every week, there will be a big change in the medications taken.

In spite of this, many patients died quickly. The patients in the late stage are like the lunatics I saw when I was in the small town who attacked innocent people indiscriminately. They have a mad temperament, their skin is dehydrated, as if it is about to melt, and their movements are a bit awkward, but they are extremely agile. The strength is also amazing. They seem to feel no pain. Even with a firearm, it is difficult to knock down in the first place. The most important thing is that they are not completely deprived of their wisdom, it seems that they just lose their reason, and are therefore very dangerous.

Once it is confirmed that the disease is in an advanced stage, the patient will be isolated. Detained in a specially manufactured "critical ward". Nevertheless, every day. The condition suddenly worsens, and the terrible things that patients in the late stage of the disease attack others still often happen. at this time. They are still with me. No one is in that madness, but we still avoid being with other patients-in fact, most people do this and try to avoid spending time with other people, such as long Stay in your room for time, and if you can’t do it, choose to act when there are few people.

I watched all this coldly and discovered a terrible fact. Although patients continue to be kept in the "intensive care room", new patients continue to be sent in afterwards, and it seems that the "intensive care room" will never be full. I paid special attention to a child of my age, but unfortunately he entered a terminal illness. After he was sent to the "intensive care room", there was no sign of being sent out again, even if it was not a corpse-to confirm this One point, I haven't slept for several consecutive nights, to see if someone from the hospital smuggled the corpse in the dead of night.

At this time, I have determined that something special must have happened in the "intensive care room".

At the end of a certain psychological treatment of Dr. Ender, I asked this question: What happened to the patients who were put in the "intensive care unit"? I said to him bluntly at the time: "You are doing human experiments with these hopeless patients, right?" Of course, before deciding to use this kind of straightforward coercion, I thought carefully, but I already I found out that their condition has shown signs of deterioration. Maybe soon, they will become lunatics and be sent to the "critical ward". At that time, I will never see them again.

When I thought that they would be treated as consumable experiments like other patients, I couldn't bear the inner suffering. I want to save them. This is not only my but also Zhenjiang's wish. However, the hospital at that time did not detect any particularity in my body-Mae once said that if I can survive, antibodies will be produced in the body, but even though my condition does not deteriorate like other people. It was so fast, but the hospital still did not detect any signs of antibodies in my body.

Because there are other patients who are temporarily stable like me. For the hospital, I am not the most special one.

No serum can be made without antibodies. I’m not sure if I can produce antibodies in my body~IndoMTL.com~Mae was also not sure at the time. I might also be sent to the "critical ward" because of this terrible virus. I am not afraid of dying like this. , But they couldn't stand the **** and they went one first.

I realized that in order to give them more possibilities, I had to give something.

For example, dealing with hospitals. Maybe they used the "critical room" to get some shameful results.

I gradually remembered that at the time, Dr. Ander was not as mature or sly and gloomy as he is now, and at the time of his career ascendancy, he was always looking "doing big things" and he became a sight. The look of a ghost.

"What did you say?" Dr. Ender asked at the time.

"I want to know the progress of your research." I said to him: "I think that using me to conduct experiments is more likely to give you breakthroughs than using those terminal patients... You should pay more attention to me According to the information, I ate my girlfriend, and she is a terminal patient. However, if you really need my help, I have the conditions."

Doctor Ender, do you want to make an appointment, or a deal? To be continued. .