Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 371: Memory Corridor (6)

I remembered, I made an agreement with Dr. Ender on the grounds of voluntarily becoming an experimental subject. **(..) Yes, not with the research department of the hospital, but with Dr. Ander-we agreed...

——If your plan can save my relatives, then, I will tell you a big secret about this disease, and try my best to help you unlock this secret.

"You made an appointment with me. If my plan is ‘beneficial’, then you allow me to use your body." Dr. Ender’s words dragged me back to reality.

He is lying. This thought reverberated in my mind, and I tried my best not to show it on my face. I have already thought about it. In order to increase the possibility of their lives, I told Dr. Ender when I was young, "My body can produce antibodies." Of course, Dr. Ander didn't believe it at the time, because there was no such data in the body investigation report. Nevertheless, I still hope that he can try to make serum with my body.

"Mae was the first person in the town to get sick. Shouldn't she carry the pathogen?" I used these words to persuade him at the time, "Patients with this disease, the average rate of deterioration of the disease It’s not slow. However, after I ate Mae, the deterioration of my condition slowed down instead."

The only lie in this sentence is that I actually don’t know whether Zhenjiang was the first doomsday patient to contract the virus.

Doctor Ende was a little surprised. After he asked me to go back, he probably read the information about Mae all night. In the end, he seemed to agree that "Mae is a carrier of the pathogen, but my condition did not worsen after eating her. Instead, it seemed to be under control. Therefore, there must have been changes in my body that cannot be observed in the current examination. "Such a statement. At that time, Dr. Ander was actually inconspicuous among the hospital’s research experts, but he still applied for the qualification to establish a new ** research team because he made a report on "Controllable Genetic Adjustment", which involved After studying my body, I got the result: "Biomagnetic Field Change and Sleeping Factor Interference Phenomenon".

In order to get my cooperation in the experimental plan, he did carry out serum research for a period of time. This makes an initial product called k1. In the strict sense, this medicine cannot be regarded as a serum. It seems to have the effect of delaying the disease. But in fact, it is just a highly effective brain nerve blocker.

Patients in the "Intensive Care Unit" who have been injected with K1 drugs, their temperament seem to have become much calmer within a period of time. The deterioration of the physical condition is also under control, but it is a little slow in acting, thinking, and speaking. This is regarded as a side effect of k1, but in fact, patients who have been injected with k1 have accelerated the mutation of the factors in the body caused by the mysterious virus.

At that time. We didn't realize that the injection of k1 would cause such a result. The research tools at the time were difficult to observe this factor-level change, although the change was actually very drastic, and it could even be called a "war".

This is a war between the mysterious virus acting as a catalyst, and the active factor and the awakened sleeping factor competing for control of the body.

After a long period of time, we realized that in order to win this battle for control, the sleeping factor was even dominated by "mitochondria". A new sense of personality has been produced.

If you say. The original personality consciousness exists based on the active factors that dominate the body. Then the new personality exists entirely based on the sleeping factors dominated by "mitochondria". The confrontation between the two will fall into a deep sleep on one side again, or even be completely eliminated before it ends.

There is no gunpowder between consciousness and factors, but the extremely fierce battle is the key to the appearance of doomsday syndrome patients-they are irritable. Anxiety, schizophrenia. I can no longer understand human words, and even my own voice and ideology have undergone tremendous changes. The appearance of high temperature, dehydration, loss of pain, etc., are all because the internal war is too fierce and requires more energy; or the victory is tilted to one side, causing the personality consciousness to be disconnected; or the body structure cannot withstand such violent War, and had to be passively strengthened, or converted to another state that can adapt to this kind of war. (1_1)

Before the end of the war or the complete collapse of the battlefield, the personality consciousness based on the two types of factors will continue to arise, and there will be constant conflicts. They are like the deadly enemies of generations, and there seems to be no possibility of reconciliation.

Doctor Ender calls the confrontation between factors a "deep war", and the confrontation between personality consciousness is a "surface war". The two wars are interrelated and affect each other.

The medicinal properties of k1 block the nerve signals of the brain, allowing the personality consciousness supported by the active factors that currently dominate the body to be "imprisoned". The surface war that lacked the personality consciousness of one party has been eased, and this is the reason why the condition seems to be alleviated. In fact, the patient's body is undergoing terrible changes due to the victory of the sleeping factor.

Yes, this is a secret that was gradually solved by us long after k1 was put into use. Prior to this, we thought we had achieved phased success. On the surface, k1 does make the doomsday patients who enter the "intensive care room" calm down. At this time, Xie Se could not wait any longer.

So, we injected them with K1's third-generation product, K3.

Looking back now, I am still not sure if I did something irreparably wrong because of my ignorance. Because, if they did not inject k3 at that time, their bodies would probably collapse due to the fierce internal warfare. They were dying, almost completely unable to recognize me. At least, after the injection of k3, although there are many serious consequences, at least their bodies are preserved, and perhaps, there is also personality consciousness-the personality consciousness "trapped" in the brain, in a sense, like It is hidden in a sturdy safe.

Shortly after Xisei and the others injected K3, I was told by Dr. Ander that the patients who had been injected with K1 had undergone abnormal changes-their bodies did not know whether it was a breakdown or what happened, and turned into a pool of yellow. liquid. The scary thing is that even so, they are still "alive."

In the office, Dr. Ender is re-explaining his plan for me. I heard him expounding the "relationship between the genes and split personality of patients with doomsday syndrome". I have all recalled all of these. However, I still lowered my head, bent down, and put my hands on my thighs, so that Dr. Ender could not see my expression at this time.

Because. Thinking back to those things, my expression must have completely lost blood.

The yellow liquid that turns into a doomsday patient who has been injected with k1 is called "l". More importantly, these ls are alive, they were once humans who were able to distinguish individuals.

Yes, it's showing on the window-like screen at this time. I woke up in liquid l and was then taken out by the researcher. My stomach churned violently, and when I thought of these "living people" being breathed and digested in this way, I couldn't help but feel nauseated.

The brain hardware holds me when I was taken out of the container by the researcher. The conversations of those researchers.

——Fast, fast, and inject another 20 ml of k19... We must try to block the nerves... The interference of negative information on factors...

They injected me with the 19th generation of k19 and k1. Originally, I shouldn't remember these things, including the process of being sent to the operating room, but the lumps that formed quickly in the brain upon waking up successfully replaced part of the brain's functions. It is like opening a secret door in the brain. By bridging the nerves connecting the brain, part of the information can be transmitted in and then preserved.

I don't know whether this brain hardware is really brain hardware, nor do I understand why it is clearly a prop in the virtual reality "doomsday illusion", why it really appeared in my mind after I woke up. but. The fact is obvious, no matter what the full picture of Dorothy's plan looks like. She succeeded at least at this step.

From the time this thing appeared in my mind, the doomsday illusion has had a deep enough connection with the real world.

"Before. We have already talked about personality awareness based on the ability to exist. But on the other hand, personality awareness can also have an extremely profound impact on humans." Dr. Ender’s words penetrated me clearly again. When I was in his ears, I had skipped a long section of his tirade. But it doesn't matter, I know everything he said. Even where he tried to deceive me, I already remembered the truth.

"For an obvious example, athletes can do activities that are difficult to complete through the power of their will. Their body organization and coordination are extraordinary at that moment. In addition, they can also have a cheerful personality. It has a very good assisted treatment effect on terminal diseases such as cancer. It is also common for patients to survive the theoretical time of the disease through a strong will. "The voice of Dr. Ender became chattering in my ears, which is disgusting. .

"My plan is to cultivate the personality consciousness of the new students, and then achieve a powerful influence on the sex." Dr. Ander continued: "We let the patient's personality consciousness in the doomsday illusion In life, through the script, the process of cultivation and screening is realized. In turn, these patients' ** will be immersed in the l nutrient solution, which will change with the change of personality awareness. Through this invisible potential impact, we It will be able to control and adjust the doomsday syndrome, so that the factors causing the doomsday syndrome will be obedient, and the body will be transformed into a stronger and more perfect body. At the same time, the personality consciousness in the doomsday illusion is also becoming more perfect-if there is any Imperfect, it’s okay, as long as the **** doesn’t collapse, personality consciousness will continue to be born, and we have enough capital to start again."

Doctor Ender’s commentary made me look up again, because what he said was shocking enough for a person with "amnesia" to explain my face that cannot be completely concealed. Heterochromatic.

Doctor Ender's expression is calm and rigid, but his eyes seem to be shining dazzlingly.

"Perfect personality awareness, coupled with perfect sex, the factors that have been abandoned and rejected by the human body will replay its role and cooperate with the existing dominant genes. This will be the greatest evolution in human history! The final evolution led by human beings! This is the'Human Completion Plan'. Don’t you think you are making history? Once this plan succeeds, it will benefit all human beings."

I tried my best to keep a calm expression and stared at him. Dr. Ender did not turn his gaze away, but sincerely looked at me and said, "We made an agreement, didn't we? Now, I still need your support. If During the planned experiment, the collapse of the **** occurred. What use is the personality consciousness no matter how perfect it is? The personality consciousness that has lost **** does not exist, even if it exists, it is like a lonely ghost. You, Gao Chuan, are the only one at present. An experiment. But the body did not collapse... Well, it should be said that the collapse of the body is under control. A patient who can be rescued. You have already paid a lot for this project, why not continue? In other words , This plan is currently the most likely to treat doomsday syndrome, or even a further plan. It is impossible for other people to get such results in a short period of time. Your body cannot wait for too long."

As I remained silent, Dr. Ender also remained silent. We stared straight at each other, trying to dig out what we wanted from any trace of each other's body, limbs, or even facial fluctuations. Undeniably, my past memories have put me under severe tests. However, I still insisted on fighting Dr. Ender. I know that this is a battle no less than a war inside the body, a confrontation on a psychological level. Dr. Ender has not forgotten his job-he asked me to come to this office not simply to tell his plan. A person with amnesia, or seeking help from a patient, he is the supreme host of the plan. It is impossible for him to carry out his will without filing.

One of the things discussed in this meeting. Everything I saw was to verify the extent of my "amnesia" and whether I had become a "new, white, and more operating room" new Gaochuan as planned.

Perhaps, his enthusiasm in explaining the plan can make many people's attention tilted, but. The lump in my mind has been releasing enough information to keep me guessing about his original purpose. And stay vigilant.

I have tried my best, but I still can’t determine the outcome of this test. I can't tell from Dr. Ender what he guessed or determined. In this test, his expression is not completely rigid. He has sighed, has anger, has longed, has passion, and finally returns to peace, and the heat is hidden in the peace-all this is like he really is. , Other than that, there is no double heart.

I can’t get the answer, but I hope that Dr. Ender will get the wrong answer.

"I need to think about it." I said, "If I have a choice, I don't want to be a guinea pig. Why do you tell me this? Do you think I have a choice?"

"I just want to increase the bargaining chip on the balance side." Dr. Ender smiled, "I have been a psychologist for more than 30 years, and I understand how wonderful and complicated the human psychology is. Sometimes, a In order to resist what you don’t want to happen, even if it’s good for him, you can even hurt yourself. I don’t want you to think and hurt yourself. I hope you can understand our work. In this great trans-century In engineering, we are all inconspicuous dust, but the absence of me and you will delay the arrival of the greatest achievement in ergonomics for a very long time."

"I want to be quiet for a while." I said, "Can I leave?"

"Yes, you can go. For a period of time...for at least three days, no one will disturb your rest." Dr. Ender nodded, sorted the folders on the table, and put them back in the drawer , Pick up the remote control and close the window-like display, "I hope you can adjust your mentality as soon as possible, and further treatment plans will be announced in the near future. If those people are not too idiots, they should be able to pass smoothly, of course, if they ask for Your opinion, I hope you can stand by my side."

I stood up, ready to go out. However, when I walked to the door, I stopped, turned my head and asked, "Do I have to go back to the doomsday illusion? Since I already know that it is just a game, what use is it for me?"

Of course ~IndoMTL.com~ The meaning of this sentence does not lie in itself. I know the importance of returning to that world again-I have to figure out what the Sakuya and Hachijing in that world are, and what are Seiro and Dorothy planning, in this huge mystery plan, In the confrontation between reality and fantasy, what will be the result of me, them and the hospital.

I want Shise, Dorothy, Sakuya, Bajing and Marceau to live and recover. I know, I always know, but don't want to admit it, or admit it but don't want to believe it, it's impossible for me to save everyone. At least, I hope they can return to the peaceful days of the past. After losing Zhenjiang, I don't want to lose them again. However, I have no way of understanding their current situation, even. The current me, this fragile body, this not strong will, is unable to do anything for them... No, there must be something that must be done by me, only I can do it. The only place where I can gain action is in the doomsday illusion.

If the changes in the doomsday illusion can really interfere with the real world. I pretended to be scratching my hair, stroking where the hard lump in my brain was-the feeling coming from my hand, it seemed as if it didn't exist at all.

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Restricted level, doomsday, syndrome, light novel, science fiction, the elements are correct. (To be continued...)