Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 378: Cold joke (2)
.378 Cold jokes (2)
Dr. Ruan Li explained the difference between himself and Dr. Ande in a calm and objective tone. It seemed that he was not trying to make people understand himself, but merely telling people a story that was irrelevant to him. Later, she showed a dangerous and charming smile and said: "But after all, human society is still made up of ordinary people. No matter how different people try to prove that they are at the top, they cannot change this reality. That is, if they are abandoned by ordinary people, they will no longer have a foothold."
"I understand, but why would you say this to me?" I said.
"Because I think..." She looked at me up and down with a playful expression, and said, "You are different from before, but you are still a better listener. Sure enough, no matter what you remember. And how the personality changes, in a person, there are some things that will not change after all. Sure enough, I still prefer the personality theory based on genetics. And you, Gao Chuan, you will never be able to return to your child's time. ."
She seemed to be suggesting something, but I couldn't understand it, and she didn't intend to make it clearer. We left for her office only after most of the people who came to eat had left-yes, her office, to check my health, did not need to go to a more professional department and use those dazzling And expensive equipment. This is what she said to me:
"Anyway, even if you use those devices, you won’t get more results. Doomsday syndrome is still a terminal illness to the existing technology, and its changes are so complicated and low-level, that level of equipment The technical limit has been reached a long time ago, and no more valuable observations can be made. Therefore, I am just preparing for you drugs that have a theoretical chance of taking effect. Of course, these drugs are completely untested. Because the same drug will produce different effects on different patients, it is possible to achieve the theoretical possibility, which is our best effort so far."
Dr. Ruan Li said so and did the same. She treated me like a cold patient, which made people feel ridiculously absurd. After that, she began to fill out the form. The numbers and words were like alien text, and she couldn’t understand how they came out. I don't know what the data is about. After finishing all this, she took out the medicine and needle tube from the incubator leaning against the wall, ready to inject for me.
This process is like slinging, but when slinging, I have to take other medicines: there are many kinds of medicines, both liquid and solid, pill-like, capsule-like, and even Some of them are suppressive drugs that are often used in psychotherapy. Of course I can only do it. Even if I resist, it will be of no use or benefit.
In this way, while Dr. Ruan Li was busy working for me, I asked: "Heterosexual viral factors have been observed. Is this true? What does it look like?"
Dr. Ruan Li answered this seemingly confidential question straightforwardly: "It has been observed in the data, and it seems that it can supplement Dr. Ender’s theory. However, that theory is also very crazy anyway. Thing, so it doesn’t make any sense to me. If you want to know how it looks and how it differs from ordinary gene cells..." She raised her head and glanced at me and said, "I’m sorry, I can’t do it. Up to this point."
"Why?"
"Because it is that kind of thing. ishu." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Although it is called a'virus', at this stage it is only a kind of thing that only exists in formulas, data and theory, like a superstring. It’s like "strings". Although I don’t know what Dr. Ender thinks, in my opinion, it cannot be simply called a genetic virus."
"Then what is it?" I asked.
"I don't know. Since it can't be directly observed, there is no way to explore the essence of it." Dr. Ruan Li shrugged and said in a joking tone: "It's probably the existence of the eleventh dimension." She Having said this, he couldn't help laughing out loud.
However, I was dumbfounded. Is she making a cold joke of the researcher?
"In short, that is something completely incomprehensible." Dr. Ruan Li said: "If you don't use the Doomsday Fantasy as an observation environment, you can't observe it at all... It's really incomprehensible. If the Doomsday Fantasy is just In the case of the illusion, the data obtained by relying on the illusion may be nothing more than an illusion."
"But, viruses do exist?" I said, "Because of the existence of viruses, genes in the human body are caused to produce lesions. If there is no virus at all, how does this kind of lesion arise?"
"The problem is here. In theory, viruses exist, but no matter what equipment we use, we cannot find them. We once suspected that after causing genetic diseases in the body, it was already under the action of its own mechanism or the immune system. Die, but it can’t be proved either.
In all the infections so far, there is a very interesting phenomenon, and that is the uncertainty of infection.
If a normal person is placed among patients, he still has a certain chance that he will not be infected, and even if he is very far away from these patients, it does not mean that he is safe.
If this virus is not the kind of science fiction that can travel through space, then it can only be thought that the Earth’s atmosphere is now full of their kind.
The probability of infection is not judged by the known ‘health factors’ of the human body.
Dr. Ander also questioned whether there are viruses in ordinary patients, but he is very insistent that there must be viruses in your body. If the virus in ordinary patients has died out, then all your body The virus that exists is very special-the heterosexual virus factor, which is the only virus factor that has been proved by data. Apart from it, even if you borrow the doomsday illusion, you cannot find the existence of other viruses. So, at present, we It can be considered that only the heterosexual viral factor in your body is the only'mother parent' that can be studied. "
"If the virus dies after causing genetic mutations in the body, can it be found in patients who have just been infected with the virus?"
"It’s the other way to ask, if the patient has no disease and produces a series of symptoms of doomsday syndrome, how do we know if he is infected with the virus?" Dr. Ruan Li said: "Before the patient shows symptoms, You can’t tell whether he has been infected or not. Even if you continue to monitor the patient, the only thing you can observe is the change in the gene itself."
The conversation about the virus ended shortly afterwards. My only impression is that there are too many unimaginable things in this world. For example, the "virus" caused the doomsday syndrome-in fact, the logic described in this sentence is reversed, because before I wake up this time, the "virus" itself cannot actually be observed at all, but People have found patients with doomsday syndrome. Therefore, based on the concept that “the disease is caused by the existence of viruses”, it is derived that there is a mysterious and unknown “virus”. In a sense, the “virus” itself is a kind of It’s just an assumption.
What the **** is going on in this place? The theoretically assumed "virus", the theoretically assumed "superstring", the virtual reality that can only be explained by hypothetical theory, and the "heterosexual virus factor" that can only rely on the virtual reality environment for observation, are completely based on the hypothetical theory and The concept and implementation of the "Human Completion Plan", these things form a mirage-like maze, and the people here are completely lost in this terrible maze.
I don't want to think about this problem anymore. It is like an invisible black hole. It doesn't seem to exist, but it does exist. Once it gets close, it will catch you in. Never want to leave it.
I once heard, "Trying to prove theories that cannot be falsified, and wandering in the ocean of formulas and infinite data, like walking in the fog, you can always see the moment the fog disperses To the distant scenery, but you will never know whether it is a real thing or an illusion, maybe it is the joy of science." Such words.
At the beginning, I could not understand such a romantic and philosophical discourse, but now I seem to be able to understand a little bit, but that kind of romantic philosophy is rapidly changing.
I’m pretty sure, if possible, I don’t want to have any intersection with this romantic philosophy in the days to come.
Unfortunately, this wish has no chance of being fulfilled in the near future.
The office became quiet, only the sound of dripping water and the rustle of paper turning. I feel a little boring and find it difficult to find a topic to communicate with Dr. Ruan Li to break the silence of the moment. After monitoring me to take a lot of medicine, Dr. Ruan Li went back to the other side of the desk to read the information. She looks serious, and the atmosphere in the office is not something entertaining topics can be inserted in. Here, once the topic involves a professional nature, it is inevitable to return to the ongoing experiment here. But I don't want to talk about "virus" and "doomsday syndrome" anymore. Now, as long as I hear related terms, my stomach acid will increase dramatically.
I really don't fit to be a mad scientist. Having defined myself this way, I suddenly thought of Omi, who called himself a "mad scientist" in the doomsday illusion. If you just look at the "madness" that emanates from her, she is really suitable for this place. After all, she who studies the time machine is the kind of scientist full of romantic philosophy.
Looking back now, the familiar feeling I had when I first saw her is a bit concerned. I thought it was the influence of the "world line", but once the concept of "reality" was clarified, I couldn't help it. Think about it, whose "personality consciousness" is she? In my memory, there are no female friends other than them. If it is only in the doomsday illusion that she encounters a certain personality consciousness under the action of the script, then what role does she play in the doomsday illusion of the previous script?
If the "gate of Destiny Stone" mentioned by Xiese will come from her hands, then what is the relationship between her and Xiese? Is it a friend you made before becoming a super color? Or is it that after becoming a super-color, the personality consciousness of a certain l-state patient that intersects accidentally arises because of the script?
She has "Jiang" in her name, which makes me always think of the "heterosexual viral factor" code-named "Jiang" in my body. However, I really can't just say "She is'Jiang" because of this. "The reflection in the doomsday illusion, so I make myself feel familiar" such a conclusion. I used to guess that, but when I experienced the oppressive and aggressive presence of the "heterosexual viral factor" in my real body, in the conscious dream of the spiral staircase, I was almost cut off. Such a conjecture.
The difference between the viral factors of Omi and the opposite **** is too great. Omi is full of "human" atmosphere. Although he may be considered a weird person, "E" is definitely a monster. Will the reflection of the monster become "human"?
——It will become "human".
An auditory hallucination suddenly appeared.
I have become accustomed to the frequent appearance of these hallucinations and auditory hallucinations. But even if it says so, I don't think so.
The reflection of the monster, it will only be the monster—I said so in my heart.
The auditory hallucination did not argue with me. I suddenly woke up from the trance, as if I accidentally took a nap before. When I woke up, there was only a quarter of the brown liquid left in the sling medicine bottle. .
It's just a sentence...no, maybe, when I tried to find a topic to break the dullness and boredom in the room, I fell asleep. I was in a state of light sleep, running my mind at an extremely slow speed, so even though I was only thinking of Omi, it took a lot of time to hear the hallucinations of one sentence.
Maybe the drug has taken effect, and the body and head are heavy, but there is a feeling of being down to the ground, like being pulled by gravity. Although it makes people unable to fly, it will not float so vainly that they are not even weak. Understand the place. The heaviness and sluggishness of the brain effectively prevented the continued divergence of thinking, and rescued me from sudden thoughts, sudden turbulence, and sudden illusions of hearing and seeing.
However, I also understand that this effect may not last until long. At least, I hope I won't dream anymore this night.
"How do you feel?" Dr. Ruan Li didn't look up, but he seemed to know that I just woke up and asked.
"It's like hanging several kilograms of lead." I replied.
Doctor Ruan Li naturally laughed.
"Drug users will feel the same after they are free from the effects of drugs."
"This is no analogy." I said bitterly.
"In fact, the genes in the body used to deceive your feelings, but now these drugs are deceiving your feelings." Dr. Ruan Li said, "These medicines are of no use to your condition, and they It will expire soon." She walked out of the desk, took out a large amount of medicine from the cupboard and put it into the bag. After helping me loose the needle, she passed the bag of medicine.
"If you feel unusual, eat it." She was like talking about snacks.
"How much is the amount?" I asked, opening the bag and looking inside, and reaffirmed: "This amount is really amazing."
There are always at least a dozen medicines in it.
"Just eat until you feel comfortable or don't want to eat anymore. Don't care about the quantity and the combination of medicines." She really seemed to be talking about "snacks."
"Even if it's snacks, eating casually will cause diarrhea, right?" I stared at her suspiciously.
"It's okay. The side effects they may have can't make waves in your already chaotic body." Dr. Ruan Li sneered and said a little badly: "If side effects really occur, Instead, you should be happy. After all, this is considered'effective' in a sense. You can hold down the door and tell the door to find me, and I will rush to you to see what's going on."
I don't think it makes sense to protest, but will be ridiculed more harshly, so I just shut my mouth tightly and didn't say anything.
"Well, there is nothing for you here anymore, let's go." She said like driving away unwelcome guests.
I don’t want to stay in this office anymore, and it’s hard to find a suitable topic with someone who specializes in myself, chatting or something, the auditory hallucinations are a little more cordial.
So I returned to my room with a big bag of medicine. Throw the bag on the table, and then go to the bathroom tap to drink water. I asked Dr. Ruan Li before why there was no drinking water in the room. The other party’s answer was disgusting: “It’s fine to drink directly at the place where you wash your hands. The water here has been purified and temperature treated, so there is no problem at all.” When I When she deliberately asked her if she did the same, she was indifferent at all and said: "How is it possible, I won't stay here overnight."
"But, isn't it allowed to come in and out casually here?"
"With Dr. Ender's permission." She said dismissively, "It's a pity that although I conflict with his ideas, he seems to trust me very much... Ah, does this old man want to grow old? Where are the cows eating tender grass?"
The attitude is really terrible. Even if my head is a bit heavy now~IndoMTL.com~, but that kind of memory is so deep that it can be recalled without special recollection and thinking.
When I think of her face at the time, I can't help feeling angry. She likes to use the sudden change of attitude to deepen the impression of others of her. I think she must be deliberate. I applied cold water on my face and then looked in the mirror. The abnormality in the mirror before was supposed to be an illusion. That's right... No! My eyes haven't changed back, my left eye is red, and it seems to be darker than before.
The eerie and weird aura in the bathroom that I thought had been swept away seems to be growing quietly with the gaze of this eye.
The left eye, which had moved freely after I walked out of the room before, stared at me, and then began to look around unwillingly.
The vision seems to split into one.
I pressed this eyeball with the palm of my hand, walked out of the bathroom quickly, turned out the medicine in the bag, opened the mouth of the bottle and poured it into my mouth without any hesitation.
Just as I was chewing the pill, the computer started up again:
"You have an email."