Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 545: Trigger two
I lay in a pool of blood thick as asphalt, and Youjiang sat on me, playing with the eyeball dug out of my left eye socket. From my empty left eye socket, the blood that seemed to have taken something from my soul is still gushing out abnormally. The total weight lost has completely exceeded my weight. It is impossible to imagine this. The blood produced by the body is actually an abnormality in itself. The battle between the magical girl and the magic pattern messenger and the clown monsters continued. The clown monsters who attacked all invaders indiscriminately ignored me and Youjiang and concentrated all their power on the three magical girls, the maid, and the secretary. Not far away, the white matter still enveloped an area, and the Long Aotian and Gothic girl mature bodies hidden deep in it were still missing, but there should be no death, the sound of fighting penetrated the white matter, and the battlefield here. Blend into one piece.
The game was extremely balanced for a while.
When the abnormal blood gushes out of the body, it not only takes away something that seems to be confused in the depths of the soul, or, in other words, something hidden in the depths of the genes of the real body, but also takes away the prosthetic body for driving the body. the power of. The driving force and operation mode of the prosthetic body are completely different from the driving force and operation mode of the human body, because the two have extremely obvious differences in basic structure and material. In the retinal screen, the reduction of energy value is obvious, but the power that drives the prosthetic body to operate is not equivalent to energy, because no matter how the energy is reduced, as long as it has not been exhausted, there should be no current powerlessness. The feeling of weakness, in theory, as long as there is energy, this prosthetic body can always operate with maximum efficiency.
Obviously, the power that blood takes away is not just energy, but something more complicated. However, although the feeling embodied in this world is so, but from a realistic point of view. This sense of weakness, which is beyond the characteristics of the prosthetic body, should still be the reflection of the abnormal changes in the real body. If it is said that these abnormal blood is a phenomenon caused by the power of "Jiang", and it is pushed back into the actual body, it is probably a phenomenon of doomsday syndrome. Think a little deeper. It was my experience in this world and this period of time that further triggered the abnormal movement of the "virus" lurking in the body.
At this time, Dr. Ender and others were inspecting my body in reality. I should be pleased with this change. Judging from the information I have learned, under normal circumstances, the impact of "virus" on the genetic level of patients with doomsday syndrome is sharp, rich and changeable, and it is difficult to measure. However, the phenomena presented in the process of body alienation have certain commonalities, which can be divided into several stages from the symptoms of disease.
In the collected case reports, the symptoms of doomsday syndrome patients are similar, but the specific pathological process leading to these symptoms has not been determined, just like the phenomenon of fever in the patient, but it is not necessarily caused by influenza . In the research report, the virus in patients with doomsday syndrome is not active all the time, and its activity is always caused by some factors, especially mental factors. Every time the virus is active. Will cause abnormal changes in the patient’s body, and this abnormality will further have a huge impact on the patient’s psychology and spirit. This spiritual impact will reach a certain stage and will further activate the virus-this interactive impact makes The pathology of patients with doomsday syndrome is like going down a step. There will always be a period of calm, but after a short period of calm, the condition will deepen again. Currently, there is no treatment that can stop the trend of this condition.
In the past information left by "Gaochuan" who has been exposed to reality. Every time after waking up in reality, he will continue to use a lot of "special effects". Moreover, there is no "special effect medicine" that can be used for a long time and must be replaced. Although "Gaochuan" is a special existence among patients with doomsday syndrome, it still belongs to patients with doomsday syndrome. Such frequent changes in drug properties represent the uncertainty of the changes in doomsday syndrome. These "special effects drugs" are basically temporary drugs developed by detecting and analyzing the data generated by "Gao Chuan" during the doomsday illusion and studying the pathological law of "Kao Chuan". But obviously, because the factors and processes of the disease are too complicated and changeable, these drugs will always fail quickly. Not only are these targeted drugs failing to keep up with changes in disease conditions, but also because patients with doomsday syndrome are affected by "viruses" and are inherently highly resistant to drugs.
The "special effect medicine" is not only a temporary medicine developed to curb "Gao Chuan"'s pathological changes after returning to reality, it also plays a role in preparing for the next time into the doomsday fantasy world, and specially modulates the body.
Severe changes in the disease cause the "special effect medicine" to change frequently. The development time of each "special effect medicine" is extremely short, full of experimental nature, and it is bad to say that a dead horse is a living horse. Doctors, in many cases, are even unable to determine what side effects the drug itself will bring to Gaochuan. The body and spirit of "Gaochuan" can survive this patch-like treatment. Although it is in tatters, at least before the outbreak of the disease, it is not much different from ordinary patients on the surface, and there are also "viruses" in it. Effect-This is also the place that Dr. Ander and others are very interested in. They even judged "Gaochuan" from the abnormalities that are almost not seen in other patients with doomsday syndrome, and the experience of "Gaochuan". "The "virus" in the body has changed, and they believe that this alienated "virus" is what they need.
This kind of alienated "virus", in my opinion, is "Jiang". Although the existence of "Jiang" has been demonstrated, Dr. Ander still needs to find more concrete evidence. And let "Gaochuan" enter the doomsday illusion, guided through the "script", thereby activating the alienation virus "Jiang", and found the experimental plan to prove the existence of "Jiang" on the observation data.
"Gaochuan" is not only the only parasite of "Jiang", but also a hotbed for cultivating abnormal virus plants of "Jiang". However, because the "virus" itself has all the unique violent and changeable malignant reactions, they are just looking for The hotbed of "Gaochuan" was already on the verge of collapse when it emerged.
According to the views of Dr. Ender and others, my Gao Chuan’s adventure in this doomsday illusion is the last fight. Before my Gao Chuan personality was formed, the physical condition of the real body was already too bad. Modulation has also reached its limit. After this failure-for Dr. Ender and others, the failure is probably the inability to find enough data to prove the existence of "Jiang". It is impossible to separate this kind of abnormally changed virus plants from the hotbed. The body of the "Gaochuan" as a hotbed will become a state that is more difficult to analyze, just like other ordinary doomsday patients. The characteristics of l are uniformity. There is no essential difference between "Gaochuan" who has become l and other doomsday patients who have become l. It's just a pool of l. At that time. The "Human Completion Plan" they are committed to advancing has to a certain extent entered a state of stagnation, and the large amount of energy and funds spent will be in vain, unless. They were able to find the second "Gaochuan" and the alienated virus "Jiang".
Although, Dr. Ender and I have different purposes for conducting experiments. For everyone, including me, this failure is unacceptable. Dr. Ender and others cannot bear the result of failure. I can't either. If I fail, then, the best result will be that Sakiya, Hakkei, and Marceau will always be in a state of broken personality, and Super Dorothy and Super Color will be taken away, and they will always be one. Taiwan is subject to the "smart and intelligent super machines" of other institutions.
"Gao Chuan" promised that Mae, who had died in reality, would save Sakiya, Hakjing, Marceau, Dorothy, and Shise, because we are family members. The reason why "Gaochuan" "eaten" Zhenjiang. Isn't it just to follow Zhenjiang's last wish, to become special in this way, and to use this speciality to create a real "serum"?
If, after experiencing inhuman hardship, the result of all struggles. It is still the same as other ordinary doomsday patients, becoming indistinguishable, then, these experiences. What's the point of these struggles?
If. Looking at the abnormalities caused by the emergence of "Jiang" from this perspective, then, both for me and for Dr. Ander, the changes that once occurred in the 33rd District Research Institute of the Domination Bureau, are now happening here and now, All are gratifying. Although the ultimate goals of me, Super Color and Super Dorothy were different from those of Dr. Ender and others, we were all walking on the same path before the fork in the road clearly appeared.
Abnormal blood gushed from my body abnormally. In the thick pool of blood, the abnormal Youjiang dug out my eyes, playing with this abnormal eyeball, and the "Jiang" reflected in all the abnormalities "The existence of this makes me feel fear, madness, and powerlessness from instinct, but I can only silently observe the changes that have happened to me. The brain hardware that was able to suppress negative emotions had no effect. In the silence, I could only feel a certain kind of distortion implied by these scenes, but perhaps, this is actually just my own distortion. In fact, everything is normal, it's just my own distortion that caused the distortion that happened before my eyes. Whenever I think about it, the fear, madness, and powerlessness become more serious.
Although I have always admitted that I am a mentally ill patient, I also understand that I must be a mentally ill patient, and all doomsday syndromes must be mentally ill. However, the hallucinations and physical abnormalities caused by mental illness are not the most painful things. The most painful thing is knowing and believing that I am a mentally ill patient, but not reconciled to this fact.
I want to die. In the information left by "Gao Chuan" who has been exposed to reality, there is also a lot of information that reflects their thoughts. All "Gaochuan" know that death will surely relieve themselves. However, a promise has been made, and only by living can the promise be fulfilled. To be a hero is not only a childish wish, but also a man's promise. Therefore, even in the most painful time, there is a voice in my ear saying that even if it becomes l, you can't die-and this is such a painful thing.
It's like silt, so deep black, so deep pain and fear, in a sense, it comes with the virus and with the "Jiang". However, in the deepest part of my heart, I am looking forward to the appearance of "Jiang", in other words, I have to look forward to the appearance of "Jiang". Because "Jiang" makes me special, and this speciality is the basis for me to become a hero and fulfill my promises. I don't know when, "Jiang" has become the reason for "Gaochuan" to continue struggling. If "Jiang" does not exist, or does not appear, "Gao Chuan" will become an ordinary doomsday syndrome patient.
Ordinary, you can’t be a hero. The hero itself is an anomaly. Maybe some heroes look like ordinary people, but they seem to be nothing more than ordinary people can't do heroic things. Because of the name hero. In itself means superior.
So, if you want to be a hero and do things that ordinary people can't do, you have to be abnormal. The existence of "Jiang" is a testament to the anomaly of "Gaochuan".
But. Am I abnormal enough? I thought so. I also know. My own thoughts are often abnormal in themselves. However, it was the first time that I realized this abnormal scene before my eyes. The key is not whether one is abnormal, but whether it is abnormal enough.
Super Dorothy and the super color seal "Jiang", preventing it from going deep into this doomsday illusion, the reason is to restrain the fatal factor of instability. I can understand, and originally thought it was quite correct and necessary. but. Now I have to think so, is their judgment really correct? Are their reasons really good? If the existence of "Jiang" is the abnormality of "Gaochuan", then, when you realize that the key is not whether it is abnormal, but whether it is abnormal enough, the only thing that can make "Gaochuan" more abnormal is not only "Jiang". ?
Although, "Jiang" exists. How painful and frightening it is, it is so unpredictable, unstable, and extremely dangerous, but. "Jiang" is not so painful and fearful, not so unpredictable, unstable, and extremely dangerous. If you don't show this quality, all the plans. Whether it’s our Super Gaochuan project or Dr. Ender’s human replenishment plan, it’s meaningless.
Thinking about it this way, such a conclusion came to my mind-it is meaningless to resist the existence of "Jiang" and contain the power of "Jiang".
Neither our plan nor the plans of Dr. Ender and others are so radical, so incredible, and this radical and incredible is completely rooted in the incredible of "Jiang". These plans are inconceivable at first, and according to common sense, it is completely impossible to achieve. Wouldn't it be ridiculous to want to reduce variables and move forward steadily by containing the "Jiang"? To achieve incredible results, you must rely on incredible variables and anomalies. Just like in this doomsday illusion, if you want to fight the "mystery", you must have the "mystery".
"Yeah, that's what happened." My soul seemed to return to the body suddenly. How long has it passed? It's not clear, but the battle is still going on. Youjiang seems to be ready to do something to me, but it hasn't started yet. She just can't remember what she said to me before.
I smiled at her, and You Jiang tilted his head, seeming a little dazed.
"Welcome back to say this. As soon as my voice fell, from the depths of my body and from the depths of my soul, a will that did not belong to me began to swell, and I felt the blood coming out of my eye sockets suddenly appeared. There is a lot more than before, and this big flow of blood seems to be the end of the bleeding. It took away the things that should be taken away, including the will that does not belong to me. That will has not completely separated from my body and The soul is more like being elongated, one end stays in the body~IndoMTL.com~the other end flows out of the body with blood.
I have never felt so clearly at this moment that "Jiang" exists here, and has long been inseparable from "Gaochuan".
You Jiang seemed to feel something too. Her pupils tightened a bit, and she suddenly pressed my body, pushing me into the thick blood, and she jumped up with the reaction force. However, it was too late, or in other words, she shouldn't have been contaminated with these abnormal blood in the first place.
The thick blood sticks to Youjiang's body, and when she jumps up, she pulls the silk thread, which is more like being tied to her body. Her face, her blood-red dress, her body, hands and feet were like being contaminated with the mucus of a trapped insect. She could have jumped high, but was imprisoned at a height of two meters. These blood-red silk threads stuck to her body, not only preventing her from leaving, but also preventing her from falling. Youjiang was held in mid-air by the blood-red silk thread, and it was difficult to even struggle.
I sank into this pool of thick blood, but I was not blocked by the deep blood, as if I saw Youjiang's struggle through a piece of transparent blood-colored amber. When I breathed, the thick blood poured in from my nose and mouth, but I didn't feel suffocated. There was a sweet smell like a woman.
You Jiang seems to have tried his best, and his body trembles because of excessive force. However, the bloodshot that looks slender and soft seems to have a toughness beyond imagination. Youjiang's head, body, and limbs, which were entangled with **** silk threads, could only be fixed in the posture of the "big" character, and it was difficult to twist it. Because the neck was also entangled with blood red thread, even the voice could not be heard.