Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 606: Realm Walk Three
Sakiya disappeared again. She heard her voice in the last second and touched her skin, but the next second she was not there without warning, just like she was not there, but I was Hallucinations occurred in the boundary line because of pain. In a mysterious world, weird situations are not uncommon. Although I think I have adapted to it, at this moment, the feeling of melancholy caused by Sakiya disappearing in front of my eyes overwhelmed the vigilance of the weird, lightning-like. Wandering in my nerves.
"In the end—" I can't explain the phenomenon I encountered. This is only the second time I have entered the boundary line, and no one has jumped out to explain to me what I need to pay attention to when I act here, but there is no doubt , As a pathway to consciousness, close to the realm of the collective subconscious of patients with doomsday syndrome, this place is extremely abnormal and dangerous. Patients with doomsday syndrome have been suffering from illness for a long time, and their physiology, personality, and spirit are constantly deteriorating. After turning into L, the pain caused by the deterioration will not disappear even if it does not increase. Since the patients with L-state doomsday syndrome cannot be "cured", their mental state is naturally not "normal", what will happen to the collective subconsciousness constructed from this in the realm line that runs through the doomsday fantasy world? No one can tell the strange and dangerous phenomenon.
Maybe, even "Jiang" can't fully control it. After all, although the power it has displayed so far is unparalleled, it must be admitted that its nature is enough to directly involve the basis of the doomsday fantasy. Existence that cannot be resisted by the subjective consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome. but. It can "eat" all patients with doomsday syndrome, including body and personality consciousness. But it did not make me feel that it can control the collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome like playing with marionettes-if it can do it, then there is no need to continue to play games with us in this doomsday fantasy, and there is no need to resort to "Gao Chuan" "To obtain the "spiritual integration device".
As a special product born in the doomsday illusion, the "spiritual integration device" is like a fruit that no one expected to bear. Judging by the information obtained so far, the "spiritual integration device" has what its name suggests. Power is enough to directly interfere with the mental consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome. Even subconsciously. From the perspective of this level of utility, the "spiritual integration device" and "Jiang" have very similar forces to draw me to the border of entry. I can somewhat guess why "Jiang" hopes to get it — perhaps, it is precisely because of the "spirit". The "integrated device" can make up for its shortcomings in its ability to interfere with mental consciousness, and it can even be guessed: in terms of the erosion of the "virus" on patients with doomsday syndrome and the performance of the symptoms at various stages, if the erosion of the "virus" causes one The variability of a series of diseases is meaningful. Planned, then, the "spiritual integration device" must be an important stage in the erosion process. The "personality preservation device", another special fruit juxtaposed with the "spiritual integration device", is no exception.
In this way, "Jiang" needs a "spiritual integration device", which can be interpreted as the essence of a "virus". What is implied by the "spiritual integration device" is needed. This thing can make up for its shortcomings, or enhance its power, or it can be an indispensable factor for its growth. For those of us with doomsday syndrome, the erosive nature of the "virus" brings us painful harm, but for it. But just like a hard-working vegetable farmer, working diligently after sowing the seeds in the spring. Waiting for autumn to bear fruitful fruits to meet their own life needs. "Mental integration device" and "personality integration device" may be such an existence for "virus".
However, there are still problems. The young Gao Chuan Mirage mentioned only the "spiritual integration device". Does this mean that "Jiang" does not need a "personality integration device"? So, is this the difference between "Jiang" and "virus"? Although there are problems, the part that can be guessed is that "Jiang" cannot directly control the collective subconscious testimony of patients with doomsday syndrome.
The intelligence information preserved by countless "Gaochuan" has gathered on me, so that I can make more guesses and guesses about even a trace of new information with the huge amount of information that no "Gaochuan" has ever had. judge. I am not sure that my guess must be the truth, but on the issue of "Jiang", as a "Gao Chuan", I can judge how close my guess is to reality through my secret feelings.
"Gaochuan" and "Jiang" are too close. This is dangerous, but it is also strength and advantage.
At least to the extent and scope of "Jiang"'s power at this time, I can trust my guess. If "Jiang" can already control the collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome, then things like "spiritual integration devices" and "personality preservation devices" are simply something that is readily available, and they are formed based on the personality consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome. The doomsday illusion, to it, is like the back garden of the gods, without any cover or hindrance. There is no need for it to pull me off the border of entry, relying on my eyes to find the "spiritual integration device."
From another perspective, it is precisely because "Jiang" is temporarily unable to control the collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome, and even touching it is a bit troublesome. Therefore, I can only be pulled into the realm of the collective subconscious that is close to the doomsday syndrome, rather than directly into the collective subconscious. Therefore, it needs to obtain a "spiritual integration device" to make up for or strengthen its ability in this area.
It is conceivable that once it is strengthened or even evolved on the level of spiritual consciousness due to the "spiritual integration device", then, as the young Gaochuan phantom said, "Jiang" can fulfill the wishes of "Gaochuan". It's probably not a lie to save Shise, Dorothy, Sakuya, Bajing, and Marceau. Even, through the erosion and alienation effects on the physical and physical level, as well as the interference on the personality, spirit, and consciousness levels to achieve a qualitative change, "Jiang" may be able to re-separate the "True River" in reality-it only needs to What was "eaten" by it, spit it out again, and fix it slightly.
It is precisely because "Jiang" is very close to this level of ability. So, the plan of the young Gao Chuan's phantom. On the surface, it is more likely to be achieved than our plan. Because of this, it can be confirmed once again that "Jiang" has no such ability in this fashion, and the young Gao Chuan phantom seems to have retreated behind the scenes, but in order to achieve the goal of "Jiang", he must be planning something. He has no " return". It must not be simply because he does not know "whether his choice is correct"-because he loves "Jiang" and trusts "Jiang".
Since I am deeply in love and deeply believe in, then the release of "Jiang" is not a question of whether the choice is correct or not, but inevitable. Things that don't need to be thought at all.
Since I realized that I was about to die but decided to accept it and treated it as a new life, I felt that I was more sober. Perhaps this is the power gained by burning life. Perhaps, in the past month, my confidence came from the legacy of the past "Gaochuan" people. However, my confidence now comes entirely from myself.
Even if there is no legacy, no assistance from Super Dorothy and Super Color, no brain hardware and prostheticization. I would not think that I am weaker than the "Gaochuan" of the past under the same circumstances, but it is also because of this. Only then can I feel the terrifying of the young Gao Chuan's phantom even more.
The terrifying "Jiang" is not so much in every "Gaochuan" body, but there is no doubt that after excluding physical factors, the phantom of the young Gaochuan is closer to "Jiang" on all levels.
So, the horror of the young Gao Chuan’s phantom lies not only in "Jiang", but also in that he can be so close to "Jiang", but also in that I cannot separate him from "Jiang" and treat him as a pure " "Gaochuan" individual to see. That guy is like a two-in-one existence.
Yes, the phantom of the young Gaochuan is terrible, and "Jiang" is also terrible. However, the collective subconscious of the doomsday syndrome patient is probably something that is not even able to control the horrible combination of the two, and is planning. Therefore, approaching the realm of the collective subconsciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome is naturally inevitably a troublesome and abnormal place. In addition, the "Jiang" who pulled me into this place is watching, and this place is more likely to have become its home field, so I walk here as a weak patient who has lost the brain hardware and prosthetic body. The inability to understand the anomaly here, the inability to get any warning information, are all understandable, and I have been mentally prepared. The continuous physical pain that I'm experiencing at this time is nothing compared to the ideological danger that must exist here, incomprehensible, and invisible.
From this point of view, Sakuya’s abnormal appearance and disappearance, even if I cannot understand its nature, cannot judge its nature, but after all, it does not show any direct harm to me. Although I don’t want Sakiya to really enter the realm line, but even if she does enter, it is not too unbelievable. She also has a very close relationship with Jiang, and when I entered the realm line , Still had an unusually close direct connection with me through the "stargazer", causing the boundary line to react to factors related to her, which led to the Sakiya anomaly that I observed.
I’m not sure whether Sakiya will appear, not only Sakiya, but also her own changes, and the visions that appear on the metal wall, making me sure that there will be uncertain anomalies here at any time, thinking There is no way to make one by one reasonable explanations in your own knowledge, and it is still impossible to determine whether staying in the boundary line for too long will cause fundamental harm to yourself. I decided not to wait and study, and continue to perform my task. To determine the location of the "Mental Integration Device" in District 51, one must first leave the circular corridor. When I entered the boundary line last time, although I was also in the circular corridor, that corridor was not the same as the current one-although there was no difference in appearance, I still felt that the two were not the same. Not the same.
After losing the brain and hardware and all the extraordinary powers, it is impossible to detect this circular corridor through unconventional means. Moreover, I don’t think the circle in the boundary line The corridor and the circular corridor in the normal environment are the same thing, although, in appearance and touch, they don't seem to be very different. In this state of consciousness, the presentation of things may be more intuitive, which means that when I keep walking forward, I probably won’t be trapped in the mystery of the maze of circular corridors like in a normal environment. "Exit" will also be expressed with a more certain attitude. I leaned on the metal wall and walked hard along the corridor. I believe it is the same as when I first entered the boundary line. At the end of the circular corridor, the door leading to the "spiritual integration device" was found, and now the "door" of this circular corridor is also in the front.
Actually, Sakuya and I have been able to lock the coordinates of the "door" in a normal environment. After a period of time, we will be able to find out the "exit" whose relative position is constantly changing, and just look for the problem of the exit. On, I don’t need to enter the boundary line. However, since "Jiang" still pulls me in the border of entry. It must have its own reasons. Perhaps, it does not think that my progress in searching for a "spiritual unity device" in a normal environment is far less than in the realm line, or perhaps, in the realm line, it can more easily identify me. Everything seen. This idea is not accidental. In a normal environment, I can only perceive the existence of "Jiang" under very special circumstances, but here, the feeling of being possessed and peeping is quite obvious.
The anomaly I saw. The eyes of different colors and the ghostly female mirror image may be the result of this feeling presented in a more intuitive form. Thinking back to everything I felt when I first entered the boundary line, I could always feel it, each one felt by myself. The anomalies seen and heard have a certain connection with each other. It's just that I can't make this connection clear.
The noise in the ears began to fluctuate. This kind of noise, which is large and small and can not determine the direction, is more uncomfortable than the stable mode before. I don’t know if my body has become weaker in the pain, or the air resistance has increased. I feel like I’m carrying a heavy and invisible lead mass on my back, and it’s like I’m having a nightmare. No matter what, I force myself to speed up. The feeling is still getting slower and slower, obviously the body is not tired, but it just can't speed up the pace.
There is no one except me in the circular corridor, except for noise, there is no other sound, I can't hear my breathing, nor can I feel my heartbeat. The rotating, fluctuating, and rippling vision made everything seem to be in a dream. When I saw the "door" appearing in front of me, the feeling of relying on my own actions to approach gradually disappeared, the "door" It didn't seem to matter to my behavior, but just jumped into my eyes at this moment-just as Sakiya appeared and disappeared.
In this obviously abnormal feeling, no matter how I move forward, it seems that I can't take a step forward.
At this moment, Sakiya's voice came from her side: "Agawa, the position of the door has been locked."
When I turned my head, I saw her immediately. It was not the bare-footed girl Sakiya wearing a school uniform for high school girls, but a normal Sakuya whose head and face were covered by a "stargazer" wrapped in a gray tight-fitting attire.
"Back?" I suddenly found that the ring-shaped corridor rippling, like a reflection in the water, once again became an image only on the retina screen, and I was stopping in a more real physical corridor . This time, I didn't even have the feeling of waking up from my sleep when I opened my eyes. I returned to the normal world from the boundary line, and it was completed in an instant without warning. If it hadn't been for the experience of walking the boundary line once, I would really think I was in an illusion.
The brain hardware is normal, the prosthetic body is normal, and all abilities are normal. The self-check data is beating in the window of the retina screen. In the timer, the normal time has only passed by less than one minute. However, I didn't move either, I just stood quietly on the spot for less than a minute.
"Agawa?" Sakiya seemed to notice something.
"Did you dream just now?" I asked.
"What's the problem?" Sakiya's voice came from the "stargazer", "How can I sleep at this time?"
"But I just fell asleep." I can only describe my state of entering the boundary line like this, "Moreover, I saw you."
"Me?" Sakuya's voice fluctuated emotionally, "In Agawa's dream, what am I like?"
"Probably a girl in high school." I answered calmly.
"It seems that I am really dreaming~IndoMTL.com~Sakiya’s voice is turned into electronic sound and transmitted to my brain hardware. I can still hear her a little happy, "No matter where Agawa is, I'm right by Achuan's side. "
"Well, it’s really touching." If you don’t have a brain, you might be able to express more real emotions, but now, you can only get Sakiya’s complaint: "Why do you speak weirdly, I mean Really."
"I'm serious, too. I'm really happy." I tried to look happy, but it must be weird compared with the forced calm tone.
"Really, I don't know if you are telling the truth or telling lies." Sakiya said like this, passing in the model of the circular corridor between us, the structure of the "door" was finally After confirming it, after blinking again, it moved to the side of us out of thin air-it is marked like this on the circular corridor model in the retina screen.
Sakiya stretched out his hand to press against the wall. I suddenly grabbed her hand. When she turned her head, I said to her with a serious expression that is the easiest and most in line with the state of mind:" I’m serious. I’m very happy, Sakiya, you can be by my side.” (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for a recommendation, a monthly pass, and your support. Is my biggest motivation.)