Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 614: Gaochuan realm

I think I am not afraid of "Jiang" anymore. www.dyzwwm (first, first, Chinese, text, net) Even though this virus-corroded body will react fiercely to the movements of "Jiang", but based on my Gaochuan’s personality and will, I am not afraid This might mess everything up, even a monster that was eaten like food. I will no longer be surprised by the alienation in myself because of "Jiang", even if it is a change I have never thought of.

Although the brain hardware is still suppressing emotions such as "fear" and "surprise", my peace now is completely different from when I was suppressed by the brain hardware-even if I lose the brain hardware, I Can also be so calm.

On the retina screen, I saw my brain wave diagram beating steadily and heavily, as if no matter what the situation, it would never be accelerated or slowed down. This fluctuation is like a coat of arms imprinted on an ancient rock wall. . My thoughts that were once chaotic and boiling, like cooling magma, turned into pieces stacked together, like stones with a certain flavor. In this steady thought and heartbeat, I seem to be able to hear the blood flow.

It is not the sound of blood being squeezed out by the heart and flowing in the blood vessels, but a more conceptual, as if to resurrect in this soul through countless time and space.

"So, Gao Chuan, how do you plan to collect information?" The sound of the file rang in my ears, "No matter the Doomsday Shinrikyo, Father Xisen and Zaohuo, or Jung, they are all here. The place has its own information channels. We have no foundation here. It is not so easy to obtain information on your own."

"Mystery. It's only at this time that power can be shown." I replied.

"Oh—" The file narrowed his eyes, staring at me and said: "I'm curious, let me see it."

"I don’t know if you can see it. But Sakuya should be fine." I said, leaning back on the sofa, closing my eyes and saying, "Although I can’t tell you the principle, the process is probably Just... dreaming, a nightmare that is dangerous, weird and full of penetrating nature."

"I have never heard of this." The sound of the file came into my ears, probably because my thoughts were under the control of subjective and brain hardware. Because of the rapid slowing down, her voice seems to be going away, "That is, as long as you wake up, it will be done?"

"Maybe, if you are lucky. However, I don't think I can succeed in one shot." I felt that I was ready, so I closed my eyes and said to the two of them: "Okay, you guys connect."

At this time, under the control of the brain hardware. The subjective consciousness of "self" seemed to increase continuously, and began to soak in a deep and dark feeling. Slowly fall. I don't know how to describe it. Neither "falling" or "immersing in darkness" can fully describe how I feel at this time. I don't know why I did this or how I did it, but the thought of "want to enter the realm line" gave rise to the natural feeling that "you must do this if you want to actively enter the realm line".

This feeling may be instinctive. Or maybe it was a hint from "Jiang". Without the power of "Jiang", I should not be able to enter the "realm line". Therefore, doing so is equivalent to the concept of "proactively contacting'Jiang' and telling her to pull me in."

Before this, I had never thought about making contact with "Jiang" so proactively.

I don’t know if this method is really feasible. However, since this is an instinctive answer, I must believe it-in the mysterious world, when encountering unknowable factors and unable to act. Believing in your own feelings has always been the most common practice.

The things in the outside world seem to be separated by this deep and dark thing. Speaking of it, it is like a lake. The information generated by the perception of the outside world floats on the lake like fog, and the "self" is like A stone is gradually sinking into the lake. Therefore, under normal circumstances, the “fog” and the “stones” that should be in contact with each other and produce chemical reactions gradually drift away. With the surface of the lake as the dividing line, they become two things that do not interfere with each other. Even so, I still vaguely feel that File and Sakiya have been directly connected to me through the data cable and gray wire.

There is a feeling of being inserted, but it is not from the back of the neck under normal circumstances, but this piece of metaphorical concepts such as "lake water", "fog" and "sinking stone". The world is infiltrated by other things that are also conceptual. In this state, the concept of being a "foreign body" is actually clearer, or more sensitive, than the feeling caused by a knife inserted into the body.

To be honest, it’s not very comfortable, and it’s completely different from the feeling of having a direct connection with them under normal conditions. Although the conceptual "foreign body" intrusion does not bring a sense of danger and does not cause pain, it is like an "obtrusive thing" that makes people subconsciously want to resist its deepening.

However, deep in my consciousness, the idea of ​​"trying to bring them to the border of entry" is trying to prevent this instinctive resistance reaction.

It seems to be too hard, the "stone" became lighter in the lake water, and there are signs of floating up-I know, if this "stone" transformed from "self" really comes to the surface, once again Contact with the mist floating on the lake, then everything you are doing now will give up all your previous efforts.

I tried several times, but I was unable to guide the conceptual "foreign objects" that should represent "files" and "Sakuya" to my side under the lake while maintaining the falling trend of "stones". When the stone representing the "self" continued to increase and silence reached a certain distance below the lake surface, the longer the distance of the dive, the more vague consciousness became, and it was completely dissolved like a broken wire.

Yes, "dissolved". I can only describe it like that. At that moment, I felt that my originally "stone" became a puddle of water, and became this dark and vast area. I don't know the depth. Part of the dark lake.

When I woke up again, it should be said that when I felt my existence again, I didn't know how long it had passed. It was like a continuous picture. There was a critical frame break, and the front and back became less smooth. I don't know if I met "Jiang" after "dissolving", nor do I know why I "dissolving". However, the feeling of weakness, heavy burden and pain in the body, and the cold and hard feeling of metal from the palm of my hand when I subconsciously supported the wall, made me sure that I had once again entered the "boundary line".

Probably because of active cooperation, or has gradually adapted. Or "Jiang"'s control over the boundary line has increased again, no matter what the reason, the process of entering the boundary line this time is more relaxed than the previous two. Although it still gives people a feeling of nightmares, the scenery in front of them is still distorted, there are noises of unknown meaning everywhere, and the body is still weak, but the dizziness is weakened a lot. In this state, he can walk smoothly even if he doesn't hold on to the wall. There seems to be no problem with running. I once again observe my reflection on the smooth, mirror-like metal wall. After confirming that his appearance was no different from the previous two times, he clenched his fists hard.

Weakness. However, it is not without power. I don't know whether this power comes from the burning flames in my heart, but I am quite sure that my current self is completely different from the self I was here two times before.

Since this is the world that is closest to the subconscious mind, then, an enlightened self. Of course it can't be exactly the same as the self who only told oneself to be enlightened before.

How strong the will is, how strong is the self that appears here? Although I hope to be affirmative, this kind of thinking should be one-sided, and there should be more factors that shack my model of existence in this place-the state of "reality", the integrity of personality awareness, the strength of will and the strength of my will. no. And the influence of "Jiang" should all be manifested in the body of "I" that exists here.

All these guesses about what you look like in the boundary line are just guesses.

But, I do feel it. The difference between the present self and the past self, everything is so intuitive in this realm. The emotions suppressed by the brain hardware in the normal world are rolling like magma at this time, releasing hot power, injecting strength into my weak body. The surging noise became louder and louder like a rush, gradually overwhelming the disturbing noise.

Wow! Wow! Wow! Wow!

The quietly rushing voice circulates in the blood vessels.

I opened my mouth, and a white hot air spewed out. The scorching sensation seemed to have turned into substance. Even after entering the boundary line, the pain that my body was suffering all the time was burned into steam. Out of the body.

Burning and rushing are gradually replacing pain, weakness, dizziness and noise.

I raised my eyes again and looked at the mirror image on the metal wall--the young man with the red left eye and the blue right eye, where there is the appearance of terminally ill patients, the will burning deep in the eyes makes This thin body seemed to contain a violent force, which would tear itself and the enemy apart at any time.

Is this... who I am now?

"Sakiya! File!" I turned my eyes abruptly and shouted in the empty circular corridor, and my answer was echoes.

I used to think that the last time I saw Sakiya when I entered the boundary line, it was because she was directly connected to me in the normal world. It was like a rushing water that washed away wood blocks and also carried away mud and sand. , In the case that she could not even detect it, part of the subconscious mind was pulled into this realm line by the power of Jiang, and reorganized into the ghost-like Saya that I had seen.

In order to prove this idea, I did some preparatory work, but it did not seem to be successful.

However, it doesn't matter, although it is a bit lonely, but maybe this is the best. The environment of the boundary line is too weird, and no one knows what kind of danger will appear, what kind of load injury and consciousness trauma it will cause.

In the boundary line, there is no restraint from the brain and hardware, and there is no icy body transformed into a body. In this burning and rushing sound that seems to originate from the soul, I am no longer suffering from the pain and weakness of the boneless maggot. , Dizziness and noise troubles, in this silent and empty corridor, I feel loneliness and peace.

I don't speak anymore. It's not that under normal conditions, everything is quantified by the brain and hardware, and there is no need to say more, but because I enjoy this silence. This loneliness, calmness and silence made me feel that I truly became a person.

Although, in this realm, I am still a thin patient. However, I feel that this self is more purely powerful than the self in a normal state, a power that allows "Gao Chuan" to cross time and space, and cross the boundary between life and death.

If there is one word to describe it, it is "core will."

The external physical model will eventually be destroyed. The physical body in the "reality" is so weak, no matter how powerful the body in the doomsday illusion. The ability is so great that it is meaningless to the "reality" until the completion of the human replenishment plan is realized. However, the will is different. The will can penetrate everything, through science and unscientific, illusion and reality, normal and abnormal.

I think I was really stupid for the past month or so. Whether it is brain hardware or prosthetic body. What is the meaning of all kinds of mysteries and weapons beyond imagination, and the power that cannot be passed down to "Gaochuan"? What is there to regret about physical incompleteness, incomplete personality, and cognitive errors? A truly strong will will never care about any "defects", and only will not be disturbed by "defects". It is the real strong will.

"Gaochuan" will die after all, but let "Gaochuan" be fearless of death, and let "Gaochuan" grow up again, all the way to the present, not any powerful ability in the doomsday illusion, just a copy It's just will.

The "Super Gaochuan" I dream of becoming. The "Super Gaochuan" that was longed for by the Gaochuan people in the past, if there is no one by one "Gaochuan" climbing the ladder, there is no such core will to pass on. There is absolutely no possibility of being born.

I understand why I was so anxious in the past. Even with the inhibition of the brain and hardware and the extremely powerful body, the feeling of being persecuted has never disappeared. The harsh environment to be faced is naturally one of the reasons, but it is definitely not the most important reason. It’s just because all kinds of defects make me feel that once I die, I will dissipate like dust, no longer exist in any place, and will eventually be forgotten and replaced by the next Gaochuan, so I have to force myself Do it better, so that people can't ignore, can't forget, and even end all nightmares in this Gaochuan era.

It is clearly said that "Gao Chuan will not die. If one Gao Chuan dies, there will be countless Gao Chuans standing up", but in fact, I have never understood the meaning of this sentence and the hidden Gao Chuan of this sentence. Nature.

As one of the "Gaochuan", this will is in my body, so even if my Gaochuan dies at this time, the next Gaochuan will continue this will. My body will turn into dust, and this flame-like will will be passed on.

Why has it been ignored in the past?

Even though, the potential of the body has been exhausted, even though there are various defects in personality, but at the time of death, it is not that nothing will be left behind. Just because there will always be something left, don’t be afraid, don’t be anxious, your own death date is approaching, no matter the "reality" or this "doomsday fantasy", time is pressing, there are too many unfinished things, there are too many hopes to achieve There are too many things that seem impossible to do but must be done, but all of this does not end by yourself: if a Gaochuan dies, there will be countless Gaochuan standing up, moreover, at a speed beyond imagination stand up.

This is the truth of "there have been countless Gaochuan in the past"-in the world of personality consciousness, with an absolutely strong will as the core, the speed of the birth and growth of new personality consciousness is actually thought The speed is used as a ratio. For the newly born Gao Chuan, no matter whether the "Doomsday Illusion" is updated or the script is rewritten, it is a new world for him, because what he inherits is only will, not memory.

Because of this, "Gaochuan", which integrates 60% of Gaochuan's information like me, is special. And this particularity can also be used as a signal for the official launch of the "Super Gaochuan Project".

The remaining “Gaochuan Information”, which has not yet been integrated and cannot be integrated passively, occupies 40% of the total, hiding the secret of whether the “Super Gaochuan” can be born. No matter what mentality it is~IndoMTL.com~ I haven't pressed the confirm button before, which is great.

In this way, I can sharpen my will stronger before I die. And this will will also witness my past existence and efforts, becoming a part of "Super Gaochuan".

I suddenly woke up from my absence, but, unlike the past, I no longer have the doubts about gains and losses. When I woke up, I felt more pure. I can feel that my will grows in these thoughts, and on the road to "Super Gaochuan", these thoughts are like a step by step step-by-step ladder.

Now, the body in this realm line no longer feels weak. I walk here as if moving with the waves. At this moment, I seem to penetrate something directly, not just a mere scene, but It's something more conceptual. When my thoughts rose and I raised my gaze, I had come to the end of the circular passage, and there was a familiar door in front of me.

This is the gate of the leisure facility service center.

"Agawa." Sakiya's voice came from behind, but I no longer felt weird about it. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

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