Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 66: Self-coincidence
On the issue of split personality.
One of the personality, Fu Jiang fell asleep after performing a memory operation.
Personality two, Mae escaped from the mental hospital, followed Sakiya into the park and witnessed Morino's death. He was discovered by the devil and fell asleep after failing.
Personality three, Zuo Jiang successfully escaped from the demon Sakiya's pursuit, and came to the place where Sakiya's house was, it was also purely accidental.
connects several accidents together and it becomes an inevitable adventure.
As for why Mae will follow Sakiya? Zuo Jiang's answer was that when he first came to this city, he accidentally heard her and Morino talk about Gaochuan on the street.
"This girl lives in Achuan's house, right? It's really worrying." Zuo Jiang said.
"It's just a simple lodging."
"Although she doesn’t look like a girl who takes the initiative in emotions, her delicate and pitiful appearance might have hit A Chuan’s bullseye. Because A Chuan is a top student, it’s impossible to let a girl who has troubles do not. Right?"
Zuojiang's assertion hit the nail on the head. I do have an ambiguous feeling for Sakuya, which has nothing to do with her appearance and personality. She is a special existence for me, who is burdened with unspeakable pain, just like the relationship between the rescued and the hero.
Sayaya is by my side, I can feel myself that I am not just a dispensable illusion.
Interpersonal relationships are divided into "need" and "needed", but in most cases, the boundaries between the two are ambiguous and determine the individual's sense of self-worth.
Generally speaking, strong people are needed, and weak people need others. However, this rule has changed wonderfully in my body.
A month ago, as a top student, I defined myself as a "needed" person, but after gaining great power, I have become a "need of others".
I think it must be that I have made a deviation in some aspects. This deviation comes from the drastically changing environment and the self that has never changed.
Shirai said that I am a self-righteous person, and that is true. I live at my own pace. Simply take the theory of evolution as an analogy. The adaptability of organisms to the environment can be divided into two types: gradual change and mutation. And I am the former.
This has nothing to do with whether one's strength is strong or not, it is simply a matter of adaptability. The dinosaurs that were once at the top of the food chain died out because they were unable to adapt to the mutational environment.
Superman's power not only didn't let me adapt to changes in the environment faster, but became a modern "dinosaur".
"Just laughed, Zuo Jiang, you saw such an insignificant appearance." I stroked the quark and smiled wryly.
"Fortunately, although Achuan in the doomsday illusion is more reliable, but now it makes people feel fresh. For women, the most important thing is freshness. Such Achuan is also very cute." Left Jiang gently stroked my head as if comforting a child.
Quark opened his eyes slightly, like a baby who is recovering from a serious illness, making an inaudible cry.
"I'm really lucky this time." Zuo Jiang said suddenly.
I looked at her in surprise.
"This crow was hurt very badly. You can only recover so quickly by eating graystone, right?"
"Is there any problem?"
"Mae also did similar things, but the other party had a strong allergic reaction, and within half a day he declared that the treatment was invalid and passed away in the hospital."
I can’t help but feel a little scared. It is precisely because of this that I did not give quark and Sakuya graystone. Now it seems that my judgment is correct. The other ingredients added to the psychedelic "paradise" made of graystone may not only enhance its ability as a drug, but also slow down the allergic reaction of graystone to a considerable extent.
Even so, the strange symptoms of people taking "Paradise" may also have allergic reactions at work.
"The reason why we are okay is probably because when we entered the doomsday illusion, we have already improved our body to a certain extent?" Zuo Jiang said.
Maybe, most of the things about the doomsday fantasy are just speculation.
Zuojiang’s voices, movements, and scents have a power, warm and soft, and they immersed in my heart without knowing it, and my mood gradually calmed down.
I stood up, pointed to the community gate and said:
"I want to take a look inside."
Zuojiang pulled the wind-blown hair back behind his ears, put on the red straw hat, lifted the travel bag and walked behind me about one position behind me. Although I can't see her, there is an invisible sense of dependence from behind, which makes me feel very relieved.
is like closing your eyes, falling back from a cliff, and being caught.
This is the same as in the doomsday illusion, my feelings for Fujiang are the same, right?
I feel nostalgic when I think about it.
Whenever I see the diary, even if I know it is my own experience, I feel that I and Gao Chuan in the diary have a sense of separation, as if two people in different worlds feel envy from time to time, because he has The existence of Fujiang.
But now, Zuo Jiang is by my side.
The past that was cut off by amnesia once again connected with her next to her, and she seemed to be gradually overlapping with Gao Chuan in the apocalyptic environment.
, passing by the familiar lawn and pavilion, stayed for a while in the place where the goat guild members had been killed. The traces of the struggle have been completely erased, and the newly planted turf presents an abrupt green feeling.
did not cut their heads when they killed them, and I don’t know if they became zombies. Probably because of intelligence control, I have not seen reports of related homicides in newspapers and news. After so long, no police came to the door. It must have become another headless public case, right?
In the past month, the number of crimes in this city has repeatedly hit record highs. Although the Public Security Bureau announced that it will take tough rectification measures, the situation has not improved. Not only this city, but the reports of major crimes all over the world are increasing day by day. Not long ago, terrorists spread sarin gas in the Tokyo subway, which became a major case that shocked the world. People can't help but wonder, where exactly is the problem?
Most people, of course, don’t know anything about the doomsday environment, and don’t know that there is a battlefield for geniuses, alien creatures, superpowers, and demons by their side~IndoMTL.com~.
All the intelligence related to these factors is suppressed in the dark corner by some invisible but powerful restraining force.
Maybe soon, all these seemingly trivial disharmony will form a crack that swallows the whole world.
I took the elevator to the front of Sakiya's house. I rang the doorbell several times without responding. It seems that Sakiya and her family have not returned. I don’t know if I should be grateful or distressed. If Sakiya’s parents find that their daughter is missing when they return home, they will definitely feel regret and grief, right?
If possible, Sakiya must be restored to normal before they return.
But all the contact with Sakiya was interrupted, and even her parents could not notify.
Apart from her own home, friends' homes and school, where else would she go? Where else can I go?
Although it is said that as long as you have money, you can go anywhere. Sakiya, parasitized by the devil, has the power to survive wherever you go, but the half born as a human must have a bond that cannot be forgotten.
If it is a human, if there is still human emotions, if Sakiya still retains the character and memory born of all the sorrows, joys and sorrows of this life, she will definitely not leave this city, she will go to maintain herself There is a place where the relationship with the people around you is important, and silently greet your own death.
Think hard, Takakawa, you must know, because for Sakiya, you are not dispensable.
She said that she liked you, didn’t she?
Morino is dead, and his parents are not in this country, only you are left.
So, she must be somewhere you know, waiting for you to fulfill your promise.