Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 700: Return

The intense light fills the interior of the tower, making it impossible to see objects. Compared to the darkness, which is also difficult to see, the light is undoubtedly more irritating. Just staying here, it was as if the whole body was going to be penetrated and melted. Staying in the dark for too long will also give people the illusion of being disintegrated and assimilated by the darkness, but the oppressiveness from the light is stronger and more active. There is not much time left for me, and other competitors who are behind will catch up soon. They cannot continue to waste their energy at this time to pull others back, but Maria in red has always been obstructing I, attack me, involve me, as if it was born and existed at this moment, the task is like this, not to seize the spiritual integration device by myself.

When the naked eye can't see things and the chain determination is greatly disturbed, I just rely on my instinct when close to hostility to maintain the stability of the battle. I kept sweeping, after the tower was disintegrated, the area considered as "inside" has expanded to a certain extent, but moving without seeing things gives me a sense of expansiveness far beyond the previous one. The scope of visual inspection from the outside. I couldn't find what I wanted, nor could I leave this light-filled place, and even time seemed to become non-existent under the action of a kind of sacred power.

It’s too weird, it’s too abnormal. If it weren’t for Maria in red to appear around to attack me from time to time, it reminds me that I’m not alone here, I’m afraid I will be in this seemingly endless silence, light and flatness. Melt it. Perhaps, it will become part of the sacrifice for the night of Valpus for life-promoting? I feel that I seem to be a little anxious. Under normal circumstances, even fierce fighting will not trigger negative emotions. A little bit from my heart, like weeds. However, it cannot be regarded as a normal situation at first. What I am facing is the internal environment presented in consciousness by an ignorant mental integration device.

I don't know if I just stick to it. What else can be done, holding the personality preservation device tightly, but did not feel the internal changes of this chip, logically speaking, there should have been a lot of black smoky faces in it, if this kind of existence is in response to the Tianmen plan One link should work now. At least it should produce some response. My initial expectation was to rely on the chip and the smoky face in the chip that might resonate with the mental integration device to find further clues. However, the facts are calmer than I expected, and this place falls in my hands. The two are almost like an insignificant dead thing. I don't know what changes have taken place outside the tower. What's the progress of other people? My sensitivity to time is losing. All my perceptions and observations are completely obscured by this mysterious and abnormal light-these lights are just like the ultimate defense of a spiritual unity device.

I also considered that "Jiang" would pick fruits at this time, but how long did it take? Except for the girl in red, Maria, who was still chasing me perseveringly, it seemed that nothing else appeared among us. My attention. It has begun to disperse, and it has become a mechanical instinct to deal with the attack of the lady in red, and the search for a spiritual integration device has gradually become no longer the first purpose. I have room to think about more things, but it is alarming. Yes. I didn't even know what I was thinking about in the wasted time. Some clear, newly-born thoughts are still quite distinct, but they are things that were thought of a while ago. Where it went, what form it became, and how to proceed, all became extremely vague-trance. I can only use this vocabulary to describe it. When I suddenly recovered, I was fighting the girl in red again. Isn't this feeling actually very familiar? It's like the symptoms when I fell into schizophrenia.

Does the space inside the tower, corroded by the power of the spiritual integration device, degrade my spiritual consciousness? I guess like this, but this guess will not persist for too long, and it will disappear in the trance afterwards, and then reappear and disappear again. I have already estimated that the predicament I am in is extremely serious. Therefore, I can't help but feel that thanks to the entanglement of the red girl Maria, it allows me to maintain my final sanity and to recover from the severe trance. Come.

Perhaps, for Maria in red, the situation is similar. If it doesn’t insist on attacking me, it might melt away in this world of light—my thinking diverges, even though it’s just Guessing, I have to believe that this is the case, so that I can refocus my attention on the girl in red, Maria.

With something focused, the frequency and degree of trance will be reduced accordingly. However, the so-called "reduction" is based on observable values, and I myself cannot observe the frequency and degree of my trance. Therefore, it is just a feeling, or perhaps an illusion.

However, even if it is an illusion, it is the only way I can think of, the only thing I can do. There is nothing here except Hikari and the girl in red. If even the girl in red disappears, when will I be able to act by myself? I don't think that I can continue this kind of action without change and feedback, even if it is mechanical movement, it can continue to the end of life consciously with perseverance.

Although "Gaochuan"'s burning will has never seen its end, relatively, I don't think that this will and motivation can just burn forever, endlessly.

Things have really become tricky. This spiritual integration device is indeed a key item that even "Jiang" wants to get, and it can promote the completion of the plan. For "Gao Chuan" who relies on personality consciousness and spiritual will to maintain its existence, things that cause essential damage to personality consciousness and spiritual will are indeed extremely dangerous.

If it is only the consciousness ability of a certain mysterious holder, it is impossible to achieve this level of "quality" and "quantity". Therefore, it is not enough to extinguish "Gaochuan", but in a certain sense , The spiritual integration device is likely to be able to aggregate the personality and spiritual consciousness of all patients with doomsday syndrome from the bottom essence of the doomsday illusion. Even if the spiritual integration device at this moment does not gather such a level of power, it has been used in the past to reach the gate of heaven. In the planned sacrifice, the power to gather them is definitely not worth the order of hundreds, thousands, or tens of thousands.

Does this also mean that everyone who enters this place is actually facing a supermassive mental attack? Although. It's just a relatively passive force that spreads across the scope, but we who fall into it seem to be ground up a little bit, and we can't do it if we want to leave. Are others aware of this situation and are they adequately prepared to deal with it. I don't know, but if I really can't get out of this predicament with my own strength, I hope they can use their own early preparations to trigger further changes. Is it the only choice?

If the current situation remains unchanged, it really is the worst situation. And not being able to use my own strength to end this bad situation is even more frustrating and powerless. However, if this kind of negative emotion is really generated, it will be bad. Therefore, I tend to face it in another way— -Will others. Even if this other person is the enemy, take their preparations and backhands into consideration, admit their weakness and use their strength, as long as you have such awareness, even in the face of your own powerless situation, you will not really fall into helplessness. Among. On the contrary, if you think arrogantly, except yourself. No one can do it, no one can do it well, only then will you face true despair.

Of course, this way of "thinking from another angle" may be a kind of self-comfort, and may be seen as a manifestation of cowardice, but. I am the only one, and I am the only "Gao Chuan", and there is no reason to worry about it, because. If you don't do this, you will "die". If you can't keep yourself hopeful, if you can't get yourself out of a negative state of mind, you will "die".

This is not "death" in the physiological sense, but "death" on the level of personality consciousness, because if you can't accept failure and powerlessness, and can't change your mind to look at these failures and powerless words, "Gaochuan" has long insisted not Down. I, Gao Chuan, have to face, but I don't know how powerful the enemy is. In a bad situation beyond expectation, I have reincarnated countless times like a doll, but I still can't find a definite plan that can be successful.

"Hey, Maria." I once again ran away from Maria's blade with a quick sweep, but this time, instead of running away, I turned my back to it at a distance and said to it, "You I know, before I was born, how many times did Gao Chuan fail and die many times? It was not just the moment he saw the target, but he couldn't even see the shadow of the target, so there was nothing to fight back. The earth, being doomed to fate, failed and died. Do you know how it feels after repeating it countless times?"

I don't want to hide anymore, and I don't want to look anymore. The mental integration device is good, even if it becomes someone else's thing, it will not disappear in this world. Now, I just want to get myself excited again, the burning Gao Chuan's core will, after such a long period of steady and continuous, is like being suppressed by something. If you don't flirt it, it will gradually fade away.

But I can feel that the burning under this repression is not complete, as if there is something hidden deep in the body. If the ignition point is not raised, it cannot be awakened.

After I spoke, after I had been chasing it for so long, my first utterance made Maria in the red stop chasing. It also faces back to me, and in this light-filled world, its posture only appears dimly in my mind.

It seems that it has returned to the state of being able to communicate, just like changing from an "evil spirit" to an ordinary "ghost", its vicious posture, revealing the gentleness that is unique to women again. I have never expected to be able to talk to it this way. It can be said that the situation at this time is really surprising-why does it stop to listen to me at this time? Of course there must be a reason for this, but I, at this moment, don't want to think about it at all.

"No one likes to face weakness and failure, but what can you do if you don’t face it? Because, I’ve never thought about giving up, and I don’t think it’s something to give up. So, in this In the process, no matter how painful and unbearable, you must survive. Weakness and failure, you can’t see the hope of achieving your goal. What you face is to dump the enemy who you don’t know how far in the level, repeating it again and again, really It’s very painful. But, even so, you can’t just die like that and quit, because if you don’t do it, who else will do it for yourself? The thoughts and expectations that have been pinned on yourself. Hope. Just let it go away with the wind like this?" I said, the memory information of the past "Gaochuan" seemed to seep from the cracks in the stone, merge into a stream, flowing through my mind. In reality, Zhenjiang is dead, and the girls who were entrusted to Gao Chuan's relatives cannot alleviate their illnesses. It had to undergo experimental therapy, and it collapsed or was modified during the treatment. Want to rescue them, and more patients, obviously have this possibility, but never succeeded. The desire to be entrusted by a woman who is both a sister and a girlfriend. After countless failures, I still can't see the hope of success, and I can't achieve the responsibilities I want to shoulder.

"Failure, failure, failure, failure, failure. Failure, failure, failure... Whatever you do is failure." I looked up, hoping to see through this doomsday fantasy and see them waiting in reality," Can you understand? This kind of entrustment that has to be endured, the wish that has to be fulfilled. The thing that has to be finished."

"..." From behind, the ghost usually has a seemingly non-existent voice. This voice is so ethereal, like an illusion, but I feel that it is really the answer of the lady in red.

"I saw it. In your room, in your necklace, what is buried... That memory and sustenance... Although I don't know what happened, but. This is very important to you. It’s not about the Tianmen Project, it’s just for you..." I took out Maria’s necklace from my arms. This is not a physical object, but it is the necklace I got from the boundary line. Opening the pendant, there is still a group photo of "Maria" and "Henry" inside.

"..." Maria's seemingly non-existent voice lingered in my ears.

I once took away your things, in order to complete my plan, although I do not regret it, but--

"Sorry." I didn't turn around, but just grabbed it with my hand and handed it back. This necklace has always been on my conscious mind, but after finding the core area of ​​the tower in the normal world, I have forgotten it all the time. I never thought that there would be a chance to return it to the original owner like this, "Now, I don’t need it anymore."

I didn't feel the touch of the red girl's body, but the necklace in the palm of my hand was lightened. In my heart, it was like putting down a heavy stone, and the flame that had been suppressed by this stone suddenly jumped up. I heard it again, the roar of blood flowing, like a thunderous heartbeat of a huge drum, at the end of the burning, revealing the hidden thing, it was like a pair of dark and deep rays, just like, in the night, His eyes were darker and deeper than the night.

That is, a living one--

"..." Maria's voice rang in my ears once, and then, when I turned my head, she was no longer there.

She just disappeared silently.

I know she still exists in this world, but where did she go? I couldn't help but have this thought: Could it be that I went to the mental integration device? She is, no, it should be said, has always been, the real core role in this battle for spiritual integration devices?

"Really? When I got the mental integration device in the 51st district a long time ago, when researching the mental integration device, were you ready? It was because of an accident. Is it the same thing as me, even if it becomes the way it is now, one must do something?" I muttered to the girl in red who had no idea where to go.

"So, that necklace is necessary to complete a certain key step, but ~IndoMTL.com~ only you can use it, and only you know how to use it. Is that true? Maria. "I couldn't help but smile, and I didn't feel sorry or regretful at all about returning this necklace to the other party, because there is always something that belongs to only one person.

I stayed on the spot quietly, waiting, Maria, who retrieved her own things, to end this difficult situation. And this result, is it expected from the 51st area power alliance from the beginning? If this is the case, what exactly are Smoky Face, Long Aotian and this chip? Is it necessary to develop in this way to remove all obstructions and let Maria complete the final step?

Maybe, that's how it is. Perhaps, in their plan, although it is complicated to do so, it is the safest way. It is more secure than reaching a cooperation with me directly to take away the necklace, or letting me actually join the plan to assist them. Because, isn’t the fact obvious? I never really thought about giving the mental integration device to someone else. Long Aotian and Chubby must be like this too.

I opened my palm. Although I couldn't see it, the chip was indeed lying quietly in the palm of my hand.

It may well be the only trophy of my trip. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m to read.)