Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 747: World Twist II
I suddenly feel that this kind of deviation has not happened in the past, but this time, it is too strong to be ignored. This doomsday illusion is becoming weird.
Moreover, I have a strong intuition that this must be the result of the operation of the spiritual integration device. In other words, whether it is the Nazi side, the 51st district, or the Doomsday Truth, the relay in their hands The device must be somewhere, some kind of abnormality has occurred. And this anomaly has affected the structure of this doomsday illusion. More essential, it is the conscious interaction and manifestation of patients with doomsday syndrome, which are distorted under the influence of a sufficiently powerful force.
Moreover, I have a strong intuition that this must be the result of the operation of the spiritual integration device. In other words, whether it is the Nazi side, the 51st district, or the Doomsday Truth, the relay in their hands The device must be somewhere, some kind of abnormality has occurred. And this anomaly has affected the structure of this doomsday illusion. More essential, it is the conscious interaction and manifestation of patients with doomsday syndrome, which are distorted under the influence of a sufficiently powerful force.
This kind of powerful, related to the core power of the doomsday illusion, apart from the "human factors" such as "Jiang", super color and super Dorothy, there are only the mental integration device and the personality preservation device. Only two things are possible. Based on everything that happens in the boundary line, I tend to be more inclined to the erosion of the spiritual unity device caused by the "Jiang" that has caused the current distortion.
"It's just--" I said seriously to Sakiya: "It changed the world line."
Regardless of whether she understands or not, I don't think she can understand, but she seems to understand it. Sakuya frowned and asked, "Agawa...You just jumped the world line?"
"Can you understand?" I stared at Sakiya.
"If it's the world line..." Sakuya nodded and said, "Remember when I just graduated? There was a seminar in our school about the topic of time machine. What about internet celebrities. A woman who calls herself a mad scientist specifically mentioned the topic of the world line. But—it’s really unbelievable, there is no sense of reality. Now, A Chuan, you really jumped over from other world lines? "
"Similar. I think, not exactly the same..." I still have some doubts, but. How can you explain a situation that you don't even understand to others?
"It's okay, Agawa." Sakiya held up my face and smiled peacefully, "No matter what happens, we are still together. That's enough. Don't worry, Agawa, no matter where you are from, Even if you jump the world line, the place where you are is not as sad as you think. We are all by your side."
I stared at Sakuya quietly. Her gentle and calm smile seemed to melt my inner hardness. I couldn't help but nodded, and leaned my gaze out of the porthole. White clouds, sunlight, blue sky... the scenery is so clean, it's like, nothing has happened, but I know that everything is different.
However. Even though everything on the outside is different, I am still me, and Sakiya and Hakkei are also by my side. No matter what I'm encountering, and what these weirdness will bring. At least for now, they, whom I care about, haven't been hurt.
This is enough.
Change has not taken everything I care about. I stand here, it still has meaning, and the mission I shouldered will continue to be carried out. In the doomsday illusion, it seems that there have indeed been unusual changes in details, but the overall environment and trends have not undergone qualitative changes.
Although, there are still some unaccustomed things, as if returning to my hometown where I have been separated for many years, everything is familiar with strangeness. It may take a while to re-recognize everything around you, but with the brain and hardware, no matter how strong the blow is, you will definitely be able to survive it.
"That's right." It suddenly occurred to me, and I asked Sakiya, "What is the name of the female scientist who gave a lecture at the seminar on time machines?"
"Omi, I remember this name." Sakiya replied.
"So, is she unfamiliar with us?" I muttered to myself, and I couldn't tell how it felt, but it was very weird, as if everything was back to the original point. And everything I have done has to be done again. I flipped through the list on the retina screen. The tasks regarding the "personality preservation device" and the "mental integration device" made me more sober. The completion numbers above are "two" on the "personality preservation device" and " The "Mental Integration Device" is zero, and one of the records of the "Personality Preservation Device" has been used on Sakuya. Does this mean that although Omi returned to the original point in this world change, what we have done together is still retained in terms of "results"?
I turned my sights away and scanned Sakiya. However, I couldn't find the traces of using the personality preservation device in the past, and I can't do it now. Although the report on the retina screen proved that I had completed the task, the situation at this time made me unable to be sure that this fact still exists.
"Aya, I... did I give you anything important in the 51st district?" I asked Sakiya, looking at it seriously.
"Yes, the personality preservation device, we did get it." Sakiya nodded and replied.
Sakiya gave a calm answer to my question. I knew that my performance must be strange at this time, but she naturally accepted this strange, even the "world line" analogy. This made me feel an awkwardness from deep in my heart. I can't take it for granted. Perhaps it is because of this distorted world in details, which is normal for Sakiya and others. . But I have personally experienced the world before the distortion, which brought a strong impact.
The so-called "distortion" is only from my perspective, for the observation of the world, but besides me, who has such an observation angle? Eruka? The ultimate weapon? Boy Gaochuan? Jiang? Those organizations that occupy an extremely important position in the elements of the world, such as Doomsday Shinrikyo, and those people I know, such as Huohuo, Father Sisson, files, and even prophets who possess the mystery of "prophecy", know this world Has it changed?
Although the ultimate goal has not changed, I feel as if many things in the past have been done for nothing. Of course, I know this is just an illusion. From Sakuya's mouth. I have roughly understood the difference between the current world and the past world for me-the people and things I care about have not undergone qualitative changes, but where I can’t observe, will there be more changes? For the huge change?
The part that a person can touch is relative to the whole world. It is extremely small, and the "change" in my eyes is also extremely small for the operation of the entire world. At least, this world is still in dire straits, but in terms of the doomsday illusion. The apocalyptic future triggered by the mysterious side is still moving forward in an orderly manner, and if it extends to the perspective of the “reality” level, the “script” is still operating, and the only observable numerical change may be the distortion of details in this doomsday illusion. In an instant, this was for the "hospital". It may be a change worth paying attention to, but for the work they are doing, it is still incapable of clearly analyzing the reasons. My imagination can also be inferred, and this change did not make their work progress by leaps and bounds.
Promote changes in the doomsday illusion through planning. To find the "Jiang" body and analyze its essence, just such a change is still not enough. Even this distortion on the level of world history is just a change brought about by the "Jiang" side. Even if the effect is expanded several times, the information that the "hospital" can finally confirm is only that the "virus" is becoming more and more active. It is sufficient to be sure that the "virus" is real.
Improve my perspective to the "reality" level, and with the current calmness of the brain and hardware, it will indeed weaken the sensory impact caused by the distortion of the world to a certain extent. However. When we return to the level of "doomsday fantasy" and regard ourselves as an individual living completely in this world, all the changes at this time are so weird and difficult to grasp, and even if you are an ordinary person, you will definitely be more at a loss. .
I have ignored the distortion of this world, who caused it, whether it was done deliberately, or is it a matter of course, the change caused by the role of the spiritual integration device.
"This is a fait accompli." I said to myself. I know that there is no other way but to accept this fact. On the bright side, at least, the things I care about have not completely disappeared because of this distortion-I comforted myself so hard and tried to accept this sudden change.
I looked at the blue sky and organized my thoughts. After that, until the flight arrived in the Central Duchy, I didn't talk to people around me about the changes in the world. I am trying to adapt to my current identity, the vice president of a mysterious organization, and at the same time, the helm of an organization front office company. In this distorted world, Omi did not become my wife, did not even have in-depth contact with the Whisperer. Without her help, many of the things that have been carried out in the original world are completely at a standstill. The Whisperer is no longer a pure mystery. Organizations are not much different from the mysterious organizations in Europe and the United States. Because of this, the contact with the mysterious organizations in Europe and the United States is deeper than in the past.
If the distortion of this world is simply regarded as the "world line jump" that I excuse, then it can be regarded as a variant of time travel. Inferring this, since such changes are produced by the mental integration device, the repeater with the mental integration device as the core does indeed assume a similar "time machine" effect. In this way, the time machine research carried out by Omi is no longer a unique extraordinary masterpiece.
Even if you consider that this kind of distortion like "world line jump" is not an effect produced by devices such as repeaters, but a side effect of "Jiang"'s erosion of mental integration devices. The existence and importance of Omi are also no longer unique.
Yes, taking a utilitarian way of thinking can indeed weaken the importance of Omi. However, for me, even with the brain hardware suppressing negative emotions, it is difficult to accept such a result. It is precisely because of the disappearance of Omi that I have a deeper understanding than before that Omi is not a utilitarian existence for me. She is my wife, no matter what factors are complicated to become my wife, I have become accustomed to her existence.
For me--
I should really love her. Even with the presence of brain hardware that makes me calm like a machine, I cannot ignore this feeling. I don't know whether the feelings of the last Takakawa towards Omi are so pure, but for me. At this moment, I found this unique emotion from the perceptual corner. I looked at my past and compared the difference between Omi's existence and non-existence, which convinced me of this emotion. It is indeed "love", no matter what the reason for this "love", it does exist.
I want to get her back, I want everything back to its original state, back to the whisperer I am familiar with!
The more I think about it. Such an impulse becomes more and more unstoppable. My chest burned with scorching emotions, and it was hard to calm my brain hardware. I firmly grasped the armrest of the seat until Sakiya covered my hand on the back of my hand. She combed my hair lightly and said to me: "In any case, I am by your side, Achuan."
I grabbed her hand with my backhand, and the touch and temperature came from her skin. It seemed that the emotion that was rolling in my chest was vented.
"Don't leave me." I said softly, as if begging, saying: "Promise me, don't leave me alone."
"No." Sakiya put his head on my shoulder and said, "I will always be by your side, no matter what happens."
I have decided.
"I'm looking for Omi." I said to myself, even though, I know. Sakiya probably didn't understand the origin of this decision, but I couldn't give up. The whisperer I am familiar with is the home I want to return to, and now, this home is in shreds. Even with the depression of the brain and hardware, I understand it. My heart is full of anger-no matter who it is, even if it is as powerful as the young Gao Chuan and the weird "Mae", no matter what the reason is, it cannot be before my death. Take away my shelter! If this shelter will eventually be destroyed, it should be me. This is my plan, my responsibility, and what I have to bear. It proves my existence and makes me struggle to move forward.
"I will find you, the shadow of the past, before I die, I am the real Gaochuan!"
After the plane landed, we didn't make more stops and went straight back to the Whisperer's headquarters. As I walked through the city center, I carefully looked at this familiar city. Although many things have changed in places that I could not observe, the ones I knew still remained the same. , It makes me feel no stranger. Back in this city, back to the base of this whisperer, it was as if I had been away for a long time and stepped into my own territory again.
Of course, for the rest of the whisperers, time is just a few weeks past.
The address of the headquarters has not changed. It is still a high-rise apartment purchased by Bajing with public funds and recorded in his own name. However, unlike the original, Gregya and Cheka have lived here for nearly a month. The fate between the two and the whisperer was formed earlier than the original world, and the whisperer learned of the existence of the ruling bureau earlier in time, and it was not because of Father Xi Sen's guidance. In this distorted world, the whisperer’s involvement in the mysterious world is smoother and stronger, and the initial members of the whisperer seem to be stronger, even though I haven’t learned it in detail, but from Sakiya’s few words, At least she and Hakkei had known me since high school. Hakkei was the monitor of my class at the time, and Sakiya was the next-door student, but they had an indissoluble bond with me soon after enrolling.
The formation of Whisperers was also led by Bajing from the high school era. In terms of time, there is not much difference from the original world, but because Sakiya and I became members in advance, the whisperer's involvement in the mysterious side was unfolded earlier. It was not until after graduating from university that the current front office company was born with the skeleton of the whisperer’s peripheral structure. A small courier company with only 25 full-time employees. Among them, the whisperer involved the core members of the mysterious side. It took up a small half of the quota, and the actual business operation of the company was controlled by Bajing and Gregya. Although I have the title of "helmsman", most of the time, I work with Sakiya to deal with the affairs of the mysterious side, and Cheka is like a bodyguard. Also in most cases, Staying at the headquarters is responsible for the safety of Bajing and Gregya.
This time, I, Sakuya, Gregya, and Cheka are all dispatched to Las Vegas. It is precisely because this time the partners of cooperation are very important, involving the 51st District, the official organization of the United States. And several large-scale mysterious organizations in Europe and the United States, such as the Mercenary Association to which the file belongs, and the second largest mysterious organization in Europe and the United States, the "Cyberball", which is affiliated to the Eurasian region. This point is not much different from the original cognition.
"It is really worrying if there is only one person in Eight Views, it would be better if nothing happened." Sakiya said as if to herself when I opened the door.
"It should be okay, Morino and Shirai are also here." I replied in a deep voice and shouted to the hall: "Hakjing, we are back."
As soon as the voice fell, Bajing in pajamas pushed open the door of the room and walked out, greeted us casually, threw himself on the sofa, and turned on the TV. This familiar scene gave me the illusion of going back to the past, but there are still many differences, including some furnishings in the room.
"How's the matter going?" Bajing turned around and asked. At this time, Gregya and Cheka had already greeted them and went to their respective rooms. I sat down across from the Eight Views and habitually said to her: “It’s a bit complicated, but overall, I’ve learned a lot...” At this point, I suddenly realized that due to the distortion of the world, although the most important personality The storage device has been confirmed, but the other “special products” from the 51st District are not on me—Omi is no longer there, so the equipment she made for us does not exist at all. For example, all derivative products of the S agency, including things originally put in the S capsule, stargazers and invisible network systems all over the world, may still exist in this world, but not in the hands of the current whisperers.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help being silent. At this time, Sakiya sat down beside Hakkei and stared at me with a strange and serious gaze. The atmosphere was a little wrong. Not only did I notice it, Hakkei also looked at Sakiya thoughtfully, and then set his gaze on me. Face.
"It seems...something less interesting has happened." Hakjing's expression is no longer so sloppy, "Remember my prophecy? Achuan, did the prophecy come true?"
"What?" Although the brain hardware is working normally, it is impossible to determine which one of the eight scenes' prophecy is, or whether it is still the prophecy I understand.
"It seems that it’s really not very good." Hachijing pinched the bridge of his nose and put on an expression of headache, "A woman, changing fate, dangerous changes——Achuan, if this prediction is even impossible for you If you confirm, it will be really a big trouble."
"No..." I can't describe my mood at this time. It is absolutely complicated and full of shocks, but with the limitations of the brain hardware, my mind is still very clear. This prediction is not different from the prediction made by the Eight Views in the original world, but the most frightening thing is that it is also in line with the current situation I am encountering.
In the original world, the observation of this prophecy, the scene obtained is completely different from the present one, but if my experience is used as the baseline, in a sense, it may also be called~ IndoMTL.com~The prophecies of the Eight Views, from that time to the present, from the original world to another distorted world, it can even be considered that it is this kind of situation similar to the "world line change" that is more in line This prophecy.
In other words, did the Eight Views successfully predict the "world line change" and the cause and effect of all this?
I was silent for a while, and replied: "Yes, Bajing, your prediction is correct."
At this time, Sakuya solemnly said to me: "Agawa... Morino and Shirai are gone."
These words, like a bolt of lightning, struck my heart. I stared at her stunned, only to hear her continue to say: "Morino and Shirai...Although you remember them, Agawa, they are not members of Whisperers, and they have been dead for several years."
_be-nue……(To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my greatest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m to read it. )
PS: On the last night of the end of the month, this book finally ended, and a leader was born. From any point of view, it was an appropriate end.