Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 758: Gaochuan and? D night

The emotions of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan are surging. In the intense pain, it has penetrated the shield of the brain and hardware. In other words, the brain and hardware control only the activities on the physiological level, but this emotion is not The result of physiological hormonal synergy comes from his cognition and awareness of himself. I am Gao Chuan, and Gao Chuan who really appears in this world. The responsibilities that Gao Chuan needs to shoulder, the mistakes that he needs to admit, the things that he needs to prove, and the hopes he aspires for are all his own.

It is what I must shoulder, what I must admit, what I must prove, what I must desire.

Never let it to anyone!

Before one's true and complete death, don't talk about any heirs, don't look back at any past Gaochuan. The Yitai Gaochuan decided that what Gaochuan should have and what Gaochuan should bear belong to him, because only oneself is the only Gaochuan standing in the "now".

Gao Chuan who is scrupulous and envious of the past? Looking forward to and entrusting Gao Chuan to the future?

"Stop joking... Stop joking!" Gao Chuan held his fist tightly and said to himself: "I am the current Gao Chuan in the world."

The dominant position of the brain hardware has been shaken, and the prosthetic body that has run in quite firmly, and even the retinal screen under the control of the brain hardware, has also undergone structural damage. A large number of alarm windows flickered in front of the eyes. The intense flashing stimulation and the shaking horizon made the attached city scenes become bizarre. The damage of the prosthetic body continued to rise, and the prosthetic Gaochuan had a physiological dizziness, as if Seriously ill, he would fall down at any time. He understands that as long as he relaxes a bit and is exposed to the rejection of the main body status of the brain hardware, these traumas will quickly recover under the self-healing power of the prosthetic body. However, he has decided that if he falls here because of this, it will prove his ability is nothing more.

Faced with the mysterious and weird teenager Gao Chuan and "Jiang", just "robots" are simply not enough to support him in achieving "miracle". The machinery is generally stable. It also means that he cannot exceed the limit. He is fully aware of his limit. With the current self, it is impossible to protect what he cares about from the hands of another self and "Jiang" and shoulder Gao Chuan's due responsibilities. If you put it in the past, maybe you will confess your fate, because you are "this level of Gaochuan", so. He acquiesces that he "cannot do things beyond his abilities", but the current situation is different. What he cares about is not just those things on the "realistic" level. What he wants to shoulder is obviously beyond his abilities. Things.

No matter how far the young Gao Chuan and "Jiang" can work together, Gao Chuan doesn't care about it. Because, that should be what I had to do. The responsibility that should have been shouldered is being taken away by the other party-then, what is the point of coming into this world by yourself? Each Gaochuan was born after the death of the previous generation Gaochuan, and it itself started from the moment it was just born. It has already shouldered the responsibilities and desires passed down from generation to generation. In other words, if every Gao Chuan pinned his hopes on the newly born Gao Chuan after his death, then. "Gaochuan" wouldn't be what it is now.

Survival, fighting, living in your own way, carrying out tasks with your own program of action, and accomplishing the goals that have been passed on from generation to generation, this may be a normal thing for ordinary people, but, In Gao Chuan, it has already become an obligation and mission.

Yi Tai Gao Chuan did not want to think too much about the philosophy of life, but in the pain, his consciousness seemed to start to split. In other words, in order to resist this pain, he could not help but think about his birth and his own experience. The information left by those Gaochuan in the past—the Gaochuan that came to this world with mission and expectations of others is not the Gaochuan in the past, nor the Gaochuan in the future, but the present self. Super color and super Dorothy, Gao Chuan who has died, even the young Gao Chuan is no exception. They have indeed passed on this responsibility and expectation to their current Gao Chuan, perhaps in the super color and super Dorothy In his plan, the future super Gaochuan is an indispensable existence, but, at this moment, standing here is not the future super Gaochuan, but his own Gaochuan. What they are watching is their own Gao Chuan, what they are looking forward to is their own Gao Chuan, because the righteous body Gao Chuan is "now." Without the present, there will be no future. The present is "an excess of the past and the future", but it is not just an excess.

"Even that guy." Yi Tai Gao Chuan thought of the boy Gao Chuan, "When he died, he entrusted this future to the new Gao Chuan." When this idea first came into being, it had already been determined. Because, no matter how abnormal the situation became, when I first saw the young Gao Chuan, the feeling of inheritance was indeed true.

The past Gaochuan failed and died, so a new Gaochuan was born. The boy Gao Chuan failed and died. Therefore, he entrusted what he failed to accomplish to the later Gao Chuan. This kind of entrustment did not change until the birth of me, Gao Chuan. It was originally such an obvious thing, why was it ignored? In pain, the prosthetic Gao Chuan pressed his face hard. I was actually expected by him.

No matter what the current boy Gao Chuan thinks, no matter what the future color and Dorothy think, but when I was born, I was obliged to implement my own plan and complete my own according to my own ideas. In life, no matter whether this process is satisfactory or not, no matter whether the final outcome is miserable or not.

I am not an accessory at all, nor a transitional prop. It is an existence that extends from the distant failed past and was born for a temporary new successful future.

The body Gao Chuan has already begun to understand why the boy Gao Chuan has been reborn and joined forces with "Jiang", yet he has not been replaced. The reason is not a conspiracy, but just that as a continuation of the past, it is also the hope of the young Gao Chuan when he died in the past. Therefore, one cannot deny his own existence or his correctness, because, then it is no. The past self.

The young Gao Chuan once helped himself, once joined hands with himself, and even when he rebelled against each other's ideas and paths. He did not stop his actions, precisely because his own existence now is his vision in the past-the young boy Gao Chuan did not believe that the trust he made when he died in the past was wrong, so he did not think that he did this. The contradictions encountered during the Rebirth of Time are wrong. In other words, the boy Gao Chuan acknowledged everything he did in the past, so he also acknowledged the present prostitution Gao Chuan.

Even if the young Gao Chuan intends to start over on his own, he never intends to change this "recognition" when it comes to dealing with the prosthetic Gao Chuan.

"I'm really stupid." Gao Chuan pressed his face hard, as if to crush his head, resisting the pain of breaking the body. "Always thinking about it alone, always ignoring their acknowledgments and expectations, always thinking that they only need to complete tasks like a robot. What am I...what stupid things did I do?"

Pain, the pain that seems to have no upper limit, does not only come from the brain hardware, not only from the prosthetic body, but also from the re-cognition of self in consciousness. And the pain caused by this self-reconstruction is not just pain. More is the impact of various negative emotions, and, when resisting this impact, constantly analyzing what I have done in the past. The emotion of catharsis is like a giant pliers, re-switching the brain hardware and the original brain.

However, this pain. But he was also glad. Yiti Gaochuan felt that this was originally a punishment for his negligence and mistakes. No one will punish yourself, so you can only punish yourself. pain. Unforgettable pain may not make up for one's own faults, but it can prevent one from stepping into the same mistakes repeatedly.

The body and consciousness are so painful, but the prosthetic Gao Chuan is sitting on the bench, no matter how twisted his movements are, his back gradually rises up. His eyes became cloudy and began to lose focus, his vision was fading fast, and the clear scenery with various data notes, those lonely lights and colors, was being attacked by darkness. However, it cannot be said that these eyes are godless, on the contrary, something awe-inspiring and full of penetrating is blooming in the depths of these eyes.

When the pain comes to an end, even thinking and thinking can't support it. In the mind of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, only one sentence is left to echo: I am Gao Chuan, I am Gao Chuan, I am Gao Chuan, I am Gao Chuan ...

Sakuya jumped from the high floors, and the sleepwalking of the prosthetic Takakawa left too many traces on the road. For ordinary people, these traces are easy to be ignored, but for the incarnation For Sakuya of the Ashbringer, it was as conspicuous as a candle. She didn't "see" with the naked eye, nor was she "feeling" in a general sense. She described it as "smelling these clues." She followed this "taste" deeply imprinted with the traces of Gao Chuan, and quickly walked through the high-rise buildings. The tight-fitting black dress made her melt into the night completely. Whenever she jumped into the air, she looked down like a big bird, overlooking this colorful city even in the dark.

Yes, many streets have fallen into sleep-like silence, but for the city as a whole, the silent part cannot conceal the overall vitality.

There was no difference. As she thought when she was traveling, it was very simple and smooth. She saw the familiar figure walking on the bench on the street at high altitude.

"Agawa!" Sakiya shouted loudly regardless of whether the man could hear it or not, because at the moment she saw this figure, she seemed to understand where her worries came from. Sitting on the bench, standing straight, motionless as if he had already encountered an accident. There are no signs of fighting around, and no ambush of the enemy is observed. However, the person I care about is like a sculpture. How a person sits still does not even have small physical movements, but one hundred meters below Gao Chuan was really thorough, and there was no movement at all.

Sakiya didn't understand what happened to Gao Chuan, but Gao Chuan's current state is very abnormal and dangerous. She clearly knows this, and she doesn't have any doubts about this idea. What made her even more frightened was that precisely because she could not observe the enemy, nor felt the threat from the environment, this abnormal state was not caused by some external force, so she had no way of solving this dilemma.

She flipped her body, like a high platform diving, leaping straight towards the bench where Gao Chuan was located, and falling from a height of 100 meters, but did not generate a corresponding huge force when landing, and did not even make the sound of footsteps.

Sakuya's eyes focused on the face of the man in front of him. Then, for the first time, he was attracted by Gao Chuan's eyes that seemed apathetic but full of penetrating power. The overall outline of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan quickly disappeared from her mind, and in the end, only these pair of unusually charming eyes remained, as if. This existence is no longer a human form, and this pair of eyes can completely represent everything about him.

It was a momentary event, but when Sakiya suddenly woke up, she completely lost the concept of time. She didn't know how long she had lost her mind. There is still no movement in the prosthetic body Gaochuan, and it seems that he has completely lost the vitality of his life, but. Sakuya has already confirmed in the eyes that the man she loves is not dead. She felt that she could understand what happened to Gao Chuan at this time, because she had experienced a similar situation before, it was just. What happened to Gao Chuan was more serious than what he experienced in the past.

When she developed this awareness. It seems that the bones of the whole body are softened, but it is strong to support himself, so that he did not fall to the ground. She was very scared that her lover would just leave, and she couldn't imagine that without Gao Chuan's words. How should I spend the rest of my life. Everything in the nightmare is still vivid, although the abnormal state of Gao Chuan in front of him seems to have nothing to do with the things in the dream, but. That feeling of life and death, no matter the nightmare or the current situation, is so real and strong.

However, it is great that Gao Chuan is still alive and has not disappeared from his eyes.

Sakiya couldn't help covering her mouth, not allowing herself to whimper.

Although I don’t know how to help Gaochuan, as long as the person is still there and not dead, there is hope. Sakuya took a few deep breaths, and quietly came to sit next to Gao Chuan. She had no way to deal with the current situation, and she did not dare to let it go. However, she believed that the man she loved would definitely survive. This time, just like her in the past, she has also gone through the same difficulties before becoming the same herself as she is now.

So, just quietly guarding him and waiting for him is enough for now.

Sakuya stared straight at the face of Yitai Takakawa. She clearly remembered that in the first few years he met him, his face was still very soft, with a beautiful face like a girl, but he was an adult Later on, his curves and contours became firmer, whether it was his face or body. Should he say yes, is he more manly? She also knew that compared to her changes from high school to college graduation, this man's changes were actually insignificant. Although he has experienced many things, both mentally and physically, he has undergone considerable training. However, in essence, Gao Chuan is still the same as when he first met.

Of course, when he returned from Las Vegas a few days ago, Gao Chuan said many incredible things on the plane. Although Sakiya is not surprised, nor does he think it was a sudden and unexpected thing, it is difficult to have a deep understanding of this kind of thing, because, in Sakiya's view, he is speaking seriously, and he is from another world. Gao Chuan who jumped over, in fact, has not essentially changed from the Gao Chuan she had known in the past-it is more like a memory problem.

There is no change, as if the growth has stopped. Sakiya, who graduated from high school in Takakawa, doesn't think there is any problem, but also feels acceptable. It can even be said that she likes this kind of constant change. She originally thought that the person she loved would stay in this fixed appearance until the two of them grew old and died. It seemed as if they had first seen each other. It was a very romantic thing in her emotions. .

It's just that, I didn't expect that the change still happened, just a few days after returning to the city. Sakuya is not sorry for the fact of this change. She thought she would be very resistant~IndoMTL.com~ But now when she sees Gao Chuan, she understands that, in fact, what really solidifies is her Man’s emotions-no matter whether the other person changes or not, she treats him like first love, as long as sitting next to him, in this quiet night, even if it is not such a beautiful situation, it can make her trance, just like the past At some point, I now sit quietly beside him, waiting...

This is the romance from my heart.

This peaceful, trusting, unchanging emotion, and confirmation of this emotion, calmed Sakiya's anxious heart again. I can't do anything by myself, but, maybe, waiting is the best way to do it. Although she would miss many things if she always waited, she liked the feeling of waiting and believed that if it were A Chuan, she would not ignore this waiting and would definitely respond to this waiting emotion.

She has always held this feeling. From the time of high school to the adult now, she has not had any doubts about the confused relationship. She had never expected that she would become Gao Chuan’s girlfriend, lover, and even wife. However, she firmly believed that the relationship and emotions between herself and this man were superior to these, a more eternal, strong and Precious things.

Yes, the fairy-tale trust that would be ridiculed by ordinary people has indeed always existed in Sakuya. (To be continued...)