Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 759: Gao Chuan and? D Ye Er
Although I am a little worried about Gao Chuan's situation, the eager and anxious mood when he first noticed Gao Chuan's abnormality is enough to make Sakiya return to peace of mind. Sakiya didn't know how long it would take Gao Chuan to recover from this near-death state, but she believed that Gao Chuan would not just die like this.
He shouldn't have died so quietly, Sakuya thought so, sitting quietly beside Takakawa. This street is far less lively than the city center. There is no pedestrian in sight for a long time, and even the passing vehicles are very rare. It takes about an average of more than a minute to arrive one, and at least half of them are fast. The maximum speed limit has been reached. The light of the street lamp and the sound of the engine from time to time will bring a bit of solitude to the atmosphere of the night.
However, Sakuya feels that this loneliness is also beautiful. Looking at the starry sky, only the one he loves is accompanied by him, as if the two were abandoned by the whole world together, but they have obtained an alternative eternity. This It is a kind of romance with a little bit of sadness. Even if she is already an adult, Sakuya will still be touched by this sensual sentiment, just like an ignorant girl who has been in love for the first time, maintaining that simple longing.
If it weren't for Gao Chuan's state to be worrying, she even wanted to save this night forever. Gao Chuan will wake up, and then there will be some difference from the past, probably there will be a feeling of maturity and growth, although I once hoped that Gao Chuan will not change, and will always be fixed in the high school era, the Gao Chuan she knew, but for Takakawa will wake up and make a difference, but Sakiya has no doubts.
Because. She also had such a change, but the degree was different. This is a kind of self-examination. Although Gao Chuan's silence is a bit strange, the essence of this self-examination is the same.
Sakiya hopes that Gao Chuan will always be the same as the first time they met. This will make her feel that the emotion between herself and Gao Chuan will never deteriorate, and such an unchanging Gao Chuan has been maintained in her memory. For so many years, she will feel from time to time that it will really last forever. but. When the change came, Sakiya found that she didn't have too many negative thoughts other than reluctance and regret.
How long has it been since there were only two people alone in the empty and lonely night like now? Sakiya couldn't remember when she used to be in such an atmosphere, but she was sure. It must not be the first time at this time, because in this feeling, there is a very strong sense of sight. And this sense of sight is also an important factor that touches her heart, just like it is. The past that I had forgotten, but cherished very much, was retrieved after the scouring of time, and this proved that it was between the two. There is indeed something as perpetual and beautiful as a diamond.
For a time, Sakuya suddenly felt. Even if Gao Chuan stays silent like this, it doesn't matter. In fact, I don't care about the safety of this world that much. At present, the whisperer's companions are important, but, more important than these things, it is true that Gao Chuan is by his side. If Gao Chuan stays silent, it means that he can stay with him forever. Gao Chuan’s activity in the mystery will bring about crises, and these crises will always have a great possibility of taking him away from him. Compared with this, of course it is safer to carry the immobile Gao Chuan with him— —In a sense, silence and even death Gao Chuan are acceptable.
This is a very dangerous, radical and perverted thought. Just after Sakiya confirmed this thought, she was shocked. Before this idea came up, she had never noticed that she was such a person, and even though it was her own idea, it did conflict with her mainstream outlook on life, values, and the world that were in line with normal society. This surprised Sakuya. Why did this kind of thinking that violated his three views, jump out without any warning? She didn't dare to continue this dangerous and extreme thought, for fear that she would really do something wrong.
Sakiya played with her fingers, although she didn't dare to think further, but there is no doubt that this kind of thinking is full of allure. She felt like she was trying her best to endure the smell of dessert when she had to go on a diet. The impact of this contradiction, as well as the romantic mood that was slightly sad but in line with her own preferences, made Sakiya hot all over, and her head was a little dizzy.
Without noticing her, the gray silk came out of her body little by little, full of spirituality, and as if just being blown by the night breeze, the repeated gray silk wrapped the bench where the two of them were on, light and light. The ground swings, but it is also full of a "hunting" taste.
These gray silks, whenever they approach the silent Gao Chuan on the bench, they will be pulled away by some force and sway quickly, but after a while, they will involuntarily approach him again. Repeated this way, like temptation, like disguise, like being imprisoned, and like self-patience.
That kind of thought full of madness, when Sakiya deliberately did not think about it, he became active. Sakiya felt that his behavior of patience and ignoring it was becoming difficult. And she also began to notice the abnormality of her state, the fever in her head, and even her body. This heat did not cause pain, but made her feel happy, and the whole body exuded an extremely comfortable feeling from the pores. , It's like drinking a cup of hot cocoa in the cold winter.
Some strands of things are drilling into the body from the pores, but there is no sense of threat. Instead, Sakiya feels a peaceful power growth.
Subconsciously, she wants to continue. However, the lack of sobriety left her unable to let this idea go. Having experienced too many mysterious events, she knew clearly that her current situation might cause irreparable mistakes. She didn't understand what was going on this night, she was obviously full of ignorance, and being in it was full of enjoyment. It was obviously an abnormality that could be determined by reason, but her sensibility could not be repelled.
Sakuya grabbed her chest, the Rorschach ink pattern on her face mask was changing at an extraordinary speed, and the heat radiating from her seemed to be becoming materialized. The air around her was twisting, and the grey silk became more active. It seemed that the next moment was going to pierce the prosthetic body Gao Chuan beside him.
Just when Grey Silk was determined to freeze in the air, making a piercing posture. Gao Chuan's eyes suddenly swept away the long-lasting turbidity, and in the dim night, the clear and full of gaze seemed to become a real light. His body turned from silent to full of activity. It only took a blink of an eye. The retinal screen worked again, and the night scenery came into view again clearly. At the same time, the general state of the environment scenery at the point of view was used as data. Make an annotation. The observation field is full of mechanical science fiction style, except for the main window at the bottom. It also splits up some auxiliary windows, or presents objects whose range and location are beyond the direct observation in the form of a stereo radar, or updates the real-time detection data of their own body.
However, these features full of mechanical science fiction style did not affect Gao Chuan's mood. He knew very well that he was calm at this time. It is not brought about by the coercion of the brain hardware. Rather, the incomparably true peace, just like the impurities that interfere with one's own mood, are eliminated from the body along with the damage and changes in the structure of the prosthesis. He even felt that he was really resetting once, no, to use a more humane description. It is to return to the mother body again and be bred again. Just like when it was first born, although 60% of the body, all the key parts related to life and survival, have been prostheticized. However, the main body that presides over the operation of the body and the mind. It is the original brain, not the brain hardware. If you want to say that it is different from the self when you were just born in the past, it should be that the primary and secondary positions of the brain and the brain hardware have been completely locked-Gao Chuan does not I know exactly what complicated procedures have gone through, but this feeling of complete fixation is very real.
It is no longer possible to change this primary and secondary position again, otherwise I will completely collapse and die. Such recognition cannot bring any regrets or regrets to Gao Chuan, on the contrary, this is what he expects.
This kind of body, the sense of sight produced by this kind of body, awakened his memory of those self-thinking experiences he had experienced in the early days, and made him not unfamiliar with his own state at this time. I also want to make myself more like a human rather than a robot. In the process of the brain hardware being completely biased towards the subject, there have been ideas to resist this change, but it is not as judged as it is now. After the sensibility and emotion are suppressed, although I miss and cherish the short time of regaining the sensibility and emotion, However, it is not so strong that it must be retaken.
Because, at the time, I really felt that if I became a machine, I would be able to perform tasks and perform duties better, right? However, the facts proved that I was wrong at the time, because my enemy was not as stable as I imagined, but was full of transcendence. Whether it is strange or active, it can be said to be second to none of the things I know. The presence.
A stable self can defeat a stable enemy, but a transcendent enemy can only be defeated after surpassing himself. Although, even if you become unstable and full of perceptual fluctuations again, it does not mean that you can defeat those weird things. Maybe, it weakens your strength on average. However, if you don’t do this, you can even There is no chance at all-Gao Chuan is very convinced of this.
After the retina screen is re-lit, the damage rate of more than half of the prosthetic body is gradually being compensated, and the brain hardware is also damaged. The red alarm caused by this seems to be irremovable, which also means that this damage is not It can be repaired by normal means. However, the brain hardware is still operating. In terms of performance, how different it is from when it is in good condition cannot be confirmed for the time being, because Gao Chuan can't interpret the damaged warning message.
After the self-test is completed, the standard of strength displayed on the retina screen is indeed reduced by nearly 10% compared to the self before the mutation, but it can be transformed back into a real human alive, and no longer Living as a different kind, this kind of loss should be acceptable.
As soon as he woke up, Gao Chuan found out that Sakiya was doing it next to him, her condition was a little wrong, and her body had abnormal fever, just like a patient with a high fever, leaning softly on the back of the chair. , But exhaled a heartbeat groan, and the gray silk was also swinging unnaturally. In fact, at the moment he woke up, he once assumed a piercing posture, and the gray silk that almost caught the gun on fire suddenly relaxed, and no longer showed those aggressive temptations.
Yibo Takakawa didn't understand what caused Sakuya's abnormality. But after a calm check, the data showed that she was not life-threatening.
"Can I recover on my own as long as I leave it alone?" Gao Chuan stared at the conclusion on the retina screen. At this moment, there really is no special effect method for Sakuya.
"Agawa..." Sakuya made a dim voice.
Gao Chuan grabbed her hand and shocked her body, and her strong breathing calmed down again. "I'm here." Gao Chuan whispered in her ear. Of course he understood why Sakiya appeared here and how to find himself, even if there is no brain hardware for these things. Just thinking with your brain can draw conclusions right away. After all, he and she have spent so much time and know each other enough-Yoshikawa even feels that he understands her better than Sakiya himself. Of course, whenever When this idea arises. There will always be many facts that prove that this is just an illusion.
Girls, maidens, women...There are always many ways to prove how incomprehensible one is, and what a completely different inside is hidden under the outside.
The response of the prosthetic body, Takakawa, gradually calmed down the hot body Sakuya, and the evidence was that the gray silk began to retract into her body. The temperature of the body is also falling simultaneously. It seems that you really don't need to do more by yourself, but it is still disturbing if you don't check it carefully to find out the cause of this abnormality. Gao Chuan thought so. This kind of anxiety, although very subtle. It does exist.
"Agawa." When Sakiya turned his head and looked towards Takakawa, the state of the ash messenger began to disintegrate, and the gray silk that made up the tights shrank back into the mask like flowing water, revealing a light and **** pajamas again. . The cold night wind made her skin get goose bumps. When Saya took off the mask, she sneezed gently.
Yesita Takakawa was silent but peacefully, took off his coat, and encircled Sakuya's shoulders. Sakuya pulled the collar forcefully, wrapped herself tightly, took a deep breath of the clothes, and gave Gao Chuan a gentle and weak smile as always: "Agawa..."
"I'm here." Gao Chuan squeezed her hand hard.
"Hmm." Sakuya made a voice through her nose, and said, "You are fine, it's great." At this time, she realized that she didn't really have much to say to the man she loved. Moreover, the previous frenzied and radical thoughts still have shadows in their minds-with Gao Chuan's awakening, the sense of existence of this kind of thought is greatly weakened and almost disappears, but the traces left by it are so. Profound, cannot be regarded as an illusion at all.
Sakiya suddenly felt that being by Takakawa's side would make him dangerous? But even so, she still wanted to stay with him. Moreover, it is precisely this kind of thought that makes Gao Chuan dangerous, which makes her want to stay with Gao Chuan more. It is like this kind of danger can prove that how much she loves this man can also prove that this man How much you love yourself is more proof of how cruel, romantic and eternal this kind of love is—Is he originally such a selfish and vicious woman? Sakiya couldn't imagine the information revealed by these thoughts.
Sakiya, who has read many romance novels, was shocked by the sudden emergence of the other side of herself. She deeply knows how dangerous her excessive and paranoid thoughts and understanding are. When she is reading novels, she always swears to learn from these tragic losers and not to let herself become such a tragedy.
However, at this moment, the dangerous thoughts that Sakiya had regarded as superficial, are becoming less superficial in her senses, but instead cast a simple and cruel beauty-tragedy will definitely happen , She thought, but because of the sadness and cruelty, it seemed romantic and beautiful, like a sweet poison.
"It's okay? Your face is not so good~ IndoMTL.com~ Let's give up tonight's action?" The voice of Sakiya Takakawa sounded in Sakiya's ear, making her recall from her imagination. God comes. Gao Chuan's reminder reminded her. That's right, even if Gaochuan did not appear abnormal, this evening should have been the day for armed detection of the Goat Guild. To the set time for action-she looked at her wrist subconsciously, and then found that she came out in a hurry, without a watch or mobile phone, and there were no items around her that could determine the time.
"One thirty." Gao Chuan said calmly: "It's half an hour later than the original time."
"It's only half an hour." Sakiya suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Gao Chuan and said, "It's still too late for half an hour." She now hopes very strongly that there will be a fierce action. Transfer your dangerous and sweet thoughts.
The prosthetic body Shenshen Takakawa and Sakiya looked at each other for a long while, until the information on the retina screen confirmed that Sakiya's state had been restored to its best condition. He was not surprised by the strong sense of action of Sakiya, because after Sakiya changed her cowardly self, he had always had an extraordinary stubbornness towards those planned plans-in other words, "professional consciousness". (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m to read.)