Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 915: Our footnotes

Having such a self, moving towards the same goal, but walking on a different path, and being in the same time and space as the self now, this is a miracle that I have personally experienced, and I think this is my life The most unforgettable scene. I had a foreboding of this scene before, and I also imagined what it would bring to myself when it happened. However, when this scene happened, the impact on me was far beyond my expectations.

This is not a situation that can be calmed by "knowing in advance", at least for me, far from it. Everything that I have experienced, everything that I have observed, my knowledge of the world and myself, and the understanding of "Gaochuan" make it impossible for me to regard the other Gaochuan that appeared in front of me as some kind of "Symbol".

He really exists, just like me, and we are not enemies, nor friends, let alone the same, but we are enemies and friends, and even more the same. No matter from physiology or philosophy, I can't divide the boundaries between us and each other's components.

The most important thing is that in the end, there will only be one left between us.

Because, one person cannot take two paths. Regardless of the subtle differences between me and the other me, there is no difference in essence. We are not one person and another person, but maybe just one idea and another idea, but in a special environment, so vividly Presented on the surface. I have never felt so deeply as this time, the existence of myself and the other myself.

The young Gao Chuan carried the file and the three of them plunged into the magic circle like a sharp sword, and landed on the ruins opposite to me. We stared at each other intently. I saw the same emotion in his eyes. And I also believe that he will see the same thing in my eyes.

"We finally met, Gao Chuan." He said.

"Long time no see, another me." I replied.

There is no smile on his face. There is only silence and calm, and it must be the same on my face. The memory of my contact with him has been blurred, but at this time, it has turned into a deeper feeling-I feel that I can see through all of him, and feel that. The same is true for him. We don't need language between us. Apart from this greeting, we actually don't have any more language, because language doesn't make ourselves change, we are each other. With the deepest understanding of this, there is no separation between us.

As the distance gets closer, I feel more and more that the person standing opposite is also me. Moreover, I can also from his perspective. Produce the same feeling.

"It's like beheading a corpse clone." The opposite me whispered so softly.

The corpse beheaded clone is a wonderful phenomenon that originated in the mysticism of the Central Duchy. The description of this phenomenon is unclear. The most mainstream view is to separate good, evil, and self from spiritual consciousness. It is also specifically called To "cut the three corpses" is a phenomenon and a process that has become the highest peak of "sacred" in occultism. Similarly, there are corpses that remove the past, present, and future. And the conjecture of the three corpses that is based on the simple personality theory, which is based on the simple personality theory. However, no matter which kind, it is only a mystery that exists in theory. No one has ever really experienced such a mysterious phenomenon—perhaps, it has appeared before. However, it is not obvious in this world, but as long as it cannot be confirmed and cannot be observed, such a mystery can often be equated with non-existence.

In the doomsday illusion that I was born in, every country has its own unique mystics, and these mystics divide human beings as clear as skin color and race. For children who like illusions, no one has not tried to understand these mysteries in the past, even if it is just a naive joke in the eyes of mature adults. I have also read, imagined, and even became a Mageweave messenger. After confirming that there really is a "mystery" in this world, I spent a lot of time to understand it. However, I have never seen those Occult theories have become real examples. Of course, there are still many mysterious phenomena, which are inextricably similar to the descriptions in theories, but none of them are completely in line with their illusions.

Now that I see the other me, the feeling that comes from the other me is in the true sense of me, as if I have really come into contact with the height of theory.

It's really wonderful, and it's also a very strange feeling. Obviously, I have conjectured and analyzed the mechanism of the existence of this world and its true nature. I clearly know that the situation here is not as real as it appears on the surface. However, it is precisely because of this environment that it makes These theoretical mysteries have the possibility of explanation. When the mutual influence and evolution of spirit, personality, consciousness, will, and physiological changes are manifested in observable phenomena, people can't help but feel how complicated this is, and how real it is—it may not be conventional but The reality in a narrow understanding, however, is more like a shadow of reality than that reality.

As a result, I don't even understand what kind of "Jiang", or "virus," that makes this happen. I also don't feel that using a utilitarian, hostile mentality to target such things would be a good choice. No one wants to catch it, but not all hard struggles will achieve good results. I have already experienced this deeply in the activities of the Student Union.

It is exactly that kind of experience, as well as the result of physical practice and comparison. It made me believe more in the power of emotions. In a world where emotions exist, emotions, even if they are not the decisive factor, can also interfere with the outcome. Love and fear are the strongest of all emotions, and they are also the most capable of interfering with the ending.

When both parties have emotions, emotions have the possibility of transcending any external causes. I have analyzed the world where emotions exist, and have always been convinced that "love" can save the world, and "fear" can destroy the world. These are not disguise of language, or hypocrisy of human nature. The concrete evidence exists in anyone who has emotions. Between life, it runs through race, time and space, and even determines life and death.

Yes, to me. "Emotion" is such a profound and permeable thing, and it is also the "universal way" to solve problems.

As long as there is such a premise-emotion does exist.

I have confirmed my emotions and the emotions of "Jiang". I think this plan is feasible and I should do it. Even more possibilities than any other plan. It's just that, the other me in front of me at this time, probably based on another angle, to observe and analyze my plan. As it is now. When facing each other, I already understood what he planned to do and how to do it, and his understanding of me must be the same. However, the position of the station and the angle of observation are different, and the perception of a decision will also be different. This kind of divergence is an inevitable situation for human beings who cannot overlook everything in an absolute sense, such as me and the other me on the opposite side.

I never thought about complaining about all this, and I am at this time. Also confirmed that the other me is the same. We cannot persuade each other, and there is no "language" option if "Gaochuan" decides to choose.

"I have always felt that Jiang is a virus, but the angle of reflection is different. No, it should be said that our observation angle is different, which gives an illusion. Gaochuan, Zhen Jiang is dead. Long ago, it was already Dead, what she left is not in the virus, but always in our body and soul." Another I said to me. And the stare before, as if thousands of years have passed.

I understand what I mean, the dead cannot be chased, the living are still waiting. If the virus is a virus and there is no real river component, the so-called "Jiang" is merely an illusion caused by subjective observation and physiological changes, then everything I do now has no meaning. And my plan will lose its foundation and become like a castle in the sky.

But--

"Just like us, isn't it?" I answered.

I don't need to explain, another look of mine is already clear. My existence and the other me are very similar to the relationship between "Jiang" and "Virus" in a certain angle. Perhaps, we are different from each other, and we also observe ourselves from different angles, thus creating an illusion, and then being manifested in this world.

Because of the different angles of observing myself and the different angles of perceiving things, I cannot prove that I am right, and at the same time, I cannot prove that I am absolutely right. In the same way, while I think I am right, the other me will do the same. Between us, there is no basis for persuading each other from the beginning. Only external changes and pressures can determine "whose cognition and plan between us are more in line with the rules of changes in things", that is-in the Tong On the road to the same goal, which one is more adaptable and time-sensitive.

Assuming that before reaching the end, any choice and decision may be wrong or correct. Then, the only factor that determines how far you can go and whether you can reach the ideal end is the choice and Decided to be the most able to withstand pressure, the most timely, and the most adaptable to changes in the specific environment and time period.

This is one of the basic cores of all kinds of evolutionary theories, and it is natural selection.

If, at this point in time, the existence of me and the other me conforms to objective laws, then it is not anyone else, not ourselves, that determines our survival, correctness or not. We live in this era, this environment, this "destiny" that cannot be seen forward, but can see footprints backward. Those who do not adapt will be eliminated, nothing more.

This screening is not determined by our own cognition, perspective, and subjectivity.

"Sure enough, is the'virus' really a virus?" The other me was slightly in a thoughtful trance.

The virus erodes the human body and the human body undergoes mutations. In order to adapt to or resist such drastic changes, "antibodies" will be born. Some of these antibodies will fail, some will succeed, and the more drastic changes will be. The lower the chance of success, and only when a successful "antibody" is born can a real "serum" be produced. And this process is the deduction of the natural selection of the adaptation and elimination.

The existence of me and the other me, perhaps, is not unrelated to this process.

You can also think about it this way: Our current situation also means that the birth of antibodies has come to a decisive point of divergence-have antibodies appeared in the past? As far as I know, yes, but. At that time, the antibody serum was a failed product. After being prepared by Dr. Ender, in the worst case, it had to be used on Sakuya and the others. At that time. There is no other choice. The result is obvious. It was a remedy for failure. Sakiya and the others' current situation is closely related to the failure at that time and the serum antibodies used at that time.

This time, it may fail. But it may also be successful, and it may be the first new antibody that appears this time. Feedback to this doomsday illusion is my existence and interaction with another me. I don't know what the result will be between me and the other me. It is the "right", and we can only walk in our own direction in this unknown.

Me, another me, Jiang, virus-the ending between us, determines the future of everyone in this world, and at the same time, everyone in this world. It also affects the outcome between the four of us, and even the changes in the "realistic" level have their own meaning. Including "reality" and "doomsday illusion", including all people, the interaction of all phenomena, this is an extremely complex and extremely close machine, weaving the fabric of destiny in countless intricate gears and levers.

The so-called "reality" and "doomsday illusion", "people outside" and "people inside". The distinction between "human" and "non-human", "true" and "false", and "real" and "illusion" is in front of this extremely magnificent and extremely sophisticated machine. It doesn't make any sense, because everything is an "existential factor" that actually exists and affects each other.

"All of my thinking makes me feel like a clown. The purpose of existence is to make people laugh. What I think is complicated, but the result is very simple, and what I think is simple is really very complicated. I always don't get an absolutely correct answer, and I never see real success. Things are unsatisfactory, and dreams are often not on the other side of victory." Another I said to me.

"I think so too, but if you don't think, even the meaning of being laughed at will be lost." I answered the other me: "I will keep thinking, even if I am seen as a clown. Even if I was greeted by repeated failures again and again, I didn’t need an absolutely correct answer, and it’s been a long time since I looked up at the other side of the scenery. No matter how many times I looked at it, there was only darkness, and a little bit of never The extinguished light, although walking in the dark, things are always unsatisfactory, but my dream is already under my feet, and the lighthouse is always in front of me."

The other one of me was silent, with a stiff expression, but gradually softened. Then, he laughed and said to me: "Sure enough, you are also Gaochuan. You have always been Gaochuan. Even if you die and come back to life, It still is."

"Yes, I have always been Gaochuan." I replied very seriously, "Same as you."

"It seems that we stayed for a long time?" the other one said.

"Yes, I don't know why, but I think it's a matter of course." I said.

I don't know why, there is always a feeling that long ago, when we stared at each other, our time was frozen. As a result, I feel that the chat time between us seems to be too long, and things other than us shouldn't be so stagnant.

"Probably because this is the dialogue between Gao Chuan and Gao Chuan, the dialogue between myself and myself, the collision of thinking and thinking, and the examination of choices and choices." Another me said: "So, all of this, It only happens in our world, our time."

"However, the final result will not appear at this time, this world, this place." I continued: "Now, let's go back, and then, do what we should do."

"Agree~IndoMTL.com~ Another one of my words just fell. I don’t know when it has become like a pale background world, once again becoming alive. Everything works as before. I think , I seem to have just thawed, and the person on the other side must have the same feeling. Once the conversation has become blurred, there is only a concept that is not a result, and the things that have been thought about, with a rough outline, imprinted on my own My heart.

Although it is not clear, it is also a result, a result that makes people think.

I just noticed that the gray mist released by the one-eyed stone gate has spread to our feet, and the file is bringing his teammates to negotiate with Father Xi Sen and others, and the last group of people are also in H Under the leadership of Q, they gathered here. The magic circle eroded three-quarters of the area by the gray mist, although the light was still flowing, but it was more muddy and heavy, and the brightness was getting dimmed, and it seemed to strike at any time. The black ball demon did not make any more moves to fight against the evolution of this disadvantage. It may be very confident, or it may be overwhelming, but I prefer to believe that it is the former. The cyberball members who launched the one-eyed stone gate are struggling to maintain the "mystery". Under the **** of others, they converge here. They seem to realize the danger of being isolated for themselves and others-if they fail, they will be the minority. , Must be the first target of attack. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m to read.)