Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 951: Evil

Johnny was standing on the street. People who got up early in the morning gradually filled the empty streets. Many people cast a few glances at him because there were benches beside him, but they stood motionless by the benches. It's like a statue. But the surprise was only a momentary matter, and he quickly looked away irrelevantly. Just last night, Jonny had just had a tragic frontal collision with the special operations force of Cyberball. In the record of the cyberball battle, Jonny had already died. Jonny himself agrees with this statement. Although he still has self-awareness, his true state is completely different from Jonny in the past. He would rather have died in a complete sense. However, let him become what he is now. The clergyman priest of Doomsday Truth did not let him go from beginning to end.

He was in pain. Everything in this world, whether people, things, mouth, nose, eyes, and even the wind blowing across his skin made him feel that he had fallen into purgatory. The most frightening thing is that he cannot commit suicide, as if his personal consciousness has been separated from this flesh.

In his eyes, the cement road is full of tumor-like flesh and blood, pus is flowing on the branches, and the passing pedestrians are like swollen carrion. The noisy and harsh voices are indescribable, but If you listen attentively, you seem to be able to understand the meaning of the other person, but these sounds really make people do not have the desire to listen. Not only human voices, the sound of machines, and the sound of tires running across the road, have become a kind of people. Disgusting and anxious sound, when the wind blows across the skin, it is like the muddy meat mixed with the dirtiest stains, and it is applied to the skin again and again, even the floating in the air is no longer The turbidity of industrialized cities has become even worse. The incomparably bloody, rough, and sulphurous breath-sight, hearing, smell, and sensation, all the channels for cognition of things are as if they are filled with silt, and they are distorted by an invisible force, which completely violates humanity. The aesthetic sense. But the foundation of my own self-cognition is still "human."

For a human being, the most terrifying and resisting world is the imaginary purgatory. It is a world that punishes the wicked, but. The world Jonny felt was more terrifying than the purgatory he imagined. He wants to escape, but where can he go? He knew very well that it was not the world that was wrong, but himself. The world is for others. It is still normal, but I have been distorted. Unless the whole world changes as the monster priest said, then, no matter where he goes, all he can see is his own purgatory.

It would be great if you could die. Such thoughts have come to Jonny's mind more than once, however, he can't do it. The signals communicated by the outside world through the body can be transmitted to his consciousness, but his consciousness can no longer play with the flesh. His real body is already "dead" and exists here. The only thing that preserves his consciousness is a degraded creation. , Looks the same as humans in appearance, but the interior is just rotten pieces of meat.

If you can sleep, or shut yourself in the dark. It's not bad to not touch this disgusting world. But this kind of thinking is just a delusion, just like now, he didn't stand on this street voluntarily, nor did he voluntarily look at this world that has become distorted in his senses. indeed. There is a chair beside him, but he would rather not sit down, because in his eyes, the wooden sticks are covered with tumor-like flesh and blood, and they are still agitating vigorously, seeming to breathe air greedily all the time. Are these flesh and blood fake? Jonny is not sure, because, last night, he personally experienced this scene of flesh and blood eroding inanimate matter.

They can grow, just like infectious viruses. Once they spread, there is almost nothing to stop them. Their own strong adaptability to the environment makes freezing and high temperature contact after dozens of times. Gradually invalidated. And it was these contagious flesh and blood that made him come back to life again after he was obviously killed by the cyberball players.

The regret in Jonny's heart is indescribable. He has asked him countless times why he broke into that church. If he left immediately, even if the incident expands, there are other possibilities to solve those mistakes. However, turning time back and starting again, he felt that he would become like this again, almost inevitable. The irresistible action at that time, even if it recurs again, is still irresistible. There are many doubts in Jonny's heart, but no one can solve him-for example, why he went to Duff after being controlled by that monster priest. Sometimes, he even wondered whether his feelings for Duff and the motives that prompted him to do those things to Duff really belonged to him?

The priest named Edward should be able to solve these questions, but the other party has been immersed in his actions. If the cyberball defeats Father Edward, perhaps you can understand the root cause of all this. However, the cyberball failed. Although special operations troops were dispatched, they still could not kill Father Edward. The only thing that made Jonny feel fortunate was Duff. Taken away by them. For Duff, it may be tightly imprisoned, but it is better than falling into the hands of this perverted priest. There are a lot of dissatisfaction with cyberball, which prevents him from persuading himself to join this huge organization to strive for a better lifestyle and combat support, but there is one thing he trusts very much, that is, cyberball reveals The upright characteristics that come out, even if it is only an artificial, a disguise, a cover up, it is more trustworthy and more trustworthy than an organization that disdains its own evil and always treats injustice in universal values ​​as its individuality. rely on.

Jonny remembered the young man who called himself Gao Chuan again. The two sides have never met since he led off Father Edward's demon. Jonny knew exactly what the boy had originally planned. He took the initiative to plunge into the trap of Father Edward, intending to rely on powerful forces to destroy the Doomsday Shinrikyo's plot in one fell swoop. If it was said that he felt no play at the time, then he felt even more desperate at this time. He recognized the power of Father Edward. This recognition convinced him that the boy named Gao Chuan would only become a tiger. Probably already dead at this time, right?

The young man asked him to take Duff away immediately, but he wandered around the church and jumped into the enemy's trap, so that he became what he is now, and became the murderer who took the initiative to kill Duff. For the first time, Jonny experienced such a profound malice from fate. Just a choice, a few hours of difference, I embarked on a path of no return. Such a change was almost at a loss than when he first knew that "mystery" really existed. Pain, regret, and the ugly sense of the world he felt. All made him seem to have fallen into the furnace of purgatory, and the invisible torture gnawed away at the heart time and time again.

Johnny just stood there, and he could only stand there until he was sitting on the bench covered with tumors and flesh, and no priest who was noticed by the pedestrians stood up.

The priest said to him: "There is no way, although it is still a bit close. But I believe that destiny will eventually bring the saint back to us." Jonny knew very well that the saint in the priest's mouth was Duff, until this At that time, he still hoped that he could find a way to stop the priest from killing the girl.

"You are in pain, which makes me feel strange." The priest smiled, and said in a calm tone that puzzled Jonny: "You are just a fake. Why do you have this emotion? Ah? Maybe it’s your disguise that deceived yourself too? Yes, this may be a good thing. This is an extreme force. Only by deceiving yourself can you deceive others better. I tell you. You and the saint It's not that there is no relationship at all, on the contrary, you are her guardian."

Johnny still doesn't understand. The key is, why is the priest used the initiative to emphasize to him that he is just a watcher?

"The saint will inevitably lead a new world. Until then, your duty is to protect her growth." Father Edward showed a look of nostalgia: "Many people know the existence of Saya and think I am the creation of Saya. In fact, Saya is not my creation, nor is it a human creation, but a creation of fate. She just appeared in this world under the pretense of my hand. She didn’t understand her mission. She didn’t understand the world’s Doomsday. In fact, even in Doomsday Truth, few people understand what the real doomsday is, but I have seen it in her. Doomsday is not an end, but a conceptual change. Human beings think they are themselves. What they often contact, what they can see all the time, and what they are constantly discovering is everything they have, and it is also the truth of this world. Once these are destroyed, reversed, not in line with their will, and not in line with their inherent cognition, It’s the beginning of the end. It’s a stupid but close to fact idea-but from another angle, it’s too ridiculous and too narrow. Why does the world have to be what they perceive?" Here, in Jonny's eyes, Father Edward's expression has become lonely and lamented, just like an old man who sees through the world and possesses extraordinary intellectual wisdom. If you haven't experienced this painful together now, and haven't seen the other side of this old man, you might feel admiration and respect, but now it will only make him feel a utterly cold body and mind.

This Father Edward is a lunatic, a pervert, and a mental illness. What’s more terrifying is that he is very powerful. He can do anything that is extremely evil in the universal value and normal aesthetics, but for him, that’s the opposite. It is the real value, the real beauty. His cognition of himself, the world, and human nature is contrary to the consensus of the human group. The problem is that he can find the logic that fits his own point of view for this contradiction, and these logics are derived from the continuous development of human philosophy. If you want to describe it, this priest is in normal cell tissue. Because of some inconspicuous factors, some internal structures suddenly started to produce malignant cells that mutated, and this malignant change is inevitable, just like Smoking can easily lead to lung cancer.

When Johnny had this knowledge, he never tried to understand this evil priest again, because he knew very well that once he wanted to put himself in to understand why he became like this, he would also change Cheng is the same as him. Now his body and mind have been devastated by his evil methods, but even if he understands this priest, his body and mind become the same as him, and he can be saved, Jonny is unwilling.

As a past priest told him: "Even if you are in purgatory, it is not a reason to fall into a demon. If the will can be distorted by external pressure, it just means that this will is fragile, and the past Persistence is just a joke. Everything in this world changes, but suppose there is really something that cannot be changed. I think there is only will."

Johnny agrees with this sentence very much. He feels that he is very stubborn and has been so hard that nothing can change his will and everything he has done. He will also perform everything he insists on, even if the front is death, it is the purgatory in the imagination. Today, he was really thrown into purgatory, but he still thinks. If this mental and physical torture can make one's persistence in the past and the distortion of the will that has been carried out, then the birth to death is ridiculous-not to say that it is in the great cycle of biology and energy. Pointless. Rather, based on the self-knowledge of a smart life, it is a sad end.

If everything can be changed and everything can be twisted, then what is the difference between being wise and not having wisdom? Only in constantly changing things. Maintain an immutable thing, then this thing is valuable.

Johnny was silent. In this world where everything became disgusting, only Father Edward, who was talking about him, remained normal, but that happened to prove that the other party was abnormal.

"Do you know that there is a method called'medicated diet' in ancient Eastern cooking?" Father Edward started to move forward. A force drove Jonny's body and he had to follow. "Medicated diet is food made with medicine. In oriental food, medicinal materials are not just condiments. Scientific pharmacy uses decomposition methods and microscopic observations to test and produce compounds for certain changes. However, orientals are better at Natural medicinal materials are used to solve local problems from the human body’s macrocirculation. Medicinal diet is a way to maintain the human body’s macrocirculation. However, just like the scientific method of pharmacy, drugs can be manufactured, which should be maintenance. A healthy medicated diet can also become a poison."

A pedestrian hurried past with his head down and accidentally bumped into Father Edward’s shoulder. He couldn’t help but apologize again and again. Father Edward smiled and put a cross on his chest, then took out a bottle of mineral water and handed it to him. The other's hands. The pedestrian was a little surprised, but still took the water. Jonny felt that the bottle of mineral water was the same thing as the "holy water" stored and distributed by the hypocrites "　" in the red light district that joined the Doomsday Shinrikyo Church for profit. It has not been proven by science and mystery so far, but it is harmful. Things, as if it were just ordinary water.

Johnny has always believed that this kind of unresolved holy water mixed into ordinary water will show its malice under certain bad conditions. However, because it is impossible to distinguish holy water from ordinary water, there is no way to confirm what kind of harm it will bring. Until now, he has become like this. After experiencing that odious battle, he vaguely feels that his changes are actually related to these holy waters.

"Everyone likes paradise very much, but it is nothing more than a defective product. It can transform humans, but it is difficult to produce fundamental changes, and cannot be completely innovated. Those who cannot innovate will only be in the end. Death in the middle, and innovation is the only way to be reborn after the doomsday. The current Doomsday Truth is not very popular, because the family’s vision is too narrow and the approach is too half-hearted. Therefore, I think it should be my own. Believe in the truth to do something.” Saying goodbye to the reckless pedestrian, Father Edward continued to move forward. Jonny found that, except for the pedestrian who bumped into him, none of the pedestrians passing by had their eyes on the two of them. On his body, even if he came from the front, his sight seemed to penetrate the two of him, throwing himself into the road further ahead.

"I thought of using medicated diet to improve paradise~IndoMTL.com~ However, what makes people feel ridiculous is that it is obviously to save, but the method of making poison in medicated diet has to be used. To kill a person through medicated diet The best way is to cook several dishes with different medicinal materials. If the victim only eats one or a few of them, nothing will happen, but if every dish has been tasted , Then, the properties of these medicinal materials will undergo chemical reactions in the human body’s circulation, killing the victims. This way of combining and happening in the human body is exactly what I need. Simply put, I will separate the paradise , Refining, into two substances, one substance is added with some adjustments, the other substance is added with other adjustments, so that the two substances become stable, but once these two substances merge in the human body, they will quickly It produces a chemical reaction, and the human body produces a gentler innovation than the paradise. You also know that taking the paradise will have a certain fatality rate. However, using the substances I extracted and separated to carry out this kind of gentle innovation will not Life is in danger."

Speaking of this, Jonny has probably understood that one of the two substances that the priest separated from the "paradise" must be the "holy water" that looks like ordinary water. People drink "holy water" without any adverse effects, just like drinking ordinary water. However, if someone who has taken "Holy Water" is contaminated with another isolated substance, it will have terrible changes-at least, it will be the same as taking "Paradise". (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)