Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 977: The song in my heart

When Zuo Jiang woke up, the only channel on the TV with pictures was showing the scene of the Nazi troops descending from the moon. The jaw-dropping formation and the collision of thousands of nuclear bombs caused the TV to flicker after a burst of strong light. The picture is completely lost. In this refuge deep underground, it is difficult to observe the situation on the ground without communication equipment. I think all people who have witnessed the previous scene must be waiting for an almost unbelievable and anxious mood. Dreamlike results. Although the UN’s nuclear strike program did block the Nazi’s strategy, I don’t have much hope for the specific results. In this world, power is strictly divided into understandable and incomprehensible. Unintelligible power makes it impossible to imagine its upper limit. As an understandable power, nuclear bombs have a limit-even if this limit is in the eyes of ordinary people. It seems to be very scary, but in the face of the mystery of an unimaginable upper limit, it is almost impossible to meet people's expectations for it.

The Nazis were a mysterious organization that broke away from the original doomsday truth cult and took advantage of the environment during the Second World War to plunder a large amount of knowledge and wealth. I don't think they will be much weaker than Doomsday Truth in terms of overall strength. Of course, if it is said that this mysterious organization that has never appeared in the last doomsday illusion can defeat the Doomsday Truth and Religion, in my opinion, it is like a joke. The Doomsday Truth and its particularity in this world have long been doomed. The emergence of Nazis may seem prestigious in the near future, but its own composition, its position in the doomsday illusion, and the observation from the "reality" level The peculiarities of them are destined to inevitably usher in a turning point of decline.

The only question is how the Nazis will influence the process of the doomsday illusion and even the activities of the "virus" from the side in the process of the rise, prosperity and decline of the Nazis. The Nazis were once a part of the Doomsday Truth cult, but now they have escaped from the doomsday illusion and become the first mysterious circle character to formally stand on the perspective of the "public enemy of the world". Its situation, position and role are very ambiguous.

"There is a special presence in the Nazis." Zuo Jiang suddenly said to me: "We should find her."

"She?" I couldn't help but ask back.

"Yes, she is a key." After Zuo Jiang said so, he stopped mentioning the topic. I cannot ignore her opinion, because although Zuo Jiang is a seemingly independent personality, she is still part of "Jiang" from a fundamental point of view. Zuo Jiang's actions and words when "Jiang" did not take himself as the main body to conduct activities. To a certain extent, it represents the will of "Jiang".

Zuo Jiang just said these things to me in the tone of suggestion, but since she made the suggestion, I think it is better to act on this suggestion. "Jiang" can observe and influence the overall situation from a higher perspective, relative to each other. My vision is unusually narrow. If the special "she" in the Nazis is also a key figure in Jiang's view, then this existence must also be a product of the level of "Jiang". However, judging from the roots of the Nazis and the role they played, it would be completely impossible without any particularity.

However, it is necessary to find such a special existence in the Nazis. Not a day or two. Even if "special" will always cause eye-catching "anomalies", it is not so easy to filter out a target that does not have more information for the time being from a large number of anomalies in a huge battlefield.

From my perspective, from my perspective, participating in the operations in the Las Vegas theater as a formal identity is a multi-tasking thing. The deal with the cyberball finally came in handy at this time. The more violent the enemy's offensive, the more majestic, the more important the existence of the 51st District. It is impossible for the United Nations and neither to allow the erosion of the battlefield in Las Vegas, nor can it sit back and watch the 51st District be left alone and helpless. The aftereffects of the nuclear bomb explosion and the strategies adopted by the Nazis should all make it difficult for ordinary troops to support the battlefield on a large scale. If you want to persist in the lightning-like invasion of the Nazis, a mysterious elite team that can survive in harsh environments is very necessary. The mystery of Fifty One is not enough to build this kind of team, but it can.

From the very beginning, he took a pessimistic view of the moon’s nuclear strike plan. Therefore, their preparation must be aimed at this pessimistic situation. Now the UN nuclear strike has successfully detonated, but judging from the results, there is not much difference between the predictions and the predictions. Therefore, the remedial measures prepared in advance should be launched in the near future. Among the passengers on special flights with me, special persons accounted for at least half of the total number. Now it seems that these persons should provide support for the 51st District. In a sense, I was also one of the special people who took this special flight. The entrustment of Cyberball to me and the payment in advance-including intelligence, identity and weapons-are also prepared for this time. of.

I think it won’t be long before someone will give further explanation. At this time, I am still not the enemy of cyberball. In other words, cyberball does not intend to treat me as an enemy. In this way, it is not only beneficial but also necessary for me to obtain a position for further activities through cyberball.

This is a tacit transaction by both parties, and it is also a linkage that each party needs. I am not going to refuse.

"Zuojiang, we will be on the front line soon." I said to Zuojiang: "Is your situation suitable?" In my cognition, Zuojiang is a relatively ordinary messenger with magic lines, although there are also Enough combat power, but she gives people the feeling that she is not a role in combat. She and I have fought side by side, but that was only when I first obtained the magic pattern. The level of mystery and intensity of the battlefield at that time was not as good as the battlefield that I was about to arrive. The mystery that Zuojiang possesses is "delusion experience", an ability to "experience various environmental pressures through delusions and promote self-growth". Its greatest possibility is "there is no impossible, only unexpected, as long as it is a delusional experience. To a certain extent, a large-scale mysterious battlefield should be delusional, but how different is it from the specific situation? After Zuo Jiang experienced the delusion, What is the difference between the obtained adaptability and the actual situation. Both are issues that must be paid attention to.

Zuo Jiang has shown his ease in past battles, but this time, the intensity of the battle is completely different. I am a little worried about Zuo Jiang. Although "Jiang" will not die, I don't want Zuo Jiang to fall in front of me because of my vision, wisdom, endurance and heart. It's just a human degree. I know that Zuo Jiang's "death" in front of me will cause me more pain than I thought.

"It's okay, A Chuan." Zuo Jiang gently held me in his arms. "A Chuan's worry is really heartwarming. However, it is not necessary. Although I am not the strongest personality in combat, I am not the most capable. The weak one. What's more, in this case, it is me who still appears instead of other personalities. There must be a reason. No matter how difficult the reason is to explain. It is difficult to understand, it must be inherently reasonable."

"Can't understand?" I leaned the back of my head on her amazing chest, feeling the warmth of her body and the calming taste, "It doesn't matter, love is blind. I love you, A Jiang , So. I am blind. But this is not a mistake, what do you say?"

"Yes, I love you too, Achuan." Zuo Jiang gazed at me tenderly, as if to melt my eyes.

I nestled in Zuo Jiang's arms, letting the feeling of tolerance permeate my heart. in this world. I have always been lonely, and the missing in my heart comes from not being a complete one, or even. It may not be a correct existence. I have died before, and the memory of that kind is still in my heart, and the feeling is still etched in my soul. I can't describe what kind of experience it was, but "death" is a real thing for me. Facts, and resurrection makes this fact contradictory. The definition of "death" has a complete and absolute meaning. A "death" that can be resurrected cannot be called death, but my experience of death makes me I was convinced from the bottom of my heart that it really was "death." So, what kind of existence is I now? Contradiction makes my existence full of unnatural and unreal feelings.

My loneliness stems from this unreality. I am "Gaochuan", but what position do I occupy in the concept of "Gaochuan"? The existence of another me gives me a strong sense of abnormality in my positioning. If it weren't for the existence of "Jiang", it would be enough to serve as a reference to allow me to position myself to a certain extent. Perhaps, in successive actions, I would disappear quietly, just like turning into air? I have thought about it and felt that such thoughts and intuitions are not negative illusions, but must be facts.

So, it's great that Zuo Jiang can come to me.

"We are one. Both in name and in essence, this is the case." Zuo Jiang's voice was as soft as a lullaby.

I was immersed in her tender love, indulged in this silent atmosphere, it is so overwhelming. Until a slight vibration came.

The whole dormitory is shaking, and it seems to spread throughout the refuge. It is not very violent and not enough to shake the strength of the refuge, but it is extremely clear. It makes people feel as if a giant is stomping on the ground. Penetrate into the ant nest underground. At this kind of time, this level of vibration can be created. I am afraid that the only source is the impact caused by nuclear strikes-and the mere explosion of a nuclear bomb is not enough to maintain this level of power from the constant temperature layer to the ground. The Nazis may have transferred the power of the nuclear explosion through mystery. In this way, you can imagine how much the Nazis will lose. The UN’s nuclear strike plan should have failed. The sequelae will be more than just shock waves. The catastrophic radiation spreading on the constant temperature layer will have a huge impact on the surface environment for a long time to come. If the force of the nuclear explosion also has the expected impact on the moon, then the disaster on the earth's surface will be much more serious.

Even I can predict that ordinary people will not be able to return to the world on the ground for at least a week, and the army formed by ordinary people can only participate in ground warfare after a small part of it is armed with high standards. In the face of the prepared Nazis, it is normal to be unable to win. Delaying the enemy as much as possible and harassing the enemy is the first priority after the start of the battle. And the elite team formed, although there are few people, can become the strongest arrow of initial resistance with the support of "mystery". As a result, all the mysterious circles involved in this war had to enter a white-hot situation from the very beginning. From this perspective, the mercenary association where the file is located is likely to become the protagonist of this stage.

For most people in the mystery circle, even if they have experienced many people working together in the ruling bureau ruins. To face a powerful and mysterious experience, it is impossible to use this experience to face a real army, and it is still an army with a strong mystery that burst out suddenly after a long time of tolerance.

The battle damage rate of the Mystery Circle will reach an unprecedented level, relatively speaking. In a sense, it exists precisely to withstand the impact of such war damage. If every mysterious organization only participates in this war in a loose cognitive and collaborative manner as it did in the past, then there will probably be mysterious organizations that will resist and become vanguard. ,Or. No matter whether the enemy is the Nazis or the Doomsday Sect, all situations and phenomena that may lead to the coming of the doomsday are the targets of their struggle. From the beginning, the real and ultimate enemy of the cyberball was only one-Doomsday, not Doomsday Shinrikyo. and. From the very beginning, there was no distinction between vanguard, midfield and backcourt in any battle. When facing the doomsday phenomenon, the attitude and strategy of cyberball is always only one, that is, to resist, to annihilate, and to eliminate it with all its strength.

The possibility of a withdrawal attitude in the early stages of the war simply to reduce their own damage. There is no such thing as cyberballs occupying a leading position.

I understand cyberballs. In their perception of the Doomsday War, they will never target any early and late concepts, like strategists or politicians, to generate the edge to avoid the enemy and accumulate strength. The idea of ​​counterattack taking advantage of the opponent's weakness. As long as it can be supported, no, even if it can't be supported, facing a very obvious doomsday phenomenon. The network ball will attack, attack and then attack again. Because, in the face of the "doomsday", the practice of "retreating to accumulate strength" is meaningless at all. Because, the so-called "doomsday" is a meaning of **** until it is completely destroyed. If you don't fight tit-for-tat at the first time, you won't have another chance.

The action of the Nazis is the harbinger and beginning of the end. This is already a fairly obvious fact. Therefore, under the guidance of the cyberball, there is only one way to go until it finally collapses.

I think this is a cruel but correct approach when facing the end. In the last doomsday illusion, the doomsday did not come before my death, but what I saw and heard in all my adventures had accumulated a kind of pressure and shadow that could not be broken away. It was inevitable. No matter whether you are enterprising, things will not change, or it seems that all actions will only accelerate the accumulation of that kind of pressure and shadows. From the perspective of confronting this kind of shadow and pressure, evasion seems to be no different from resistance. However, as long as there is a certain belief in the heart, no one will choose to evade, because there is no hope for evasion, the most intense, from the beginning. The end of the struggle until death can at least preserve dignity.

"Everyone’s heart has an inverted scale." I stood up from Zuojiang’s embrace, feeling the panic and helplessness gradually emanating from the air with the vibration, both to myself and the world. Everyone in narrated his own consciousness. I know they can't hear it, but the so-called "can't hear" is only from the physical point of view of the human body. Standing on the level of "reality", as a patient with doomsday syndrome, I hope to convey the courage in my heart to everyone through consciousness. I don’t have any speech drafts, nor do I plan to make any speeches, but in my heart, there is always a song of my own humming:

"Life is unfair to everyone, and it doesn't make sense. You can only touch the mud and face the shower.

The mud all the way is like life, but an impromptu.

When the whole world is provoking us, even so, we still have to move forward without fear.

Living is only a corner of the ink, the person on the cover is smiling, life is screaming in the dark alley, but who else will read it after tomorrow.

You and I used different ways to step on the thorny thorns in front.

You are arrogant and not afraid to retreat, I bow my head silent but firm.

Let's fight back vigorously, make a sound, make them quiet, make them afraid, make them open their eyes and can't believe it.

If life is unfair and unreasonable to everyone, then let me continue to move forward with loneliness until the light is bright.

I only have one look~IndoMTL.com~ I just never fall down, even if adversity surrounds me, I still have to smile.

I only have one kind of rant. I want to let them know that no matter how rough my life is, I must live very proudly.

The self-esteem may seem like a smile, but it at least supports me, trying to keep me from falling.

If alive is just not reconciled to the noise of loneliness, then roar, so that everyone can hear it! "

This is the song in my heart, a song that belongs only to me and only belongs to Gaochuan. I have fallen down countless times and stood on this battlefield countless times. I hope that this song in my heart will at least allow people in this world to also experience terrible hardships and face despair and death for patients with doomsday syndrome that can use their lives. Struggle, face death with human pride.

I hope that the song in my heart can be conveyed to everyone’s heart, even if they don’t see any hope.

When the death knell strikes, everything has an end, but we can at least choose how to face this end. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)