Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 989: Ideal self
The appearance of Dorothy allowed many questions of Gao Chuan to be answered. Although he knew that these answers were based on Dorothy’s personal judgment, but the location of Dorothy allowed her to see more Far away, so Yiti Gaochuan attaches great importance to these answers, thinking that he must be closer to the truth than his own judgment. Not all questions can be answered. The "plan" jointly formulated by "Gao Chuan", Super Color and Super Dorothy is extremely complicated. Based on the characteristics of the "virus", Dorothy's performance is enough to make the body high. Chuan came to a conclusion-after this "plan" was split, it would be impossible to infer the truth by taking out a part separately, and it would even be misled, and whether it was super color or super Dorothy, "Gao Chuan "Alright, I don't actually know what other people are responsible for. At least, it is impossible to know all. It is only based on the incomparable tacit understanding, so that what I do can be contacted with the other party. Then, this is a plan of tacit understanding and contact. A chemical reaction that they don’t even know can only be judged by their senses. The advantages of this chemical reaction outweigh the disadvantages.
Yes, from the very beginning, whether "Gaochuan", super color or super Dorothy, there weren’t many deep contacts at all. Instead, I was aware of the other’s existence and the other’s After the existence of the plan, immediately make changes within one's ability to one's own plan, and this kind of change tends to make the situation more complicated.
Because everyone’s opponent is "virus" unknowable, unpredictable, and based on the core of all story sources, equivalent to an instinctive screenwriter, and each person plays only a role in the script.
To put it vividly, although the true form of the "plan" has an ultimate goal, it probably does not have a specific program. The greatest significance of its existence is to force the script controlled by the "virus" to become more and more It's so complicated that it's like a runaway wild horse. Even the "virus" as a screenwriter, the hospital trying to write a "script", etc., all the existence trying to control the situation cannot grasp the direction of the plot.
Yes, that must be the case. Gao Chuan made his own judgment: the so-called "plan", like the amoeba, does not have a fixed form, just to allow development beyond ordinary people's imagination, and derail endlessly, until no one can completely derail. In control of the situation, no one has the winning factor. In a game. When my success rate is only one percent. So. Let the success rate of all participants be less than 50%, even if your success rate is reduced to one in a thousand. If you can't be a winner, then let the true winner not appear. Unless--
Participants have to restart the game in order to pursue victory when they realize that there is no winner.
Probably, this is the desperate fight that can be done in the most desperate situation.
As the executor of the "plan", a transitional product of the "Super Gaochuan Project", the prosthetic body Gaochuan has made countless inferences about the "plan" itself, but even with the computing power of the brain and hardware. But unable to come to an accurate answer. This has made him doubt the truth of the "plan". The ultimate goal of the "plan" is credible, but the "plan" itself is chaotic. This chaos violates the characteristics of "planning". It is no longer possible to describe it as "taking one step and counting one step". However, if the operation of the "plan" is based on the principle of "unfavorable to oneself" and trying to confuse the water, then everything can be reasonably explained.
The Super Gaochuan Project is only a part of the entire "plan". Its significance probably does not lie in creating a super powerful Gaochuan, but in the process of implementing this plan, which can create more and more complicated situations.
Complex, constantly complicated, so complicated that even the original planners and future executors of the "plan" cannot be parsed, and so complicated that even the core of the entire chain of events cannot be effectively processed. It is so complicated that every participant, game planner, host, and behind-the-scenes in this game are all dead and their brain cells cannot see the situation clearly, nor can they leave. It is so complicated that there will be no winners, or they will take the initiative to yield in the game.
Such an idea, although it seems crazy, but when Yi Bo Gaochuan listened to Dorothy’s explanation, he suddenly confirmed the existence and possibility of this idea. Dorothy’s attitude is mysterious, and her interpretation of "Gao Chuan" and "Jiang" also seems to have hidden a lot of deep meaning, but the Yi body Gao Chuan sees this mysterious and deep meaning from the perspective of his own judgment, and he can't help but think of— —
Maybe, this kind of mystery and profound meaning is not intentional, just because Dorothy herself can't grasp it.
This is the end of the matter. Judging from Dorothy’s actions and attitudes, the "plan" itself has probably reached a stage where it is unable to promote and correct. Therefore, "understanding the entire plan" itself has become impossible. Things. The things that Gao Chuan thought about was not so valuable. Because, when the plan is to "derail uncontrollably", the plan itself, and even the Super Gaochuan project itself, one of the branches, does not actually occupy the core meaning, and its success does not depend on the designers and executors. What has been ignored, what has been overlooked, and what has been emphasized, but only in what the adversary intends to do, what to do, when the two sides do, what they plan to do, and when they collide together, what kind of chemical reaction will occur and what will be guided The direction of things-luck actually occupies the largest proportion of the factors that lead to the final result.
"Gaochuan", Shise and Dorothy are just creating a gambling that no one can rely on technology, but can only rely on luck. From this perspective, the plan of the young Gao Chuan is more in line with the "plan" in common sense. Although his luck, from the perspective of outsiders, also has the element of luck, but for himself, all judgments and behaviors are It's not that "luck is everything".
Before this day, Yitai Gaochuan had never thought that the "truth" he saw would be like this. The seemingly planned self and others are to derail the plan and "let luck decide everything". And Gao Chuan, a young boy who seems to be betting everything on his luck, may be a camp step by step, cutting off any luck, trying to make the plan 100% in his predetermined direction.
Even so, it is still not certain which side will do better and have the more chance of success, but in terms of character. Prosthetic Gao Chuan felt that he was more inclined to the side of the young Gao Chuan. Compared with the "truth" judged by myself, the tricks of the "virus" and the "truth" of the young Gao Chuan did not bring me a shock of soul. In the relationship between "virus" and "Jiang", Dorothy's commentary and her own judgment are mostly similar. The truth of the existence of the boy Gao Chuan mentioned by her should not be the only and final truth, but only her personal judgment and speculation.
For Gao Chuan, who is rational and has his own judgment, the reference value is not as great as he originally expected. He thought. All plans. All unexpected situations. All abnormal events will get a complete and reasonable explanation. However, it turns out that there is no absolute truth at all. At least, Super Dorothy and Super Colors themselves have not mastered this absolutely unique truth.
Although I am a little disappointed, the assumptions that Dorothy brings are not completely worthless. When the original brain and the brain hardware are working together to quickly make an extended judgment on the current situation, the prosthetic Gao Chuan also divided a part of his attention and chewed Dorothy's words carefully. The linkage between the brain hardware and the prosthetic body is enough to make the things he thinks in his heart completely hidden from the surface.
Disappointment is disappointment, but Dorothy and the color. Even the "Gao Chuan" in the past did not do anything wrong. On the contrary, maybe I had too high expectations for them. Yi Tai Gao Chuan thought so, and his mood gradually calmed down.He felt that he somewhat understood why the young Gao Chuan behaved so strong, because the other party would never expect other people to do better than himself, even if they pin their expectations. In others, it is also based on the promotion of the whole action by oneself.
In the eyes of the young Gao Chuan, "Jiang" is capable of ending all existence. He puts his hope on "Jiang". However, he should never believe it. In the absence of his own actions, "Jiang" "I will achieve this hope for no reason." He believes that everything he has done determines whether the hope placed on Jiang can be realized. He believes that only by acting can promote the situation to develop in the direction of his hope. He believes that there is no one but himself. It can be done. Even if he knew the existence of super color and super Dorothy, he would never think that they could do better than himself.
I don’t expect others to do better than myself and recognize my uniqueness. Therefore, when facing the most desperate environment and the most powerful enemy, if you want to win, you must do your best. In this process of enlightenment, he cultivated a strong self.
"Really, the strong reason is this?" Gao Chuan smiled bitterly in his heart. Then, returning to the topic of conversation, he said to Dorothy: "For the virus, Gao Chuan is both a poison and a stimulant. Long dose?"
"Yes, it is not a strange thing that completely opposite properties appear on the same individual." Dorothy said: "This is an answer that conforms to rational thinking, and I am willing to believe this answer. So, another Achuan The emergence of is a complicated but inevitable thing. However, judging from your current performance, it has overturned another assumption of mine."
"What is that?" Gao Chuan couldn't help asking.
"I previously assumed that the emergence of another Achuan was deliberately acted upon by the virus, and Achuan’s sensibility was separated, because the brain hardware would keep Achuan in a highly rational state for a long time, but the sensibility could not disappear for no reason. , It’s just being suppressed. The suppressed sensibility will accumulate, and it can be separated from Achuan through a certain salary method. Because the highly rational Achuan is likely to actively reject the sensibility, so the separation sensibility will become It's easier. However, Ah Chuan, your current state is obviously in a balance between sensibility and rationality."
"Even in a highly rational situation, I can still feel the fluctuations in my own sensibility, and I never think it is a good thing to give up sensibility." Gao Chuan said with a smile, "I crave sensibility , Admit the sensibility, such a strong demand is probably rooted in Gao Chuan's will. It is also because of this that Gao Chuan will struggle tirelessly. I think this is good."
Doroth shrugged, did not deny, and then said: "Although, this is the possibility of Takakawa's sensual separation has been reduced."
"No, the other me is indeed emotional separation." Gao Chuan interrupted Dorothy's words and replied categorically: "I met him and talked, there is a strong resonance between us. I can’t read it wrong, the other one is completely driven by sensibility. I think it’s probably the result of the residual personality and sensibility separation and the chemical reaction under the action of the virus at the same time. I did have a high degree of it. In the period of rationalization, the accumulated sensibility may overflow under Jiang's adjustment. Although I am now balanced, it cannot be denied that the existence of another me is actually a period of highly rationalization. Overflowing sensual crystals."
"Um... So, Ah Chuan, did you think so?" Dorothy smiled. But said: "However. I have another more reliable conclusion."
Yi Shi Gao Chuan looked at her in surprise, only to hear her say: "The other Ah Chuan is not the result of excessive sensibility and personality fragments. Sensual excess may exist. Personality fragments are almost impossible to exist. Yes. Achuan’s personality, every death is complete death, the power of the virus...Forget it, even if it is possible, but I am more inclined, the other Achuan is actually not an independent emotional personality. It is Achuan you The ambivalence of thinking has been manifested by the virus. That is to say, whether you admit it or not, in fact, everything that the other Achuan has done is what you have consciously and unconsciously thought about, and even what you hope for. Delusional, craving Yes. He is your dream, your hesitation, your imagination of another destiny orbit, and your hope in despair. He is very powerful, because he is actually your ideal self. Your ideal self is not necessarily He is a perfect self, but everything he has is inevitably what you expect but it is difficult to achieve. It can even be said that it is impossible to have. What he did is what you have thought about, but you have to give up for various reasons. Although the brain hardware did not turn Achuan you into the ultimate rational form, it is also successful, because Achuan you did not become the ideal self, because the ideal self is actually what the virus hopes. A Chuan."
The heart of the Yi body Gao Chuan was touched by these words.Although Dorothy's inference is not correct, he recalled the memory of the young Gao Chuan, but realized that his understanding and recognition of him was indeed From a certain touch in the soul. What is irrefutable is that no matter how many rational reasons are found to oppose the young Gao Chuan’s ideas and practices, no matter how much rational basis is found, trying to prove the other party’s mistakes, but are these thoughts and actions really purely rational? At least, the body is high Chuan cannot deny that in his own eyes, the young Gao Chuan is dazzling. When he left this body, he felt more or less relieved, as if the figure hiding in front of him had disappeared, and I was free.
It's ridiculous, I am the "Gaochuan" of this era, and the other party is just a ghost without a gaze. Yi Tai Gao Chuan suddenly felt that he was actually hope. The truth is as Dorothy said. The young Gao Chuan originated from what he could not release and his ideal self, even if such a self is what the "virus" needs. If such a splendid soul is really the other side of oneself, then it is truly worthy of pride.
The body of Gao Chuan's heart was surging, and he burst into laughter. The mood he had never had before was stirred in his mind. Never before has there been such unscrupulous laughter echoing in the laboratory. Even Dorothy had a puzzled expression. She felt that what she had said was good news, but she didn't understand why it would make Yitai Gaochuan so happy. Strictly speaking, the appearance of the young Gao Chuan is an extremely serious situation, and it is not in the expectations of himself and his family. The two once felt regret and pain for the death of the teenager Gao Chuan, but the subsequent judgment and understanding made them feel fortunate and thought it might be a good thing. The death of the teenager Gaochuan has been confirmed, and the resuscitation is simply an incomprehensible abnormality. When it is related to the “virus”, the conspiracy in it is endlessly amplified, but it also allows them to conclude that the “virus is present”. "Cultivating Gaochuan" conclusion.
Obviously, the Gaochuan the "virus" wants is completely different from the Gaochuan they want. The possibility of "Gaochuan" killing the "virus" is proved by such behavior, but it also increases the difficulty. The appearance of the young Gao Chuan is like a kun in his throat. Although in theory, only Gao Chuan can kill Gao Chuan, but the young Gao Chuan is too strong. Xie Se and Dorothy had to admit that the young Gao Chuan was the strongest one they had ever seen in Gao Chuan. This kind of strength does not only refer to his ability to manifest in the doomsday fantasy, but also to a comprehensive will , Character, wisdom and strength behind the scenes. For this kind of strength, only rely on the trap, which will strip off the factors that lead to his strength one by one and weaken them. Only then has the opportunity to make the young Gaochuan return to what he should be.
The existence of the brain hardware can help the integration of the prosthetic Gao Chuan and the young Gao Chuan to a certain extent. The final completion of the super Gao Chuan does not lie in how strong he is, but in that he may be able to kill the virus. "serum". The Omi Trap exists to strip off the power of the "virus" in a short time, so that the prosthetic body Gao Chuan has the opportunity to become one with the young Gao Chuan again.
If the young Gao Chuan and the Yi Tai Gao Chuan are really just the difference between reality and ideal, it is a contradiction between thoughts and ideas. So. The possibility of this integration will reach 99%. Because. The two combined into one is a real "Gaochuan".
However, the joy shown by Yitai Gaochuan is not for this reason. Although Dorothy was surprised. But she could see very clearly that this man was definitely not laughing out loud for this kind of thing. The relief in laughter is not the emotion that has been suppressed by the appearance of the young boy Gao Chuan for a long time. He is really happy.
"It's so good." Gao Chuan, the protagonist, sat on the floor with no image, and said to the girl-like Dorothy: "Is he my ideal? It turns out that if there is no brain hardware, I Will you become that guy? It's not a split of personality, but just the expectations deep in my heart. That's great. Really, this way, I can perform my tasks with confidence. If he is me Ideal, then. He will do everything I can’t do, try it?"
"A Chuan, you--" The surprised expression on Dorothy's face became more obvious. She seemed to understand the meaning of what Gao Chuan said.
"Always act with probability, and I'm not happy at all." Yiti Gaochuan said: "Although it is a task and a responsibility, but still not happy at all. It's painful and restrained, just like being burdened by shackles. It makes people breathless. I once felt that I would live like this for the rest of my life, because reality is very desperate. To fight against desperate reality, you must suppress your own willfulness. From this perspective, I do It's actually pretty good, what do you think? Dorothy."
Doroth wanted to say something, but Gao Chuan interrupted him. He said relaxedly, "Don’t worry, Dorothy, I don’t mind carrying the shackles at all. I volunteer. Because, I am Gao Chuan. But, although I am willing to burn my life in the reality without a little heat, but there is really no ideal, no hope for miracles, no indulgence of life, really is Too miserable. In the past, I have never thought about this question, that is: what is the ideal self? What will it do? What will be the result? Because, I have known for a long time, myself I will never become my ideal self, because I can’t imagine the consequences of indulging myself. I didn’t come into this world naked, my birth is different from other people, I have A clear mission and the steps to complete this mission. Therefore, it is extremely realistic for me to accept this fact, because only in this way can I work step by step to find the greatest chance of success."
Gao Chuan paused for a while, and one time he was born with a smile: "So, it is so lucky for me to be able to see my ideal self in such an intuitive way. In this world, again How many people can have this kind of luck? What they dream of, and what reason prevents them from doing it, are all displayed by another self~IndoMTL.com~ Then, he reiterated: "Doroth, that Gaochuan , Is my ideal self! My opponent, this is how it exists, right?"
Doroth frowned, nodded vigorously, and said: "A Chuan, don't be afraid, don't resist, we will definitely win."
Yi Gao Chuan smiled and touched Dorothy’s head, and said, "Doroth, I am not afraid at all, nor resist it. Now that I have an ideal self, it is impossible to be myself. The matter, then, I have no regrets when I go to complete the tasks that I have to perform. As you said, we will win." He picked Dorothy and sat her on his shoulders. Step by step, decisively walked out of the laboratory: "The opponent is my ideal self, not another Gao Chuan. It is great. Ideal and reality, which one can reach the end of life? At the end, again What will it be? This battle is not just for the plan, for you, but also for myself. I have never felt so fulfilled."
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