Return To 1977 Chapter 367: Tears
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"Later, when I was seventeen years old, 'Sister Agou' passed away, and I only had 'Aunt Bao' to depend on... This is my past, my family, and why I embarked on this path. The reason. One, five, ten, actually...you should understand it now..."
After saying that, "Tangxin'er" leaned back on the chair very tiredly.
She lowered her eyelids, tears stained her haggard face again, and her black hair was scattered behind her head.
Silence.
Hong Yanwu listened to the end without even saying a word in the middle.
Until now, he is still digesting her life experience, although all the questions he had just now have been almost clarified.
This is Tang Xin, poor "Sugar Heart"!
A girl who is lonely and suffering due to irresponsible parents and estranged parents.
A girl who extremely lacks family warmth but is full of fear of marriage.
A strong girl who can only struggle alone in society.
A woman who was three years older than him, but quite weak and did not dare to long for the future.
After experiencing these ordeals, her heart has been scarred and riddled with illnesses.
Although her face always looked radiant and gorgeous, who could have known that there was such misery hidden behind it.
He originally thought that he was miserable and his family was unfortunate enough. But compared with "Tang Xin'er", he has nothing to complain about.
At least his misfortune is only caused by the times. His family loves each other, and in times of poverty and humiliation, he can still have the warmth of his relatives.
But "Tang Xin'er" has always been so lonely and so difficult. Her life experience and experiences are simply heartbreaking and heartbreaking!
Sigh, I don’t know how many bitter tears "Tang Xin'er" has shed since she was a child, and how much sorrow and sorrow she has condensed.
It is completely conceivable that it is precisely because of such an experience. When he ignored her and she was unprepared, he boldly broke through the last line. For her, how could she speculate solely on the psychology of other girls?
The mental pressure and psychological burden she feels must be far more, heavier and more panicked than others.
He really regretted it, regretted his impulse to just have fun...
"Xiao Wu..."
"Tang Xin'er" who seemed to have fallen asleep suddenly spoke, and another string of tears fell quietly.
"I know that you have always been curious about my past. I didn't tell you this, not because I wanted to hide it, but because I really didn't want to think about it anymore. I was also a little afraid that you would look down on me. Now, there is nothing to hide from you. Now, if you want to know anything in the future, I will tell you..."
She still had her eyes closed and her voice was very soft. But if she opened her eyes at this moment, she would definitely see Hong Yanwu's face full of guilt.
Hong Yanwu slowly sat down next to "Tang Xin'er" and wanted to say something, but he couldn't formulate the appropriate words several times.
She still didn't move or open her eyes, and it was completely obvious that she was feeling tired.
Hong Yanwu finally couldn't help but slowly stretched out his hand, tremblingly brushed her cheek, and gently wiped away the tears of "Tang Xin'er".
"Actually, actually... you should have told me earlier. If I had known this earlier, I would have loved you more and treated you better. I will tell you, there is no need to be afraid of the future..."
"Tang Xin'er" slowly opened her eyes, and her long eyelashes swept across Hong Yanwu's palm, which was wiping the corners of her eyes.
Hong Yanwu quickly stopped.
But those big, resentful and pretty eyes stared at him dreamily.
"What did you say? I didn't hear..."
"I said, if I had known earlier, I would have been nicer to you, loved you more, and would never have been so reckless... But it doesn't matter. We can still be sure of the future, can't we? I can tell you. You don't have to What are you worried about? We will definitely be fine in the future. We will never be like your parents..."
"In the future? How can you be sure?"
"Yes! In the future! I'm sure!"
"No, why don't you understand? Many things in life are uncertain. I am older than you, and I will definitely grow old faster than you. If life is really miserable, one day you will dislike me... …”
"No! Don't say that! What about me? If you say that, I am far from worthy of you. I will always be a two-worker in the eyes of others. If you are with me, you will also be regarded as such in the future. Do you feel aggrieved when others look down on you?"
"That...that's different. I would never...I know you, you are different from the people I know. You are capable, you know everything, not to mention myself..."
"No, you are wrong. None of this is the key. The relationship between two people and the same pursuit of life are the most important thing. To be honest, if I want to compare with others, there is nothing I can give more than money. Yours. I also know that all couples in the world will have disagreements or even disputes, and their passion will fade one day, so I can't guarantee that you will always be satisfied with me..."
When Hong Yanwu said this, he immediately changed his low tone and continued speaking very gently and actively.
"...but I, but I am willing. I am willing to give you more things, and you deserve more things. That is a truly warm home. I will not only be your friend, but also your husband in the future , and will be a relative that you can always rely on and trust. We will have our own children. I know my responsibilities, and I will try my best to be a good husband and a good father! Growing up in the happiest family, I will use my time and practical actions to prove that I am a person worthy of your trust for life..."
Hong Yanwu’s statement was sincere and resolute, but it was not as vague as most young people. On the contrary, it is very objective and practical. This kind of maturity that belies his age completely exceeded the expectations of "Tang Xin'er".
"You...?"
She stared at him with wide eyes, speechless for a while.
"You, you, what are you? Remember, I have to make you feel that your life is not miserable! This is what I said, and I will never change it for the rest of my life!"
Hong Yanwu's words were undoubtedly overbearing, but they made "Tang Xin'er" feel a trustworthy warmth.
She said nothing more, tilted her head to one side, and bursts of tears fell down like a waterfall. She raised her hand to wipe it and burst into tears.
Hong Yanwu felt sad again just moments ago. "Stop crying, please stop crying, okay? I beg you..."
But "Tang Xin'er"'s face was covered with his hands and he couldn't take them away. She shook her head, crying harder and harder, her shoulders shaking non-stop.
Since he had never seen anyone so sad, Hong Yanwu felt extremely distressed. He knew very well that if "Tang Xin'er" continued to cry like this, he would cry badly.
But no matter how much he coaxed her, it didn't work, so he had to gently hold her shoulders and let her cry.
Fortunately, "Tang Xin'er" no longer resisted him. At first, she only stood up sideways, and then slowly plunged into his arms.
Hong Yanwu simply hugged her tightly.
Just like that, "Tang Xin'er" was completely like a child, burying her head in his arms. And she wrapped her arms around his neck, hugging him tightly as well.
After another long while, "Tang Xin'er" finally cried happily.
But the two people still did not separate. They kept holding each other like this, as if they wanted to stay like this forever, until the end of time...
In the early morning of September 24, "Tang Xin'er" regained her former energy after a good sleep.
Not only is she still beautiful, she is still charming. Perhaps because he had untied his knot last night, he seemed more cheerful and gentle.
When everyone went downstairs to have breakfast together, Hong Yanwu once kept his composure and looked at her seriously from the side for at least half an hour.
When the waves of certain melancholy drift away, all that remains is tenderness and beauty. A heavy stone seemed to have fallen to the ground in his heart.
The remaining sadness quickly dissipated. He finally found relief.
That's how love is. When you really care about someone, the other person's emotions are like being transplanted into your own body.
When the other person is sad and sad, your happiness seems to have been strangled, and you can no longer do anything with peace of mind.
Only when the other person smiles again, will you experience the beauty of life again and feel the joy of breathing.
This day is, of course, also a happy day for "Xia Laizi" and Xiang Hong.
But to Hong Yanwu's surprise, their wedding did not have a banquet in a hotel. Instead, they hired a chef, set up a temporary stove, and held it at "Xiapaizi"'s home.
The folding table in the bride's room is the main table. The Eight Immortals table in "Xiapaizi"'s parents' room also came in handy. In addition, a table from a neighbor's house was borrowed in the courtyard to hold two seats.
Just like this, it still cannot solve all the problems. It doesn't mean that this wedding banquet is just two tables.
Because this is only the first round. Most of the people invited were close relatives and friends of the two families, or indispensable figures. From 2 or 3 to 5 or 6 in the afternoon, more people will come to congratulate you.
"Xiapaizi" is a welder in the shipyard. Xiang Hong's current job is selling soap and toothpaste in a department store. They both have a lot of colleagues and classmates, and these are the main people who come in the afternoon.
Except for those who insist on not eating, there must be two tables on each side. Counting the number of people seated, additional dishes and the number of plates, the total will reach about ten tables.
The reason why we chose such a troublesome method is mainly due to two reasons.
Fan Gang explained to Hong Yanwu in private that this was first of all the intention of the parents of the groom and the bride.
Parents have endured hard times and think this saves money. I think it is better to be more economical. The money saved can be used by the young couple to live in the future, which is much better than spending it in restaurants to save face.
Secondly, "Xiapaizi" and "Xianghong" have bought too many things for their wedding.
Not counting the double speakers and gold rings given by Hong Yanwu and "Tang Xin'er". They also built a complete set of furniture using the wood they had received, and also purchased the "Three Rotations and One Rings", TV sets, and electric fans.
In this era, it is really eye-catching.
Therefore, even Xiang Hong, who loves to be in the limelight, feels scared, worried that "Xiaozi" will be targeted by the police station again. In this way, they also wanted to keep the wedding banquet low-key.
The "Hai Bangzi" people have known about this for a long time, and everyone understands it. Of course Hong Yanwu and the others wouldn't mind, friendship comes first.
So, the guests followed the host and had a noisy wedding banquet in the courtyard.