Return To 1977 Chapter 529: Mood
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After returning home that day, Xuan Ye’s mood changed drastically.
When she woke up in the morning, she still had passionate love and longing for love in her heart, but after this day, her unrealistic thoughts about Hong Yanwu and the feelings of a girl's first love had to be forcibly closed. .
Of course this made her feel distressed. For several days, she couldn't sleep well, tossing and turning, opening and closing her eyes, seeing the shadow of Hong Yanwu in front of her eyes. Sometimes I wake up suddenly from a dream in the middle of the night and find that the corners of my eyes are wet.
But she also knew very well that she and Hong Yanwu were like trains on two parallel lines. We can see each other and move in the same direction according to the trajectory of life. But they can never be merged into a line and hung together to form a car.
This is not only because Hong Yanwu's analysis and explanation of "well-matched" has been recognized by her heart, but also because Hong Yanwu already has someone he likes.
In this day and age, being able to disclose the identity of a person is enough to ensure that the relationship between the two of them is unbreakable and inaccessible to others. Anyone who wants to forcefully intervene is called immoral and will be criticized by thousands of people and despised by everyone.
Her self-esteem, her moral values, and her family do not allow her to have such an inappropriate thought.
What's more, she also has a good impression of "Tang Xin'er". In just a brief moment of getting along with her that day, she felt something in her heart suddenly awaken.
She herself couldn't explain why, but she should obviously hate this woman who was Hong Yanwu's target. But her perception was exactly the opposite.
Whenever she has time, she will also frequently think of "Tang Xin'er"'s voice and smile. Her unparalleled beauty, grace, and conversation could touch her heart and tell her clearly what a woman should be like.
She has never been so attached to a person of the same gender, not even her mother and Zhou Manna. It is a passion that seems to have some kind of admiration and yearning. Everything she wants, it seems, It's all reflected in Tang Xin's body.
And "Tang Xin'er"'s humanity is indeed worthy of her liking. When she was saying goodbye that day, even she didn't know how she had the nerve to ask, "Can I still come?"
Unexpectedly, "Tang Xin'er" agreed so warmly and readily. "Of course. Next time you come here, how about I help you dye your nails with nail polish? Your hands are very delicate. They will look great if they are dyed light pink..."
So, despite the sadness and bitterness of losing love, she tasted a little sweetness and a little more comfort.
Let her always have enough courage to restrain her unwanted feelings and face her future. And I hope Hong Yanwu and "Tang Xin'er" can be harmonious and happy.
In the end, she wrote a very long letter, which lasted three or four pages, recording all her feelings and emotions from the beginning to the end of her crush.
It took her two nights to complete it. She didn't mean to show it to anyone, it was just for herself.
Later she took the letter and lit it with a match in the bathroom.
As she watched the pages of letter soaked in her own efforts turn into ashes bit by bit, she shed her tears of farewell.
Not only did he say goodbye to his first love in a special ceremony. This also completes the process of progressing bit by bit from the immature girl's feelings to a mature woman.
After that, even she felt that she had grown up all of a sudden. She realized a lot and understood a lot...
It is true that for "Tang Xin'er", she is actually similar to Xuan Ye. She was also deeply impressed by the sudden visit of the eldest lady of the Ye family.
Women are sensitive. Not to mention such a smart woman as "Tang Xin'er".
In fact, when Hong Yanwu brought Ye Xuan in front of her, all the cells in her body were alert, and she saw through the hidden secrets almost instantly.
She was a little unhappy at first. Especially the incident she had just experienced on Chinese Valentine's Day made her heart tingle.
But on the other hand, after also going through that emotional test, she firmly believed in Hong Yanwu.
Because a man who can do that for her, a man who can accept her physical defects sincerely and without reservation, will never act like a flirt and betray his feelings just by turning his face. This is illogical.
Besides, she was Yuan You who knew why Hong Yanwu wanted to teach Ye Xuan how to dive. It is not difficult to understand Hong Yanwu's concerns and difficulties.
So soon, she saw the slightly helpless expression from Hong Yanwu. And Xuan Ye was restless, often staring at her stunned reaction. Hong Yanwu was most likely responsible for this, I'm afraid this girl was infatuated due to wishful thinking.
So naturally, she quickly adjusted her mentality and began to do her best to help Hong Yanwu deal with this official lady who could not afford to offend.
As I said before, there is nothing she can't do if she wants to please anyone.
She was just like "Sister Agou" treated her when she was young. She successfully won Xuan Ye's favor with her generous treatment and kindness. Soothed the girl's mood.
Even through observation and contact, she fell in love with Xuan Ye.
She found this girl to be simple, kind and well-educated. Although he is full of childishness, he does not have any unreasonable tendencies and is very considerate of others.
She could clearly feel that Xuan Ye's belief and persistence in love were melting away because of her.
To be honest, if it weren't for the fact that Hong Yanwu was something she could never give in to, she really couldn't bear to let this innocent girl down.
That’s why she invited Xuan Ye to come again when they finally parted. That was no longer just a deliberate performance, it was the sincere words from a soft heart...
However, after seeing off Xuan Ye, she still had to complain about Hong Yanwu. This is also a woman's instinct. She can't say anything without saying anything. Otherwise, how can I feel calm?
So what if it’s just pretentious or coquettish? She needs the comfort of her lover to prove the stability of her relationship.
So she scolded Hong Yanwu for being so stupid that he turned asking for help into provoking a little girl. I became angry, shed tears again, and even uttered outlandish accusations like "showing off to coquettishness".
Hong Yanwu, who is "so confused", has already gained experience and has fully grown in dealing with emotional issues. This time he simply pretended to be confused and made full use of the phrase "great wisdom seems like foolishness".
Faced with "Tang Xin'er"'s storm of scoldings and questions, he didn't say a word. He just looked at her quietly and tenderly with a face of innocence and helplessness, and in the end, "Tang Xin'er" was embarrassed to scold him anymore.
Then he thanked "Tang Xin'er" with a sneer on his face, and said, "Thanks to your flexibility, you didn't make me unable to get off the stage, and you even fooled that little girl away in a friendly manner. You are indeed a wise man of mine." My wife, you are indeed the daughter-in-law of our Hong family. You can help me solve the problem so satisfactorily. I would like to thank you on behalf of my uncle and his family. Don’t worry, I will never leave the house again. I will tie my pants to you. On the belt, I promise that something like this will never happen again. From now on, we will hold hands and fall to the end of our lives..."
This talkative guarantee immediately caused the "sugar heart" to completely shut down after venting.
She spat at him and said deliberately, "Don't be too happy too early. The little girl's mind can be fickle, just like a cat. This is just a temporary grooming, and it may not really be what you want. ”
But Hong Yanwu seemed confident.
"Of course, no one can guarantee that nothing will go wrong. There is no guarantee that there will be a flaw anywhere. However, Xuan Ye herself is not like that. She is too arrogant and treats life too idealistically. Although She is generally stern with others and seems difficult to deal with, but in fact she is very transparent in her heart and cannot do anything to turn against her behind her back. To deal with such a self-proclaimed and shameless girl, all you have to do is hold her high. Just make her feel that she is 'noble'. Saying 'You are such a good person' works better than anything else. This is called 'making fun of someone'..."
"Tang Xin'er" tilted her face and looked at him sideways. "Isn't it very unkind of you to behave yourself even though you took advantage of me?"
Hong Yanwu was talking happily and refused to admit his defeat.
"How do you say this? I also learned it from you women. Don't pretend not to understand, you women like to use this method to deal with us men..."
But after he said this, he regretted it so much that he almost didn't give himself a mouth. Because "Tang Xin'er" was stunned, and his tone suddenly turned cold.
"Hey! You have to talk to me about this. Who did you learn it from? And who used it against you?"