Return To 1977 Chapter 819: Trouble sleeping
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For the rest of the day, Shui Qing came here feeling restless.
Not to mention the entire lunch time, she almost kept hiding in the kitchen with excuses, not daring to look directly at Hong Yanwu's face.
It wasn't until he left that he had the nerve to come out of the kitchen.
Even at night, she was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep for a long time.
For no other reason than because what happened today gave her too much mental stimulation.
Except she did not expect that she might bring huge risks to Hong Yanwu, nor did she expect that Hong Yanwu would pay such a huge price to protect her and her children.
What she didn't expect was that Hong Yanwu would actually exaggerate and describe her as perfect as a saint in front of others.
Of course it is even more unbelievable that Hong Yanwu would confess to Zhang Baocheng that he liked her, and just like the declaration, he claimed to marry her.
Yes, Hong Yanwu's tone is undoubtedly sincere, and his words are sincere and firm, but all of this is too unrealistic!
To be honest, she actually doesn’t ask much from her partner.
According to her original template, it would be enough for her life partner to be kind, upright, respectful to the elderly, of the same age, speak the same language, and have no bad habits.
At most, you should have good health, and if you have a skill, it would be even better.
She has not considered any of the worldly requirements such as appearance, height, job, rank, income, education, household registration, and housing.
But now, precisely because of Shui Xiaoying's existence, her requirements have been lowered.
Even conditions such as body appearance, education level, whether you are married for the first time, and whether you have children can be ignored.
I just want to find an ordinary person of the same age, who can be sincerely good to her children, and who can agree with her not to have children until Xiaoying becomes an adult.
But even like this, not many people can accept it.
She never thought that she would be so favored by Hong Yanwu!
Yes, Hong Yanwu was reformed through labor, but that does not prove that he is a bad person.
To be fair, he is a bit extreme, a bit casual, a bit naughty, and even has some bad habits.
But on the other hand, he is also a smart and courageous person who repays kindness and resentment.
His willfulness and hostility are just a reflection of the attitude imposed on him by others, and his bad habits were also developed by wandering in society during a special period.
And when he treats people who are really good to him, he is as soft as a ball of cotton. You can also make a smooth-coat lamb.
Now that he is older, it is even more different. He has begun to understand the rules and can distinguish between good and evil.
From his help to himself, his care for Xiaoying, from everything he did to his parents, relatives, friends, neighbors, and colleagues, we can see that he has corrected his evil ways and become a sentient person. A good and righteous person.
Even from his past relationship, it can be seen that he is unswervingly loyal to love.
That kind of never giving up and never leaving has always only existed in dreamlike love novels.
Yes, Hong Yanwu has low academic qualifications, but this does not mean that he is ignorant.
On the contrary, he not only read many books.
And from the way he handles things, from his sophistication in dealing with people, from his speech and behavior, you can see that he has extraordinary knowledge and mature thinking.
Even the understanding of life and the measures to deal with adversity are beyond the reach of ordinary people.
Compared with him, she simply felt that she knew nothing and was much more naive in terms of social common sense.
Not to mention his unique eloquence and thoughtfulness.
He is really a person who knows both cold and hot, and understands emotions very well!
Not only can I easily read your thoughts and touch your heart with words, but I can also provide you with the most sincere, appropriate and timely help when you need it most.
Besides, which of his skills, abilities, and family are not the best among ten thousand?
What girl wouldn’t like such a person?
She felt lucky to have such a person beside her.
She also felt deep sympathy for his unsatisfactory relationship past.
She thinks this is God's greatest injustice. People like him deserve the best girl! Have his own happiness!
She even hoped that Shui Lan would discover the good qualities in him and be destined to hold hands with him. That is a person worth spending a lifetime with.
But...but she never thought that she would be with Xiao Wu...with Xiao Wu...
You know, there is a six-year age difference between them.
This is so shocking!
What would you say if people knew about it? How will others view them? How could the elders of the two families accept it?
What's more, he! Xiao Wu is so excellent in every aspect! How could it be your own choice?
Think again about the scene at that time. Could it be that Xiao Wu said this intentionally to help Zhang Baocheng?
Or maybe Xiao Wu was confused by Zhang Baocheng's words?
Did he misunderstand the relationship between siblings as the affection between men and women? Maybe it's just good intentions, pity for her and her child's situation...
No, no, that would be a big mistake. That's not love, no.
They can't take such a painful path, and she can't bring misfortune to Xiao Wu just for her own ease...
Suddenly realizing that he had thought so deeply, Shui Qing's face felt hot.
Quickly turned sideways and buried his face deeply in the pillow.
Fortunately, the child is already asleep, no one will know...
At about the same time, Hong Yanwu was lying on the bed "making sesame cakes" at Chen's house, which was less than fifty meters away from Shuiqing.
He was also thinking about all kinds of messy things and couldn't calm down.
He feels that the most incredible thing in the world is love, which is completely without rules. No matter how wise and calm a person is, it is inevitable to get lost and dizzy in love.
To be honest, if Zhang Baocheng hadn't been chasing and fighting today, I'm afraid he wouldn't have woken up yet.
Thanks to this guy. He suddenly realized that he was by no means as noble and pure as he thought.
He didn't just respect Shui Qing as a sister, he really fell in love with her.
Yes, there is no love without reason, and there is no hate without reason.
His love comes from a long time ago, probably since he was a child.
It’s just that because I was too young at the time, I classified this emotion as an unrealistic fantasy and just thought that I hoped to have such a sister.
He loves her kindness, her cleanliness, her gentleness, her thoughtfulness, her tranquility, his worldliness but down-to-earthness, his beauty and generosity yet simplicity and kindness.
To put it bluntly, all she has is his most ideal imagination of the opposite sex. He can find in her the most traditional beauty of Chinese women like his mother and Teacher Gu.
Whether this is subtle or deep-rooted, this is how he feels in his bones.
But it was because he had too low self-esteem and regarded Shui Qing as respectable as a goddess, so he was never embarrassed to think about it carefully.
Yeah? How does he deserve it?
When he was a child, he was in the black category, while Shui Qing was in the red category.
In school, Shui Qing is a fair and clean health committee member, a good student, and a brigade cadre.
And he is a rough troublemaker.
Not to mention later, she was educated and motivated, and got into Beijing University by herself.
As for him, he got into fights and misbehaved and became a prisoner of labor reform.
Compared to each other, they are definitely two different images. What's more, the age difference is six years.
But so what? Although it may seem strange in the eyes of others, a bad boy would like such a beautiful woman. Isn't this a toad that wants to eat swan meat?
But then again, don’t I only deserve bad women? Why can't I have such a good woman? I still want to eat swan meat.
As the saying goes, two people alike will not survive until dawn. When God pairs men and women, it is probably a crow and a phoenix.
He is macho and rugged, while she is gentle and slender. Looking at it this way, aren’t they a match made in heaven?
Age? Is age a problem? Is it possible that only an old man and a young wife can meet the secular standards?
Besides, he is still a person who has experienced the temptations and feasting of the world.
In this regard, I dare not say that all women are pink skulls, but he is no longer a member of the appearance club.
For him, his appearance will age easily and he will get tired of aesthetics. Compared with Xiuwai, Huizhong is what he values more.
Because once people get older, the fun of a couple lies more in language exchange and maintaining family ties.
If there is no heart-to-heart blending, no mutual recognition of each other's inner self, and no shared values.
No matter how ideal a marriage seems to be, it will be difficult to maintain it to the end, and it will no longer be what he needs.
This is the same even if there is family and finance as the backbone.
This is the experience that comes with age. Young people who blindly pursue romance and imagine love as a fairy tale will never experience it.
Don’t forget that he was originally attracted to “Sugar Heart” because of his appearance.
But when he really fell in love with her and was really willing to marry her, it was because they had reached the level of mutual trust and compatibility emotionally.
Without their shared desire for light in the darkness, their mutual cherishment and mutual appreciation and trust, their relationship would never have been able to withstand any test.
So after "Tang Xin'er" left, he once thought that he would never have the idea of getting married again, or even have feelings for anyone.
Until today, he discovered that the real reason why his life has not moved forward is actually because there was already someone worthy of his love.
He absolutely believes that there are gods in this world, otherwise he would not have the chance to live again!
The same is true for this matter. Can you say that this is not an arrangement by gods?
He decided that he and Shui Qing must be destined, otherwise Shui Qing would not have been married.
Based on Shui Qing’s original conditions, if he hadn’t been involved with this child, would it be his turn to worry about him? Married long ago.
But he doesn't care about this, he also loves Xiaoying.
This child always reminded him of the "daughter" he had with Fang Ting before. If he could become a family with this mother-in-law, it would definitely be what he wished for.
Thinking of this, he even began to fear that he would miss Shui Qing.
She is probably the only woman in the world worthy of his marriage. If that's the case, he's really doomed.
In short, Hong Yanwu went from extreme excitement to extreme sadness, and then from extreme sadness to extreme excitement.
For this reason, Chen Liquan, who was lying in the clinic reading a pictorial, clearly heard Hong Yanwu sigh.
So he couldn't help but ask.
"What makes you sigh so much? What's wrong? Are you still worried about Xiaoying?"
"Tell you, I fell in love with Shui Qing..."
"Ah!" Chen Liquan screamed, and his spirit was immediately hit hard.
Hong Yanwu's words are even more ridiculous than the books "Souls from Tombs" and "Beautiful Snake" he is reading in his hands.
Then he stuttered and said, "Are you okay? That's our sister...how is this possible?"
Unexpectedly, Hong Yanwu said as if he was swearing, "How is it impossible? I really fell in love with her. I will never lie. If there is any lie, I will be struck by thunder!"