Riding the Pheonix Chapter 383: Hard to leave

"Master learned skills as a young man, wandered around the world as a young man, kept his heart and self-denial for half his life, and won praise from the world. People like him, even if they continue to fail in their achievements, will gradually become a legend in the world and be remembered for generations. However, he has been around for a long time. When I was ten years old, I fell in love with someone."

Yang Shu thought for a moment: "Which Jianghu heroine is it?"

Mingwei thought of her master's wooden comb that never left her body, and her voice became harsh: "No, that was the little widow he accidentally saved."

Yang Shu was stunned.

"The little widow married the seriously ill son of a wealthy family at the age of fifteen and became a widow the following year. She kept to herself, but later on, the surviving sons of the family were fighting over the family property and worried that she would adopt a son. When the heir came back, he framed her for stealing. A widow who was married into a wedding was slandered like this. What else could she do? She escaped from the house at night, but was overtaken and had no choice but to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river. I passed by at that time and saved her."

Yang Shu is a little incredible. Since she married into a wealthy family out of luck, her family must be in a bad situation. A girl from a poor family like that, who might not even be able to read, actually attracted the attention of a powerful fortune teller?

"The little widow had nowhere to go, so the master had always been a kind-hearted person, so he temporarily took her in. The master was going to collect a demon at that time, so he decided to wait until the matter was completed, and then find a way to find her. There is a place to put the little widow. But..."

Mingwei paused and smiled mockingly: "It's probably so difficult to distinguish things in this world, right? They walked together all the way, and in the end they were inseparable. The evil mana was very powerful, and in order to collect it, the master, He was seriously injured. The little widow wanted to repay his life-saving grace and take care of him wholeheartedly. I don’t know who was moved first, but in short, things came to that point."

Yang Shu pondered for a moment and said: "I have no intention of commenting on your master's emotions, but in that situation, it is easy to grow out of pity and love. He has never been cared for so properly in his half-life. And he has never been cared for like this. That little widow has no one to rely on. Following your master will definitely give her an unprecedented sense of security."

"Maybe." Mingwei said softly, "No matter what the reason is, isn't the so-called love just about feeling pity for someone, loving someone, and not letting go of them?"

Yang Shu was convinced by her: "That's true."

"My master didn't intend to let it go. He is already forty years old, and the little widow is only twenty, and in this way, it is inevitable that there will be suspicion of relying on favor. But the little widow is more serious than him in this matter. Determined. Her last marriage was a sacrifice, and this time she wants to control her own destiny. Under her perseverance in pursuit, the master finally agreed. I know that he is actually very happy, restrains himself all his life, and never indulges. When you cross the line for the first time, you will be happier than ordinary people..."

Yang Shu was puzzled: "Isn't this great? Even though the age and status of the two of them are quite different, one is unmarried and the other is widowed, but it doesn't bother anyone else. Why do you say this is a wrong thing? , will you regret it for the rest of your life?"

Mingwei was silent for a long time and said: "Because she is dead."

"Who? Oh, you mean the little widow." Tiansuanzi lived until he passed the mantle to her, so naturally he would not die so early.

"Master said that he was involved in too many causes and effects, so he killed her. They only had three years, and after three years, she left."

When Yang Shu listened to her voice, he always felt an unspeakable sadness. Did this incident hit her hard?

After a while, Mingwei continued: "As you know, the master is not only my disciple, but later he also accepted his junior brother. Originally, he was more inclined to pass the command talisman to his junior junior brother. Because... ”

She showed a self-deprecating smile: "He said that I have an unstable mind, and it is difficult to distinguish between good and evil, so I may have difficulty controlling myself. On the contrary, my junior brother is pure and kind-hearted, single-minded, and able to stick to himself."

Seeing that he didn't say anything, she asked, "Don't you think it's strange? I've been here for so long and nothing I do looks like a bad person."

Yang Shu said calmly: "I knew it a long time ago. Although your goals are fair and aboveboard, you always act with a certain evil spirit. Back in Dongning, your revenge against the Ming family seemed to be principled, but in fact it was very... Whatever you want. For example, my senior brother, if this matter were handled by him, maybe he would kill Ming Er and Ming San directly instead of using magic to drive them crazy and let them suffer from the illusion until they die."

"Yes! This is what I am most dissatisfied with. Why do people who do good deeds always have to be subject to various constraints? Inhumane? So what? Are they humane to the victims? I told my master this when I was a child , Master said that a mind like mine is very dangerous. Maintenance and destruction are just a matter of a thought. As a fortune teller, because you have stronger power than ordinary people, you must have a higher moral character than ordinary people."

Yang Shu only patted her head and silently expressed his support.

"But the master later passed on the fortune teller to me because I told him that I was not convinced and I wanted to prove that what he said was wrong and what he did was wrong. The so-called fortune teller's misfortune was just his personal misfortune. Misfortune. The death of the master's wife has nothing to do with the cause and effect of the so-called fortune teller..."

At this point, Mingwei lowered his head and buried his head on his knees.

It took a while~IndoMTL.com~ before she continued: "But before I could prove it, he left. Then I came here and met you..."

The firewood in front of me crackled, and I didn’t know what it was responding to.

Mingwei continued: "Now I finally know that I misunderstood Master. He is not afraid of cause and effect, but because the love is too strong and cannot be lost."

"Then don't let yourself lose." Yang Shu said, "You have to try your best to stay, only then will you know whether you can keep it, right?"

"I feel more and more now that I was too arrogant in the past. There are too many things that cannot be done in this world. Master is so powerful and works so hard, but he can still only watch the national destiny decline and slide into the unknown abyss. . I tried my best, thinking that I had reached the end, but in the end I almost lost my hand because of a group of petty thieves. If it hadn’t been for that senior..."

Mingwei sighed: "There are too many surprises in this world, and no one can really have a perfect plan. Even if I go back to this era, I don't know if I can succeed. Maybe the wheel of history is not what one person can do at all. Obstructed."

"But you are back. This is the opportunity God has given you, isn't it?"

"Yes." Mingwei turned her head and looked at his face, trying to find traces of it. However, at that time, she had lost her eyesight due to snow blindness and could not see the face clearly.

What's more, what if you can see that face clearly? After seventy years, a person's appearance will change.

Mingwei thought pessimistically that that is what they should really look like. She and the young him now are just a dream.

False happiness is not long-lasting. The bubble of fantasy must be burst.

How can I bear it? How could you give it up?

The so-called love means that the heart pities the person, the heart loves the person, and it is hard to leave. ...