Rise Chapter 830: Sorry

Racing.

For Lin Feng, sitting in a taxi at this moment is a race against time.

At this time, he didn’t even know when An Xin’s flight to Manchester, England took off, whether the childhood sweetheart had already passed the security check, passed the boarding gate and got on the plane. .

Even...

Perhaps the plane has already risen from the ground amidst the roar, heading straight into the sky and flying towards a foreign country tens of thousands of kilometers away.

He doesn't know.

I don't want to think about it.

Now he has only one persistent thought in his mind.

Go to the airport.

I want to see the buns.

Even if he hasn't even figured out what kind of mood and what to say when he really sees the girl with his own eyes.

But he doesn't care about it at all.

He just wants to see each other, at least...

Should not be such a farewell.

The scenery outside the car window is moving backwards quickly and continuously, just like the thoughts and memories in Lin Feng's mind that began to look back.

He can clearly remember every sentence and every word in the letter that An Xin wrote just now. In that letter, the girl directly mentioned for the first time about Amo, Aqiu, and Eleven. What happened to my teammates back then.

For Lin Feng, the feelings of guilt and self-blame he embraced for several of his partners back then.

Everyone in the team...

They are all close and trusted partners of him.

They are comrades in arms who hope to continue to fight side by side even in the future.

For those friendships, he is absolutely unwilling to lose.

In contrast, An Xin, a childhood sweetheart, is another situation.

As the coach and analyst of the team at the time, compared with Ah Qiu, Amo, Eleven and Fatty, in a strict sense, the girl is not really fighting with Lin Feng on the field, she is more All of his work and tasks are under the field and behind the scenes.

So some feelings are not so intuitive.

It's more like a kind of subtle and imperceptible moisturizing.

The girl of the year...was quietly smiling from beginning to end, standing in the backstage of the arena, watching the five members of Lin Feng's team achieve brilliant and miraculous victories, and witnessed the S1 season. Little by little, China’s strongest team has grown, risen, and reached its peak.

Always, standing quietly behind everyone.

Standing behind someone.

And this kind of waiting will slowly become a habit in a long time.

Usually, there may not be too much awareness, but it was not until the moment of loss that Lin Feng truly felt the empty and uncomfortable feeling deeply.

Some people, you think you will be by your side for the rest of your life.

Of course I think so and get used to it.

You haven't even thought about whether the other party will leave one day.

So when this day really comes

You who have never thought about all of this will only leave a blank and at a loss in your mind.

(baozi...)

(Are you leaving?)

(To the UK, to Manchester?)

It seemed that it was only at this moment that he suddenly recovered. Lin Feng subconsciously swallowed his saliva, but when he opened his mouth, he found that his lips and throat were extremely dry, and his voice was almost hoarse and shouted to the driver in the front driver's seat. Sound:

"Master"

"Please, hurry up!"

……

"Passengers in front, please go inside first."

"Let's give way to the aisle."

"Hello sir, let me put your luggage on it for you"

In the cabin of the flight to Manchester, England, the polite and pleasant voices of the stewardess kept ringing.

At this time, An Xin was already sitting alone in the window seat, quietly looking out the window.

The thoughts in the girl's heart are still the same mess.

I don’t know how.

She suddenly remembered her birthday that day.

On that night, after coming down from the roof of the building, it didn't take long for everyone to leave. On the way home from the taxi, she received an international call from across the ocean while sitting in the taxi.

It was the fiancée of someone’s most respected "Senior Number One".

It is also another legend who became a golden combination with the same "Number One" in the professional e-sports circle and the ID name was included in the World E-sports Hall of Fame.

The "Senior No. 5" in a certain population.

Sister Xiao Wu who is extremely close and dependent on girls.

The woman on the other end of the phone smiled and sent a belated birthday greeting first.

Afterwards, the chat topic between the two sisters shifted a little bit, talked about a lot of things, and finally slowly extended to some of the most core and key topics

"So, next week, are you going to the UK?"

The voice of the woman on the other end of the phone was soft and sweet.

In fact, she is the one who really knows An Xin's secret best.

The girl answered softly:

"Hmm."

The woman’s voice was a little bit worried: "Your illness... can it be cured over there?"

The girl pursed her lips and shook her head gently: "I don't know, but the medical technology over there is the best in this field, and the family insists that I go there, so... just try it. ."

There was a brief silence on the other end of the phone.

After a long while, the woman sighed:

"When you arrive in Manchester, tell me."

"I will go see you."

The **** the phone finally showed a smile on her face and nodded in response: "Well, it's been a long time since I saw you Xiaowu sister, I miss you very much."

The woman also smiled slightly on the other side of the phone: "Yes, the last time I saw each other seemed to be years ago, and now you should also be a beautiful woman"

After saying a few words, the woman seemed to be thinking of something and asked:

"Xiaofeng, have you talked to him?"

The girl bit her lip and said nothing.

The woman on the other end of the phone understood, and sighed:

"You girl...it's not a good thing to hide too many things in your heart."

"I didn't tell Xiaofeng without telling me, is it more than this one?"

……

Thoughts return to reality.

Looking out of the cabin window, An Xin's mood moved slightly as he watched the still glorious and magnificent golden sunset.

Indeed.

Just as Sister Xiaowu said at the time, she was hiding something from someone, more than one thing.

There are some things, even Xiao Wu, who she regards as her own sister, is only vaguely aware of the clues, but only she herself can really understand all the secrets.

For example, in Hanbok, you have entered the top ten accounts of the kings list.

For example, the match between her and F-Han Shihao in the nightingale a few years ago.

For example, she is the administrator of Axe in the dark battle management group.

For example...

In fact, what she is best at is not the work of coaches and analysts, not even the jungler, but the mid laner.

But she concealed it all alone.

Hidden, so that the fat guys of the team, Ah Qiu, Ah Mo, and eleven did not understand them, and someone with a thick personality never even noticed it.

She chose to stand quietly behind the scenes of the team.

Standing behind someone.

As a witness, calmly and quietly, always waiting not far away and gazing at the figure of someone struggling hard in front.

That has already made her feel extremely satisfied.

Actually...

All this has nothing to do with pay, no price, no fairness or not.

It was purely out of her own selfishness.

Just like half a year ago, she should have flown to Manchester, England, to receive top-notch scientific treatment, but also because of selfishness, she begged to stay in Shanghai for more than half a year.

Just out of selfishness.

It's just because she wants to wait quietly for a while behind that idiot.

That's enough.

However, nothing more than

The corner of the girl's mouth evokes a bitter curve.

If you are too selfish, you have to pay a price.

For my own selfishness... it will inevitably hurt other people.

She knows very well how much hurt and sad someone's mood can be caused by her own "goodbye", and that is why she has been afraid to answer the phone or return to WeChat since this morning.

Because she doesn't even know how to face it.

The girl lowered her head, and in her hand, the phone that had been blown up for countless phone calls and sent countless WeChat messages was still just being held.

……

At six thirty-six in the evening.

The taxi rushing all the way on the elevated highway finally sent Lin Feng and Tang Bingyao to Pudong International Airport.

Lin Feng, who had paid the fare, almost staggered out of the taxi and rushed all the way into the airport lobby, looking up quickly on the flight information display at the top of the lobby.

Manchester, Manchester, Manchester...

Soon, Lin Feng's gaze suddenly stopped on a certain line of flight information.

Then his pupils narrowed slightly.

The only flight to Manchester, England, has passed boarding time.

Distance to take off...

There are three minutes left.

He hurriedly chased after Tang Bingyao and came to Lin Feng's side. He also saw the line of flight information on the display screen. He puffed his nose with red eyes, trying to comfort the former:

"Fengzi, don't be sad"

"But, I really can't catch up..."

Lin Feng gritted his teeth.

I almost bit my lips so hard, a faint smell of blood filled my mouth, and instead of waiting for the girl next to me to panic trying to pull the tissue out of the bag, Lin Feng has already stepped forward again, desperately moving towards The direction of the boarding gate in the hall rushed in.

But without a boarding pass, I can't get in naturally.

At 6:38.

Lin Feng, who was stopped in front of the departure point, tried his best to open his eyes and look towards the waiting room inside. Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, he could see the plane that was about to fly to the UK under the splendid and magnificent night scene. The plane was slowly starting and started taxiing on the tarmac.

Then he suddenly turned his head to look at Tang Bingyao, who was stumbling to catch up with him, and said in a dumb voice:

"Sugar."

"Give me the phone!"

At six thirty-nine.

In the cabin of the flight, the good voice of the flight attendant rang through the radio:

"The plane is about to take off."

"Passengers, please turn off the power of mobile phones, computers and other electronic devices"

"Our flight is about to depart."

On the window seat, An Xin squeezed the phone that has not been turned off, almost sweating out of her palms.

She should shut down.

But I don’t know what kind of mentality...

She just wants to wait.

It seems to be incomparably contradictory mood, entanglement, hesitation, struggle, expectation and hope.

Next moment

The phone screen suddenly lit up, and a pleasant telephone ringing rang.

The line of sight suddenly fell on the screen, and the girl saw that the incoming call was showing the memo name "Tang Tang".

The girl's heart trembled slightly.

Sugar...?

In fact, she already had more clear guesses and judgments in her mind, and she could even know who the person on the other side of the phone was at the moment without guessing.

But the girl pressed her lips hard, her right hand trembled slightly, she still gently pressed the answer button

The handset of the mobile phone was put to my ear.

At this moment, the girl was so nervous that she held her breath subconsciously.

It was also quiet on the other end of the phone.

It seems that a long, long time has passed.

In the airport lobby, looking at the back of the departing plane outside the French windows in the distance, Lin Feng's eyes turned red a little bit, and he almost said something dumbly:

"You lied to me."

"You said ~IndoMTL.com~ won't lie to me."

There was another long silence on the phone.

It seems that after a long time, I finally heard the girl’s very familiar voice on the other end of the phone, calming down with effort... but a slightly trembling tone:

"Sorry."

A violent, piercing roar sounded.

The flight to Manchester finally took off.

Outside the window of the engine room, there was a brilliant night scene brightly lit, and the afterglow of the setting sun in the distance still covered the clouds with a faint golden edge.

In the cabin, the girl in the seat in front of the window holds the phone that has been hung up, tears are already streaming down her beautiful cheeks.

(End of this volume.)

The update is sent, this chapter is really difficult to write... In addition, I would like to thank WAG and zs classmates for the 88 red envelopes. The next chapter will enter a new volume!