Seeking Happiness Chapter 18: Intimacy

　　　　 The night is deep, and the moon hangs in the sky.

　　 Shu Huan sat in front of the dressing table, looking at the pair of exquisitely crafted red gold twisted silk bracelets under the light.

　　 She used to think that jewelry made of gold was very tacky, but the radiance of the bracelets in front of her under the light is obviously amazing, and for her now, whether the jewelry is good or not is second. The most important thing is its value. This pair of gold bracelets is heavy in the palm of her hand, which brings her a lot of security.

　　In the future, you may have to count on them!

　　 Shu Huan sighed secretly, put the pair of red gold twisted silk bracelets into a rosewood carved jewelry box, and took the white jade Ruyi Moire Bi to take a closer look.

　　 At this moment, the sound of the bamboo curtain being raised rang behind her, and she quickly threw the jade bi into the jewelry box, and then closed the lid.

　　The person who came in was Gu Xiran, and he could hear him smiling softly: "Isn't it enough after watching all night?"

　　 was discovered by him long ago!

　　"Not enough!" Shu Huan's face was hot, and she was still pretending to be innocent: "I'm from a poor family and have shallow eyelids. I have never seen such a valuable thing. Naturally, I have to look at it more."

　　 Gu Xiran's lips showed a meaningful smile: "Women like money, mostly because of insecurity."

　　 Shu Huan intuitively wanted to refute, but opened her mouth and found that she couldn't refute him.

　　 His words still make sense, at least they apply to her.

　　 Yishu said in "Xibao": I want a lot of love. If there is no love, then there is a lot of money. If there are no two things, health is good.

　　 In the past, she had a lot of love from her parents, relatives and friends. These love made her life worry-free.

　　 Now, the only thing left for her is relative health. Although there is no shortage of food and clothing for the time being, it is also a gift from others. It must be exchanged for self-esteem and freedom. In case someone is unwilling to give it and wants to take it back I just took it back, and I didn't even need to give her an excuse or reason, so what else could she do besides accumulating some valuable things and leaving a way out for herself?

　　 After all, there is no long-term sense of security!

　　 It is hard-working and self-reliant. For a woman of this era, it is useless at all. It is impossible for her to seek career security in disguise.

　　 Shu Huan became a little bit dazzled, and pushed the jewelry box onto the dressing table and stood up.

　　 "Come here." Gu Xiran leaned against the bed rail and hooked her finger.

　　 Shu Huan lowered his eyes, and walked over in a proper manner: "Second Master would like to have tea?"

　　 Gu Xiran shook his head, looked at her for a moment, and suddenly took one of her hands and carried her into his arms.

　　 This move was too unexpected.

When 　　 was held in his arms, Shu Huan smelled the faint fragrance of medicine. Before he could react, he felt that his chin was against her ear, and said slowly in a very low voice: "When two people are together, will this feel safer?"

　　 has a subtle temptation in the voice, as if it has a hypnotic effect.

　　 In the moment of loss, she has been suppressed by him turning over.

　　 Shocked, Shu Huan wanted to reach out and push him away, but although he was weak and weak, but the weight of his body was still there, he pushed a bit, didn't push away, and saw his blurred eyes smile at her slightly.

　　 This smile was like a microwave, which made her feel quaint.

　　Only for this moment, his beautiful face of Qingjun has already come down——

　　 Shu Huan stretched her body nervously, and said anxiously: "Don't..."

　　The voice is very low, as low as begging.

　　 Gu Xiran hesitated slightly, the kiss that was about to fall on her lips was pressed to her forehead.

　　 feels slightly hot.

After 　　 kissed, Gu Xiran slightly propped up, wrapped his fingers around her belt, looked at her eyes, and said dumbly: "Aren't you willing?"

　　 Shu Huan grew up to be so close to a man for the first time. What frightened her most was that she did not feel particularly disgusted with his approach! I only knew that I was very nervous, so nervous that I was a little overwhelmed. At this moment, I couldn't even speak. The only thing I could do was to shake his head and then shake his head.

　　 of course not willing!

　　 One step closer, it will be forever!

　　 If you change someone, to someone who makes her feel less dangerous, without any way out, she might consider surrendering her body, becoming that person’s wife, and then ignoring him and his concubine. Exist, live your own peaceful life.

　　 But Gu Xiran can’t!

　　 She has an inexplicable sense of déjà vu for him, and she has always felt that he is very dangerous, so dangerous that she is very likely to surrender her body and even her heart will fall together.

　　 Once she has feelings, she can't turn a blind eye to his concubine. Love is selfish, she will want to monopolize him, she will turn into a hateful jealous woman, and eventually suffer herself, him, and others!

　　 "I don't want to!" She shook her head for a while, her mind gradually became clearer, although she said something like a mosquito.

　　 Gu Xiran has deep eyes, not knowing what he is thinking, playing with her clothes belt, looking at her for a long time, finally let go of her hand, raised the corners of her lips, revealing a faint joking smile:" This is your unwillingness, don't say I am inhumane when you look back."

　　 murmured, still ambiguous.

　　 Shu Huan remembered the conversation in the yard at noon, blushed suddenly, and said in embarrassment: "Get up!"

　　 Before Gu Xiran had any action, he heard that the bamboo curtain was lifted, and Aunt Yun came in with a smile: "Second Lord, I have made a soup..."

　　 hasn't finished speaking, there is no sound.

　　 Shu Huan turned her eyes to the door, and saw Aunt Yun’s whole body froze, her shocked and helpless face eased, the shock turned into sadness and resentment, her long eyelashes trembled slightly , The eye circles became red uncontrollably.

　　……

　　 is very speechless!

　　 Shu Huan feels like being caught and raped in bed! Although her identity is here, there is no need to explain anything to Aunt Yun, but she still feels awkward all over, her face flushed even more, and panicked to push Gu Xiran.

　　 At this time, Gu Xiran stopped moving, and didn't even turn his head. He just said lightly: "Put the soup on the table, and remember to report when you come in."

　　 "Yes." Aunt Yun's voice was almost inaudible.

　　 can think of how embarrassed and sad she is, Shu Huan turned back to look at her.

　　 was so embarrassed that I didn't dare to move and looked at Gu Xiran. I don't know how long the time has passed. It seemed to be only a moment, but it seemed to be forever, until the room was quiet again, and there was no sound.

　　 Gu Xiran smiled slightly and turned her sideways to get her up.

　　 Shu Huan hid in the bed in a panic, hugged the quilt, and looked at him vigilantly: This guy is really damn, as soon as he found out that he was not sick, he would get up!

　　He laughed: "Why do you look like this, I didn't force you."

　　 "You sneak attack! It's shameless!"

　　 "Are you there?" Gu Xiran looked innocent: "Didn't I say hello to you very early?"

　　 That's also a greeting?

　　 It’s noon, well, I’ve forgotten all about it!

　　 Forget it, don’t worry about it, Shu Huan slowed down, and tentatively said: "Can I sleep in another place?"

　　 Gu Xiran didn’t even think about it: "No!"

　　 "Why!"

　　"There is no room available~IndoMTL.com~Why don't you go to the West Wing with Yun Yan?"

　　 don't!

　　 Shu Huan shook her head, Aunt Yun probably hated her to death, and she would not wink when she leaned forward.

　　 "Look, you don't want it, not I don't let it." Gu Xiran said, regardless of the bowl of soup that Aunt Yun sent in, she took off her outer clothes and blew out the lights.

　　……

　　 Shu Huan sat in the dark without moving.

　　 After a while, I heard Gu Xiran say: "If you don't lie down to sleep, I will repeat what I did to you just now, this time without stopping."

　　The threat of Chi Guoguo!

　　 After spending these three days together, Shu Huan finally knew that he was not a despicable person. Listening to the meaning of this, she had no intention of embarrassing her anymore, so she had to lie down obediently, but her body was still close to the wall. Stay away from him.

　　 Too tight will make you tired easily. Although I clearly told myself not to fall asleep before Gu Xiran fell asleep, she finally fell asleep unknowingly, but didn’t know that in the darkness, Gu Xiran approached her, lightly Lightly caught a strand of her hair, and while playing around with her fingertips, she whispered in a low voice: "I would not feel safe without you by my side..."

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