Seeking Happiness Chapter 46: Hidden mind
Huiyun's miserable appearance is indeed pitiful in his eyes. If someone breaks in at this moment, he really thinks Shu Huan is like a poisonous scorpion, a torturing maid! Does anyone know that because of Huiyun's betrayal, Shu Huan almost fell into a notorious position and was retired from Gu's family?
People are harmless, but tigers are hurtful!
has reached this point, Huiyun is still shirking responsibility, saying half-truths, except for fear of being punished, there is no guilt!
was cruel, and Shu Huan sat down steadily, staring at Huiyun calmly, waiting for her to continue talking, in fact, even if she didn't say it, she could guess what benefits the old lady had promised her.
For an ancient woman who was morally restrained and unable to be financially and personally independent, what was more tempting than finding a beloved person who could count on her for life?
Sure enough, Huiyun was forced to ask, but all the cries were complaining.
The benefit that the old lady Junxu gave her was that after Gu Xiran had married and got better, she would reward her with a deed of bargaining, and then prepare a dowry for her to pull her graceful aunt.
Auntie, she’s not a maid, she’s a face-to-face, not to mention she’s still a good concubine and she is paid off. Even if she’s not an expensive concubine, she is born higher than Aunt Yun. It’s better to have a small servant if you’re older than you are. It’s better to be a slave when you give birth to a child.
Of course, Huiyun only talked about the privacy that can be exported, and the privacy that can't be exported. She is deeply buried in her heart.
She originally had no cherished feelings for the frail and sickly second master, even if she was his concubine, she would worry that she would die without knowing when she would fall down from a tall branch and fall back to her original form. , Just because of the identity of the maid, for fear of being punished by the old lady for incomplete service, she has always taken care of her carefully.
Until Shu Huan married in, I saw that the second master’s body was getting better day by day, the smile on his face was more than before, and his temperament was not as silent and lonely as before, and there was something revealed between his hands and feet. The self-confidence, the increasingly elegant style, these all make her deeply fascinated, the uncontrollable heartbeat, just want to see him all the time, just want to be by his side for life...
These changes are just for the second master, not for her, but for the mistress in front of me.
Anyone with a discerning eye can see how much he indulges and pity this poor family, he doesn't even have a dowry, only the young, beautiful and life-saving mistress!
Why are you the daughter of a poor family? She can only be a maid. In order to be an aunt, she has to work hard? And this second grandmother didn't have to do anything, and she didn't even see how respectful she was to the second master, so she could be held in her hand and loved? Such a strong contrast made her feel resentful and jealous.
resent God's unfairness, and be jealous that she can be favored by the second master.
Huiyun is accustomed to hiding things deeply and never revealing it to her face. If only this is the case, she gritted her teeth and forbearance will pass. Anyway, she has never expected to be able to spoil herself in a private room, let alone she is just a maid right now Identity, I just want to sleep on the couch outside Sha Chu Jin at night, guarding the second master at close range, waiting for him to fall asleep, and then taking advantage of the opportunity to be for him, quietly Just look at him quietly...
I didn't think of such a humble wish, God is not willing to satisfy her!
Since the second grandma slept in the main room, the second master no longer stayed at night. Sometimes it was almost coquettish. Even if she got up early to wash and dress up, she had to do it herself, not to persuade the medicine. By the way, only the medicine brought by the mistress, he will drink it, instead of smashing the bowl in anger...
My second grandma also picked two young, well-behaved and good-looking close-knit maids. I don’t know if she was planning to open her face for them to win over her second master when she fell out of favor and show her virtuousness. Anyway, Aunt Lian Yun is like this Gentle and cautious, the women who had previously been favored by the second master have all fallen out of favor. A maid like her naturally has no chance to approach the second master.
Their affection is lingering, and in her eyes, it is the piercing pain in the vertebral heart. The pain is so painful that she needs to endure it so hard that she will not show any strange look on her face. Only then did she realize that she had already deviated from the original intention of coming to Shengmei Pavilion. Originally, she only wanted to seek a stable life, but now she fell into a sad situation of hatred because of love, and couldn't go back.
The first incident of the fire in the penthouse in Shengmei Pavilion was that she was quiet in the middle of the night, and when everyone was tired and dreaming, she sneaked out quietly to report to the old lady's personal maid, but she did not expect Aunt Yun to also get involved. , Calmly took advantage of the careless Qiaoyun, and accidentally played a cover for her.
The rumor that the mistress was pregnant was spread by her.
About the young scholar teaching literacy, she found out some of it when she went to Shu's home to deliver fabrics. She also snooped out some of Aunt Yun's room, and then stabbed in front of the old lady. It is a pity that there is only a sachet, and there is no too much personal affair. The second grandmother cut her wrist in front of the old lady to show her chastity, which easily touched the old lady's heart, but instead rebuked Aunt Yun for being troublesome.
's repeated failures made her feel more resentful, and found that the mistress cut her veins as a pretense, and even after being taken out of the house to wander on the street by the second master, she couldn't bear it anymore, knowing that the old lady lived a lifetime , I hate being deceived the most. If this matter is made known to the old lady, he can use the hands of the old lady to completely push the mistress out of Gu's door and make her disappear in front of the second master forever!
She has always acted cautiously. The first two times Shiso came over, she found that she had no chance to confide in the news, and she was still calm. The last time she saw the miss, she wasted this opportunity in vain. She had no choice but to take the risk. She thought that even if she was discovered by Aunt Yun, Aunt Yun would tacitly remain silent.
Thousands are counted. Before the second master left, he had already confessed to Aunt Yun. If something happened, I asked Aunt Yun to ask. Such a wise person would naturally not be willing to take the blame for her~ IndoMTL .com~ Besides, for the sachet matter, Aunt Yun has probably already annoyed her, and things have become so unmanageable...
Huiyun lay on the ground mourning and weeping. She was not regretful, but afraid. She didn't know how to deal with it. If she was beaten, she could still bite her teeth, and if she was sold, it would be a dead end.
Shu Huan didn’t know that she was hidden so she didn’t say what she was thinking about. Even if she could guess it, it would take countless thoughts and thoughts step by step. She didn’t have the hobby of wasting brain cells on such dark things. She didn't like to let other people's dark psychology affect her relatively clear mood, so she just looked at Huiyun and asked Gu Xiran: "What to do with her?"
Gu Xiran is not sure about the strange thoughts Huiyun has for him, but he feels a little bit. He feels that it is really dangerous to keep her by his side. He doesn't want to see Shu Huan's accident again, so he just said: "Sell it."
This sentence came out of his mouth, and it was a huge blow to Huiyun. She collapsed on the ground and didn't even have the strength to beg for mercy. She felt her heart cramps endlessly. As a result, she saw the brokenness of the ground from the corner of her eyes The porcelain piece, she immediately reached out and wanted to pick it up——
I didn’t think that Shu Huan had been paying attention to her. When she saw her manually, she immediately stretched her feet and swept away the broken porcelain in front of her. Then she said: "You marry someone, you don't have to cut your wrists like me! "
Huiyun was desperate and used all his strength. After being interrupted by her, she had no intention of trying again. After all, suicide requires great courage. She can only lie down on the ground and cry again. , But I heard Shu Huan faintly saying to Aunt Yun who poured the tea: "Calling people to sweep the broken porcelain on the ground, I don't want to bear the reputation of being a maid to death!"
After the words fell, Huiyun raised her eyes in surprise, and saw Aunt Yun's pale face through tears in her eyes.