Shape of the Wind – Volume Meteorite Chapter 3: My Childhood Past
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El Tienau Calendar 487 Year Reins
As the heir to the Baizi family, Bai Wuji had a very colorful childhood. Before he was four years old, he grew up under the grass, and his pleasing appearance made a lot of court ladies and noble ladies beloved. Before he could walk or run, he hung many gold medals and gold gifts from officials and ladies all day long. Ring, envious of many Reins nobles who have no children under their knees. Although he cannot inherit the throne of Reins, the minister in the court still likes this handsome and smart little prince, especially when other children are still learning words, he can already recognize the numbers and show his extraordinary talents. , So that the ministers are full of expectations for Reins' future.
The beautiful and wise mother, although busy with official duties, will spare the evening time every day to play with her son; the father who loves fishing often does not return for many days because of going out to fish, but every time she goes back to the palace, I will remember to bring some beautiful shells and pearls as toys for my son.
For Bai Wuji at this time, the world is beautiful, he is surrounded by happiness, and the future is infinitely bright. If there is any shortcoming, he, as the only child, sometimes hopes his mother can be born again. Two younger siblings, companions with oneself.
Of course, at this time, he didn't know that he had a two-year-old brother who lived alone in the Susheng tank at the headquarters of the Alcatraz Institute of Advanced Studies, living a dark life for people to watch...
When he was six, his father promised to take him out to sea fishing. The request that was repeatedly rejected was finally fulfilled, and even his mother went along. Sitting on his father's shoulder, he looked straight ahead with excitement to see when the fishing rod he brought could come in handy.
The destination is here, the fishing rod and the bait are not useful, but my father sent a bigger fish: the inheritance right of the Uchibai family. On the island of West Corca, in front of many children of the Bai family, after several years of observation and consideration, the White Army Emperor officially announced that his son would become his heir.
From this day on, his father is no longer just a father. Bai Wuji began to feel that the "White Army Emperor" is worthy of the name. As the head of the family, his domineering and charisma are all after he set foot on Alcatraz Island. The brilliance bloomed, when he personally went to the Devil's Cave, slaughtered monsters large and small in it, and showed its shocking power, which made Bai Wuji deeply admire that his father was such an amazing person.
Since he announced his son as the heir of the aristocratic family, the Emperor Bai Jun also began to teach the six arts of the Bai family. Helplessly, Bai Wuji's martial arts qualifications are not as good as his literary talents and countless talents. Even though he practiced hard, The effect is not obvious.
For the Bai Junhuang who demands perfection in everything, this is naturally a setback, but when Bai Wuji thought he would be punished for this, his father just patted him on the head and smiled.
"I am a martial arts genius with no one in the world. Although you are excellent, it is not surprising that you are not as good as me. People cannot be strong at everything, and martial arts is not the only way out, as long as you don’t achieve nothing. ."
Because of his business talent, the Emperor Bai Jun deliberately cultivated in this respect, and did not push too **** the progress of martial arts.
Bai Wuji was delighted on the one hand, but also puzzled on the other, because this approach was not in line with his father's personality, and the answer to this doubt was revealed by his mother inadvertently.
"People have to experience setbacks before they know that world affairs cannot be forced. You are very lucky. Your father has suffered a lot before and knows how to curb the transitional expectations of your children. It is because of your elder brother's blessing..."
Bai Wuji heard this, only to be extremely shocked. "Big brother" means that you have brothers? Why haven't you heard of it before, and haven't seen it after coming to Alcatraz?
When she raised this question to her mother, she just shook her head without saying a word; when she asked her father about the question, his face sank and he immediately flew away in anger. That night, the father and mother quarreled fiercely. Although they didn't know the reason, they could still hear something from the content of the conversation.
The father was extremely dissatisfied with the mother’s leak, thinking that she should not mention it again; the mother also treated the father to "that child"
The method is extremely disapproving, and I feel that this is the responsibility of being a father.
"Being a father? What kind of joke is this? My child has only one Wuji. How can that kind of failed experiment be regarded as my offspring? I definitely don't admit this."
"Why not? Although it was made, it is still your flesh and blood. I was born ten months ago and was born with painstaking effort. No matter where you look at it, he belongs to us. Child, I don’t understand why you reject him like this? At least, you should give him a chance. He respects you very much and hopes you can treat him as a real..."
"Enough, I didn’t give him a chance, it’s because he was unable to grasp it. I asked him to practice martial arts for several years, and he couldn’t even practice the most superficial part of Yuan Gong. Find a dog to practice. He is better than him; if you want him to learn magic, he is born with that kind of physique; such a waste, if you didn't insist on keeping him, I would have killed him."
"Do you also consider that kid's mood? He respects you so much, hoping to get your..."
"Things other than humans are not qualified to talk. They are simply works made by Taigu Modao. What are you interested in? Don't look at him secretly in the future. That place is not safe, and it is dangerous for outsiders to enter casually."
"You can't control this. Who told you not to take him back to Reins, I had to see it myself, you don't think of yourself as a father, and I never gave up the responsibility of being a mother."
In Bai Wuji's impression, both his father and mother were highly intelligent people, and there was almost nothing to resolve with verbal disputes, but they did quarrel that night.
Later, Bai Wuji paid attention to his mother’s actions. Not long after, he discovered that his mother was out alone at night. Bai Wuji, who knew her mother’s destination, secretly followed behind, twisted and twisted in the corridor, and arrived Only senior researchers can enter the restricted area, into the innermost research room.
"Mom, you are here again, I'm so happy! Do you want to sing to me today?"
"Yeah! You listen to what your mother says, behave, mother will come to see you whenever she has a way."
The dialogue inside caused Bai Wuji outside to frown. Although I had guessed beforehand what my eldest brother looks like, but listening to this voice, he looks innocent and innocent. It is hard to accept that it is his brother. How could he be his brother?
There was a soft singing voice in the room. Bai Wuji never knew that his mother’s voice was so touching. He could understand four languages, but he could not recognize the dialect of the song. He only felt calm and comfortable in his heart. , Couldn't help peeking from the door, only to see a thin child, only wrapped in a towel, sitting on his mother's lap.
The mother gently hugged him, touched his hair that had been irradiated for a long time, and his expression when singing an unknown song in a soft voice. It was so kind of attention and compassion that anyone would know at a glance. , She put her whole heart on the child in her arms, prayed and worried for him, and poured every bit of maternal love on him without reservation.
Seeing such an expression, Bai Wuji felt jealous, because his mother always showed such an expression when treating himself, and his performance was so outstanding. Why would the mother like this child more?
"Get up, how have you been recently?"
"Fortunately... Sometimes when I was observed by uncles and aunts outside in the sink, my heart suddenly became very angry, but when I thought of what my mother taught me, I calmed down."
"Well, boy, remember what my mother told you. When you feel uncomfortable, treat all of this as playing games. The uncles and aunts outside are playing games with you, playing a game called Observe the experimental game, as long as you cooperate with them to play, you...just... Mom will find the opportunity to sing with you."
"It’s great to listen to mom’s songs! Mom, if I play well, can I leave here and go outside? I really want to see my dad and my brother again. I never Have you seen him..."
Hearing this, Bai Wuji's heart trembled, and then looking inside, he saw the mother hugged the child, her shoulders moved slightly, as if choking.
"Mom, why are you crying, mom? Did I make mom upset?"
"No, that’s not the case. Get up, you’re obedient, mom will figure out a way, as long as there is a chance, she will take you out, now you stay here, play games with your uncles and aunts obediently, okay ?"
"Um, good."
Looking at the scene in the room, Bai Wuji still doesn't quite figure it out. It is true that he is much smarter and older than the kids of the same age, but it is still impossible to guess the cause and effect of the whole thing. It's just that, seeing his mother so sad, he wants to try to help a little bit, no matter what, the person in it is his... brother.
The next day, Bai Wuji came to his father and asked for a gift. Hearing that his son asked for a reward without meritorious service, the Emperor Bai Jun frowned, but when he heard the content of the gift, he laughed and promised after he meditated for a while.
"Okay, interesting, worthy of the blood of my Bai family, worthy of being the son of my white army emperor!"
Bai Wuji's request is simple. From the father’s words, it seemed impossible to ask for release directly. However, the Bai family seemed to be very interested in blood kinship fighting. Therefore, when he said that he wanted to take the imprisoned child as a slave, he found it interesting. The emperor agreed.
Queen Nida seemed to disapprove of this matter, but thought that her son could finally leave the laboratory and live outside, so she did not strongly object. When she had to go back to Reings after going out for a long time, she worriedly urged her son to treat her elder brother well and get along with each other in harmony.
(Brother? Where does that mentally retarded thing look like my relatives? He... doesn't look like the Bai family at all!)
After doing what he thinks should be done, Bai Wuji is still confused about his choice. He has asked his father before, and his father’s answer is very vague, "You must be regarded as your brother, although it was made by the ancient magic way. "Things" made him even more puzzled.
And that elder brother... should be called Bai Qi! Calculated by actual age, he is eight years old and he is six years old, but I don’t know if it’s because of being detained for too long. This guy’s intelligence really makes people suspect that he is eight years old, because after the meeting, he only asked "You are "My brother?" He just smirked excitedly all the time.
"Brother? I am not such an idiot brother. For the sake of my mother, I will take care of her, so don't worry!"
Enduring the unhappiness and boredom, Bai Wuji promised his mother like this. After seeing her son's thoughts, Queen Nida was silent for a while, and when she left, she only left a question.
"So...Wuji, what is your relative to you?"
Bai Wuji ignored this question. After his mother left, Bai Wuji's life was very busy in order to become an outstanding heir. His father was a man of outstanding literary talents and martial arts, and he was extremely strict with those around him. In order not to disappoint his father, Bai Wuji worked hard in all aspects.
The idea of accepting slaves is just to do something to make my mother happy. As for the weird elder brother, Bai Wuji has no interest in paying attention to it. He is exhausted when he is busy with all kinds of training all day. I don't have the strength to manage the extra stuff. If that guy wants to sing to him by himself, it would really be a mental breakdown.
However, this worry has not been realized. After the mother left, the child put on a ridiculous frame and said, "I am your brother and my mother is not here. I will take care of you and protect you." Help clean the room and clean up the environment.
Bai Wuji laughed dumbly, but let him go. It was a bit ridiculous to see him busy going in and out of the room every day, his hands and feet clumsy. And when he first came to his brother with a book, he didn't ask to tell a story, but to give instructions on martial arts.
"Wuji, can you teach me the practice of Nuclear Fusion Boxing?"
As the young master of the Bai family, Bai Wuji is of course also learning six arts magic. Seeing that this brother has a sickly and thin face, it is not bad to pass some martial arts to him to strengthen his body, but this guy is really bad, even the most The basic Yuan-pressing skills were all in a mess, and it's no wonder that my father hated him.
Leave aside these things. When I come back from exhaustion every day, I don’t feel annoying to see someone in the room. It’s just that when I fall asleep at night, I always hear a small cough, which is a bit noisy. It wasn't until one time when Bai Wuji woke up to check in the middle of the night that the reason for the low cough was that the child put several cloths in his mouth to prevent the sound from coming out.
"What are you doing?"
Bai Wuji was very surprised when he looked at him who was already pale with coughing. Is this guy sick? Why don't you say it? If you just die of illness like this, how can you explain to your mother at that time?
Looking up close, I suddenly found many clues. This person’s skinny appearance does not seem to be simply malnourished, but instead appears to be infected with some long-term disease. Special care is needed. However, if he is so sick Comfortable, why didn't he say it?
"No matter how uncomfortable I am, staying here will make me feel better. If I tell you, I may have to go back to the laboratory again. I'm afraid that once I enter, I will never see you and mom and dad again."
"Even so, then you should..."
"You are my brother! I care about you and take care of you. I should not burden you any more. If I let you know, will you be troubled?"
The coughing talk only made Bai Wuji very upset. He was troubled by this, frowning and shouting: "You are so useless, you are already a burden in itself, what do you mean by not wanting to burden others. Don't talk about it. That kind of laughter, if you want to be my brother, where can you beat me? Why do you be my brother?"
The other party didn't seem to dare to reply, but after a short silence, he showed a look of shame in his cough, and whispered: "I...
No one is better than you, but it doesn't matter who is stronger than to be a brother. As your brother, when you are stronger than me, I am sincerely happy for you, and when you are no longer strong, I will never abandon you because of this. Shouldn't the so-called relatives be like this? "
This answer is naturally impossible for Bai Wuji to accept. He only asked his physician to turn around and leave immediately.
The education of the orthodox Bai family is to pay 100% attention to personal ability, to abandon all dependent psychology, to advocate self-reliance and self-reliance, and to never let one fall into accepting charity from outside. Except for your own power, everything in the world is unreliable. All the conventions have the possibility of sudden collapse. They are like father and son brothers, or they may suddenly become enemies stabbed from behind, in order to be in such a competitive environment. To survive, one's own strength will become extremely powerful.
A strong lion will not need the mercy of a rabbit. This is the education of the White Army Emperor to his son. He once said: "The emperor has no sons, only heirs. I love you because you are qualified to inherit everything from me. If one day you no longer have such qualifications, I I will kill you without hesitation."
Notice the change in his son’s expression, the White Junhuang laughed and said, “Don’t you like Dad doing this to you? It’s okay! As long as you have the ability to defeat me, you can set your own rules of the game, and the way of inheritance may not be necessary. Only hereditary. When your grandfather said this to me, I knew that one day, I would personally take off the head of this old trash, hahaha... Wow, don’t lose to your old man!"
The sense of crisis has always been an essential part of the Bai family's elite self-training. Since stepping on Alcatraz Island, in order to catch up with his father's expectations, Bai Wuji tightened every nerve and must do his best performance. For this reason, He sneered at the **** words, because believing his words and relying on the so-called family affection, this feeling would only weaken himself and be eliminated quickly.
Time flies quickly. He declared that he would travel to sea with his father. Bai Wuji was educated on Alcatraz Island. Four years passed by.
In the four years of study, although he did not match his father's shining light back then, Bai Wuji's performance was also quite outstanding and won unanimous praise from the elders of the clan. It feels good to be praised, but sometimes, there will be doubts. Such a tense life leads to challenges. When there is no time to think about other things, you don’t feel that there is anything. On the contrary, there is a slight excitement. When I was alone in the middle of the night, an indescribable loneliness came to my heart.
Being prominent in success, becoming an outstanding talent at the top, being watched and praised by others, really makes oneself have a strong sense of pleasure; but if one day they face failure, these people will ruthlessly abandon themselves The pressure of stabs and stabs often makes people awaken from their dreams. Although my father regards this as the driving force for his own progress and he is not tired of it, he thinks that the future life will pass such a life. Many times, it is true. It's very tired.
"Wuji, do you know what the meaning of a funeral is? How much value a person has, and how many sincere tears there are at the funeral, you can clearly know it!"
This is what my mother Nida once said. In a situation where victory or defeat is directly related to life and death, you may soon have the opportunity to hold a funeral, but how many sincere tears can you have at your funeral? This is really a difficult problem to face...
Only at this time, Bai Wuji would be confused. If according to my father, such an outstanding self should have a lot of things and will not feel any shortcomings, but why... When I have doubts and want to talk to someone, I find that there is no suitable person to speak. What?
I'm afraid that only the brother who doesn't know the so-called is the only one who sees all these emotions in my eyes. If he finds out his fragility for this person, wouldn't it be wrong? A successful leader cannot show weakness.
Actually, I sometimes think that apart from his father and mother, he is the closest to himself in the world! What would it be like if the two changed their backgrounds in time and space? If they weren't born in the Bai family and met in the way of ordinary brothers, what would it be like?
Bai Wuji didn't say these questions. Even thinking about it occasionally, he immediately suppressed them with reason, rejecting such boring thoughts that would make him weak. It's just that the phrase "When you are stronger than me, I am sincerely happy for you, and when you are no longer strong, I will never abandon you", but when you sleep alone at night, it is more beneficial to that Frequent coughs sounded in the ears together.
I have seen a doctor and took many medicines. Even Bai Wuji actively instructed him to practice Yuangong for fitness, but the effect was very insignificant. For his brother’s strange disease, Bai Wuji was also helpless, plus Everything was busy, and there was not much time to spend on it. In addition, because my father would be very upset when he saw his brother, he couldn't find a famous doctor for treatment with great fanfare, so he had to let him cough like this.
The relationship between the two brothers changed. It was the spring of the eleventh year. In order to inspect the actual combat situation of the five-color flag, the White Army Emperor brought his son to the war zone. Suddenly, a large number of monsters gushed from the devil's cave, echoing the monsters already trapped in the encirclement net, and immediately caught the five-color flag by surprise.
The chaotic situation involved Bai Wuji into actual combat. Martial arts were not as good as their brains. Bai Wuji, who was besieged by a large number of monsters, was struggling to deal with it, especially when a few giant monsters approached, the situation was even more critical.
Surprised that the young master is in danger, the five-color flag hurriedly divided his troops to help, but the White Army Emperor raised his hand to stop him.
"Don't go! Let him deal with it alone. Wuji, such a small scene, as the heir of the Bai family, there is no reason why you can't deal with it. Kill all these offal and come back!"
"No, no! Dad, I can't handle it, there are too many, I..."
"Of course I know this is beyond your ability, but the reason why the strong are strong is because they can break through themselves at the moment of life and death.
Utilize your potential and kill all these things easily. If you really can't do it, it proves that you are nothing more than that. I don't need such a useless heir. I don't need to die here! "
Ignoring the danger of his son in the monster group, the White Army Emperor made a very cold decision. Knowing that his father wasn't joking, Bai Wuji desperately wanted to live, but, not everything can be done with hard work. His weapons have been broken, and the ammunition has been exhausted, facing those giant monsters that are powerful. , There is no power to fight back at all, and can only evade with a brisk way, which is becoming more and more critical.
With the powerful firepower, the five-color flag quickly ended the external war and wiped out the monsters, but under the strict orders of the lord, everyone just watched indifferently, and no one was willing to take the initiative and dared to help. Young master who is about to die.
All the time, I only concentrate on training my own abilities. When my own abilities are not enough to rely on, I find that I have nothing else.
Why no one is willing to come over? Until this time, I really realized that the road to the strong is not easy. The lion is not that strong every moment. There are always times in my life, and I really hope that someone next to me will help.
If my mother said, I must be a very failed person...
When these thoughts surfaced in the mind and the shadow of death enveloped the body and mind, a sharp sound of breaking through the air, quickly approached, blasting the face of the bird that was rushing in front of him to pieces, followed by another harsh machine gun shooting sound , The dense bullets shot frantically, hitting the invading monsters one by one, piercing them all over.
Looking aside in astonishment, he snatched the weapon from the five-color flag officer, ran quickly, and attacked the monster with a machine gun. It seemed so familiar, but extremely strange, because it was so unfamiliar. It's hard to imagine that he who always coughed pale face would have such a majestic moment.
It's just that when the ammunition of the gun in his hand ran out, the surrounding officers still did not make a rescue action, and the remaining monsters were still attacking his brother, he did not hesitate to turn around and ran in the opposite direction.
He is weak and does not have such good skills. Even with such a body that is very difficult to run fast, it is impossible to arrive before the monster attacks. Even if he arrives, it will not help, but he runs in the opposite direction like this. , While cutting off his arms, letting blood spill on the ground, the strong smell of blood was enough to make these monsters with stronger instincts than reason turn around and chase them.
The plan can be said to be very successful, but after a few steps, he was overtaken by the monster behind, and one claw made a hideous blood mark on his back. But this delay was enough. Learning the method from his brother’s surprise attack, Bai Wuji, who was able to relieve the crisis, quickly grabbed the weapon from the officer on the side, slashed at the monsters, and wiped it out before the monsters split the elder brother .
The matter was solved in this way, and it was barely considered to have passed the test. The white army emperor’s face was not very good, but because his son survived this test with his own hands after all, there is nothing to be critical in theory. It's just that this way of passing the test is really far from easily killing monsters with one's own force and establishing the prestige of the next Patriarch before everyone.
In addition, the carefully cultivated heir, at a critical juncture, actually had to rely on the help of the failed product to overcome the problem. This makes the white army emperor's ability and cleanliness quite unpleasant, although he did not resort to words, but The dissatisfaction is obvious.
If it was the past, Bai Wuji would have been very worried about this, but after a trip through life and death for the first time in his life, he had different views on many things. Even the Emperor Bai Jun didn't know that in his son's heart, an earth-shaking change had taken place, a big change that was destined to part ways between father and son in the future.
"Why... why did you come then?"
From the mouth of the medical staff, Bai Wuji learned an amazing fact. His elder brother's physique is special, and all medicines can't work. All the medical staff can do is to put on a bandage and stop the bleeding first.
It's no wonder that his illness has not been cured all the time. If the medicine stone is useless and the body itself is weak, how can the illness be cured? The elder brother himself knows all these things. Once he participates in a battle and gets injured, he must know what will happen, so why did he take the initiative to run out? When everyone was unresponsive, he, a person who could not go to the battlefield at all, stepped forward, these...
Before the elder brother who was almost wrapped in the appearance of a mummy, Bai Wuji trembling voice raised this question.
He already knew the answer, and he could guess how the other party would answer, but the person on the hospital bed said in a very weak voice, "Because... you are my brother. When the younger brother is in danger, stand up and protect. Isn't this the responsibility of the elder brother." When I don’t know why, tears cannot be restrained from the corners of his eyes.
This kind of behavior that makes him weak should be stopped, but at this moment, he didn't want to suppress himself at all. In front of his brother on the hospital bed, the boy completely abandoned all the precepts, like an eleventh The year-old boy cried loudly, wiping tears frequently with his wrists as he should have done.
It turns out that whether it is crying or laughing, you can let go of your emotions without concealment, and you don’t have to worry about the feeling of being weaker than others. It’s so comfortable...
Mom...Now I can tell you that when I die one day, someone will definitely cry out for me at the funeral. Is this kind of me a worthy person... …