She Is Not a Witch Chapter 19: Lou Chuan Night Talks
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The building boat was driving quietly in the river water at night, and the soft water splashed on the boat, making a gentle sound. Even in the middle of the night, lanterns were still lit on the aisles on each floor outside the ship.
Through the lantern paper, the yellowish lights rippling slightly on the lake water.
Lorraine Hill opened the door, walked out of the house, came to the outside walkway, supported the vermilion fence, overlooking the deep and shimmering river below, and there was a little drinking and laughing from the deck at the stern in the distance.
She touched her arm, and then went into the house to find a coat and shawl over her shoulders, so she walked out in the direction of the sound.
The voice gradually became clear, it was the voice of a few middle-aged men.
"The river is almost colorless, and the night is faintly waiting for the dawn..." Someone seemed to be drunk, speaking like a rant.
"Hahaha, Brother Jin will stop having a drink."
"A hundred thousand lun towels will survive for the rest of their lives by drinking and drinking."
"My dream is good..." There was a trace of vicissitudes and nostalgia in his voice.
"Stop talking, stop talking, come, come, continue drinking." The voice next to him continued to persuade, seeming to be comforting.
When Lorrain Hill walked out of the aisle, the scene where the voices were located appeared in front of them.
The four people were sitting on the four sides of the square table. The table in the middle was filled with messy dishes. Behind the few people, there were many empty wine bottles. As the boat undulated, they rolled slightly. Occasionally bump into each other and make a slight noise.
One of them was Yu Baiqiu. He held a wine glass and shook his head slightly, as if feeling something, and beside him was a brawny man dressed in black cloth, whose appearance was somewhat similar to that of Yu Baiqiu. At this moment, he was supporting the man on the other side, occasionally patting his back, as if he was comforting.
The comforted man was wearing a blue blouse and a messy linoleum on his head. Although he still had a wine glass in his hand, he seemed to be half drunk and half awake, and the tears on his face had not yet dried up, saying Slurred verses.
The last person is wearing a red-brown robe, holding a jug, and pouring wine to the others on the table. Some words to persuade the wine were still in the mouth.
These people are not young anymore. The youngest one seems to be close to forty, and the older one seems to be fifty or sixty, with white filaments faintly visible in his hair.
The night is dark, and the four fields are silent, except for the occasional cicadas and toads from both sides of the strait. Several lanterns hung beside the wine table, illuminating the people below.
Lorraine Hill walked over slowly, and Yu Baiqiu also looked up and saw this familiar eldest lady.
"Can't sleep and wake up at night?"
"Well, I want to come out and walk around."
"Alright, it's a pity that there is no moonlight now. If it were before, it would be a blessing to watch the moon." Yu Baiqiu replied, and then said to the people nearby.
"It's getting late, or stop here today."
The others looked at their drunk companions and the leftovers cold on the table, and then nodded.
"Oh, it's okay, let's stop here. I will help Brother Jin to rest, and then I will trouble Brother Fan to find someone to clean up."
After speaking, they also slowly got up, swayed towards the aisle, and slowly disappeared into the night at the corner.
Looking at the empty tables and chairs, only Yu Baiqiu was left at this moment, Lorraine Hill said with some embarrassment: "Did I disturb you drinking?"
"Ha, it's all right. It's just that it's not too early, it's time to leave." Yu Baiqiu put down his glass and stood up.
The night is so far away that he can't see the end. He put his big rough hand on the railing and looked at the dark vista of the river at the stern of the boat.
"One hundred years of life, how short is it..."
"Uncle Yu remembered something in the past?" The girl walked slowly to the fence not far away, and also looked at the river in the night.
"Yes, just now listening to the past of the other person at the same table, I also unknowingly remembered some of my own old things." He seemed quite emotional.
"It's the one who was sitting across from me just now, who chanted poems and shed tears."
"His name is Jinhuanian, a man from Hedaizhou. When he was a boy, he was also a leader in the high school gold list, and entered the world's highest school. He was very motivated and unhappy, vowing to walk the world and set foot on thousands of miles of mountains and rivers. "
"The dead are like this, day and night, looking back today, they have their first white hair."
"Although I don’t have the literary talent of his, I still have a lot of emotion. As the years grow older, the fathers and brothers who used to rely on, the uncles are all entering the year of the blue beard, looking around the walls, no one can Lean."
"He said that a few days ago, in his dream, he looked back when he was young, and he went out in the field with his boy friend, looking for the beautiful woman's past. But after waking up from the dream, only suffering remained in his heart."
"Because he can't go back to that age and time anymore, what he wanted to chase in the past, even if he is still there, he can't run away. The body is getting old, the spirit is getting exhausted, climbing up and panting, walking far away, only Regrets curled up around my chest, holding the railing to sigh the moon."
"After I heard it, I felt sorrowful and sentimental." After Yu Baiqiu finished speaking, he went to the table and picked up the jug, poured another glass, and drank it in his mouth.
"Miss made a laugh, it's just that a group of frustrated people only hurt their hearts."
After hearing this, Lorrain Hill placed his chin on the back of his hand covering the fence, without saying a word, looking at the river.
She wanted to comfort this uncle, but she didn't know how to speak.
Sighed about the changes in the world and time, and then told him whether this is reality. What is a perfect life? How can I live this life without regret. Even for her, there is no good answer.
Everyone's experience and temperament are different. It is extremely difficult to find a universal rule of life that has been used throughout the ages.
Sometimes even if it is a dream full of heart, it may become another flavor in a few years, and then slowly dissipate and no longer love it. Accidents, accidents, mistakes, changes, and passing away are always full of life's journey.
I often regret it afterwards. I regret that I didn't choose the right direction in the first place. Unfortunately, time is gone, and regrets are irreversible.
"Regret is inevitable." She raised her head and reached into the night breeze.
"Are there anyone else in Uncle Yu's house?" She remembered what Yu Baiqiu had just said, and it seemed that there were some things in the family that made him worry about.
"Yes, there are older brothers and younger brothers in my family, but they are all ordinary people. The elder brother grows a barren hill in his hometown, and the younger brother runs a restaurant in a small town to do some food business."
"After the old people in the family left, our brothers reunited less and less frequently. Sometimes we went, and occasionally looked at the strange eyes of a few nephews and nieces, and it felt like it was not suitable to stay for long."
"I have been traveling for almost half of my life, while my elder brother and younger brother have been living in the towns and villages of my hometown. Many concepts and ideas are not the same. It is difficult to talk together again."
"Looking back to the scene when we were young, the three of our brothers often went out to play together, fight with others, and experienced a lot of things together. But after all, we gradually moved away, and we were speechless when we met. "
"Sometimes I wonder if I hadn't come out and stayed in my hometown like them, would it be better, maybe now I'm full of children and grandchildren, living a quiet life."
"Does Uncle Yu regret it?" the girl asked.
Yu Baiqiu didn't answer immediately, but quietly looked at the night mountain scenery.
"It does feel a little bit sad, but if I want to make another choice, I will probably embark on this road." There was a lot of nostalgia in the voice.
"The unwillingness and stubbornness of youth, the activeness and curiosity of youth, the satisfaction and pride of having some strength in the prime of life, like a river flowing, are all unavoidable experiences."
"Even if you die in a foreign country one day and no one is killed, you will feel that this journey will not be in vain." When he said this, he seemed to unwind some of the things that had been suppressed in his heart.
"Hahaha, that's it, that's it, that's it, it's that way." I saw the big man standing at the stern and laughing up to the sky, his voice spreading far and wide across the silent river.
Afterwards, the aura on his body also gradually changed. According to Lorrain Hill's observation, it seemed that he had advanced?
So after waiting for a while, the aura of the big man gradually stabilized and slowly gathered.
"Uncle Yu understands something." She saw the person in front of her turning around, her eyes shining like bright stones in the dark night.
"I understand the obstacles and barriers in my heart in the past, and today I feel refreshed." A smile cracked on Yu Baiqiu's thick-bearded face.
"Although I used to be brave and strong, there was always a trace of scruples and regret in my heart, which made me hesitate at critical moments."
"I left home when I was a teenager, and there was no achievement in middle-aged fashion that I could be proud of. When I went home, I always felt ashamed. When my parents passed away, I felt deeply that I had not done my filial piety well. What kind of scene will it be around him."
"When I was fighting with others, I thought that I did not have an heir. If I died, wouldn't the incense be cut off and no one would sacrifice."
"All kinds of heart barriers stay in my heart for a long time, just like running with iron on my back, and I can't enjoy myself. Wouldn't it be better if I chose another path back then, and I often have regrets in my heart."
"I look back now by chance. If I go back to the year, let me choose again. Will I really stay at home with peace of mind? Will I really log in to the famous school?"
"I'm afraid I still can't. If I stay at home, I am afraid that I will regret it even more when I get old, and I regret not coming out to take a look. With my background and knowledge, even if I enter the famous school, I am afraid that I will not be able to communicate with those noble disciples. , Gradually reduced to the edge, instead of now, and some people of similar origin, who are willing to agree to have a happy drink."
"So, all the illusions are gone, I am still me, and there is no need to regret it anymore."
Looking at this well-intentioned uncle, the girl was also slightly delighted.
"It's great that Uncle Yu can figure it out." In her observation, the sequence of the uncle in front of her has gradually changed from Sequence 3 to Sequence 4.
In fact, he should have stayed on the edge of this level for a long time, but he has not been able to break through the heart barrier.
"Thanks a lot. In fact, Miss Luo sometimes enlightens me a lot." Yu Baiqiu suddenly thanked me.
"Me?" The girl was puzzled.
"Well, I was actually a little worried at the beginning, because the eldest lady like you is probably wayward and hard to get along with, haha."
"When I was working in the Caobang, I also met a lot of high-ranking officials, some of them really gave me such an impression~IndoMTL.com~ Later, I saw that your mind was soft and understanding, so I let it go. Later See you again because you don’t have family around you, and you can’t remember your own past, and I’m afraid you’re crying alone and sentimental."
"I'm a rough person and don't know how to comfort people. I can only do nothing to deal with such things."
"But then, seeing Miss Luo being so free and easy, An Ran didn't care about it, but felt that she was in the same position."
"Is it necessary to remember everything and achieve every regret in order to live a happy life."
"In the past, I thought it was. But now it seems that it is not. It is just a lock I put on myself."
"It is indeed worthy of joy to get, but even if you lose it, don't you fall asleep in regret?" the girl tried to ask.
"Yes, hahaha." Yu Baiqiu slowly stroked his short beard.
"It's true, but it's still a bit difficult to do." The girl thought so, but in fact she felt that she was not as strong as Yu Baiqiu said.
"Yes, it's a bit difficult, but this is practice, to pursue the infinite and invisible way with a body with time and form."
"With the end, chase the boundless?" The girl looked at the mighty mountains and plains in the night.
"Exactly." Yu Baiqiu replied in a straightforward voice.
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