She Is Not a Witch Chapter 94: Lorland Hill in memory


Looking at the knotty pink-haired girl, Lorrain Hill shook his head lightly.

If you are from a previous life, I am afraid I have such thoughts and emotions, but now.

Lorraine Hill took the girl's hand and led her out.

"Let's go for a walk first. It's not good to stay in the house for a long time." She recalled what another friend did, Alina, the most active of her roommates.

This girl from the southern islands is like a little sun when she is down.

The weak Lottie did not resist at this time, and followed the swordsman lady to the outside.

The streets of the town are fairly clean, and many local residents can be encountered on the road. Some of them have just returned from work, and some of them carry heavy firewood or straw bales on their backs. Some of the houses on the street also had their doors open, and several local women sat together, basking in the sun and doing manual work.

"Where are you going?" After following Lorrain Hill for a while, Lottie finally couldn't help but ask.

"On the hill outside the city, do you see it?" The girl pointed to the north side of the town.

So the two of them went all the way, climbed the long hillside, and came to this place with a good view.

After going all the way, Lottie felt a lot of physical exertion, her body was a bit astringent, and she was sweating.

"Here." When Lorrain Hill came here, he stopped and looked back at the girl.

"Here?" Lottie looked around, except for a few big trees and grass, nothing special.

"Come, look back, is it a good place to see the scenery." Lorrain Hill pointed to the small town they had walked out of.

As far as the field of vision is, a peaceful scene comes into view. The tall and distant mountain stands on the opposite side. Under the mountain that extends to the sky, there are golden wheat fields and fields, which appear as one by one. The huge square grid gleams in the afternoon sun, and the wind blows the wheat and waves up and down.

Close to the bottom of the field of vision is the small town surrounded by brown-yellow city walls, and plumes of smoke are rising from the chimneys of large and small houses.

Looking at this beautiful landscape, Lottie couldn't help but stop, stand quietly, and feel the breeze from the mountains.

"Are you feeling better?"

"It's better." Lottie had to nod, really relaxed.

"Do you feel that life is in a mess and don't know how to get along." Lorrain Hill spoke again. She sat on the rock next to Lottie, letting the wind blow her hair gently.

"Yes, but how does Miss Messia know?" Lottie's red eyes turned.

"Because, it looks so much like me before." Lorraine Hill followed with emotion.

After graduating from university, she spent a long period of gloomy years, like a headless fly, hitting walls everywhere. Not only was her life messed up, she also didn't want to find someone to talk to or help.

If you talk, I'm afraid others will find it annoying. We are just ordinary friends. Why do you listen to you every day? How about looking for someone to help? Now everyone is overwhelmed. Who can help you, and what face do you have that makes people go out and help you? Usually you just say polite things, you really take it seriously, and your cheeks are too thick.

So fragile, and so proud, as if everything would collapse in an instant.

If those confident and powerful people are sunflowers that bloom against the wind and the sun, then she at that time is like a moss in the corner that dare not see the sun, humble, small and fragile.

I hope to get help, but I am extremely afraid of exposing my vulnerability and being ridiculed and attacked by others.

Lorraine Hill lowered her head slightly, lifted the messy hair beside her ears, and then raised her head to look at the girl beside her again.

"Are you afraid that after accepting the help of others, you will fail to meet your expectations and let others down, let others down, and even hate and curse."

It was said that the center Silotti looked at the swordsman lady, and a strange feeling of being seen through his mind emerged. She has been the darling of the family since she was a child, and countless people have pleased herself, naturally because she can give them rich returns, so she feels at ease without any worries.

But it's different now. She has nothing and can't bear those expectations. She can't give wealth and glory in return, she doesn't know how to win, and even what she should do in the future is messy.

Do you want revenge? I am not an opponent at all. Her brothers are so powerful that they all died in front of him and failed to do it.

Are you going to escape, but where are you going, and can you really live with such peace of mind? Those unrelenting faces made her unable to forget.

Also, even if you avenge yourself, is such an act correct? The glory and splendor of the Baska family are not holy and flawless, and they are also mixed with sin.

All these, like tangled silk threads entangled in her heart, made her feel uneasy.

After hearing Lorrain Hill's words, knowing that the swordsman lady was enlightening herself, Lottie also relaxed a little.

"Yes, I have a lot of things that I may not be able to do so well." At this time she also slowly squatted down and sat next to Lorrain Hill.

"There are always a lot of troubles, and I will also struggle with some things whether I should do it or not." Lorrain Hill looked at the distant mountains and wheat fields.

"But, I gradually understand one thing. I have to listen to my heart, which means that maybe others can't see it, or others don't understand, but I know it."

"Stop lying to yourself, you must live honestly."

"I know that I am not that strong, so I must avoid putting myself under high pressure. I know I will be unconfident, so I need to practice and familiarize myself with certain aspects, and be prepared for not being able to achieve full marks. ."

"Understand that you are not the kind of firm-willed person, so you must stay away from temptation. If you feel that you may not be perfect, tell the other party clearly in advance. If you have no experience in doing something, you must clearly say that you need help and guidance."

"Many times ~IndoMTL.com~ the trouble comes from trying to make myself a perfect existence. In fact, I am not that kind of person. If I really do that, I am afraid that I will only get pain. Right."

Lorty sat aside, quietly listening to Lorrain Hill talking about the past, and his views on life. Before I knew it, I began to review my own heart.

She slowly closed her eyes, recalling the past again in her mind, the breeze blew across her body, and a sense of peace and comfort gradually came to her heart.

After a long time, she opened her eyes again, and the world seemed to be much clearer.

"Have you thought about it?"

"Hmm."

"I want to ask Miss Messia to borrow a sword to survive as an adventurer, but it will take some time to return it to you."

"In the meantime, I will try my best to live." Lottie looked at the swordsman girl beside her, her expression more stable, although her face was still immature, but at least she no longer sleeps in confusion and fragility now .

Although I don't know what the girl wants to understand, Lorrain Hill doesn't care about it either. She just doesn't want to watch this girl stay in a lonely corner all the time. Because of the pain and torture of self-entanglement, she has experienced it.

Looking at the girl walking out of the shadows, Lorrain Hill felt a lot more relieved.

Occasionally doing good deeds seems to be good, so why do you like doing good deeds?

I’m afraid it’s also a hope that I can get help and comfort from others when I encounter difficult obstacles and grief someday in the future.

Because I am so weak and unconfident, always thinking of having more strength and hole cards, always thinking about how to be right and not sinning, always want to be kind, because then no one will come Scold yourself.

Lorlandhill, Lorlandhill, even though everything is no longer the same, you are still so timid.


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