Silent Crown Chapter 803: Accept

Late night, the only restaurant in Tianmenguan that is still open.

In this very tight joint with all kinds of materials, Mr. Hu still prepared a table for Ye Qingxuan to be rich enough to receive the wind-after the boss personally cooked and finished the last table of his restaurant, he served it After the last wine in the cellar, he left sadly.

The color of the vegetables opened Ye Qingxuan's horizons, and for the first time he felt that perhaps living in the East for a long time was not a bad thing.

I know that Ye Qingxuan doesn't like unrelated people, and only Mr. Hu is the only one to accompany him. Although the atmosphere is a little bit deserted, Mr. Hu is quite talkative and he is not left out.

"In fact, what you do in the West, even if I have heard about it in Aurora." Mr. Hu drank a warm wine and sighed softly: "It's amazing, Xiao Ye Zi, you are even more amazing than I thought. , Your Excellency the Hand of God."

Ye Qingxuan smiled and shook his head: "In front of Mr. Hu, how dare I say that I am the hand of God? Just consider me the student Romulus was pointed out by you, and now I am praised by you. , It is inevitable that there is a strange sense of shame."

"Hahaha, hold your chest out."

Mr. Hu seemed to be a little drunk, patted his back vigorously, "You are already a big man, Xiao Ye Zi, but... I didn't expect you to come."

Ye Qingxuan asked, "Why can't you come?"

Mr. Hu shook his head, did not answer, just asked: "For Bai Xi?"

"Naturally, it is for Bai Xi. Is there anything else in the entire East that is more valuable than her?"

When Ye Qingxuan said this, he became a little silent. After a long time, he smiled ashamed:

"I hope she won't think I'm here too late."

"Maybe you didn't come too late, it was too early." Mr. Hu shook his head: "Maybe after the dust here settles, there won't be so much trouble, it won't be too long, just wait a few months That's enough."

"I can't wait that long."

Ye Qingxuan's fingers rubbed the mouth of the cup, watching the fine ripples of the wine in the cup, his eyes narrowed: "Actually, I occasionally thought, if I didn't let her leave me at the time, but killed it there. Bai Heng... will things be different later. She won't be alone, waiting for me for so long.

Whenever I think of how painful she would be in the East alone, I hate my weakness at the time-this is my fault, and I must personally make up for it. No matter how much the price is paid, I cannot make her wait any longer. Minutes and seconds. "

Mr. Hu was stunned.

He stretched out his hand and poured himself a drink. After drinking three glasses, he took a sigh of relief, and finally cleared his thoughts, his eyes became weird:

"I said, Xiao Ye Zi...Do you treat her as a child?"

"Do you think she is not like a child in any way?"

Ye Qingxuan smiled bitterly, "When she was in Avalon, I would worry if she would cause anything when she went out alone.

Sometimes I get annoyed, but looking at her, I can’t get angry. "

Mr. Hu looked at him, and for some reason, his eyes became more complicated.

For a long time, he sighed softly and put down the wine glass.

"I guess, she will only show her to you, right?"

Mr. Hu sighed softly, "Excuse me, Ye Zi, Bai Xi is not as weak as you think... Actually, you should have been aware of her other side a long time ago?"

Ye Qingxuan did not speak.

Actually, Mr. Hu is right.

As early as when he saw Bai Xi for the first time, he knew this very well.

On that night when he was urged by Old Fei to open the door, he saw the real Bai Xi, his eyes were lonely and stubborn, with indifference to everything.

Absolute distrust of other people.

Including the original self.

It's just his wishful thinking to regard her as a weak little girl who can't live after leaving him. Bai Xi is willing to hide his minions and play games with him.

But this doesn't mean that after she leaves herself, she is powerless to do anything.

Seeing his complex expression, Mr. Hu couldn't help shaking his head: "For her safety, you can rest assured, although she looks like a pure and harmless little girl, no one will dare to make her feel wronged. ——Those who dared to play private tricks are now floating in the stinking ditch of the imperial capital."

"You mean..."

"Well, that's right."

Mr. Hu nodded and squinted his eyes: "Have you ever seen a cat playing with a mouse? Yes, that's it, approaching the enemy little by little, using words, eyes, and giving one to another A gift from one person, cut off all defenses cruelly, and then drown the enemy slowly in despair."

In a brief silence, Mr. Hu raised his head, drank the glass of wine, and sighed softly:

"At the very beginning, she still had some omissions, but later, she became so skilled that it was scary... For the average person, the life-and-death horror struggle was nothing more than learning, a... Game.

Bai Heng gave her this opportunity and put a successful example before her eyes.

Every time I look at her, I feel as if I am looking at the emperor ten years ago-with her intelligence, no matter what choice she makes, there will be hundreds of achievements in the future.

Unfortunately, she chose the most scary one..."

In silence, Ye Qingxuan raised his hand and rubbed his swollen forehead, a little bit wanting to curse.

"This is what I worry about the most."

Sure enough, I broke my studies...

At this moment, he was full of regret.

Bai Heng who **** his mother, sure enough, he should be burned to ashes in the barracks!

"Perhaps, it is precisely because of this anomaly that your Majesty will treat her as the only ‘friend’."

Mr. Hu held the empty wine glass and shook his head slightly: "Although the emperor's friendship is always cold and short-lived, it must be deep in his heart that your Majesty regards Bai Xi as a person who is enough to be equal to himself, right? It’s an honor, even if it is her enemy, Bai Heng has never enjoyed it."

Speaking of this, Mr. Hu’s expression became more and more bitter: "I’m afraid Bai Heng had already guessed this: even if it’s him who sent her to your majesty, your majesty will cultivate with your heart, professor--she wants Bai Xi became the one he couldn't be."

"I always feel...more and more unfamiliar."

Ye Qingxuan's expression is bitter.

The changes in this world are too weird. He lowered his head to pour himself alcohol, trying to get himself drunk, with a sad expression: "Sir, are you really the Bai Xi I know?"

Mr. Hu laughed and gloated: "Anyone has an unknown side, leaves, everyone has. You can't think of her as a puppet doll that can't breathe without you.

She has things she likes, she has a life she wants—you need to learn to accept it. "

"Accept what?"

Ye Qingxuan rolled his eyes.

He accepts a ghost, is it all crooked? It should be corrected!

Ye Qingxuan had already begun to plan how to bring Bai Xi back. Sure enough, if she knew it, she shouldn't have been letting her be so naughty.

But thinking about this, he felt a little weak in his heart.

I'm afraid, it will probably be a waste of work, right?

"Idiot, everything will never follow people's wishes, can you always get what you want? Or do you treat her as a clay sculpture that you can knead?

She is alive, Ye Qingxuan, just like you. Don't always think about changing her into what you think in your heart. "

Mr. Hu picked up the chopsticks and knocked on his head, a detailed chopstick, knocked on the head but it makes people look black, like a drunk:

"Accept the side she doesn't want you to see, accept everything about her-if you really love her."

Ye Qingxuan was stunned.

After a long silence, he laughed bitterly and held up his glass: "You are right, I took it for granted. In Romulus, Mr. Hu taught me how to become a musician. Unexpectedly, again Meet, you taught me something new again."

"It's just nonsense."

Mr. Hu shook his head, and his expression became ashamed: "He has committed the same old problem again. After reading some books, he seems to understand everything and become a good teacher.

If you are expecting something, I am afraid you will be disappointed. In fact, I haven't been married yet, and I don't have any heirs.... "

"Did you not meet someone you like?"

Mr. Hu was silent.

Drink with your head down.

For a long time, sigh softly.

"I met someone in the early years...she was very good to me, and I respect and love her."

Ye Qingxuan frowned, "Then why didn't you get married?"

"At that time, I was...too naive. I was so swollen because of a little name. I always thought that my husband would do something great, but I never thought how sad she would wait for me. Later..."

He smiled bitterly: "Later she left, she couldn't wait for me-the blood of dragon veins, if you are not married at twenty, you are already an old girl no one wants.

I missed her, and I have no face to see her again. The only good news is that she found someone who cares more about her than I do, and all these years have been very good. "

Ye Qingxuan was silent, and apologized in a low voice for a long time.

"Sorry, I shouldn't ask."

"It's nothing, it's just a scandal of the past."

Mr. Hu shook his head indifferently, looked at Ye Qingxuan, and suddenly asked, "Did you have any wishes when you were a child, Ye Zi."

"Huh?"

Ye Qingxuan never thought that Mr. Hu suddenly asked like this. After thinking hard, he became ashamed: "Well, there have been many...I want to be a painter, please don't laugh, I'm serious."

Mr. Hu laughed and waved his hand: "No, no, just gratified. Compared to me, your wish is very mature."

Ye Qingxuan shook his head helplessly:

"What about you, Mr. Hu?"

"Me? This is..."

Mr. Hu scratched his head awkwardly, and his smile became embarrassed.

"Well, there have been, and there are many--I want to be a hero."

"Heroes?"

"I can't remember now, I only remember that I was shouting at that time why I should stand up for the heart, why stand for life, why things continued to learn, and set things up for peace...Ah, I feel very ashamed to listen."

Mr. Hu lowered his head and drank, concealing his embarrassment. In the end, he sighed in a low voice: "Unfortunately, none of them have been realized now. I have not been able to become a hero after all."

"I also thought about becoming a hero, but unfortunately I gave up later." Ye Qingxuan comforted him, "Rather, in this era, being able to be yourself instead of being a hero is a blessing. Things."

Mr. Hu laughed hoarsely, as if he was drunk~IndoMTL.com~ talking to himself.

"Yes, after all, there is no place for heroes to stand.... It's great to be yourself."

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For the time being, in the end, it was the host and the guest having a great time.

Both of them are drunk, and they are musicians anyway, this self-control is still there, so that they won't be so drunk that they can't walk smoothly. After sending Ye Qingxuan to the residence, Mr. Hu bid farewell to him and agreed to see Ye Qingxuan off on the second day.

Recalling the last time I was in the Holy City, I still saw him off by himself, Ye Qingxuan felt the miraculous fate.

It's just that, after saying goodbye and walking far, Mr. Hu's footsteps stopped, and he looked back and looked at Ye Qingxuan who was watching him with a complicated expression.

Ye Qingxuan heard his voice with a hint of drunkenness.

"Leaf, in your opinion...what is going to happen after someone makes an irreparable mistake?"

"Mr. Hu, you ask, I don't know." Ye Qingxuan smiled helplessly, "However, since it is irreversible, then it will only be painful for a lifetime?"

"Don't you want to redeem it?"

"Since it is irretrievable, why bother to find any excuses for relief? I think that the big mistake has already been made, so self-reliance is too irresponsible."

Speaking of this, Ye Qingxuan shook his head in embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I said a lot. But I think: It's just a lifelong pain to continue living, not to the point where I have to rack my brains to escape. Right?"

Mr. Hu froze for a moment, and suddenly laughed out loud.

It's like yes, the question that has been puzzled for a long time has been answered.

Relieved.

Facing Ye Qingxuan's blank eyes, he bowed to the young man, then turned and left. The clothes fluttered under the bright moonlight, unspeakably free and easy and brisk.

It's like being redeemed.