Silent Reading Chapter 129: Read aloud (four)

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The city council is a very interesting place. Across the road is the old business district in the city center. There are high-end hotels and several old-brand shopping malls to support the facade. The popularity of these "facades" has gathered, and A bunch of small commercial streets of different grades have emerged. I crossed the road when I got out of the city council. The parking lot opposite the gate was surrounded by various food stalls. I don't know why the business is booming like this-probably because the police comrades of this generation are particularly greedy.

A luxurious trot that is incompatible with the surrounding environment is parked in an open-air parking lot. Not far from it is a dining car selling small octopus balls. The line is more than ten meters long and looks like a long dragon, which is really daunting.

Fei Du Probe gave up after a glance, raised the window again, and chatted with Lu Jia next to him: "After the year-end bonus is received, it is usually the peak period of resignation. Do you have any plans for next year? I’m here, or do I plan to experience a different life?"

Luo Wenzhou has been working overtime at the Municipal Bureau these days. It is more convenient to get out and drive in his own car. Fei Du came here by his own car. The driver's seat of the sports car was slightly cramped for Lu Jia, and he couldn't stretch his stomach. When asked, he leaned back and said, "Mr. Fei, do you think I eat a lot and have a large displacement, and I can't afford it? "

"Isn't it?" Fei Du glanced in the direction of the city bureau, "I still eat soft rice myself."

Lu Jia laughed silently for a while, the light from the beginning of the day came in through the gaps in the open car windows, and fell into his slender eyes, where a pinpoint light fell on the corners of his eyes.

Then his smile faded and he was silent for a while, and Lu Jia said: "I heard people say that for those who have taken drugs, the physiological structure of the brain will be changed by drugs/products-listen to this statement. Quite crippled, you think, if experience, personality, and education are all detachable and detachable software on the human body, then the brain must be hardware. The brain has changed, which means you have changed from a'superbook'. "Little Overlord", this * is equivalent to being "resurrected by borrowing a corpse" by another soul. Even if there is a memory of the past, it is not the same person."

Fei Du didn't interrupt, but listened patiently.

"But in fact, sometimes I think that'trauma' is a bit similar," Lu Jia said, unfastened his seat belt, and stretched slightly. "Trauma can also turn one person into another. It’s so unrecognizable. Sometimes when you look at other people and then look in the mirror, you’ll feel particularly in a daze, and you think, how could I become like this? I don’t even know myself anymore."

"The things that ordinary people pursue are nothing more than houses, cars, careers, love, status, and ideals. They are busy every day. Everyone is full of troubles and joys, and feels true. They are so happy that they don’t know what “impermanence” means. They just feel that today is the same as yesterday and tomorrow. They don’t think, “I am an ant floating in a river on a dead leaf.

Fei Du didn't comment, he held his head and gave an "um", waiting for him to continue.

"But you are different. You can't live this life. You are like a hen that scares the bald hair by a firecracker. You can't lay any eggs ever since. You look at others and feel that they are after These things are all beautiful things. You can’t take it seriously. If you don’t, you don’t. You have nightmares, delusions, irritability, anxiety, nervousness for no reason every day... When people look at you more, you think he may be unkind, someone If you pull you on the street and ask for directions, you think he has some conspiracy in making trouble, and sometimes you even see someone touching the bag for a long time, and you suspect that someone is hiding a murder weapon."

Lu Jia's voice is getting lower and lower.

Noisy and noisy voices came from the cracks of the car windows, mingled with the man’s words, making him more and more out of place and lonely.

"Trust in society and the environment is the cornerstone of a sense of security," Fei Du said. "Without this, you can only be displaced in a long-term stress state. It is indeed painful, even if the trauma passes..."

"If you can't make it, this matter will never go. Even if you catch the murderer, it's the same.'The person who stares at the abyss, the abyss is staring at you.' I don't know if you feel this way," Lu Jia shook his head, "I have At that time, I felt like I was insane, and I was particularly boring when I was alive."

Fei Du silently reached out and patted his broad shoulder.

Lu Jia waved his hand: "I especially like to chat with you, although you haven't said a few words after sitting for a long time."

"According to general social etiquette, I should comfort you with two sentences, such as'everything will pass, time will make you lose your memory and intelligence, and of course it will heal the wound'," Fei Du said This, I heard a car honking its flute shortly. He didn't look out the window and took the coat next to him and put it on, "It's just that these are nonsense nonsense, you want to listen to me and I don't bother to say it." /

Lu Jia laughed: "Mr. Fei, you are purely discriminatory in terms of appearance? You are too lazy to say a word with me. It's all the truth. Shouldn't it be a beautiful girl sitting here? You should pay attention to social etiquette. Up?"

"It’s lucky to be a little plainer. It’s not easy to listen to my truth." Fei Du said frankly, and then he turned to Lu Jia, "Lao Lu, I was too lazy to tell you, but the previous paragraph I talked to a pretty girl in time, and there are a few words ready-made, do you not listen?"

Lu Jia, who was discriminated against, made a helpless hearing.

"Everyone will be shaped by foreign things, environment, encounters, people you like, people you hate... even people like Lu Guosheng who make you want to cramp him. Murderers will shape you through trauma A part of flesh and blood, this is a fact, whether you like it or not."

Lu Jia looked at him blankly.

"Do you know what would happen to me if it were me? I will cut off that piece of meat, release the bowl of blood, and chop down the deformed bones below with an axe. I am not a person staring into the abyss. I am the abyss." Fei Du gave him a **** smile, but before the smile spread, it was smashed by another horrifying car horn. Fei Du reluctantly shook his head, turned and pulled the door and got out of the car. , "What are you urging-help me drive the car away. The parking space on my side is a bit nervous. If you like it, just drive out and relax. Happy New Year."

Lu Jia's lips moved, watching Fei Du without confirming the license plate, he opened the door of the temporarily parked car next to him. Luo Wenzhou got out of the car lazily, switched to the co-pilot's side, waved to Lu Jia, and the two quickly walked away.

It’s not the first time that Luo Wenzhou has lived in the duty room for several days. He used to live there. Apart from finding someone to feed the cat, he had no other concerns. It was never the same as this time. I slept in the duty room for half a lifetime. When he honked the first horn, he saw Fei Du start to put on his coat, knowing that the other party had heard it, but Luo Wenzhou saw him wear a piece of torn clothes for a minute, and was still talking to the fat man slowly. I couldn't help but honked the horn again in an unqualified manner.

If you don’t see you in a day, like every three autumns--according to this scale, Fei du has spent one minute, which is equivalent to 18.25 hours. It is tolerable or unbearable!

As soon as he closed the door, Luo Wenzhou couldn’t wait to impolite the driver. However, considering that the environment was too noisy, there was a fat man who looked on the sidelines and watched him by the side. He forced his impulse back and complained very dissatisfiedly: " Are you two plotting to overthrow the galaxy’s regime? What meeting are you going to have for so long?"

Fei Du sighed, hit the steering wheel steadily, kept driving up the main road unhurriedly, and then spared no effort to put Luo Wenzhou into the salty pig's hand under his clothes, and carried it out: "I'm going to hit The roadside guardrail."

Fei Du’s face is not visible, but in fact he feels a little at a loss, because the last sentence Luo Wenzhou said to him was "Fei Du, your uncle," which is really not very sweet. The big things these days are connected with the little things. It's okay if there is no time to talk to anyone. After being idle for a short time, he feels as if he came back to seek peace after two days of the cold war.

Fei Du has grown up to this age, he has played his life, he has not played the "Cold War and Reconciliation" game with anyone. The aura of "I am the abyss" has already been sprayed out of the sky with the exhaust gas. Searching for intestines and belly for a moment: "You..."

Before "you" came out, I saw Luo Wenzhou slowly pulling back the hand that had just wiped the oil, sniffed for a moment, and then licked his fingers.

Fei Du: "..."

"Hurry up," Luo Wenzhou said meaningfully, "I'm starving to death."

Generally in this context, whether it is an apology or an explanation, it is not a good time. Fei Du knowingly shut up and stepped on the accelerator under the speed limit.

However, I don’t know if it was because he drove too smoothly or what happened. After Luo Wenzhou, the sleepy god, finished the rogue's big move, he tilted his head and fell asleep again. There was no more than ten minutes of distance away. He had already finished one very efficiently. Nap, when Fei Du woke up, Luo Wenzhou stretched out a big lazy waist inherited from Luo Yiguo, and grabbed Fei Du’s arm along the way, and rolled the person in his arms as soon as he stretched out his arms. Vaguely said: "I'm trapped to death."

Fei Du: "Wake up, go home."

"I don't want to move." Luo Wenzhou lay down on him and pretended to die for a while, then had an idea. Somehow, he pinched his throat and said, "Husband, you can carry me up."

Fei Du: "..."

Luo Wenzhou didn't say a word for a long time after seeing him stiff, thinking that the knowledgeable Fei was always suppressed by his shamelessness, he shivered with a smile.

I saw Fei Du suddenly buttoned his coat, got out of the car and walked around to the other side, opened the door of Luo Wenzhou dumbfounded, turned around and knelt down: "Come on."