Skyroad Chapter 1621: How can I redeem myself?

The days in Wuyuan passed quickly.

In the blink of an eye, one week later, almost every day I accompanied Tang Yun to mountaineering in the morning, drinking tea and chatting in the afternoon, watching variety shows in the evening, and then getting drunk during supper and having a good night's dream.

……

The eighth day in Wuyuan, early morning.

Finally, I decided to go online and take a look.

The system is updated and the characters are successfully read.

"Huh!"

The characters appeared in the reconstructed Tianfeng City, and on the large northern map, a new main city was being built. It was the reconstructed Bailu City. The scale was exactly the same as the original one, but the reconstruction time was a little bit longer. , The resource transformation in the game needs to follow the economic laws, so the reconstruction and resource refreshing of Bailu City are almost all exchanged at the same price. Resources are continuously extracted from Idol City and Qingguang City, and at the same time, the national service official has to invest a lot of funds. , Resources, etc.

I took a look at my friends list. I have more than a thousand unread emails, most of which are comfort messages.

In it, my eyes lit up and I found a familiar ID, which was a voice mail from Shanyou Fusu. The incident was sent 20 days ago, and he hadn't left yet!

Is it... this is a scheduled email? This is indeed the case.

Click on the email and confirm the playback. The next moment, Shanyou Fusu's voice echoed in my ears like a dream——

"Brother Xi, I'm sorry."

"I don't know what mood to use to talk to you, so I can only choose to escape."

"Brother Xi, my body is worsening day by day. I can feel that my life is constantly being lost. I know this feeling very well, and now, I know that she is on the other side of the sky. Waiting for me, so I... even looking forward to this moment."

"It's just that I'm not reconciled, Brother Xi, you've always been my elder brother. When Bailu City was besieged, how could you be so cruel and watch the younger brothers and sisters in your mouth fly away under the enemy's iron hoof?"

"I know, you are for the sake of everyone, you are a good leader, but... but why are you so cruel, Brother Xi."

"Sorry, this time I was too headstrong. I have no room to look back."

"I'm sorry, Brother Xi, you will always be my best, best, and best elder brother. I am at the end of the world and I will pray for you. I wish you peace and joy, no more grievances, no more dilemmas. ."

……

With a beep, the voice playback is complete.

I collapsed, sitting on the cold marble floor of Tianfeng City East Square, tears falling down involuntarily. At this time, Fusu still used the three "best" to describe me. Brother, am I really worthy? Is it my selfishness that drove him to a dead end, and my cowardice that left him no choice?

Am I worthy to be his eldest brother?

As Fusu said, I was too cruel, too much reason, and made me not like myself, or even a person.

Suddenly confirmed the offline, and desperately tore off the game helmet.

I rushed to the bathroom, turned on the faucet and poured water on my face to calm myself down.

Shortly after, Tang Yun also went offline. She heard the movement and appeared behind me and said quietly, "Brother Xi, what's the matter with you? Isn't it... what happened again?"

"It's okay."

I shook my head and said: "It's been a long time since I've been online, and I'm a bit uncomfortable. I won't be online today. Yun'er, please level up by yourself."

"No, I will accompany you."

"Thank you..."

I stepped forward, hugged her tightly, and said: "Yun'er, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I love you...I really love you, but I...but I..."

"I know."

She hugged me tightly and said: "I will always be by your side, okay?"

"Hmm."

I slowly let go of her, and said: "Suddenly, I feel a little craving for sugar-fried chestnuts..."

She couldn't help but grinned: "Why do you suddenly have an appetite? If that's the case, I'll go out and buy it for you?"

"Well, I should have bought it myself, but...I am overwhelmed with inconvenience in my legs and feet, so I can only wrong my wife, hahaha~~~"

"Hmph, big slacker."

She put on a beautiful coat and said: "Then I will go, you can boil some water and make me a cup of black tea."

"Well, it's got order!"

……

She went downstairs.

Standing on the balcony, looking at her back, I couldn't help tears, and I couldn't say anything, but the depression in my heart made it impossible to think or make any decisions.

After Tang Yun walked away, she quickly went downstairs, went to the store, bought an iron basin, and then bought a pile of charcoal that was ignited here, then returned to the room, sealed all the windows in the room, and closed it. Turn off the air conditioner and the alarm, put the charcoal in the basin, and after the fire started, he hugged his knees and sat in front of the TV.

I have no choice. Those nightmares and self-blame are just like a mountain, which makes me breathless. I didn’t believe there would be depression in the world, but I really understand it at this moment. , Sometimes, death is really easier than living.

After a while, the room was steaming hot.

Breathing became difficult, and the brain was a little dizzy. I knew that this was a sign of carbon monoxide poisoning. After a while, I started to sweat and my limbs became weak. At this time, I Even if you want to stand up and open the windows or doors on your own, it's no longer possible.

"Fu Su..."

Looking up at the ceiling, I murmured: "Sorry, I failed to protect my younger siblings, nor did I protect you. It was the cowardice of my elder brother that disappointed you. Now, I am here to atone for my sins. I’m here to see you, I’m going to kill the dragon, we can really cook the dragon meat this time..."

At this time, the consciousness began to blur, and he was about to fall into a deep sleep.

It feels so good to die.

Everything is free...

……

My mind was blank, but I don’t know how long it took. Tang Yun’s screams and the sound of her pushing open the doors and windows came in my ears. When I opened my eyes, I saw her crying A tearful person, just sitting in front of me like this.

"Yun'er..." I was weak and unable to move.

"Asshole...you asshole!"

While crying, she said loudly: "I felt something was wrong, and it turned out like this when I came back... If you leave like this, I... what should I do? You want... You want to Am I left alone in a strange place? From now on, what should I do from now on? You let me... You let me..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." My tears fell straight: "I can't make it through this hurdle in my heart, I'm sorry, sorry..."

Tears blurred my vision, and I murmured: "When we brushed the door of life and death, you said that life and death are two sides, life and death are connected together. I didn't think it was true at the time, but I didn't expect that all of them were true. Of."

She looked at me, bit her silver teeth, and said: "Ding Muchen! My brother Xi, after you die, you are worthy of Lin Su, but what about me? Are you worthy of me? Are you worthy of sister Xiran? You Are you worthy of Cheng Cheng? So many people who love you are waiting for you to cheer up, but you choose to give up. I know you are in pain, but... Seeing you so sad, do you know that I am more uncomfortable?"

"Sorry, Yuner..."

I leaned against the wall, tears rippling: "I'm sorry...I was not able to save my sister, but now, I can't save Fusu. I don't know what is the use of a person like me. ……"

"You..."

She gritted her teeth and said: "This is not your responsibility at all. The person who indirectly killed him was the **** of the organizing committee, not you. You are gone now, who will seek justice for Lin Su? You think you Is it a redemption if you leave like this? If you leave now, who will accompany me in the future, who will I live with? If you leave, your father, who will serve him? If you leave Now, so many people in Beichen have really become a mess of sand. Who can guide them in the future? If you leave, Jianmo, Lin Che, Wang Jinhai, Qingyan and the others quarrel, who can convince the crowd? If you leave, Sister Xiran and Chengcheng were bullied, who can protect them? If you go..."

"Sorry, sorry..."

I held her hand tightly and trembled all over: "I was blindfolded for a while, and I felt sorry for the moment, I'm sorry...I'm really sorry, Yuner..."

Her eyes were red, and her tears kept falling: "Now, do you still want to burn charcoal to commit suicide?"

"I don't want to...I don't want to..."

I rushed forward and hugged her tightly: "It was you who woke me up. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"Fu Su is in the sky, and I definitely don't want to see such pain, Brother Xi, cheer up..."

"Well, I must, I must cheer... Yuner, don't cry."

She knelt on the ground, tears rolling down, and a pair of beautiful eyes looked at me like this: "You know? You scared me... I almost lost you, I..."

"Sorry, sorry..."

"Okay, let's clean up the room..."

"Hmm."

……

Soon after, the innkeeper rushed upstairs, looked at this place, dumbfounded: "You...what are you doing?"

"It's okay~IndoMTL.com~It's okay, boss." Tang Yun said.

"Why is this room messy..." The boss frowned, "The walls and ceiling have been smoked, this... I'm afraid... Do you want to burn charcoal? No, this room can't be accommodated for you, you can compensate Click, and then move out, this room is already dirty by you!"

"Boss, what does it mean to be unclean?" Tang Yunxiu frowned.

"What did you say, dare to burn charcoal in the room, do you think this house can be regarded as a clean house?"

"Nonsense!"

Tang Yun was very angry: "You can let us move, but why do you say that the room is not clean? Did you brush your teeth in the morning? Why is the room not clean? Tell me clearly!"

The boss frowned: "Hurry up and grab your things, the compensation for compensation, let’s go!"

"I will not compensate."

Tang Yun stood up and said lightly: "How much is your homestay? I will buy it as a whole."

"You..."

……

In the end, Tang Yun spent 2400W to buy this small piece of homestay, but I was a bit speechless, so I actually bought a homestay just to fight for it, but Tang Yun does not lack the money.

"Why, you are not happy?" She, who is already the shop owner, asked me with a smile.

"I'm not unhappy, I feel a little wasted money." I said.

"Who said that."

She pursed her mouth and smiled: "In the future, this can be used as a base for our travel and dating. Come here once every spring when the **** blossoms bloom. It has its own storefront. It is great to live at any time and want to live anytime!"

"It makes sense, then I will invest half of the shares."

"Okay, thank you boss~~~"

"..."