Smiling Proud Wanderer Chapter 130: Decision (2)

Time went by with Yue Feng's thinking, and in a blink of an eye it was another three days of effort. In the past few days, Yue Feng began to think carefully about his life, his personality, and everything he had done, especially the six months he spent with Ren Yingying.

"I seem to be too selfish." Sitting on the boulder, looking at the rolling westward water of the Yangtze River, Yue Feng suddenly had the idea that he was not ashamed of thinking about it on weekdays but was rather complacent. . []

From small to large, it seems that whatever I do, no matter who I face, is almost always from the perspective of interest, even for Ren Yingying, there are no exceptions. However, in the face of such a dangerous world, such a world that may be illusory at any time, he is not selfish, can he do it?

Even until not long ago, Yue Feng truly understood the truth of traversal, that he truly realized that this is not a novel, and that everything is real, and even more so that he can't go back completely. Yue Feng gradually found some sense of security, and slowly learned to experience life, instead of being a machine that only knew martial arts. It's just a pity that he hadn't had time in the future to think about changing things than what has happened now.

After all, years of repressive life has made him a completely selfish person. Even if he wants to change, he can't do it in a short while. Moreover, this is the first time he realizes that he needs to change

In addition, Yue Feng understood that he still did not regard Ren Yingying as his own person, but as an object that he could use, a tool to talk to when he was bored. Rather than treating Ning Zhongze and Yue Lingshan as they did, it was entirely out of sincerity.

Yue Feng couldn't help thinking that since he himself would not be willing to pay the true love to Ren Yingying, why should he ask Ren Yingying to pay in return. "Perhaps Ren Yingying also saw that he was wrong, so he refused."

Suddenly, Yue Feng had such an idea, and he felt that it was very likely to be the reason. Although this idea is very different from the facts, it can explain a lot of things.

In fact, Yue Feng had never imagined that Ren Yingying would reject him completely out of fear. Perhaps it can also be said that Yue Feng's ideas on martial arts are too crazy, crazy enough to make ordinary people scared. Sometimes a genius is just a step away from a madman, and Ren Yingying undoubtedly regarded him as a madman, not a genius.

"With Ren Yingying's cleverness, he may not have seen that no matter what he does in the daytime, he is just like dealing with errands, so that there are consequences like this." The more Yue Feng thinks so, the more possible he feels. .

"Maybe I should give something." After a long time, Yue Feng finally made up his mind. At the same time, Yue Feng started to think about whether he should do something.

After a while, Yue Feng suddenly thought of letting him go, who was still trapped in the dungeon, and he couldn't help but make a decision.

Originally, Yue Feng would never agree to save me. Even if he wouldn't refuse Ren Yingying on the face, he would secretly make things worse. After all, from the perspective of the Huashan School, it is definitely not a good thing to let me do it.

But now, Yue Feng feels that he should let him go. This can be regarded as the first step to treat Ren Yingying sincerely.

"Even if she was asked to ask herself to fight Dongfang not afraid to fight hard, I would admit it, and she couldn't go up to Heimuya again. At that time, Ren Yingying was afraid she would not refuse her anymore. After all, Linghu Chong is This way, it’s not a problem for myself. Moreover, it’s just a matter of time that I have to fight Dongfang Undefeated after all." Yue Feng also gradually returned to his senses, and began to think: "I want to do so much by myself, Ren Yingying I won’t go into this time and shirk my excuses. If there is still a problem, then I really give up. As for this relationship, I should use this as an end. At that time, I will listen to Yue Buqun. With the arrangement of the couple, it is not a big loss to find a woman casually.” Gradually, Yue Feng entered the usual state again and began to analyze it completely from the perspective of gains and losses.

It was not until a long time later that Yue Feng stood up abruptly. But at this time, Yue Feng no longer lost his previous confusion, instead it was all relaxed. Even compared to the past, it is a bit more decisive and persistent.

The moment Yue Feng left, Ren Yingying already started to regret it.

A lot of things have happened between the two of them during the six months of getting along. Many of them make her remember a little bit clearly. But on the whole, Yue Feng always took good care of her, but she paid almost nothing. Originally, Ren Yingying had expected Yue Feng to really confess to her again and again, but in the end, she refused.

On the surface, the idea that Ren Yingying is absolutely Yue Feng is too crazy. She obviously cannot accept the pursuit of immortality, she is afraid. But after all, Ren Yingying was a smart person, and soon thought of other things.

After all, whether Yue Feng is a lunatic, Ren Yingying can still tell if he calms down. But she still felt unbearable, unacceptable, especially when she understood the gap between herself and Yue Feng.

Ren Yingying has been the proud girl of heaven since she was a child, especially in martial arts, she has shown extraordinary talents. But the deeper she knew about Yue Feng, the more she discovered the horror of Yue Feng and martial arts.

If the difference between the two is small, Ren Yingying will be proud of Yue Feng. But the gap between the two was too big, so big that he could only completely rely on Yue Feng. Even if she was scheming or otherwise, she couldn't compare to Yue Feng at all.

In front of Yue Feng, it was hard for Ren Yingying to find a sense of existence, let alone a sense of security. Just as Yue Feng thought, she was a person of opinion and a strong person, and the two of them were really inappropriate.

It's just that Ren Yingying is a woman after all, and his thoughts are definitely not too rational like Yue Feng's, but more emotionally. Regarding Yue Feng, Ren Yingying knew clearly that she could not do without. After half a year of living, she really couldn't imagine the day when she would leave Yue Feng.

From the moment Yue Feng left, Ren Yingying thought of going to apologize, but when he thought of Yue Feng’s seriousness and excitement when he talked about "immortality and immortality", he would have untold fear, so he could not Determined.

For Ren Yingying, what Yue Feng pursues is too ethereal and emptiness, so emptiness she can't find a sense of identity. If it were not for Yue Feng that said these words, Ren Yingying was afraid that he would have gone a long time ago, and her stunt would not stay a bit longer.

In the next few days, Ren Yingying could only watch from a distance where Yue Feng was tirelessly practicing swordsmanship, feeling equally uncomfortable in her heart. But fortunately, Yue Feng had never left, and there was still a chance for the two of them. It's a pity that she can't do anything, she can only watch it quietly from a distance.

On this day, when Ren Yingying hesitated again, whether he should go to Yue Feng and have a good talk, he saw that Yue Feng had suddenly come back.

At this moment, Yue Feng had a relaxed smile on his face, and his gaze at Ren Yingying was a little more gentle. The two looked at each other, but in an instant they found the apology in each other's eyes.

Through the tacit understanding gained from getting along for half a year, the two did not say much, and even deliberately avoided that topic some time ago. In the days that followed, Yue Feng and Ren Yingying seemed to return to their previous lives once again. I just don't know why, but no one has ever mentioned the future arrangements.

(I won’t write about the plot between men and women again in the future. I really can’t do it! The feeling of collapse reappears, perhaps mainly because I have to take an exam. I originally wanted to ask for leave or reduce updates, so I thought about it carefully. Do you have it? After all, it has not completely expired, and it will be busier in the future.)