So What If You’ve Been Reborn? Chapter 166: Complete narcissism
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"I remember when you were in Black Abyss Valley, every morning, you would go to the pool to take a picture and see what you look like."
Shi Feng pulled Chen He next to him and sat down. He didn't say anything to comfort him. Instead, he talked about the past.
Finger lifted the hair hanging in front of the junior's forehead, Shi Feng met a pair of startled eyes, and couldn't help but gently stroke the tiny red mole at the corner of Chen He's eyes.
Shi Feng once deeply disliked this, since many years ago he heard that fate was a catastrophe, destiny started.
In this world of kinship, even if you leave it away, the wound will still exist.
While traveling with Nan Hongzi, in the market, apart from monks, it is inevitable that he will encounter two masters who are a little capable, so Shi Feng always has to cover it with hair or a hat. He does not want anyone Mentioning those pasts, he used to think that he was completely free from bad luck until the wound was torn again.
Shi Feng has not seen the Venerable Liyan in the previous life, but it does not prevent him from hearing that Tiandao looks back in time for this, and he feels joy in his heart.
"You are fine."
Chen He was so stiff that he could only feel his brother's cool fingers stroke his cheek.
"I was very happy when I heard the Gu King and the Heluo School little Taoist tell the truth and guessed the truth." Shi Feng looked at Chen He deeply, and finally slowed down his voice, saying word by word." You have not forgotten what I told you, you live better than anyone else..."
"That's what you think!"
Chen He stood up suddenly and stared at Shi Feng fiercely.
The atmosphere suddenly became serious.
Shi Feng was a little surprised, and took his hand back to look at the younger brother, but did not answer.
Chen He was originally angrily. He never—he didn’t even think about being angry with his senior, but he really couldn’t help it before. When Shi Feng said that Venerable Liyan lived very well in his previous life, he felt like being The knife slashed hard, it was piercing pain and anger.
"You don't need to do that at all!"
Chen He was feeling a little out of control, he said very quickly, not giving Shi Feng a chance to refute.
"There is no need to sacrifice life for inheritance."
Chen He's eyes faintly appeared bloodshot, and the strangers didn't look like him anymore. Those words he planned to hide for the rest of his life just blurted out, "You can take me back to the Black Abyss Valley, the magic cultivator can't ascend, and I don't want to become a fairy! Just like our life, why don’t you want to live?"
What Shi Feng wanted to say, after all, he didn't say anything.
"The fire in Yunzhou is entangled in cause and effect. After I die, these troubles will affect my life and life, until the water of Wangchuan River is washed away with the cycle of rebirth."
When Chen He said this, Shi Feng's expression moved and he couldn't bear it.
Without waiting for Shi Feng to speak, Chen He immediately said: "But people are always mortal. You left Beixuan inheritance that day. Did you really expect me, a monk of the magic way, to rise?"
Shi Feng slowly shook his head.
"You just don't want to live!" Chen He said loudly, the reddish eyes becoming more obvious.
Shi Feng almost thought that Junior Brother was about to cry, but Chen He didn't.
There is no sign of tears, his back is straight, the corners of his mouth are pursed, anger is far more than sad. It's completely different from the obedient and smart juniors who liked to rely on themselves in the past.
This kind of unfamiliarity made Shi Feng think that the younger brother has indeed grown up, and he can be alone without himself.
"I'm just an excuse that you happen to encounter, so that you don't have to continue to suffer in this world!" Chen He took a step back, closed his eyes and tried to restrain the constant anger in his heart, but with little effect.
Extend a hand.
Chen He subconsciously wanted to avoid, Shi Feng changed his backhand and firmly pressed his younger brother in his arms. The latter struggled a bit, but finally succumbed to the familiar breath.
He couldn't bear it.
Even if he was so angry that he couldn't restrain himself, Chen He couldn't bear to push away Shi Feng's hand.
——Because this is the warmth that Li Yan will not get in his life, can't ask for it, and can't reach it.
Seeing that Chen He was no longer struggling, Shi Feng held his younger brother quietly for a long time. When Chen He's quick breath calmed down, he said:
"You are right. At that time, I shouldn't want to live anymore."
Chen He opened his eyes and was about to say something, but Shi Feng covered his mouth, and could only stare at the senior.
"No one will have too much affection for a strange child." Shi Feng didn't want to deceive Chen He, and because he couldn't deceive his junior, he maintained a peaceful voice and said, "There may be pity, more Self-inflicted, no matter what, I give you the inheritance of Beixuan School, I hope that child will live well, he shouldn't die."
Chen He could not speak, but his body was trembling slightly.
Shi Feng didn’t let go, and continued: “I have done a lot of wrong things consciously, and those things eventually caused me to lose everything, but after thinking about it carefully, I don’t know where I went wrong and why it became like this. Looks like. The world has no meaning for me to exist."
Chen He looked up at Shi Feng, and finally there was a clear sadness in his eyes.
Yes, this is the truth.
Li Yan guessed it, Chen He actually knew it too, but didn't want to think about it.
——No matter how much Li Yan admires the person who has been dead for many years, for Shi Feng, the child who was trembling in the Scarlet Wind Desert cannot be the meaning of Shi Feng's life.
It doesn't matter.
No matter how Li Yan can't forget, Shi Feng won't care under Jiuquan.
Venerable Li Yan can ascend through the heavens, and perhaps win a place in the heavens in the future, but as long as he can't stand in front of Shi Feng for a day, this cruel and embarrassing fact will never change.
Because everything hasn’t started, it’s over.
Chen He was in a daze when he heard what Shi Feng said, but his mind buzzed, looking at Shi Feng's closed lips, he couldn't react for a long time.
Shi Feng was helpless, and deplored the younger brother, so he released his hand and bowed his head to kiss.
After a while, seeing Chen He struggling to recover vaguely, Shi Feng said in his junior’s ear: "But now, you are my entire meaning in this world."
Chen He's breathing is stagnant.
"The me you see today, or I am still here today, is because of you, because the Lord Black Abyss Valley passed you into my hands twelve years ago."
"Brother..."
Chen Hena, his throat seemed to be choked, and he couldn't say a word.
"I once told you that you are more important than the Northern Profound Secret Treasure. In fact, you are more important than everything in the world combined." Shi Feng slowly stroked Chen He's face, as if to see more clearly, and Seemingly nostalgic and reluctant to leave.
"Stop the seven emotions, no heart, no love, don't care about anyone, don't trust anyone...The words I leave to you are too harsh, I can't do it myself."
"Brother!" Chen He backhanded and hugged Shi Feng tightly.
Li Yan should seldom shed tears in his lifetime. In other words, "Venerable Li Yan" has never cried, because tears are of no avail and are the most useless thing. So Li Yan hated it, and even abandon it.
Chen He, who is actually the same person as Li Yan, did not cry when he questioned Shi Feng. When Shi Feng admitted that he could not care about Li Yan, he still did not shed tears. But at this moment, there was a dampness in his eyes. feel.
"That's why I said, you are fine. You did what I expected, which is something I can't do."
Shi Feng gently patted the younger brother on the back, as a comfort: "This makes me understand that no matter which you are, I am a proud younger brother and younger brother. Last time I chose death easily and didn't get along with you. Not being with you, this is my mistake, and I have no luck, this is how I missed my junior."
Chen He buried his head on Shi Feng's shoulder and refused to move.
"But thinking about it, I would rather miss--"
When Chen He heard this, he instinctively raised his head and glared at Shi Feng.
What are these words, have you suffered for hundreds of years from Yan's previous life?
"You fell off the sky cliff and grew up in the Black Abyss Valley. The fire in the stone did not burn Yunzhou, and you did not bear the cause and effect. Even if you were trapped in the fragments of the small world, you still have long eyebrows." Shi Feng Patiently said, "Although I don’t know what your past life is like, a child who is obsessed with the troublesome past of our Northern Xuan sect. It is too difficult for him to live and eventually become the master of the demon way. Too bitter."
Chen He blinked hard, trying to say something sternly, but after releasing Feng's next sentence, the tears he managed to restrain, slipped down silently.
"...Senior brother is very fortunate that all this has been restored, and I have given the younger brother everything better."
Chen He buried his head on Shi Feng's shoulder again, thinking in his heart, Li Yan once loved Shi Feng so much, let him hide it like this, otherwise the brother will know it, it will be difficult.
"The deceased is gone, the past cannot be pursued, brother, don’t think about it anymore."
"No."
In order to divert the topic, and to change the grief and grief in his heart, Chen He Lai said in Shi Feng's arms: "Brother knows why I fell down the skyscraper?"
Shi Feng paused slightly, and he thought about it too.
This hasn't happened in the previous life, or is it not in the hands of the Black Abyss Valley Master who sent the child back?
"I didn’t know before. Seeing the memories of my previous life, I reorganized my memories of this life after waking up. Only then did I find out what my cousin Chen Wei said before his death. "Chen He seemed to be delighted, but also ironic," He is also a person with pre-existing memories. In order to prevent the Chen family from turning to ashes, when I was six years old, I took advantage of the whole family to go to Qiuye Temple for incense and burn me I brought it out and pushed down the skyscraper."
"..."
"He is really my cousin!"
Chen He said with a weird expression, "Unfortunately, his bones have been reduced to ashes, otherwise I will have to go and worship. Thanks to his kindness, I can meet the senior brother early."
Shi Feng didn't want Junior Brother to show this expression, and the interface went off: "Then you have to thank everyone in the Black Abyss Valley, because they are too lazy to let you go."
Chen Heyuan didn't change his appearance in Yingji, which made him angry, his face still bulged involuntarily, and his nose wrinkled.
"I know, only brother wants me."
Chen He said as he wrote another note in his heart for the "people who are too lazy to get out of the Black Abyss Valley".
"Are you angry?" Shi Feng nodded the tip of his nose.
Chen He lowered his eyes and turned his head awkwardly.
"Since you are not angry, why is there something to hide from me?"
"I want to teach those who don't give up..." Chen He thought that Shi Feng said about Zhao Weiyang and others, so he muttered unwillingly to defend.
"Who cares about those people?" Shi Feng closed his smile and asked with a cold face, "A few days ago, when you were unconscious and awake, you dragged me hard, and when you woke up, you didn't say anything, feeling frustrated. Too deep, is there anything wrong?"
"Oh." Chen He was listless.
"Talk!"
"Brother, I was wrong."
Shi Feng decided to look at him, and suddenly sighed: "No, I was wrong. I didn't expect that only that time, that sentence would also make you fall into a sea of love and misery, not joy."
Chen He was shocked and suddenly raised his head.
"Because you are obsessed, that sentence, I gave it to you with the sect lineage, and never thought of—"
"It has saved me many times!" Chen He said categorically. He interrupted Shi Feng, just to ask what happened, "Li Yan...I like brothers, how do you know brothers?"
"You are so angry at me, yelling, just resenting me for choosing death easily?"
Shi Feng looked at his younger brother helplessly. Chen He was excited and squeezed his hand tightly. Even though Shi Feng did not break away.
"You complain at most, unhappy, and thank you that this time is different, not so gaffe." Shi Feng has a profound meaning. He understands how he can be easily deceived, "You have listened to me carefully. What else should the evil robbery be on? In the final analysis, it is the brother who is sorry to you, sorry... him."
Chen He wiped his eyes indiscriminately, barely laughed, and deliberately said with dissatisfaction: "Brother is so complacent, do you think I will like brother every time?"
Shi Feng kissed away the tears from the corner of his eye, followed Chen He with a good temper, and replied: "That's it."