Stray Chapter 123: The end is near

The Poison Island Yazi was stunned for a moment, and her eyes were also condensed, but then she smiled helplessly, and the smile was a little far-fetched:

"You really know how to read minds? Classmate Xia Ran? I knew you couldn't hide this from you... But honestly, your behavior is really rude to girls."

"Really? Let's do it all over again? I'll pretend I don't know anything, and you'll start the conversation, okay?"

Xia Ran is very considerate, so she suggested this kindly. After all, the other party has just made a late night snack for herself, and she has to repay it.

He doesn't explain that he really doesn't know how to read minds. It's just that he knows that the character of Poison Island Yako is very special and has a deep memory. Mood swings at the moment—

Combining these intelligence information, it is natural to speculate on what she is distressed for.

Besides, Xia Ran didn't think that the Poison Island Yazi came to attack him at night, and was ready to throw himself in his arms, so naturally he wouldn't be blinded by appearances, which would affect his thinking ability.

It's just that this kind of performance like an unpredictable prophet, in the eyes of the preconceived Dushima Yako, is a clear proof that he has been read.

Although I knew this would happen for a long time and I had prepared myself before coming, this beautiful girl with long purple hair still felt uncomfortable all over, as if she was being watched by the eyes of the person in front of her. Transparent, there is no ** at all.

She finally understands Saya Gaocheng's feelings, and it's hard for the arrogant girl to endure it, instead of losing her temper... But yes, if that's the case, she won't mess with those Is it different for people who don't know the situation?

Identity, status, origin, background...

These are just the "rights" before the disaster. In just a short period of time these days, the most powerful group of people in the world have almost disappeared directly, and all the rules have been changed. In the past society is just over.

If you are still obsessed with the things in the past, such people are not qualified to live at all. The current world is very simple, basically only divided into living and dead, and the most important thing is "strength".

How can this "power" be expressed most intuitively?

Naturally, it depends on whether you can kill more zombies, gain more resources, and have a better ability to survive.

Ordinary people can rely on a large number of personnel, elite armed forces, etc., to form the strength of a group. The person in front of him has immeasurable power himself, which is a completely different concept.

Takajo Saya also told others in private that if you want to continue to survive, you must know how to rely on others who have power, instead of following your own temperament, because only yourself adapt to the environment, not the environment to suit your reasoning.

Thinking of this, Kazushima Yako gently shook her head.

Then she sat down directly on the chair next to her, reached out and stroked her long purple hair, and let out a long sigh:

"Since Xia Ran, you know what I'm here for, I'll go straight to the point... I'm not afraid of killing people, you should know that? What I'm afraid of is that I actually think such a world is not bad..."

Xia Ran didn't ask why this world was not bad, just listened silently, pulled the supper next to her, picked up a fork and ate it one bite at a time.

"Because I nearly killed a man with my own hands in the past, it should have been... well, one night four years ago, because it was very profound, so I remember very clearly, a man thought To attack me, but I had a knife in my hand."

Dushima Yako seems to have fallen into memory, her eyes are blurred and dazed, and her voice is very soft.

"So I didn't hide, but deliberately led him to the corner. When he couldn't wait to pounce, I severely broke his shoulder blades and thighs, the sound of broken bones and his misery The sounds were mixed together, and I actually felt very happy, the kind that I couldn't help trembling."

"Then what?" Xia Ran asked vaguely, biting her fork.

"Then? Then I evaded the police's accountability in the name of self-defense. In fact, I was already over-defense... But considering the situation at the time, I was still a junior high school girl and fought alone. That perverted pervert, so the police naturally turned to me, didn't hold me accountable, and drove me home."

Yako Poison Island smiled self-deprecatingly.

"It was at that time that I realized that I have a strong tendency to violence, and that there is an unforgivable dark side hidden in my heart... Just like in this world, I am not more decisive and more adaptable to fighting than them, It's because I can't help myself when I kill those things."

"Oh." Xia Ran nodded, her expression flat.

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Makoko Dushima stared at his face for a long time, and then asked in a strange tone: "Don't you want to say something? At least express your opinion?"

"Let's express your opinion? This... I'm still a little hungry, can I ask you to make another one?"

Xia Ran thought for a while, then pushed the empty plate towards the purple-haired beautiful girl with a serious face, "I think the taste is okay, very good, but it's better to be lighter... My taste is relatively light."

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The Poison Island Yuko looked at him, and then suddenly burst out laughing.

She reluctantly stood up and took the plate, and her expression became awkward: "It's hard work, so I decided to come and talk to someone..."

"I know."

"I'm really worried about this, Xia Ran."

"I understand."

"Then aren't you going to say something? Shouldn't you say something to comfort me?" Toshishima Yuko looked at the boy in front of him angrily and funny.

"I don't think you need it. Do you think you have done something wrong?" Xia Ran frowned slightly, feeling a little depressed. Could it be that this is what the other party just told her to express her opinion, not What about supper?

"Eh? I think... it's not good to kill like this, right? Do you think I can still be saved?" Poison Island Yako was slightly taken aback.

"Hey, are you insinuating me?" Xia Ran twitched the corners of her mouth.

"Huh?" Poison Island Yazi was a little dazed, but then she reacted. I don't know how much the person in front of me really killed. Whether it's a human or a zombie, I'm really nothing compared to it. .

And the other party has no psychological burden at all, and is still smiling all day long. Compared with this, she can't help but hesitate, wondering if she is a little too hypocritical.

"Let's put it this way, first of all, a premise must be made clear, that is, if you want to survive, you have to fight and adapt to this environment desperately. If you don't kill them, they will kill you, and they are no longer life. No consciousness, just a living corpse."

Xia Ran thought for a while, and said with a hammer palm.

"The same is true of those people, you can only kill them if you don't want to die, lest they come to harm you. And the most important point is that no matter what you are thinking, what kind of concept you have, this kind of The nature of the behavior does not change."

It's all the same anyway. It doesn't mean that if you have a mentality of sympathy, self-doubt, and self-denial, killing is not killing.

If that's the case, why make yourself uncomfortable? As long as you know that you have done nothing wrong, you are the one who should be killed, so why should you feel guilty? It was really difficult for Xia Ran to understand this kind of thinking, and she felt that it was purely hypocritical.

Yako Poshima widened her eyes in surprise, but quickly calmed down.

After being silent for a while, she smiled softly, her expression seemed to relax, maybe she was muttering to herself as if she had figured out something, and she seemed to be talking to Xia Ran: /

"That's right, maybe I really think too much. No matter how much I think about this kind of thing, it will not change its nature. As long as it is necessary, I should do what I think is right. Why..."

Squeak-

At this moment, her words were interrupted because the door of the room was suddenly pushed open.

A pink-haired double ponytail stuck its head out from behind the door, glanced suspiciously here, and then looked suspiciously: "...What are you doing in the room together at this time?"

"Have a late night snack, do you want it?" Xia Ran smiled, not guilty at all.

"Hmph, no need, I came to you because I have something to say, I think it might be necessary..." Gao Cheng Saya snorted, pushed open the door and walked in generously, saying so.

"What's the matter?"

"Don't you know how to read minds? Don't tell me you don't know..." Ponytail folded her arms in dissatisfaction.

"Are you sure you want this?" Xia Ran asked meaningfully.

"...I want to say, tomorrow we'll go directly across the river to find my parents!" Gaocheng Saya gritted his teeth, "Don't waste time, it will be good for everyone to integrate the forces of both sides as soon as possible. "

"Oh? Didn't you object to it before?"

"What's the use of my objection, will you give up this matter if I object?" Gaocheng Saya glared at him, "It's all destined to happen anyway, it's better to solve it as soon as possible, so as to reduce the Small unnecessary loss."

"Are you sure to convince your parents?" Xia Ran could not help being a little surprised when she heard the other party's implication.

"I'm their daughter after all, what I said would have some effect..." Gao Cheng Saya curled his lips and sighed. If the forces on both sides were to be combined, there would naturally be only one voice.

However, she doesn't expect the person in front of her to accept her parents' solicitation and become her parents' subordinates at all... That's not realistic at all, only the reverse is possible.

However, her parents are not good people to talk to. What she needs to do is to try to avoid conflicts, because once there is a fight, there is absolutely only one result - she becomes an orphan.

"If you're confident...then let's go get some weapons tomorrow morning before heading straight."

Xia Ran thought about it for a while, then finally nodded and said harmoniously.

He was going to take the protagonist group and go directly to the house of the policewoman friend of Juchuan Shizuka to get firearms and weapons, but because he went to the hospital and then took time to kill monsters, he was not able to go. become.

Takagi Saya's proposal is also very good. If conflicts can be avoided and the team size can be directly expanded, he will naturally not refuse.

Opened the personal information page and took another look at the stay time. After estimating the changes that would continue to occur, Xia Ran felt that maybe the time for her departure was very close...

However, in this time and efficiency, it seems that there is no way to add all attributes to small buckets, which is too unfriendly to obsessive-compulsive disorder...

(ps: There are a lot of things in the New Year, and I always have to argue about some trivial matters among the parents. I can’t speak properly. After the quarrel, I am in a bad mood. Taking out the dissatisfaction on us... I really can't understand this kind of behavior, or because the juniors can't talk back, so I feel authoritative and fulfilling? I just want to be quiet, but it seems that they are in a bad mood. Well, I must also make my mood worse, alas...)