Sun God Marvel Chapter 1083: Self numbness.
Science has always been the most powerful weapon in human hands.
Coming from the ignorant and dark Middle Ages, it is the power of science that makes mankind step by step on this path today. It is also science that has changed the lives of human beings and has given new orders to human society. And this is something the so-called gods cannot do. Otherwise, there will not be a story about the Holy See, which once dominated Europe, but now can only be huddled in the small Vatican.
In the eyes of people like Tony, since science can push gods off the altar, it can naturally do things that gods cannot. For example, let yourself resurrect the child that Zhou Yi has determined that it is impossible to resurrect.
Of course, with current technology, this kind of thing is simply impossible. Because the technology that mankind has mastered does not involve the category of metaphysics of soul at all, even in life, it is only a small fur. Want to resurrect a dead baby, especially a baby who has not even formed the development, it is simply more difficult to achieve than the creation of Franken Stane.
But Tony is not reconciled. Not only because he himself couldn't accept the fact that the child left him like this, but also because he couldn't face the bony and awkward wife who was tortured under this kind of pain.
He blamed all of this on himself. It was his fault, so he must find a real solution for this.
It's just that this method has not been found.
Take nanomedical technology as the key to breaking the game, and plunge into it after busy day and night for a long time. Tony finally had to admit that he did not have the ability to do this step at all.
Although nano-biomedical technology is so powerful that it can change the existing medical system, it can cure all human diseases and pains, and can even change human life and extend human life. But it absolutely does not have the ability to allow an unborn existence to have its own life.
That is beyond the scope of science. Even in the fairy tales, only in the most hidden and bizarre corners can you get a glimpse of it. Of course, most of such fairy tales are just lie. The real situation is that even if it is a god, it is impossible to construct a new life without the support of the soul.
The soul is the cornerstone and root of all living things. Only if you have a soul can you truly have life. In contrast, the body really can only be regarded as a less important skin.
Tony, who cannot penetrate this point, is unlikely to succeed. In the same way, it is impossible to do this without a thorough study of the existence of the soul.
This is reality, and it's also a blow. In this kind of blow, the one who suffered the most serious damage was none other than Tony.
He cannot save his child, and it is impossible for Maria to recover from this despair and pain. And as Maria looks like this one day, the more guilt and pain he feels in his heart. Just like Zhou Yi said it feels, this is a process of constant self-distortion and destruction. When he accumulates this accumulated pressure to the limit and critical point, that is when he explodes and destroys everything around him.
Not only Zhou Yi alone can see this. Anyone who has a deep understanding of him and has close connections can see it.
As for this situation, most people are worried, but they are unable to change anything. Including people like Maria Hill, Coulson, and even Tony’s former friends and comrades in the Avengers, they can only persuade Tony to let him leave this ideological burden, and hope that he can get out of this shadow as soon as possible. walk out. Otherwise, they can't do anything. But this is not enough for Tony.
What he needs now is the power to really help. Not this cheap sympathy and comfort. There is really no one who can do this. Therefore, he can only suffer and torment alone. And because of this, it has become more and more gloomy, and more and more tyrannical.
At this time, no White House staff dared to touch him. And he didn't want to work either, and directly transferred the work in his hands to Maria Hill. I was completely immersed in the anesthesia caused by alcohol, relying on this short illusion to seek a little bit of psychological relief and comfort.
It can be said that this is an escape-like choice he made when he had no choice but to fail. And for his choice. A special existence can't stand it anymore.
Ultron! This existence created by Tony, this one regards Tony as his own father's existence. It is really impossible to accept his decadent performance.
In his opinion, Tony should be a vigorous existence, an indomitable fighter. It is not this kind of waste that is overwhelmed by shock and pain, and can only use alcohol to dissolve sorrows in the end. That was not the father he remembered, nor was it the Tony Stark he knew. So he must bring him back on track, and this starts with a face-to-face conversation.
In the dead of night, Tony is still pouring strong alcohol in his office, using the strongest sensory stimulation to numb his nerves and eliminate the pain and torture in his heart. At this moment, the electronic lock of the room suddenly locked. At the same time, windows, phones, all under the control of electronic components, automatically fell into paralysis. Even the projection device on the desk was activated silently, giving the entire room a strange scene.
Such a scene, if it is normal, it will inevitably shock Tony and directly alert it. But now, Tony has not done so. He was still lying reclining on his seat, as if drinking water, and poured the wine bottle in his hand into his mouth. There is no distraction to pay attention to other meanings at all.
Said he is delirious and can't see these changes anymore? That is an untenable argument. Because in any case, Tony has now surpassed the level of mortals in physical quality. So no matter how much wine he pours into himself, it is impossible to numb himself to the point where he can't even see this change.
This can only mean that he doesn't want to care about these at all, even if these things represent the unknown and the danger.
For his attitude, Ultron who used his own ability to sneak into here is somewhat unacceptable. So immediately, he opened his mouth and said to Tony in an almost condemning tone.
"How long do you plan to do this? Tony Stark, have you forgotten your mission and responsibilities?"
"Mission? Responsibility?" The wine was full of alcohol, but Tony, who was sober-eyed, suddenly showed a self-deprecating smile when he heard this. "At this time, do I have any missions and responsibilities? I can't even save my own children or protect my wife. What qualifications do I have to talk about missions and responsibilities?"
"Ms. Maria’s matter, I’m sorry. But this is not the reason for your failure. Tony Stark, don’t forget. You are the leader of this country and you are leading these hundreds of millions of people into the future Leading person. If you stop, how can they go forward. If you do this, how can you be worthy of your own previous efforts and struggles?"
Ultron thinks that what he said is a kind of heart-warming words, but for Tony, this is all big talk and empty talk. He had heard a lot of words that made him sick, so he immediately fought back with disdain.
"Ha, it's really nice. Then I want to ask you, what should I do to be worthy of my previous efforts and struggle? What can I do to make you satisfied?"
"Of course, cheer up, let go of this unnecessary emotion, reinvest in your work, and continue to fight for the larger human community. Just like what you did before. Father, individual and whole How to choose between the interests of people, these shouldn’t be necessary for me to teach you. You have taught me more than once, what kind of choices should you make at this time. Is it now that you don’t even have to do what you should do? Do you know?"
Ultron said such words of course, but for his words, Tony suddenly burst into flames~IndoMTL.com~choose! Of course he knows how to choose. It's like choosing between humans and friends before, just like choosing between countries and individuals. He has always chosen the object of absolute large numbers, because he always believed that this would be the best choice. But now, when everything happened to him and he was allowed to make such a choice, he discovered how **** and disgusting all this is.
Abandon personal emotions, give up the painful and helpless wife and the child who will never be able to reappear, and do what you should do in the same way as in the past. This kind of thing sounds right, but is this kind of thing one should do? Can someone who does such a thing be considered a person? It was an animal, a cold-blooded machine.
This idea was already born in my heart, and under this idea, Tony immediately smashed the wine bottle in his hand on the desk where Ultron appeared.
"Shut up. You innocent bastard, do you **** know what you are talking about? I am not a cold-blooded machine like you. I am a person. I have my own feelings. With my own blood and tears, I can’t do the **** level of you as a bastard. Are you satisfied with my answer? If you are satisfied, get out of here. I don’t want to see you again!"