Sun God Marvel Chapter 1276: The hardships are heavy.

The biggest change that happened to this Christian was the arrival of that disaster.

When the huge nuclear explosion resounded before his eyes, he swore that his whole world was dim. This dimness is not because of his fear of the dangers he faces, but of his despair about the future of himself and his children.

As a missionary, Christians can be said to be rare high-level intellectuals in this country. Although he was born in poverty, under the education of his mentor, he can be regarded as the elite of this country. This is why he can raise so many orphans by relying on a ruined church. His ability allows him to get high rewards in this society. Although doing so often means that he has to suffer discrimination and censure from those high castes, he, who has his own ideals and beliefs in his heart, does not care about these.

He has only the weight of the children in his life, and everything else is of little importance to him. As long as he can watch those children live happily, he can bear everything else. Whether it is similar suppression or social censure, he can bear it. He thought he was fearless, but when the whole world suddenly became what it is today, he found that such fearlessness is so ridiculous and so worthless.

Nuclear bomb destroys not only a city, but a country, it also destroys the inherent order of this land. Under this horrible destruction, the forces that had maintained the existence of human society suddenly fell apart, and human beings had to return to the most primitive law of the jungle if they wanted to survive. And this is simply the most terrible test for Christians who protect this group of children.

He is not strong, and he does not use any conspiracy. All he can rely on is kindness and his own honest duty. And this is worth nothing in this chaotic world after the nuclear bomb. It can be said that if before the nuclear explosion he could still rely on his own efforts to support himself and the dozen or so cute children, then now, it would be a problem for him to survive.

This is a terrible test, for him, and for his faith. He didn't know what he should do to continue raising this child as before. But he knew very well that he had to do everything he could to continue to raise them.

He never thought about giving up, never thought about this issue. Even if the terrible disaster has come, even if the world has gradually become chaotic, and the people around him have become more like Beast than a person, he still has never had such an idea. That is all in his life, even if it is to abandon everything, it is absolutely impossible for him to abandon it.

However, this is not something that can be done with determination. The gap between the spiritual world and the real world is doomed, and there is a huge gap between the two. Although he once felt that he was spiritually rich and almost owned the entire world, in this cruel real world, he still had no way to change all of these things he was facing.

This is a very sad thing, so sad that it is almost hopeless. But Christian did not despair, he had already despaired, so at this time, he did not intend to continue despairing.

He is working hard, working in vain. Collect food on the ruins and find water in the wilderness. Exhausting all his abilities, he is trying to protect those weak lives. It's just a pity that the effect he can show by doing this is very weak. The disputes that human beings have for survival almost inevitably spread to him, and when he was in such disputes, his meager power made him unable to protect his own income at all.

How many times has he been beaten all over his body for a piece of food. How many times has he been bullied for a bottle of clean water so that he doesn't even have the strength to stand. The huge contribution made him often only get a very meager return, and such a return is not to mention feeding so many children, even if it keeps him struggling, it will be difficult.

One month, just one month after the nuclear explosion, he had already lost a child. The kind of tremendous pain he had experienced brought him to the brink of collapse in his heart. He is going crazy, or he is already crazy. Because when he hugged the corpse of the child and buried him in the soil bit by bit, he had already begun to swear in his heart that even if he exhausted what he had, even if he gave everything he had, he would never let him. This tragedy repeats itself again.

This is his decision, something he would never want to see again if he bet on his soul and life. And it was exactly at this time that a special opportunity was sent to him.

A special group of people came to his town. They claimed that they had a way to help everyone through the current difficulties and help them gain the ability to survive on this land. They don't need to pay anything, they just need to make a choice. A difficult choice is also the only choice.

They only need to choose whether to accept them or not. If they don't accept it, they will still be what they are now, struggling painfully under the threat of death, struggling to survive on this land. And if they accept, they can get rid of this kind of pain, get rid of the fate that may die at any time. Of course, this requires a little price, a little uncertain and dangerous price.

If they succeed, they will transform into another form, but in essence they can retain human qualities. And if they fail, they can only completely become monsters, until even the human essence is gradually lost. The odds are uncertain, because everyone's physical fitness is different. Strong people have a higher chance of success, and weak people have a lower chance. This is common sense, but it is not absolute.

Faced with such a special choice, most people almost chose to accept it in order to survive. And naturally, Christians are no exception. He accepted this transformation like those people, but he didn't let his children also accept it. Because his wisdom told him, that may lead to an irreversible disaster. As the father of those children, he couldn't let this happen to them anyway. So he chose to sacrifice himself, he only let himself accept all this.

The first time, the result was amazing. Although he is not physically strong, he persisted through the test and became one of less than half of the successful people. However, this does not change his experience. Because the world has gotten worse.

Becoming a reformer does not mean that he has the ability to guard everything about him, because he is also surrounded by reformers, and he has no advantage at all when competing with these fellow reformers. And the failed wanderers everywhere in the wilderness made him full of danger when he went out to find food.

Not only did his situation not get better, it got worse. In this case, a more severe test also appeared in front of him.

Because of the effects of radiation and lack of nutrition for a long time. One of his children fell ill on the bed. High fever and dysentery reactions made him urgently in need of food and medicine. But now it is impossible for Christians to find food and medicine.

How precious food is now, it is beyond ordinary people's imagination. After the initial turmoil, almost all the food on the market was collected by organized forces. It is extremely difficult for ordinary people to obtain a filling food. It is even said that many women have begun to betray their bodies in order to fill their stomachs. And if the food is still like this, the rarer medicines will naturally become more precious.

Although Christians know that the hospitals in their towns have a certain stock of medicines. But the hospital has already been entrenched by some big forces. They are crowded and powerful. Ordinary people who want to get medicine from them have to be bitten by them.

It is simply impossible for people with nothing like Christians to get life-saving medicine from them. His only end is to be thrown out by them, and even if it is more serious, he might leave his life there.

The Christian is not afraid of death, but he is afraid that after his death, the children will become helpless and can only die. That was something he couldn't accept, and he had already sworn an oath that he would never let any child leave him. Yes, he can't let that happen, so at this time ~IndoMTL.com~ he made a very special decision. Sacrifice himself!

This sacrifice does not mean that he will betray himself to whom. In fact, a guy like him can't sell for a price even if he wants to sell it. There is not much in India, but there are too many people. In this land where human lives are not as good as dogs, his value is absolutely worthless.

His so-called sacrifice is a gamble. And this kind of gambling is repeatedly admonished by the group of guys who claim to be human gods, and strictly forbidden.

That kind of medicine, that kind of special modified medicine. It is a very special existence, and a normal dose is enough to make a huge change in a person. And if the dose is too large, then the human body cannot withstand the powerful effects of the drug at all. The teachings of the gods and gods are very clear, it will almost 100% turn you into a monster. And it is precisely because of this clear explanation that no one has thought about this thing. And now, Christian has put his idea on these drugs, because he knows that if he does not become a monster, then he will not be able to protect his children.

For them, he is willing to make sacrifices. And also for them, he had the consciousness to become a monster. This is his choice and his practice of his oath. And under this special reason, he turned into a monster as he wished, a special monster.